SAI COSMIC WOMB. Vasantha Sai Sri Vasantha Sai Books & Publications Trust

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2 SAI COSMIC WOMB By: Sai Copyright 2012 Sri Sai Books & Publications Trust All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or stored in a retrieval system or translated into any language for any means without written permission of the author, except for brief excerpts or quotations with appropriate credit to this book. This version is made available as an electronic book (e-book) in a protected file that should not be reproduced in any website other than without written permission from the author.

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4 EDITOR S NOTE A yearning heart s calls and cries bring an Avatar to earth. 73 years of one-pointed devotion make an Avatar take a new form Boundless love for God and sacrifice for humanity ushers in a new yuga! At this time when every devotee is waiting for Lord Sai s return, Sri Sai s book is a beacon of hope for the entire Sai world. This book is a new Veda, a revelation of truth so far unseen in any of the ages. These truths have been told to Sri Sai in meditation by Bhagavan Sri Sathya Sai Baba. Herein Sri Sai clearly explains why left His body and why He must return. We are now on the verge of an unprecedented Universal change, the coming of the Sathya Yuga and birth of the New Creation. shows how He comes in new form, to a new world where there will only be the pure taste for God. It is this that His divine Shakthi, Sai and the children of the Sai Cosmic womb now await!

5 TABLE OF CONTENTS PROLOGUE CHAPTER 1 NOT LINGAM ONLY FEELINGS 1 CHAPTER 2 BIRTHDAY NOT CHANGE.. 6 CHAPTER 3 AMRIT SNAKES 14 CHAPTER 4 AHAM NEW CONCEPT.. 20 CHAPTER 5 HEART SMILE REAL SMILE. 32 CHAPTER 6 SEVEN NOTES SEVEN CHAKRAS CHAPTER 7 SHIVA BECOMES JEEVA. 50 CHAPTER 8 BODY WITHOUT I AND I WITHOUT BODY EPILOGUE

6 PROLOGUE Before starting this book, a word for the readers. The name of the book is Viswagarbha, Sai Cosmic womb. The name is very strange. Yet it is the truth. In the Bhagavad Gita Sri Krishna declares, My Primordial Matter (Prakrithi) known as the great Brahma, is the womb of all creatures; in that womb I place the seed of all life. The birth of all beings follows from this combination of matter and spirit... Of all bodies that take birth from different wombs, this Primordial Matter, Prakrithi is the Mother, while I am the seed-giving Father Bhagavad Gita (XIV: 3-4) This is Viswagarbha, the Cosmic Womb. Who knows how God s first creation comes? now demonstrates this for the first time. How does it come? I tell this through the hundred books I have written. However, contained in these eight chapters is the final form; the essence of the hundred books. asked me to put this on the internet, so we have. We do not do anything without s permission. It is the Kundalini Stupi and Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam which perform the task in Mukthi Nilayam; they make the creation anew. The Viswagarbha is the womb of the Primal soul; it is the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam in Mukthi Nilayam. It is here inside the inner sanctum that we have installed s Padukas. This is a Heart temple. Is there a Heart temple or Kundalini temple anywhere in this world? It is Himself who drew pictures showing the Mukthi Stupi and Garbha Gruha. He then asked us to see the nadis for temple construction. We saw six nadis for the Mukthi Stupi written by Maharishi Kaakabhujandar. He also wrote the nadi for the Garbha Kottam. It is in accordance to the measurements contained in the nadi and according to the Agama Shashtras that Sri Ganapathi Stapathi constructed the buildings. It is through them that World liberation is coming from Mukthi Nilayam. This is all.

7 CHAPTER 1 NOT LINGAM ONLY FEELINGS Today in Sathya Sai Speaks volume 24, page 182 I read the following. There are three different forms of the Viraat Swarupa. Let us see. God manifests Himself in many forms under many names. The entire cosmos, consisting of animate and inanimate objects, is the form of Viraat, permeating the five basic elements. The Viraat Purusha (the Cosmic Person) is manifest in every creature from an ant to the Absolute, demonstrating thereby that the cosmos is a manifestation of the Divine. Whatever we see physically is the manifestation of Viraat. One of His names is Vaiswaanara. This is the Divine in every being, who identifies Himself as I ; from a king to a peasant, from a millionaire to a pauper, from a child to an old man, a woman or a man, every person identifies himself by using the term I This is called I. All say I. This is Vaiswaanara. Lord Krishna has said in the Bhagavad Gita, I am in all as Vaiswaanara. It is this Vaiswaanara agni in the stomach, which digests all kinds of food. This is what the Lord has said as I. He is the Vaiswaanara. Yet, we all say, I am. Let us see the example of the Vaiswaanara who is inside my body. I contain Him in the name and form of. Another person says, I am Rama and contains the Vaiswaanara in another name and form. All are saying the same, from the millionaire or the garbage collector, ant to God, all tell, I, I. It is this I which functions in all. Why does this I begin in the Vaiswaanara? It is the Vaiswaanara who is digesting all food and it is food that sustains life. Without food we cannot live. Man is born as a child, and requires food for his growth. All have hunger from the beggar to the millionaire. All eat and are hungry for food. Food is the cause for growth. This is the first I. When we are born, this I is also born with us and says, I am hungry. It is for this reason has shown this as the first form of the Viraat Swaroopa. Now let us see my matter. From birth I have had no feelings of hunger. Therefore, there is no Vaiswaanara Agni in my stomach. It is for this reason I do not want to eat anything. Is there any food in this world that I like? Is there one fruit, sweet or any food item I like and want to eat? I do not like anything! I have no Vaiswaanara. It is only if the 1

