SWAMI HAS COME! Sri Vasantha Sai Sri Vasantha Sai Books & Publications Trust

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2 SWAMI HAS COME! By: Sri Vasantha Sai Copyright 2012 Sri Vasantha Sai Books & Publications Trust All rights reserved No part of this publication may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or stored in a retrieval system or translated into any language for any means without written permission of the author, except for brief excerpts or quotations with appropriate credit to this book This version is made available as an electronic book (e-book) in a protected file that should not be reproduced in any website other than wwwvasanthasaiorg without written permission from the

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4 CONTENTS Prologue 1 Chapter 1 Pink Glove, Pink Love 2 Chapter 2 Doorway to Vaikunta 7 Chapter 3 Has Come! 11 Chapter 4 Shimla Cave 21 Chapter 5 Mystery Man Epilogue [Type text]

5 PROLOGUE When I asked to give something for the prologue, He said to use the poem, which He had given before for the chapter Chastity in the book 'Brilliance of a Million Suns' It is through this chastity alone that has now come again! Now, let us see 17 March 2009 Morning meditation Vasantha :, I am writing about chastity Please will You tell something? : Ravana s abduction of Sita is an external action You have given a new definition for chastity by saying that the 'feelings that touch one every minute are also Ravana' You see only God throughout Creation You wrote 'Yoga Sutra', connecting everything in the universe with God Oh, apple of My eye, You are asking Me the definition for chastity There are many great women of chastity But none have seen the embodiment of chastity You have come on earth as the wonderful explanation My life force is melting thinking of your love I cannot bear it anymore The hands of the Universal Clock Will only show your chastity Such a Golden Age, we will create Whatever your eyes see, it is only your loving God If the eyes do not see it, you said the eyes lost chastity Whatever you talk, you speak only of your Prabhu If the speech is not so, you said the speech lost chastity Whatever you think is all your dear God If it were not so, you said the thoughts have lost chastity Whatever you heard, all is your God s voice If it slips from hearing, then you said the ears lost chastity Whatever you touch is only God If you miss to touch, you said touch feeling lost chastity So, you see your dear God in the entire Creation So, you learn one art to make the Creation as God 1

6 Chapter 1 Pink Glove, Pink Love 27 June 2012 At night Amar found a divine message that wrote in the back of my 2010 diary It was in the form of 5 questions 1 When You go to Delhi on the travels, which book do You want to take with You? 2 Which is the first book You will put in Your bookshop? 3 Please tell Your dress account when You go to Delhi How many robes? How many dhotis? How many banyans? 4 please tell the exact date, the year and time You will come to Mukthi Nilayam (please write clearly and in neat handwriting, thank you) 5 What type of padukas (chappals) are You going to send us, as we are having only one pair here Please send the other set, which will make it Poornam wrote in this way as the book these questions came from is called Interview with Yet, I could not understand anything and asked about it in meditation 28 June 2012 Morning meditation Vasantha :, what are these questions? It is not like asking God, there is no respect What is this? : You write, it is like Radio Sai asking They ask questions like this Vasantha : But why a book for You? You know all things Okay Which book will You take with You when You go to Delhi? : I would take the first book Liberation Here Itself Right Now with Me to Delhi Our entire task is contained in that one book Vasantha :, now the second question Which will be the first book You place in Your bookshop? : The first book I will put there is the Prema Avatar' Pt 1 Through this book, I show how the Avatar comes and leads a happy life for the first time 2

7 Vasantha :, do not give the answer to the fourth question You write the answer When You were studying, You wrote in both Suresh and Ramesh s handwriting You are also writing in many different handwritings here Now, You write clearly in Your own handwriting, the exact date, time and year You will come to Mukthi Nilayam write clearly in neat handwriting : This is the one question that you are always asking Me Vasantha : Okay, you write this : I will tell Vasantha : I will not ask the third question about Your dress The fifth question You give me one pair of chappals or a sari That is all : I will give End of meditation Now let us see The questions are asked by someone not giving full respect to God is God, He knows all When He travels what will He read? Why this question? Yet, said He would take my first liberation book s complete Avataric task is contained in that book The essence of my 105 books is there In the second question, answered that the first book He would place in His bookstall is 'Prema Sai Premavatar' book volume one In this book, it tells how this is the first time that the Avatar comes and leads a happy life Avatars descend only to establish dharma; showing mankind the right and good path, guiding all He makes all happy Yet, there is no happiness in their life There is only family separation, separation from wife and children There is only suffering everywhere The Avatar comes for the sake of the world s happiness However the Prema Avatar comes for the first time and leads a happy life He will live happily with His wife, child, parents relatives and all friends There will be only happiness and no separation This has never happened before in the lives of any of the previous Avatars in any yuga This is the first time It is for this reason alone selects this book In the book, He shows how all the shortcomings of the Avatars are balanced and how the Avatar and individuals come to a state of completion, Poornam through the four Ages The first question is in my handwriting and the second is in Eddy s As I am always writing books, my question is about the book Eddy is always with me when I translate, entering all in the computer So his question is also about books Now the third question is about dress This is in Amar s handwriting He is responsible for the Vishwa Brahma Garbha Kottam It is he alone who enters s room there It is his responsibility to look after s robes, dhotis, banyan, all towels and handkerchiefs Thus, Amar asks what will pack when He goes to Delhi: the dress account Why banyan? 3