8 Vaiswaanara is there, will the feelings of hunger and wanting to eat be kindled and food digested. From birth to now I have only had hunger for God. It is in my heart. Thus my Vaiswaanara, is in my heart only. God is giving it many different types of food. He has filled it with so much wisdom. Yet, I do not eat this alone, but share it with all. This is a hunger, which can never be satiated! This is the hunger for wisdom, the hunger for Truth. It is hunger for Sathyam. I have written of this in the book, Prema Sai part three, as Sai Digest. is now no longer on this Earth and so gives many pictures, poems and different writing for my hunger. He has given so much over the last three years. This is the food has given for my hunger for Truth and wisdom, cooking it in many different ways. I have also shared this food with all. If a man does not have food he will die. As I cannot live in this world without, He feeds me with this kind of food. Next tells about Vairaajasutha, which means the One who has assumed a mysterious form. He is the One who while being present in every being, appears to be absent. While carrying on all activities, He appears to be inactive. While experiencing all, He appears not to be the experiencer. Thus He is called mysterious form. Let us see about what has told. God is the Mysterious One. In the Bhagavad Gita, Krishna tells that though He performs all actions in us, He is inactive. Here the Lord is in the witness state. It is this Sri Krishna declares in the 13 th chapter, Kshetra Kshetragna Vibhaga Yoga. When we are unable to carry out our activities, we call and cry for Him and He becomes the bearer of all. Now we are only the instrument, He is performing all activities. Sri Krishna demonstrates this to Arjuna through the Viswaroopa Darshan on the battlefield. The Lord declares, I have already killed all, you act as an instrument and fight. Life is a battle. We are unable to bear the suffering. When we call on God at this time, He comes and does all as the Bhartha, the one who sustains. This is the state of doing, but not doing. Next is the state of Bhoktha. Here God performs all actions for the Jeeva, who tells, Lord, You are doing all, so You alone experience the fruits. As the Jeeva performs Sadhana, God Himself becomes the experiencer. It is this that is shown through my life. From birth I am crying for God, I am living only for God. I have no thought about anything else other than God. Thus it is He who performs all my actions, all activities. In turn, it is He alone who experiences all my fruits. I do not know anything other than crying for. I do not do anything but to cry for Him. It is for this He showed many different types of Shakthi, like Savithri, 2

9 Gayathri, Saraswathi, Danvanthri etc. He said, You are all these Shakthis I told that I did not want all these powers and gave them back to Him. It is in this way, He is the one who experiences in me. He alone is doing all work. Now He experiences the fruits as well. There is nothing for me. I have no I. As I have no I, I have no Vaiswaanara and Vairaajasutha. All is the work of that mysterious God. He is a mysterious form in me and does all work. It is He who makes me cry all the time, showing me many things. Yet, when a child cries for its mother, what is the use to be given a rattle? Will this make the child stop? Can a rattle make a child stop crying, which yearns for its mother s love? O mysterious God, You come and give Your darshan to me, in front of my eyes. Enough of this mystery! The second name of the Viraat Swaroopa, Cosmic person is Hiranyagarbha. He is the source of all kinds of knowledge--ethical, spiritual, physical, scientific and social. He may be described as Jnana bhaskara (The Sun of Knowledge). Hiranyagarbha is the primary source of the origin of man. Hiranyagarbha is the prime source of all living beings. It is Hiranyagarbha who endowed all these beings with the power of discriminating between the eternal and the ephemeral, between what should be sought and what should be renounced, between what ought to be done and what ought not to be done. Hiranyagarbha has two other names: Suthraatmaka is one. It means the one who functions like a string through all Atmas; like a string running through a necklace of gems. This string is called Brahma-Sutra (the string of Brahmam). The principle of Hiranyagarbha indicates how the Divine unites all human beings equally like the string of a necklace. Hiranyagarbha thus demonstrates a universe which has no division. It is this that is also declared by Sri Krishna in the Bhagavad Gita where He tells that all in the Universe is connected to Him, like gems strung on a thread. Thus in this world all Jeevas are like gems, which are connected by the string of God. There is only one Paramatma that functions in all Jeevatmas. It is this that must be understood. Here tells that discrimination comes through the Hiranyagarbha. It is only through discrimination that we are able to know the good from the bad, what is permanent and what is perishable. All worldly matters are temporary and perishable. It is God alone who is permanent and immortal. Human birth is given only to know this. This highest supreme wisdom is within each and every human being. It is the Hiranyagarbha, which shows us. 3

10 In my life, I show this as the Viswagarbha or Cosmic Womb. It is only when the Hiranyagarbha functions in the individual correctly, will he understand that in this entire world, there is only One Atma. It is through the Viswagarbha only, that all Hiranyagarbhas emerge. This is the first creation. It demonstrates how the first creation is born directly from God. shows that this Hiranyagarbha is verily within all through Lingodbhava, the manifestation of the lingam from His body. I explain the meaning of Viswagarbha. When we went to Delhi some people there took lingams from their mouth like, and showed them to us. Can all those who perform lingodbhava become? What is the use of taking out lingams, if one does not know or understand the real meaning? There is no use! The one who shows this lingam must prove through their sadhana, I am the Hiranyagarbha, which is born from Viswagarbha. If not, do not do this. When I wrote about this in my book a person said, Radha Krishna Viswagarbha and told me not to come to Prasanthi any longer. This happened in Then some samithi members came here to the Ashram and asked, Where is the Viswagarbha? At that time we had not built the Viswagarbha! It is now built as the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam. Now all may come and see. Yet, if you come and just see it as a building, it is of no use. You must understand the God who is within the temple and the principle. There is no use just coming to see it! The Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam is the womb of the Adi Moolam, the Primal Being. It is Vaikuntha. It is in truth not a building made of bricks and cement. It is verily filled with feelings. This Vaikuntha has descended on earth through devotion, wisdom and truth. then told in the book that another name for Hiranyagarbha is Pran. In the waking state it creates the Cosmos and in the dream state it creates the forms perceived there. The third name is Avyaakrita. He is one who has no form of any kind. He is present in the Kaarana Sarira (causal body), without any form, and enjoys the Sushupti state of man (the deep sleep state). Though He has no form, He has control over everything. This Avyaakrita is the Antaratma or Iswaratwam. These names seem new to us. Through sadhana man crosses the physical, subtle and causal body, merging with God. Yet, after I merged I came back. It is for this reason I am able to write higher wisdom. When one crosses the causal body, the body is then no longer in the world. Yet, I have a body, to write all these things. It is only when my body merges with s body, His task fulfils. 4

11 Today, gave a paper entitled, All Jeevas Like You. This was underlined in pink pen, with the symbol for touch feeling underneath. There it said that in a sari someone gave me in Puttaparthi wrote the following message:19 O AJY 116 When I asked about this He said, You make All Jeevas like You. It is through your 19 qualities and the 8 (1+1+6) letter mantra, the Ashtakshara, you make all O, Poornam. It is through this shows how the Viswagarbha functions. 5

12 CHAPTER 2 BIRTHDAY NOT CHANGE Today gave a picture. On one side is seen sitting on a throne in a white robe. Down the two sides of the picture are 7 pink hearts, below His feet were flowers. There are two pink flowers above s head and two under His feet. Then next to these, many yellow flowers had been pasted on. gave the pink hearts as all now is coming through Prema feelings. The yellow and pink flowers indicate my feelings. On the other side of the paper, had pasted a picture of His feet, under was a piece of printed paper with the following lines of a bhajan, Manasa bhajarey Guru Charanam Dustara Bhava sagara taranam 6

13 Around s feet were 17 roses, nearby a picture of sitting eyes closed in a blissful state. One leg is raised up, one down. By His foot on the floor, there are two roses, one yellow and one red; this made 19 roses in total. This shows my nineteen qualities are always around s feet. Then there were seven butterflies. On the opposite side had pasted another picture of Himself, a white dove in His hands. On top of this two more doves. Above the doves seven butterflies flying in a line. At the end of the line of butterflies, wrote Love. On the L there was a heart. In the bottom left hand corner of the picture a small angel holding a red heart, with the words, Token of love, written inside. Then next to this is a small musical instrument. It is in this way, had pasted many small pictures on the two sides of the paper. gave this on the 23 April Even as a child, I would connect whatever I saw with God. Whomever I saw I would study their good qualities and make them my own. I cut all worldly things and connected them with God. It is this I have written as Yoga Sutra. If we learn and practice this Yoga, we can attain God easily. No other Yoga is required. As I first connected all with God, the entire creation now connects with Him. It is through these feelings arises in each and every aspect of Creation. This New creation becomes Sathya Yuga. This is the work of the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam. It is here my and s heart unite and through our feelings, the fourteen worlds are filled. I did cutting connecting as Yoga Sutra. Now is cutting and pasting His feelings through many pictures. He shows His feelings through cutting many pictures and pasting them together. The New Yuga will be born only if He shows His feelings in response to mine. Otherwise my feelings only show how a Jeeva merges with God. When His feelings come in response to mine it becomes the Creation. Two are needed to create; it is only if a man and woman are there creation comes. Here my and s feelings unite and the New creation is born. It is for this reason has been showing His feelings through writing, cutting and pasting pictures over the past three years. I connect my feelings with His Omnipresent form, His Cosmic form. He connects His feelings with me. This is a feelings sangamam, the merger of feelings which come as the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam. As did not come on the 23 rd I was crying more; crying continuously for three days, my body affected more. 7

14 24 April 2012 Meditation : Whatever words I heard you tell, have all become lies. You did not come! Oh, is this like miracle maya? Whatever I think, seems to be You talking, yet, it is not true. : Do not tell like this. Without Me no one not can talk with you. No one can come near you. Only Sathyam can come. You have no I, so you do not know. : My Prajnana knows. Is this what is talking? : If you had I, you would become God. Then you would have the power to control and rule. Thus it is only I who talks with you. : Then why did it not happen? : When the time comes, I will come. How has the Stupi and the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam come? Has anyone built in this way? End of Meditation Now let us see about this. said that He will come on the 23 and for this He will give 23 signatures. He Himself told this. gave the 23 signatures, but He did not come. Thus I doubted whether is speaking with me or not. It is for this I asked Him. I have been asking for proofs since 1996 when He began to speak with me. I was very aware that I should not be cheated by anyone. How many books, letters and chapters has taken over the years? Though He has taken all, my fear has not left me. This is because I was afraid of what I saw in houses where miracles happen. It is for this reason I am still afraid. said that other than He no one else can talk with me. This is the state of Sathya I have attained. Even though I have no I, my Prajnana knows. If I had I then I would 8

15 become God and have the power to rule the whole world. I could control all. But I do not want to be God. It is for this I have no I. I do not want anything other than. He said when time comes He will come. Seeing my tears and suffering gave a letter yesterday as the divine message:- Hours seem like Whatever state I am passing through She keeping me company I ve always got her picture Right here in front of me Sometimes she be smile Sometimes tears It is in this way wrote to console me. Meditation : You gave a wonderful message to me! Where are You? Why did You write that I am also with You? : I am here in your room. When the time comes I will go out. :, show me physically You are here. : You will see Me physically when I go out from here only. : what is the name of the new book we are writing? : You call it Viswagarbha. You write and explain what Viswagarbha is. : You showed the Hiranyagarbha which is within all, as lingodbhava. Now we show as Viswagarbha. 9

16 : Yes, you write like this, it will turn out well. is here. He is always with me till the time comes. It is for this He wrote that He is always seeing me. He knows my tears and smile. Until the time He comes out I am s companion, from whom He will come out from. This is because He is here in a mysterious form, a feelings form. Who can give companionship to the One who is not there in form? I am now in the divine body, having crossed the Super causal body. Thus is also here in His Divine body. named my first book, Liberation Here Itself Right Now. It is in the same way, He has said now that He is in front of me here itself right now. Meditation : You said You would come on 23? Is this not Your birthday? : My birthday is November 23, yours October 23.This will never change. When I come again in a younger form, it will not be My birthday. When you change into a youthful form, this will not be your birthday. This is body change. My body comes again. Your body began to change when I gave the pearls. Now let us see about this. I thought would come on April 23. I thought He would return on the same day He left. It is for this reason said that His birthday is not April 23 but November 23. Though He comes in a new body, the day He comes again is not His birthday. My body changes into a youthful new body. 10