8 Let us see At the time of marriage, I had spoken to only two men in my life; these were two cousin brothers When I got married, I expected my husband to be like me and not talk to any ladies I would always argue with him about it One day he tore open his banyan and said, See! You only are in my heart! You alone are there!" Then the elders and family told me that it was not possible to be like this in worldly life told all about this before and made me write It was then He gave many pieces of banyan cloth, which He had written messages on them* All these showed the highest state of my chastity It also showed that worldly life is unfamiliar to me It showed my perfect and ideal way of living How to live an exemplary life When Dharmaraja saw a man and woman talking on the street, he and the rest of the Pandavas immediately began their final journey to leave the world This was showing that Kali had begun As they exemplified great chastity, they left the world The fourth was in Nicola s handwriting Here is asked to write when He will come to Mukthi Nilayam physically She asks that He write clearly and in neat handwriting I am also only asking this of, because only if comes here, will my chastity be proven, as real Otherwise, there will always be a question mark over it, must show who I am in front of the world Until that time, my tears will never stop This is what is declared by all rishis and siddhas in the nadi texts Question five was written by in Prabhakar s handwriting We have a pair of s chappals here that He wore some 25 years ago They are kept inside the meditation room Everyday Prabhakar decorates them with flowers and offers worship to them Thus, wrote in this way and asks, "When will you send the other set of chappals to make all Poornam?" Why did write like this? Why would it become Poornam only if we put two pairs of chappals? I could not understand It is for this reason I asked for a pair of chappals or a sari from Why chappals from? I am not able to walk properly and ask those with me to teach me to walk I am like a child who needs to be shown how to walk Now for these last two years, I am not walking very much After abhishekam I return and sit on the cot from 7 am onward I may get up to wash my face, eat, etc Otherwise, I sit on the cot writing or for satsang or meditation This is all So I do not walk very much I thought perhaps my walking will improve and I can move freely, if gives chappals 30 June 2012 Afternoon meditation Vasantha :, we saw on the internet that one person said that You said You will give golden padukas? You please give me one pair of chappals : I will give to you Ask Amar to search Yet, you put your feet in them and then keep them near My chappals and do pooja daily Vasantha : Is it for this reason You wrote, another set of chappals? *These messages became the book Sai Son s 4

9 : That is not 'set', but sex It is for female padukas When both are kept together only then it becomes Poornam Vasantha : Why that? You give a picture of my hands, that alone is suitable with Your feet : No, no, only chappals are correct I will give End of meditation At 1:30 pm I told Amar and asked to search He looked everywhere and finally found a pink pair of chappals They fitted my feet perfectly The word Honest was written in both All saw Evening meditation Vasantha : Did You give these chappals? Is it correct? : Yes I gave Vasantha :, shall I give to Srivilliputhur doctors They are always asking : You do what I tell! Keep them in the Pooja room! End of meditation Now let us see about this wrote about the chappals in Prabhakar s handwriting When I read this, I was then prompted to ask to give me chappals gave and then asked me to place them inside the Arathi room This is Ananyachintayomaam Sri Krishna declares in the Gita: Ananyascinthayantho maam ye janah paryupasathe Tesham nityabhiyuktanam yogakshemam Vahaamyaham To those men who worship Me alone, thinking of no one else, who are ever devout, I provide gain and security I have no other thoughts except those of So that He Himself wrote that Prabhakar asks Him for another pair of padukas Through this He made me ask for chappals It is who does each and everything in Mukthi Nilayam This is the proof for that It is in the same way, He has given the Arathi and Jhula songs I am nothing It is in this emptiness that He fills me up with His Poornam There is nothing for me to do in this life It is alone who does all This is just one example of how He does all This is the emptiness the Buddhists tell of When one gets to this level, God Himself then takes care of all responsibilities This is the Yogakshemam that Sri Krishna tells of This is total surrender 5

10 Today, gave a piece of netting, which had six lamps embroidered on They indicate the six chakras of Kundalini At the top was a tassel made of many different colored threads This represents the Sahasrara As my Sahasrara is open, all are born with this vibration then gave a paper that tells of seven prayers for surrender I will write about this next also gave a pink glove I had asked, Why chappals? Please give a glove and I will put it on Your chappals This is more suitable for me My hands are always pressing Your feet gave pink chappals yesterday and today has given a pink glove It fit my right hand perfectly, but it is a bit hard Eddy said, It is rough as you rub your feet when you are taking your bath I immediately composed the following poem 6

11 Chapter 2 Doorway To Vaikunta I have written in a previous chapter how wrote five questions as though others are asking Him Those questions ask about a trip to Delhi I contemplated, why has written about Delhi? Why did He ask, "When You go to Delhi, which book will You take? How many dresses?" It is in this way, many questions were asked said in April that His feelings form took a physical form and has gone out into the world Accordingly, I have been asking for the last two months, "Where are You?" Yet, did not give any reply It is also declared in the nadi that has come, but is hidden from all The question then arose in my mind, did go out from here and is now in Delhi'? These were my thoughts 29 June 2012 Meditation Vasantha :, what are You writing in these questions? From here are You going to Delhi? Are You now in Delhi? : My clever Devi! How did you find out? Vasantha : You wrote Delhi twice I then thought 'why has written Delhi'? : I went from here to Delhi Vasantha :, where are You in Delhi? How are You? Shall I send SV to see You? SV, Eddy or Dixit? They will come and see You? Then, I will tell Sathya Poddar and they will find out where You are? : I will tell you laterfor now, be patient It is not the correct time You are always crying, Where are You?, so I wrote in this way Your love alone is pulling Me End of meditation After this, I was very happy In one of the questions, it is asked, when You go to Delhi, which book will You take with You'? And then, when You go to Delhi, how many dresses will You need'? All questions are as though we are asking here This is because, said He came out from His feelings body here and went out into the world It is for this, I am always crying to and asking Him, "Where are You" So when I read the two questions in the book, Which book and how many dresses, will You take to Delhi, I immediately understood "O must now be in Delhi! It is for 7