17 On 21st April gave pearls and said from that day my body will now begin to change. Yet, said this is not my birthday. He said that His and my birthday is always the same. However, His body comes anew and my old body changes to become young. As is here, He shows through writing this. In my manuscript of the book Avatar s task, gave the last four lines of the song Bhaja Saieswaram that I had written earlier. 11

18 BBhhaajjaa SSaaiieessw waarraam m BBhhaajjaa SSaaiieessw waarraam m SSaaiieessw waarraam m BBhhaajjaa M Mooooddaam maatthhee SSaam mpprraapptthhee SSaannnniihhiitthhee KKaaaallee N Naahhii N Naahhii RRaakksshhaatthhii KKaaaayyaarrooooppee SSaannssaarr SSaaggaarree SSaaddaacchhaarree SSaatthhyyaa DDhhaarrm maa SShhaanntthhii TThhaattvvaam m SSaaii M Maahhiim maa GGaaoo N Niittyyaam m SSaaii VVaacchhaannaam m SSaatt GGaattiittvvaam m PPuunnaarraappii JJaannaannaam m PPuurraappii M Maarraannaam m PPuunnaarraappii JJaannaannii JJaattaarree SShhaayyaannaam m YYeehh SSaannssaarree BBaahhuu DDuussttaaaarree KKrruuppaayyaa AAppaarree SSaaii M Muurraarree PPuunnaarraappii JJaannaannaam m LLookkaa U Uddddhhaarraannaam m N Naahhii N Naahhii CChhiinntthhaa SSaam maaddhhii SShhaayyaannaam m AAvvaattaarraa JJaannaannaam m SSeesshhaa SShhaayyaannaam m SSaaii M Maahhiim maa N Niittyyaa GGaattiittvvaam m 12

19 O foolish man, chant the name of Saieswara again and again. At your last breath, nobody will come to your rescue. In this ocean of worldly life, always follow the principles of Sathya, Dharma and Shanthi. Always sing the glory of Sai, His word will show you the right direction. You are repeatedly born and dying. This compassionate Lord Sai alone can save you from this world full of difficulties. He incarnates again and again for the welfare of the world. You should not worry if He is lying in Samadhi. He is the Poorna Avatar always reclining on the Adisesha. So you daily sing His glory, this alone will redeem you. marked the page by placing a small picture of Himself there. In the photograph has a stern expression and is pointing His finger as if to be giving a warning. On the bottom of the card was written, Sathyameva Jayathe, Truth will triumph. This card marked the 23 November, the time of His divine advent. It is through this warns all, I am not Samadhi Shayanam. I am Vaikuntha Sesha Shayanam. Sure I will come, I am not Samadhi but Vaikuntha Pati! It is for this reason has given the small idol of Mahavishnu and Mahalakshmi. 13

20 CHAPTER THREE AMRIT SNAKES In the chapter balance money Prema Sai part four, placed a bracket around a piece of the English translated text, 23 August 2006 Meditation :, some have spread false rumours about me. I do not know why they tell in this way? Yet, I have the feeling in me that I should go to their house and do Pradakshina! Their ears have heard Your voice, their eyes have seen You, their mouth has spoken with You. The body that belongs to all, has touched them. I want to bow down to them a million times! I have not had a single interview! I have not been blessed with all these things. : Why do you cry? You do not go anywhere. By emptying the drums of nectar that flowed from you, you are going higher and higher. Why are you becoming scared of such people, who are like poisonous snakes and thorny bushes? Push them aside and go higher. :, I want to turn poison snakes into amrit snakes. I want to make the thorns soft. : No one has ever said as you have. You alone can tell in this way! : I am pushing the drums of nectar away from me, as I am afraid they may separate me from You. It is in the same way I am afraid that the poisonous snakes and thorny bushes may separate You from me. I only want Your physical darshan. : Nothing will happen, no one can do anything to you. Do not be afraid. 14

21 Now let us see. Why did some people spread false rumours about me? When I heard about it I became very worried. Why do I not have the fortune they have? Their bodies have merit. Their eyes saw ; He talked with and touched them. They heard what told them. Thus each of their senses is most fortunate; I do not have that good fortune. It is for this I bow down to them a million times. I want to go their house and do Pradakshina. However, said they are poisonous snakes and thorny bushes and asked why I was afraid of them? The nectar which is flowing from me drum after drum I pour outside for all. I said that I wanted to transform the poisonous snakes into snakes of amrit. I want that no one in this world is poisonous. I must make all amrit; then alone will no one separate me from ; no one can. In Tretha Yuga, Mother Sita was separated from Rama because of a dhobi. It for this I am afraid that someone may separate me from. I want only. Thus the amrit that is within me pours outside. How much suffering I undergo in the body due to taking on world Karmas? It would only take a few drops of this nectar to drip inside me, then all my suffering would be removed. Yet, I said that not one drop should fall inside me. If these few drops were to fall on a thorny bush, it would no longer hurt anyone and become soft. It is only those who are in the Ashram who know how much my body is suffering. As I only want, I am bearing all. If the Amrit came to me, I would go higher and higher. I would become God. This also would separate me from. 15

22 25 April 2012 Today gave a large pink card with two golden padukas pasted on the front. The card was folded in half and had four sections, each covered with many golden stars. At the top of the front of the card was a golden Om, the padukas underneath. At the top of each padukas was a golden rose, in the centre was written Om Sai Ram, underneath a golden Swastik. Then underneath this, a golden lotus. 25 April 2012 Evening Meditation : What are the golden padukas? : These are padukas, Your hands the roses. This is spreading the star vibration to the entire world. You always catch hold of My feet. The padukas and your hands are the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam. This goes out through your lotus chakras and fills everywhere with star vibration. 16

23 Now let us see about this. These are s golden padukas we have installed in the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam. As my hands always catch hold of, He drew this as the roses. The lotus beneath indicates my seven chakras. gave a song before, O Lonely Lotus, comparing each chakra. It is through the Stupi that the star vibrations are spread outside. This card s pink colour shows our Prema. First the Omkar sounds and then the New Creation begins. This is the work of the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam. This is the womb of Viswa Brahma; it is the womb of Prakrithi. This is the womb of Creation. The four sides of the card represent the four Ages, which are filled with Prema perfectly. All fills with Prema. There were 676 stars in total which equals 19; this showing that all functions through my 19 qualities. On a copy of the essence of the Sai Gita, wrote the word Prakrithi above my picture. wrote in this way to show that I expand as Prakrithi. I expand as mayam, as Prakrithi. has brought me here to show this. My love for and my suffering in separation, these feelings have come as the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam. shows in many different ways how the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam functions. The greatest Avatar descended here and has brought me also through His compassion for the people of the world. Yet, He is also suffering. Like Krishna who patiently bore the hundred insults of Sishupala, God bears the millions of faults of worldly people. In front of His eyes, one man humiliated His Shakthi telling Radha Krishna Cosmic womb. bore this and her being sent out. Then some spread false rumours about me. He bore this patiently. If got angry they would be burnt to ash. Yet, knows His Shakthi changes all poison snakes to amrit snakes. It is for this reason alone He separated Himself in two forms. is in the bliss state and cannot do anything. Thus He brought me here as another of His forms. He came in my form and through the compassion removes all karmas and bestows liberation to all in the world. It is through the Sadhana I have performed, the amrit does not fall within, but sent to the world outside. It is who then changes all. All karmas are now removed and I make all empty. I fill them with pure Prema, so all become. Now all are like me and want to marry God; Sathyam fills in each man. Those who want to experience like me, can do so in two ways. If they want an outer physical experience, they must marry and live like Rishis and their wives; divine children born to them. This is seen through the lives of Sage Vashista, Viswamitra and Vyasa. They will marry in this way. All children born to them will be filled with wisdom and devotion. Then in the second way, for those who want an 17

24 Inner experience, they will perform Sadhana and know the Sathyam within them and experience. They are Jnanis from birth like Suka Maharishi. wrote in the manuscript of the book, Principle of Becoming God. There inside the chapter, Feelings Creation, in Hindi were the words, Amrithasya Puthraha. This means child of immortality. This is feelings creation. My and s feelings unite as the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam and through this creation is made anew. My Prema and s Sathya enter in all then make all as Amrithasya Puthraha. Those who want to marry and those who want to live alone, all will experience God. The amrit which comes from me pours outside. This is the reason it makes a universe filled with nectar. It is from the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam the amrit comes out and changes the Yuga to Amrit Mayam. The scriptures declare this as:na Karmana Na Prajaya Dhanena Thyagenaikeva Amrutatva Manasuhu It is only through sacrifice and not action, wealth or children that immortality is attained. It is only through sacrifice can we attain immortality. My life shows this. I sacrificed all so that I can make an Age filled with amrit. I make the entire creation Amrit Mayam. It is only through sacrifice, sacrifice, sacrifice that you can achieve this. We can change poisonous snakes into ones of nectar. Have you ever heard of a snake filled with nectar? This is a new concept. This is told in my nadi as, Even wicked alcoholics will get liberation. It is said that Mahavishnu and Mahalakshmi reside near the serpent with a thousand heads, Adisesha. This now happens here. Each and every man is filled with poison; all have a thousand snakelike tongues! It is for this reason they take thousands of births. Now in this Age of Kali it is even more. It is this and I have come to change. Thus brings Vaikuntha down to earth. We remove the poison from each and every one, and make the Kundalini rise to the Sahasrara. Sathya and Prema enter each one and the Sahasrara attained; the thousand petal lotus blossoming. It is here Shiva and Shakthi unite. The greatest of all Avatars came here only for this. Do not make Him Samadhi Shayana! Soon He will come out and prove this. All are not Samadhi Shayana. You are not born to die. All of you are immortals; all are Amritha Putras, children of immortality. All are Jeevan Mukthas. All are Gods; all are Sathya Sai s. One Sathya Sai cannot be contained in a Samadhi, it is through my tears that 580 crores of Sathya Sai s now arise. now handles all in a new way and creates a New Yuga. 18

25 He shows a new concept to the world. As I write I now understand this is s new trick. This is a very new and clever trick. If did not go to hospital and Samadhi, I could not write this new concept. The seventy two years of crying is very different to this one year; very, very different. It is because is not in the world. How great was the wound in my heart when I heard was in hospital, in Samadhi! Now I understand. It is through this, that the entire world, all living beings become Sathya Sai. One form of Sathya Sai arises from Samadhi and then all will arise! Today in the evening Amar gave some post he found inside the office. On the piece of paper in big black letters it said, ASH 2, the two was in the form of S and V. There were many spiralling lines next to it, which looked like slithering black snakes. At lunchtime Amar had given another paper, with the same snake like forms, but drawn in pink. I have written in the chapter of those who spread rumours about me, telling if got angry, He would burn all, reducing them to ash! Yet, it is through s compassion that He changes the poison black snakes to pink nectarine ones. This is what I have written in the chapter. gave the paper just as we began reading this in Satsang! shows through this that none are reduced to ash, but changed instead to Prema snakes. 19

26 CHAPTER 4 AHAM NEW CONCEPT 26th April 2012 gave an empty CD case and signed in black pen, With love Sai All saw and wondered. If anyone asks for my signature, I never write with love. I only ever write, May bless you, Yours Sai It is for this reason I asked in meditation. 20

27 26th April 2012 Afternoon meditation :, what is my signature on the CD cover? : It is My signature. I have signed. As I am always thinking of you, I have become you, changed as you. I now become Mayam and fill up all Myself. Now let us see. I could not understand what said. I have written a chapter before called, Aham asmi, writing all that told me. But as I did not understand this, I did not write about it. Then on the 27 April 2012 I again asked, Morning Meditation :, why my handwriting? I do not understand? : You gave all to Me and made yourself empty. I then Myself filled in you. Now, for the last one year I am alone in thoughts of you. You demonstrated Aham Brahmasmi, Tat Twam Asi, Prajnanam Brahma and Ayam Atma Brahma. Yet, as you have no I, you cannot make it function. So, I become, I separate Myself in two as Sathya and Prema and enter all. It is for this reason I signed, With Love Sai. : Now I understand. : You cannot do anything except cry for Me and think of Me. We now demonstrate how the Sathya Yuga is coming. : Okay, now I understand I will write. Now let us see about this. 21