12 this alone said, O My clever Devi, you have found out where I am! My only job in this world is hide and seek I have been unraveling God s mystery, His puzzle, ever since I was a child Since my birth itself! This is my life s work Afternoon meditati0n Vasantha : please tell me the truth Are You in Delhi? : I am not in Delhi, I am in Haridwar Vasantha : In Haridwar? Where are You in Haridwar? How are You? : Indra and I are together We are like wandering sanyasis! Vasantha :, please go to Puttaparthi quickly : Sure I will go soon Vasantha :, shall I ask them to search for You in Haridwar? : Not now, I will tell you Vasantha :, Vithoba s guru sent him back to live with his wife You have no guru, but your friend has not told You that Your Devi is waiting? You go to Puttaparthi and do Your duty toward her'? Has he not told you this? : I will come within one month, do not worry Vasantha :, shall I ask SV to come and see You in Haridwar He can take a photo! I want to see You? : Not now, I will tell you when End of meditation told me He was in Haridwar I asked Amar to search for a proof for Haridwar At that time, he was working on an ebook on his computer In that book, I write about Vithoba Amar showed me where I wrote that Vithoba is in Haridwar When Vithoba was unmarried, he heard the ethereal voice of God telling him he must marry He married, but soon left the girl and went to Haridwar Sometime later, his guru blessed his wife to have four children, aspects of the three moorthis and Shakthi The guru then told Vithoba to return to his wife and start family life It is in this way, I asked, Did Your friend not tell You to go to Puttaparthi and do Your duty to Your Shakthi? I then asked why He chose Haridwar said, Haridwar means God s doorway As I have come down from heaven, I came here When I told all this to Eddy, he told me that he had received an from a man in Himachal Pradesh, who said that had given him physical 8

13 darshan there This was not only to him, but many had darshan and took padanamaskar This happened on May then told the person that on 24 June 2012, He will give golden padukas there Here wrote about the padukas and being in Delhi on 27 June All this came as proof for what had told me Eddy then telephoned the man and asked him if all was true The man confirmed all and said they all had had physical darshan of and touched s feet Eddy asked whether had given the golden padukas yet, and the man said, "As of yet, no" We both spoke how had shown the correct proof for him being in Delhi and my writing On the 27 June told here and on the 24 June there Here wrote padukas and chappals in brackets He said that they must be together in the meditation room, so both our feelings go to the Stupi We have installed s golden padukas inside the Vishwa Brahma Garbha Kottam also asked me to place a picture of my hands on His picture This indicates Vaikunta This is Mahavishnu s feet and the hands of Mahalakshmi, which are always pressing them This shows here there is only One It is from here the One becomes Two and goes out through the Stupi, spreading Sathya and Prema feelings everywhere This is s Avataric task Today, Amar found a piece of cardboard in the book shed with some writing on it: New Delhi And in Tamil in big green letters: Sellur On another card He wrote in brown: SV Y Nearby in blue was the letter: V Meditation Vasantha : What is Sellur and the numbers? : This is the place where we are going; that is Hari s place, Haridwar, Hari s doorway, Vaikunta's door We take all to Vaikunta's door You write on the numbers yourself End of meditation Now let us see about this Sellur means we are going to the place in Tamil Our place is Vaikunta Vaikunta s doorway is Haridwar and I take the entire world to Vaikunta s doorway It is for this is first in Haridwar Now the numbers It is through the 19 Qualities of Radha that Vaikunta descends to earth and makes the 14 Worlds become Vasanthamayam All becomes Sathya Yuga All is One It is this shows In the new yuga there are only the feelings of Sathya Sai and Vasantha Sai My tears bring back after 14 months, this is what is indicated by the other 14 that gave Today in the morning, when we were returning after arathi, we saw had written on the pallu of Vimala s sari in four places, 9

14 280 8 is for the Ashtakshara, and Vaikunta The two who came from Vaikunta, come from the Poornam, to make all Poornam Now there is only One; this makes all 14 worlds Poornam and I remove all the shortcoming of four yugas and make all Poornam On another paper wrote, Sai Ram, in 4 colors In one place an 'S' was separate All the 'A s' were heart shape All was formed from 'V and S' In this 'Heart Creation', it is Sathya Sai and Vasantha s heart feelings alone that emerge Even though the colors are different, the heart and feelings are one The 'S' is for Sathyam This is Sathya Yuga, Sathya Sai Yuga So wrote the 'S' separately Today, another message from came on the internet from a devotee: The robe which I left I shall return to wear once again, you are to await My return in the silence of complete surrender This is the proof for my writing both yesterday and today! 10

15 Chapter 3 Has Come! 3 July 2012 Today was Guru Poornima and we released a new ebook Many people came here Yet, my mind was not touched by anything I was only crying and crying Afternoon meditation Vasantha :, today is Guru Poornima, but I have nothing from my Guru! : I am not your Guru and you are not My disciple You are Shakthi Vasantha :, the people, crowd, saris, money, why all this for me, without You? : Do not cry I am coming only for you Vasantha :, You can make a water project worth 700 crores, but for this one poor girl, You cannot speak one word? You cannot give one padanamaskar? What type of God is this?, it is enough if I touch Your foot with one finger : Do not cry Sure I will do all How long you have been patient Now, there are only a few more days left If you yourself are speaking in this way, think of My state and how much I am suffering? End of meditation Today is Guru Poornima did not give any message I was crying since morning I then read in s book that He gave 725 crores for the Madras water project There is nothing impossible in this world for God Yet, He cannot speak one word to me? What will happen if I put one finger on His foot? Why will He not allow this? It is for this I cried and cried, unable to bear all Yamini and Amar consoled me In the evening gave a divine message in the form of a poem 11