28 Through sadhana I demonstrate the four Mahavakyas in my life. I have written about this before. In the book Principle of Becoming God, I write how it is feelings that make man God. In the book Brahma Sutra I write how I have demonstrated each state through my life. In Prema Sai part three, I have written how becomes Sathyam and brings a New Creation, explaining all in three charts. attains Sathyam, and then separates itself in two as Sathyam and Jeeva. I wrote and explained in the charts how Sathyam and Jeeva function. now tells in a new way. I explained my state using the examples of vibhuti and camphor. I show how through Sadhana a Jeeva becomes Shiva. The Jeeva becomes Shiva and then divides itself in two. Now the Shiva wants to create. It separates in two as the Being state, Sathyam and Becoming state Prema; it then begins to function. The Sathyam, which is in the Being state, becomes the Antaratma, the Indweller in all. This is the kindling power that makes all function. This is Pran. The Becoming state is Prema; it is the functioning power, which functions as the Kundalini Shakthi. The Paramatma becomes the Antaryami, Indweller in all, the Parashakthi, the Kundalini power in all. Now the state of I am not, I am not, hits the space, striking and shaking each and every aspect of the Creation. This state is now called, I become I. The taste of God and the I am not Vasana or smell now fills the Universe. I have written about this in the book, explaining all in great detail. is now telling in a new way. has now not been in the world for the past one year. Yet, He did not go to His Final abode, but stayed alone in Swarga, heaven. There He remained ever in my thought. He would sit under the parijatha tree thinking of me; sometimes sharing His feelings with Lord Indra. He then came to the earth, and stayed in the Prema Sai house in Gunaparthi. From here He came to the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam. Lastly He came to my room in Sudda Satwa. I have written in many different ways how a Jeeva moves forward step by step, on his journey to attain God. The Jeeva leaves the physical, subtle and causal body, before finally merging with God. It is this now demonstrates. left His physical body and stayed in heaven. It was from there He came to the Prema Sai House heaven. gave all the things here, like the bed cover, pillow case, cushion etc that He used there. Then on Vaikuntha Ekadasi, He showed that He came from 22

29 there to the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam. This is now three heavens. The first is Indra Loka heaven; the next the Swarga of Prema Sai Avatar house. It is here has shown the coming of all Rishis and Devas. The third Swarga is in the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam; opening the doors and showing that this is heaven. has revealed that all Rishis and Devas come here as well. We have kept half the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam for. In His room here we placed the same sofa, cushions and other things for. showed in many ways that He is there. He then showed that the back door of the room opens to heaven. Now on the day of February 7 this year, showed that He has come to my room. What does it mean coming to the Garbha Kottam on the day of Vaikuntha Ekadasi? It was on this day Vaikuntha descended as the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam. The day of February 7 th, is our day of merger. It is on this day, my body will merge in s body; we two will then leave the earth. came to my room on February 7 th. On the evening of the 7 th February when we offered Arti at the Garbha Kottam, the entire sky was filled with forms of Kundalini; as though being born in the sky above the Garbha Kottam. All saw the spinal columns filling the sky, emerging from the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam. They were seen coming out and filling the sky in four directions. We all witnessed this for the next three of four days. On another day we saw the form of a huge spinal column, filling the sky above us. On one side the form of Krishna was seen with a peacock feather and on the other side a huge S. It is through this Kundalini the entire world fills with Shiva Shakthi. The Shakthi which lies in Mooladhara, merges with Shiva, in the seventh, top Chakra. Then after a few days we saw the form of the dome of Garbha Kottam in the sky. We took photographs of all we saw. Then for some days we saw a huge brain like form filling the sky from the Garbha Kottam. This happened continuously for a few days. Then a V shaped Kundalini also appeared to be coming from the Garbha Kottam dome. All now comes as mayam and fills the entire space. said He would come on 7 February. Yet instead, He showed the entire world becoming mayam. It was after this He said that He had come to my room; here also showing many proofs, like the door opening and closing, lights and fans turning themselves off and on. All these leelas proving that He is here. then said to place the Lingam from the meditation room in my room. 23

30 Thus, declaring that He is here in my room. In the photo we took, s form is seen beneath the base, where the Shakthi is. finally came here. It was on the day of 7 February 2001, that we opened the mediation hall, Sai Geethalayam. It is on the same day of Thai Poosam, that we will leave the earth. I show through the example of my life how a Jeeva separates all sheaths and attains God. I show all the states like Aham Brahmasmi that I have attained. I demonstrate all the Mahavakyas. Yet, as I have no I, I cannot function in those states. It is for this reason left His body and remained thinking of me only. Thus He says Aham smi. became me. He now fills as mayam and enters in all as Sathya and Prema. I am verily only in the I without i state. I do not want anything other than. These are my only thoughts, I have no others. I am always only thinking of and crying. Other than this, I have no interest in anything else. I am unable to do anything. When I wrote Beyond the Upanishads, I said strongly and firmly, I will do all. Now as I am unable to do anything, Himself does all. The feelings that began on 7 February 24

31 now begin to go out. It is for this wrote With Love Sai on the empty CD cover. I have given everything to, making myself empty. This is why it is an empty case, there is nothing inside. It is only the case which is there. Now is inside this cover and as always He has written like His signature with love, and written my signature, Sai, as I would write. shows the coming of the Sathya Yuga in a new way. 27 April 2012 Afternoon Meditation : I have written whatever You have told. I said that from the 7th February, the world begins to change. Is this correct? : This is correct. Before I said that I would come only after the Garbha Kottam function. You expected Me to come physically, but I left that body and came here. I said it is from there I come out physically. I am now not there, but show My presence here. : is it for the 23 chromosomes You have given 23 signatures and also my signature? : Yes, all is in a new way. :, show something as proof for this. : Sure I will. Now let us see. said He would come to the opening ceremony of the Garbha Kottam. He then said He would come after it opened. has now said He left His body and came here. Today in the morning Amar had more work to do so did not bring s Divine message. 25