16 4 July 2012 Meditation Vasantha :, what are You writing? It is like us talking together? : Yes, we are both talking How much we suffer through separation It is this we speak of Vasantha :, please come here once physically? : This is also like physical You realize My nearness, I realize your nearness It is for this reason I wrote the poem 12

17 Vasantha : What is that You have written, When day becomes night, taking with her life, who is this about? : When I suffer at night, Indra makes arrangements and brings you here Vasantha : Where are You? Are You in Haridwar? : No in Shimla Cave It is there alone you come We speak together at night I will give you the shawl you use there Vasantha : Really? : It is true In the beginning of the task, you performed penance there for forty years Now at the end of all, I am there alone doing penance Vasantha :, will You give the shawl? : Sure I will give Ask Amar to search Vasantha : What are all these new things? : How many different events in our life End of meditation The poem is in the form of a conversation between and I There says: When a day welcomes night, Taking with her life, Leaving a Speechless me is speechless when I am not there for Him to talk with Thus at night I go there to be with Him When came down from the celestial world, He was alone in the Prema Avatar house I have written all about this before He was neither on earth nor in heaven, but in between, in the middle said it was at this time, when I went to sleep at night, my feelings form went to Him We then spent the whole night talking together As proof for this, gave all things from the Prema Avatar house which we used This is the bolster cover, pillow cases, bed sheet, etc These things came from the Prema Avatar house where we sit and talk Now in the same way, through the action of Indra, I go in my feelings body to Shimla Cave and I am with at night In the poem it says, When Jasmine perfume in the air, Penetrates my flesh and soul To announce your Divine Presence This means that sometimes when I am in s divine presence, those feelings penetrate my flesh and soul, like jasmine perfume then tells: 13

18 When with a smile so revealing, With a silent voice so eloquent, You softly talk to me tells that I speak with Him there in a soft and eloquent way, many things revealed through my smile This is the experience tells of I then respond and say that in this bliss I merge at His feet! How much I cried on the day of Guru Poornima to touch s feet with one finger responded by writing in this way telling that I make His feet as my pillow and then fall asleep This is the very thing I have been asking for the past few days To lay on His feet is to be in the peace state It is for this I ask In the Prema Sai book, tells that I cried so much in the previous birth (this present birth) that only now I am sleeping peacefully pours out His feelings in this way through three letters He writes in the book He shows the same now through this poem I am now sleeping on s feet in Shimla Cave It is the same cave where I performed penance for 40 years My marriage was with After children were born, said that He would separate from me I cannot live without and said I would go and perform penance in Shimla Cave until He accepts me After this, my maya body remained in Vadakkampatti, while my real body went to Shimla to perform penance It was only 40 years later in 2001, when I wore s Mangalya that the maya body was removed and the real Vasantha returned This is what has said and I have written about it before will now be alone in Shimla Cave for 40 days To prove this, He said He would give the shawl that I use there I asked Amar to look for a shawl, he found one in the Vadakkampatti bureau All of us saw it 14

19 Evening meditation Vasantha :, did You give the shawl? Are You in the Shimla Cave now? : Yes I am there You also go there and are with Me This shawl is there Come I will show you ( shows me the inside of a cave There is a cot there, which I lean on and we talk shows another smaller cave to me and says that Indra stays here) : Here it is the hunger less, thirst less and sleepless state Vasantha :, how are You here? How do You stay? : How did you stay here for 40 years? End of meditation Now let us see about this There is no hunger, thirst or sleep in the Shimla Cave Thus, I was able to perform penance there for 40 years At that time, Indra was always nearby, guarding me He is now s companion there had been in Haridwar for all this time He has now said He is in Shimla: first Delhi, then Haridwar and now Shimla 5 July 2012 Vasantha : Please tell something about Shimla Cave? : You come let us go This is the cave that you were in for 40 years Now I am here Vasantha :, how is the cave here? : This was created for you before, so you could perform penance here with no hunger, thirst or sleep Now I will be here for 40 days It is only here we talk Vasantha : where is Indra? : You see outside there is a cave, he is there Vasantha :, You draw or give a picture for my writing? : I will give It is on this cot we talk Vasantha : How many places? : First, we stayed in Vadakkampatti, then Mukthi Nilayam, the Prema Avatar house and now, Shimla Cave It is after this that the New Creation comes Vasantha : I understand I will write End of meditation 15

20 said that on the day I said I would perform penance in Shimla, the cave was created There is no hunger, thirst or sleep there For this reason, I was able to perform penance there for 40 years said He will now stay there for 40 days and I lived a physical life together in Vadakkampatti We then came to Mukthi Nilayam and lived in the pure consciousness building, Suddha Sathwa then left His body and we lived in the Prema Avatar house now comes in a new body and we are together in Shimla Cave It is for this I asked to write or draw something Today in the post gave a small picture with the drawing of a sanyasi on it There it was written: "CAPS changing the Universal Clock Sri Vasantha Sai" "Quotes: Today is the day of my Sankalpa from About the video" I could not understand the meaning of this 6 July 2012 Afternoon meditation Vasantha : What is this picture? What is the changing of the Universal Clock?, I cannot understand : You change the Universal Clock for new Creation and to bring Me back This is a picture of Me You asked Me to draw a picture Vasantha :, is that Your picture : Yes, I was first like a wandering sanyasi in Haridwar! Vasantha : O, my Prabhu, You looked like this? Now how are You? : Now in Shimla Cave, I am in My own form 16