32 When I was writing about this, he brought two pictures of babies. On one of the baby s picture was written, I am smart. The other baby is seen crawling and it was written, It is time to cheer up you know... It is through this showed the correct proof, showing how creation comes. The two babies are very healthy and beautiful. It is the correct proof. Then in the Mukthi Nilayam Prayer book marked the 58th name that He gave me, Om Sri Sai Sudda Satwa Sthithaayai Namaha The One who is established in Pure Consciousness Near this He wrote the word, Rusi, which means taste. and I are both here in Sudda Satwa, Pure Consciousness building. In 2002, and I merged in Vashista cave as Pure Consciousness. has now shown this here. is now here in Sudda Satwa tasting my nearness and Prema. This comes as New creation taste and Vasana, which fills everywhere. All will only experience Sathya and Prema. There will be no Vasanas, tendencies or impressions from past births. The only Vasana will be the impression of I am not and the only taste will be for God. There is no I, only God. It is for this wrote the word Rusi, meaning taste, near the name, Om Sri Sai Sudda Satwa Sthithaayai Namaha. Let us see the picture of the two children. One child says, I am smart. Near him are the letters and numbers, JB 3579, around the child 15 roses, a sun flower on his lap. This shows all are born from God with the 16 kalas or attributes. JB stands for Jai Baba, 26

33 Victory to Baba. The 3 indicates that God, His Shakthi and Creation are only Baba. The 5 elements are whole and complete, so too the 9 planets. All happens through the 7 chakras. All children are perfect and beautiful, and very smart also. Below the second child s picture was written JB 3937, near this were seven roses and the form of three suns. Nearby is a gift box. This is also Jai Baba! Three stands for God, God s Shakthi and Creation. All is. It is through the 7 chakras all three are O Poornam. The 9, nine planets Poornam. Then = 19. This is for my 19 qualities, which are also Poornam. The small box shows that the New creation is God s gift to the world. It is Sathya Yuga God s gift to the Kali Yuga people. The seven roses indicate 7 chakras, through which the Stupi makes all Poornam. The child here tells, It is time to cheer up you know. It is this that tells me through the child. Now is the time for me to be happy. The three suns all shows the light of wisdom. gave 23 signatures, which indicate His Chromosomes. He has now signed with my signature. This shows that it is He alone who is in both bodies. He demonstrates now how He makes all as. He Himself becomes and makes Creation anew. This is feelings chromosomes. Inside the book Avatar s task part two, I wrote a chapter called, Aham asmi, where the subject of this chapter is explained in more depth. I have included the essence of it here, to help you further understand this new concept, so far unrevealed to the world. Let us see. In 2002, asked me to write on the Brihadaranyaka Upanishad. Here I wrote, Aham Saiasmi, then asked me to write in a new way on 1 December December 2011 Meditation : When I was reading Brihadaranyaka Upanishad I saw one thing I liked Aham Saiasmi. I like this very much! : You are telling like this, and I am now telling Aham asmi. Thus it is My will that becomes mayam. 27

34 :, this is something new You are telling? : You are telling and telling in this way, and have made Me like this. The honey bee continually stings the worm and makes them an insect. It is in this way you sting Me, and make Me like this. Now let us see, when I was writing this Upanishad, a strange mantra kept coming to my mind, Aham Saiasmi. This is my Mahamantra, I become Sai. O! What a wonderful mantra? How to describe this mantra that is illuminating and making magic inside me! How to describe? It is a new, new experience. How wonderful to merge in these blissful states! This is what I wrote on the 23 February is now saying that He is also thinking Aham asmi. I have thought of continuously for the last 73 years. I have not forgotten Him for one moment. I am in the state of Yath Bhavam Tat Bhavathi. It is these thoughts that are shaking. Like the honey bee that repeatedly stings the worm in its nest and making it like itself, into a bee. As I am continuously thinking of, my thoughts strike Him and make Him as. This is what has said. is in the Witness state, nothing shaking Him. Yet, my feelings are attacking Him. It fills Him fully with s feelings. 2 December 2011 Evening meditation : what is that You are saying, Aham asmi? : I am alone this seven months thinking of you. This is Aham asmi. Through My sankalpa I become mayam. 3 December 2011 Morning meditation :, please explain about, Aham asmi. 28

35 : You are always thinking of Me. You emptied yourself. You gave all to Me, making yourself empty. You filled you in Me, I filled Me in you. You become Sathya Sai, I become. Now I am thinking of you. I make a Sankalpa to become you, this is mayam. Avatars only come to establish dharma. They never create a new world. As I become you, I Will and become mayam. As I am always thinking of, more powers came to me. Seeing this said, You become the Avatar. I said, You take all my powers away and make me empty, I do not want all this. It is in this way I cried to. I do not want Avatarhood. then asked me to give all to Him, through my own hands. He took all from me, making me empty; filling me with Himself. He filled the one who was empty with Himself. Sathya Sai filled in me; filled in Him. I wrote about this before. However, now the meaning has become expanded. is now alone thinking of me. He made Sankalpa to become me and expands as mayam. Now, is the Viratpurusha form. This is. He Himself separates in two as and Creation. is God; He now becomes, Aham smi. The Creation which separates from Him is mayam. This is the first creation. Avatars descend here and establish Dharma. They destroy the evil and protect the good, establishing Dharma. They never create a new world, a new creation. They only remain in the Witness state. My feelings shake the witness God and make Him show His feelings. Through these feelings, His heart melts. Now He wants to fulfil my desires. He must do this. What is my desire? I do not want this world. I want to live close to, in His nearness. No one should see me; our relatives and family members should all live with us. It is in this way, I placed many conditions on. Beyond all this, I have asked for World liberation. Here all will be like me and live only for. Thus, this now becomes like me and creates a world according to my wish. In this New Creation, it is and I alone who are in all. He desires to make all mayam. It is through His Sankalpa New creation is coming. He does not destroy anyone or anything; Kali Yuga is covered, as it is. He then creates the New Age. He 29