21 Vasantha : Now I understand What does video and sankalpa mean? I cannot understand : You think for yourself End of meditation Now let us see about this said that the changing of the Universal Clock was to bring back the Avatar who has left His body The Universal Clock is always the same and functions according to God s law Just like the movement of the second, minute and hour hand are all set, following the same path, so too God sets the Universal Clock Due to this, the seasons change and the different ages come and go The Universal Clock is set so that the right Avatar comes in the Age He is meant to Now the Avatar, who has left His body, will return again This is something that has never happened in any of the previous Ages It has never happened in the entire universe said it is through my tears, wailing and yearning that I bring Him back These feelings change the Universal Clock I had asked to show me a picture of what He looks like now It is for this drew the picture of the wandering sanyasi in Haridwar When He was there for two months this is the form He had Now He is in the Shimla Cave and is in His real form He now will stay there for 40 days and then come out* At night, we looked at the videos of Shimla and Delhi to see if had given any clues there to Video and Sankalpa But, we could not find anything Nicola then said to look in the Universal Clock video of 2008 We saw the video At that time, we performed a big yagna late into the night to change the Universal Clock In the video, I say "This is the day of my Sankalpa!" Today, I will change the Universal Clock" It is for this reason wrote, Video and Sankalpa We searched and found out correctly 6 July 2012 Morning meditation Vasantha : What is this? You said I change the Universal Clock? We saw it on the video : You change it You bring Me back to the earth again This is changing the Universal Clock You told on that day, now you change it Vasantha : Tell about Shimla Cave : You come there at night and we talk You performed penance there for 40 years I now stay there for 40 days in order to fulfill why you performed penance there for 40 years Shiva married Parvathi due to her penance We are now here together to remove the kaama (lust) from the world End of meditation I said this in 2008 The nadi also declared the same It was according to what was written in the nadi that we performed a big yagna It was at this time, I said that I would make a sankalpa and *Jesus did 40 days of penance in the desert before coming out to take up his mission 17

22 turn the Universal Clock Now, four years later, it is happening The who left His body has now come again is now in the Shimla Cave When left and separated from me, I left my maya body in Vadakkampatti and went to perform penance in the Shimla Cave in my real form It was on that day that I told, only when He accepts me will I come back Accordingly, gave the mangalya in 2001 and my real body returned Now, He accepts me in front of the world He is in Shimla Cave for 40 days, to fulfill the reason for my penance The cave is filled with forty years of my feelings s feelings now join with them and He absorbs the feelings there A few days ago drew a funny picture It was a round lingam shape, a pathway on the side Inside the form of a man All around were hill shapes When I asked He said, "It is Indra guarding Shimla Cave" When I first saw this a few days ago, I could not understand and put it to one side It is only now that it is suitable Who can understand the actions of this Mahavatar? Today, gave my 'samadhi picture' and on the back drew the form of Shimla Cave, then the letters Av, meaning the Avatar has come! (see below) 18

23 Though I wrote so much about Shimla Cave and gave the shawl, I was not satisfied I asked to give something more On the morning of July 6, gave a photograph and a woolen hat The picture was strange It appeared to be high in the mountains with a mountain peak and an entrance to a cave Next to it was a smaller peak, which also had a cave entrance 19

24 All of us saw the picture I asked about it in meditation 6 July 2012 Afternoon meditation Vasantha : what is this picture? : This is Shimla Cave Vasantha :! Shimla Cave? How high up it is : It is here that you were alone performing penance and it is where I am now The cave filled with your feelings over those forty years I will be here for forty days and your feelings will fill in Me Before, I stayed with you in your room When I was there, My form was filled through your feelings I then came out in a physical form In the same way now, in order to fulfill your desires, I will fill Myself with your feelings and then come out End of meditation Now let us see about this This is not a mountain top, but a very high steep rock face The entrance to the cave is also very high up When came from the Vishwa Brahma Garbha Kottam, He stayed in my room in a feelings form Here in my room, He was in His feelings form for three months Then these feelings took a physical form and He went to Haridwar There in Haridwar, stayed in the form of a wandering sanyasi He has now gone to Shimla Cave and is in His own form He will stay there for forty days It was here I stayed for forty years and performed penance The cave has been filled with my feelings, wishes and desires While is there now for forty days, His physical form will fill with my feelings He will then fulfill my desires and will come out What is my desire? I have three: 1 must declare who I am in front of the world 2 I then want that He bestows liberation on the entire world 3 My physical form must merge with the physical form of These are my desires In order to fulfill these desires, will now stay alone surrounded by my feelings When I was writing this, I remembered what I had written in, Brilliance of a Million Suns, a book written in 2009 In the book, I write about Shimla Cave in detail If you read this first, you will then be able to understand Shimla Cave now Therefore, I have included them as the final two chapters of this ebook Let us see 20

25 Chapter 4 Shimla Cave When I came inside, I thought about and I felt very sad At that time, Eddy came and said, I read something in Hislop s book There is a story of meeting a woman in the Himalayas Perhaps it has some connection with the *Lakshmi Cave He searched through the book and showed me There is one chapter called Snow Princess He read it to me I wondered, who is she'? I thought this incident must have happened in Shimla We only read the first part of the story as it was time for meditation 14 March 2009 Afternoon meditation Vasantha : who was the woman you saw in Shimla? A Snow Princess, the Queen of the Mountains Who? Please tell me? : My queen My Devi, it was you Vasantha :, I! How could it be me? Why was I there? : You went there to perform penance When I took My divinity back from that form, you left, only a maya body remained Earlier you asked, Where was I when the maya body and the real body returned? You have asked Me this many times At that time, you said I will go to perform penance You separated from Me and left Vasantha :, earlier You said I was within You at this time? : I told this as I am only revealing all things gradually Why did Eddy only now tell about the story in the book? Why did You ask me about it? Eddy read the book before, but could not understand the stories significance Only after revealing about Lakshmi Cave has he understood about your penance He had a doubt Vasantha : Now, I understand You give something, like You gave the lingam The earrings or necklace : Have you no faith in Me? I came to Shimla only to see you Then you came to Me End of meditation * said that before His Advent as Avatar, I performed a great penance in the Lakshmi Cave The penance was for the coming of Sathya Yuga and to relieve the people of Kali from their suffering 21

26 Earlier, He told about Lakshmi Cave, now He has revealed about Shimla penance Evening meditation Vasantha :, I cannot understand Please describe it in detail : Come here, I will tell you everything The time came for My divinity to leave that form I told you and you said, I will not stay here I replied, You come in Me I will keep you in Me You refused and said, Only when You accept me as Your own, will I come Till then I will perform penance I will go to the Himalayas, to Shimla and perform penance As I could not bear separation from you, I came there to see you I placed the necklace on your neck, revealing that you are Mine Vasantha :, I did penance for 40 years? : Yes yes After that I told you to remove your Mangala Sutra and I gave a new one It was at that time that your real body came back Vasantha : First, I will write a letter You take it : You give, I will take The necklace and earrings that have come now are symbolic of the incident in Shimla End of meditation Six years after marriage, s divinity left the form of the one I married At that time, my divinity also left my form Two maya bodies remained and lived together told this I wrote all this in the chapter Maya Body After gave the Mangala Sutra in 2001, I wore it, and the maya body left, the real body returned When revealed this I asked, Where was I during this time? He said, You are My touch feeling and so you came back inside Me Now He has said, You went to perform penance in Shimla At that time, I told, I will perform penance until You accept me as Yours It is in this way, reveals everything gradually, little by little At night, we read from Hislop s book Seeking Divinity On page 68 is the chapter title Snow Princess : " After spending some days in Shimla, told me, Hislop, have a taxi ready for yourself and your wife first thing in the morning, about seven o clock, and do not tell anybody, because we are going to go on an expedition to the snow So we were ready and started out There were perhaps five cars in s party We climbed way, way up in the Himalayas to the snow-covered hills Finally, we came to an area, apparently belonging to one of the devotees, that was fenced off We undid the gate, and went in At the far end of that piece of property there was a sheer drop into a Himalayan valley the cars stopped 22

27 then started to walk towards the edge of the precipice The men followed Him, but at a respectful distance, because we usually do not crowd But, we were close enough to hear Him As He approached the precipice, which overlooked the valley, He stopped and, of course, we stopped In a moment, up from the edge of the precipice appeared the head of a lady Then she climbed up and stood on the edge; a slender Indian lady in a regular sari, a typical Indian sari walked up to her and we could hear what was said He said, At last, you have come He created a diamond necklace and diamond earrings and put them on the lady Then she stepped backwards and disappeared over the edge of the precipice Don t you think that was mysterious? I thought so Who or what was that lady? Some friends asked me why I did not ask who the lady was I said that it was none of my business, so I could not ask" After reading this, I understood what meant when He said that He asked me to be within Him Yet I refused and said, I will go and perform penance asked me many times, but I refused then came to Shimla, where I was performing penance I also came for His darshan This is why said, At last you have come The outside world witnessed this and found it mysterious What Hislop has said is correct stood on the edge of a precipice, high in the Himalayas, everything covered with snow A woman in a simple sari appeared and stood on the ledge said, At last you have come, created a necklace and earrings for her and she disappeared then returned The two did not say anything else to each other Later said, I placed the chain on you, showing that you are Mine When I left Him I said, Only when you accept me as yours, will I come showed everything in this mysterious way, for others to understand now Why did Eddy suddenly remember this incident from Hislop s book after I finished writing the chapter Lakshmi Cave? He had read this a few years ago and thought it was mysterious Now, he thought it must be connected with Lakshmi Cave It was only after this that all came to know of all these things All were wonderstruck at the mysterious ways of God How did the Vasantha in the Shimla Cave know when thought of her? said, "I will come to Shimla you come too" How did Vasantha know this? It is because she is the real Vasantha who had i She was in the divine body When she thought to perform penance, she could immediately go to that place and perform penance After put the jewels on her, she could immediately disappear How did all this happen? It is because she had an i 15 March 2009 Morning meditation Vasantha : where did I do penance? How long for? Why? : After My divinity left, your divinity also left your body I asked you to be in Me But you said, We are living on the earth like ordinary human beings If I come in You, I will have no right for the relationship I will perform penance You went to Shimla I 23

28 came there and placed the necklace on your neck and put the earrings on you I revealed our relationship on earth in front of some people After you finished your 40 years penance, I again gave the Mangala Sutra and established our relationship Your chastity and penance are changing the world Now you write Vasantha : How to write? Where did I do penance? : In Shimla, you performed penance in a cave, between the highest peak and the deepest valley In this way, you balanced the mountain peak with the valley s depth When you thought about doing penance, the place was immediately prepared for you This is all for removing the karmas of the world You came here to lift those who are in the depth of the valley Vasantha : No matter how much penance I have done, still I cannot see You : Soon, we will see End of meditation After s divinity left, my divinity also left asked me to come in Him, but He says that I refused In the beginning, I emerged from His body, as a jyothi and was born from my mother s womb I grew up and married God After the birth of children, my divinity left and His divinity also left I did not want to go inside Him We were living on earth like ordinary human beings Now would live like God, I would have no relationship, no right to be within Him It is for this I went and performed penance At that time, a Maya Vasantha remained in Vadakkampatti and performed penance as real Vasantha in Shimla At that time, called her many times, but the real Vasantha did not come At last, He Himself came to see her She agreed to see Him He could have gone directly to the cave and seen her But He did not He wanted some people to witness the meeting She came to where He was This is why said, At last you have come He put jewels on her and then left In 2001, after 40 years of penance, He touched the Mangala Sutra in Whitefield, and established our right and relationship firmly This chastity and penance changes the world Even though we are God and His Shakthi, I do not want to be within Him, as in front of the world we have no right to the relationship In the world, I have set many rules and regulations, limits for my chastity In this world, nobody can practice them Now I am crying for s nearness, one darshan That Vasantha had the i so she could tell strongly that she would not come in until He accepted her in front of the world; she could do anything Now this is the same real Vasantha Maya Vasantha left After gave the Mangala Sutra in 2001, the real Vasantha came However, she cannot speak in this way Why? It is because she had emptied herself and offered everything to in Vashista Cave This Vasantha is always afraid of everyone, crying Vasantha 24

29 This is not the Lakshmi from Lakshmi Cave or the Snow Queen of Shimla Cave It is only Vasantha from Vashista Cave If I had i, I would have burned all the obstacles that stand in the way of meeting me I would be together with I would not write this epic of tears However, I want my prayer for Universal Liberation to be fulfilled I wanted to perform penance between the Shimla peaks and the valley s depth The place was immediately prepared This place is also symbolic I want to lift those who are in the valley s depths of Kali Yuga The terrible deep Shimla valley is the Kali Yuga The lofty snow covered peak in Shimla is symbolic of the Sathya Yuga Is it an easy task to change the valley into a mountain peak? My penance is only for this Hislop wrote simple sari ordinary lady My life is simple I always wear simple saris said, At last you have come And it was said simple sari lady It is these two things that distinguish me as being different from others took this chapter on 16 March

30 Chapter 5 Mystery Man Yamini read Hislop s book and said in the next paragraph there is the story of the Mysterious man She said, Amma, ask, who is the mysterious man? On page 69 of Seeking Divinity, under the sub-heading, Mysterious man, it said, "We started back to Shimla On the way back, we had to pass a vast snow field stopped the cars, we got out, and went into the snow Everybody began to throw snowballs at one another - except at In a few minutes, the parade of cars going up toward where we had been, thinking was still there, caused a road block A sedan had stopped just off the road from where we were throwing snowballs walked over to this sedan - the window was open and there was a stocky Indian man sitting in the back seat went to Him, He moved His hand in a circular motion, palm downward, and produced a big ring, put it on the man s finger, and then He came back to where we were standing in the snow watching He never said one word, nor did the man say one word Again to me at least, very mysterious" In meditation I asked, Vasantha :, who was the man You gave the ring to? Who was that mysterious man? : It was Indra He was always with you, like a bodyguard For 40 years, he stayed with you Vasantha :, Indra? What is this? : Indra has great love for you He stayed for you When I came to you, he also came I gave him a ring End of meditation 15 March 2009 accepted my letter about the Shimla Cave in morning darshan In meditation, said, Indra was always like a bodyguard, staying near you outside of the cave In the story from the book about the Mysterious man, Hislop describes the cars going up to the snowfields, the roadblock and the sedan car The sedan pulled off the road where all were 26

31 throwing snowballs went towards the car Why did the sedan stop there? Why was the window wound down as soon as approached the car? then created a ring and placed it on the man s finger The car left and returned The two did not say one word to each other If it was a devotee s car, they would have got out of the car and offered worship to They would offer their salutations It was as if the person in the car did not even know The man did not even open his car door or speak a word It was as though, stopped the cars only for him He also correctly came to and got the embossed ring Now has said it was Indra gave me a necklace and earrings and a ring for Indra Many witnessed these two events Now 35 years later has explained this incident and asked me to write The incident where put the necklace around my neck made me feel uneasy Why did He come to Shimla where I was performing penance and give me a diamond necklace? I thought about this for two days What is the connection between penance and diamond necklace? I was always thinking and worrying about this How is it? Why a necklace? Is it like the necklace and earrings Prema Sai gives to Prema Why has He shown this to me now? When materialized Sita s Mangala Sutra in Kodaikanal, it looked like a pendant Was the necklace like this? Is it a necklace or a chain? Many questions arose in my mind The penance and the diamond necklace are two opposite poles Why did He come to Shimla and put a diamond necklace on me He told, I put this necklace on you, in front of others to establish our relationship How is it? He has given to many people in the same way How many ladies and men has put chains on? I contemplated on this 16 March 2009 Morning meditation Vasantha :, to whom does the diamond necklace that You put on me belong? Was it a chain or necklace? : It is Mahalakshmi s Mangala Sutra Would you allow Me, to touch your neck and put a chain around it? You would say, What happened to my chastity? So I put a Mangala Sutra Vasantha : Why did You not give me that Mangala Sutra? : It belongs to the Divine body The pottu Mangalaya belongs to the earthly physical body I will put the same Mahalakshmi Mangala Sutra on you before we leave End of meditation said that He will tie Mahalakshmi s Mangala Sutra around my neck in our last seven days He asked, If you allow Me, I will put a normal chain As knows the limits I have laid down for my chastity, He asked this question I am ever vigilant and aware that my chastity should not waver even for a moment I told that here on Earth I have no right to be within God Mahalakshmi is in Mahavishnu s heart Yet, I said I have no right to be within Him 27

32 It was only after gave the Mangala Sutra and I wore it in 2001 that I gained the right for our relationship At the time I was in Shimla, He could not put a chain on my neck it was Mahalakshmi s Mangalya Sutra What He gave then He has proved now In the same way, tied the Mangala Sutra around Rakumayi s neck in Pandaripuram Many witnessed this event At that time Kasturi wrote, When created the Mangala Sutra, my heart was beating fast Oh is giving it to the priest The priest should not put the Mangala Sutra on the deity Lastly tied the Mangala Sutra with His own hands In the same way, Hislop and those who travelled with in the five cars were the witnesses of this event told Mahalakshmi s Mangala Sutra is only for the divine body Now, I am wearing the Pottu Mangalya for the physical body In the last 7 days, when we leave Bhooloka, said that He will tie Mahalakshmi s Mangala Sutra around my neck This is for the divine body Earlier, He gave a Mangala Sutra in Shimla Lastly, when we leave the world, it will be the same Mangala Sutra This reveals who we are There are seventeen years between giving the first Mangala Sutra and the Pottu Mangala Sutra in 2001 The last one will be in 2018 This will also be in 17 years time In the world, some believe and some do not believe This is why the Pottu Mangala Sutra has been given now In the end, all must be in the state of belief So Mahalakshmi s Mangala Sutra will be given at that time It has to happen in this way due to the vagaries of the human mind and the nature of this human world, Please accept this chapter and me at Thy lotus feet Please bless as it is a very big revelation, so I am afraid Please bless me I love You Yours, Agni malar When I wrote the book Last 7 Days of God, I mentioned meets us at the airport and then takes us with Him To prove this, went to the airport as though waiting for someone and then returned to Prasanthi I then added this to the book On that day, thousands of people witnessed going to the airport In the same way, He showed the Pandaripuram and Shimla incident in front of witnesses has done this to prove that whatever I write is Truth He accepts and blesses each letter, chapter and book Truth is Truth and exists as Truth 16 March 2009 I wrote this chapter and immediately sent it to Puttaparthi at 3 pm At 7 pm, we read it in satsang and at 7:30 pm, a phone call came to say that had accepted these two chapters 28

33 EPILOGUE Many years I cried to, Why was my marriage with another person He then showed the photos and proved that my marriage took place with His divinity alone After our divinity left, He asked me to come within Him I said, I will not come, that is not correct for me I was within Him before Then I separated from Him and I was born into this human world Even though He already proved He married me, still, He is God Unless He accepts me physically, it is a blemish to my chastity to be within Him It is like a stolen property So I performed penance in the Shimla Cave until He accepted me It is not acceptable to me, even if Himself were to place a chain around my neck, without the right to any relationship After that in 2001, He gave a Mangala Sutra after removing my old Mangala Sutra Now He has explained that in Shimla what He placed around my neck was also a Mangala Sutra He Himself has given the reason as well Now, I have His Mangala Sutra so I have the right and relationship However, I must wait until He reveals my truth Himself Who can find out where Shimla Cave is? It has been created by Many asked before where is Gunaparthi, the place where Prema Sai will be born and went in search of it But they could not find it It is only at the right time will it reveal itself It is not called by another name Once a big officer came to the Ashram and told me he had read the Prema Sai book, and had travelled all over Mysore in search of Gunaparthi But he could not find it It is the same now with Shimla Cave No one can find out where it is It is only if wills, can it be seen will come from there in forty days Until that time all must wait It is our great good fortune that has come to the earth again! I now ask the god s of the 8 directions to sound the drums of victory, for the greatest Avatar has come O' Devas, you tell Jai Jai! O' Rishis O' Siddhas what you have told has become reality, Truth Now the greatest Avatar has come Come! Come all Siddhas, come from your hiding places Jai! Jai! Join us in this happy event O' worldly people now you know the God who was separated from us has come back! You all pray that He will soon come to Puttaparthi! Jai Sai Ram 29

34 Bhaja Saieswaram Bhaja Saieswaram Bhaja Saieswaram Saieswaram Bhaja Moodamathe Samprapthe Sannihithe Kaale Nahi Nahi Rakshathi Kaayaroope Sansar Sagare Sadachare Sathya Dharma Shanthi Thatvam Sai Mahima Gao Nityam Sai Vachanam Sat Gatitvam Punarapi Jananam Purapi Maranam Punarapi Janani Jatare Shayanam Yeh Sansare Bahu Dustaare Krupaya Apare Sai Murare Punarapi Jananam Loka Uddharanam Nahi Nahi Chintha Samadhi Shayanam Avatara Jananam Sesha Shayanam Sai Mahima Nitya Gatitvam VS 30

35 Bhaja Saieswaram O foolish man, chant the name of Saieswara again and again At your last breath, nobody will come to your rescue In this ocean of worldly life, always follow the principles of Sathya, Dharma and Shanthi Always sing the glory of Sai, His word will show you the right direction You are repeatedly born and dying This compassionate Lord Sai alone can save you from this world full of difficulties He incarnates again and again for the welfare of the world You should not worry if He is lying in Samadhi He is the Poorna Avatar always reclining on the Adisesha So you daily sing His glory, this alone will redeem you (COMPOSED AND TRANSLATED BY VASANTHA SAI) 31

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