36 creates a New Sathya Yuga. In the Brihadaranyaka Upanishad, it tells that the Viratpurusha form is meditating. It is only after this He creates. The Primal Soul creates all through the Primal power, which then enters in every aspect of Creation. It is this the Upanishad tells, and is demonstrating now. He Himself becomes the Viratpurusha, sits alone and meditates. Meditates means to be alone, living by Himself. Though He is alone; He remains thinking of me. I am in His thoughts. For the last 84 years, He mingled with all on this earth; He could not be in loneliness. Thus He left His body, free from all connection to the world and ascended to Heaven. There He remained only in thoughts of me. This is the Viratpurusha. now comes out as Viratpurusha. He makes a new creation; s Shakthi enters in all. This is the first Creation. is the Primal Soul. His power is everywhere. I have written of this in many of my books. For this the Brihadaranyaka Upanishad is the Shashtra Pramana, the scriptural proof. 3 December 2011 Afternoon Meditation :, is what I have written on Viratpurusha correct? : Yes, yes. I stayed alone and now come as the Viratpurusha form. I create. As you have attain Sathyam You have no I, you cannot create. I now become your I, and I create. : Now I understand, I will write. As I have no I. I cannot create. I attained Truth, Sathyam. I have all powers. But as I have no I, I cannot do anything myself. A few days ago wrote Sai with a small i and wrote VS. said, Sai is Sai s I. This is what has now told in meditation. is my I. Thus, as, He now creates all anew. Yesterday in Summer Showers in Brindavan, 1973, I read, Sankara expressed the same idea in another place in another context by saying, Brahma Sathyam Jagan Mithya or Brahman is real and the world is an illusion. In another place, Sankara said, Sarvam Vishnu Mayam Jagat. This means that the entire world is filled with Vishnu. It is common for the young students to refer to such 30

37 apparently contradictory statements with some ridicule. Such observations have been made by great people, who have pondered over these matters very deeply. This is the same as this chapter. The world is Maya is true; the world is Vishnu Mayam is also true. Both are true. When one is in the state of sadhaka, the world is Maya, illusion, God alone is real. We should think in this way and perform sadhana. It is only when we attain the highest state of sadhana, that all becomes God, God Mayam. Thus the two are the same. There is no controversy or contradiction. In the same way I said before that I myself separate as Sathyam and Prema. I made charts explaining all. I have now gone beyond this state; there has been an expansion. Now it is Himself who becomes. He changes into Sathya and Prema and creates. In the state of aspirant we see the world as Maya, saying all is illusion. When we reach the highest state, we say that the world is God Mayam, God verily pervades everywhere. I have written before that attained Sathyam and then separated herself into Sathya and Prema and began to create. Now is telling in a new and different way. It is He who becomes and creates. It is He who creates a mayam Creation. It is for this wrote in a previous chapter, Sai is Sai s I. I am s I. Now this is s I. Now it is s I alone which creates. It is only if there is I, Creation is possible. As I have no I, I cannot create. Thus becomes and creates. It is only when you contemplate on this many times will you understand the true meaning. 31

38 CHAPTER 5 HEART SMILE REAL SMILE 27 April 2012 Evening meditation :, I wrote that You separate Yourself in two and function, is it correct what I have written? : It is correct. It is for this reason I left My body. If the body is there, it is called Avatar. He is in Witness state. Now I am not an Avatar. I am the with you in My Divine body. Thus I Myself become you and do all. : Now I understand. What is the picture of the two children? : It shows the New creation. It is in the same way all children will be born. : What is Rusi? : I am here with you in Sudda Satwa, this is My taste. Now let us see about this. It is only if the body is there, we call God as Avatar. As s body is not here, all people say that now the period of the Avatar is over. has gone away; His physical form is no longer here. Yet, His feelings body is here. It is here with me in Sudda Satwa. If His physical body were here it would only function in the Witness state; could not show His feelings. The physical body of the Avatar is required for the establishment of Dharma. It is only if the physical or Stoola body is there can we call as Avatar. A body of feelings is never called Avatar. is here in His Divine body. He now becomes me and He creates. is Omnipresent; He cannot be seen with our ordinary eyes; He is in an invisible body. It is only if He descends as Avatar in a physical form can all see Him. Thus He is now in an invisible body, which no know of 32

39 or sees. It is only the Rishis, Siddhas and Devas who know He is here. It is for this reason they are able to write the nadis. God also must know taste, Prema s Taste. is here to experience this taste of Prema. He now experiences this taste in my nearness. It is only if God knows this taste, can He create with Prema as the basis. Thus He is here. It is taste and Vasana that are the reason for creation. All are born and die again and again according to their taste and Vasana. In the New creation, all will only have s and my taste and Vasana. 28 April 2012 Morning meditation :, You must come... You tell me how I should write. : Sure, soon I will come. I am always with you. If I was in the world I could not change it. I would only be in the Witness state, only an Avatar. I cannot enter Karmic Law. There is no Avatar on the earth now and I am with you. I become. As I have I, I can now do anything. : Now I understand, I will write. If were here physically, He could not change the world. He would be the Avatar, who is in the Witness state; He could not enter the Laws of Karma. It is for this reason He has created this situation. Now He can do anything. took all my powers inside Him. Yet, here there is one difference. I have no I but has. He is now performing my role and will change all through His power. He becomes mayam and enters all as Sathya and Prema. After He changes the world He will come again as Avatar. He will come in His body again as the Avatar. This is called Prema Sai, Shakthi Avatar. He will take a new Shakthi form and function. For all these last 84 years had a Shiva part. Now it is the part of Shakthi. It is through this He changes the world. Who can know the greatest Avatar s plan? Before descended as Avatar, He already planned all. Yet, it is only now that all is being revealed. How much I have cried this last 72 years in separation from Him. It is this that changes the world s orbit system. has now not been here for the last one year. Thus I have been crying more. suffered a lot in hospital, and like an ordinary man left His body. He was then placed in a 33

40 Samadhi! It is these two things that have caused a deep wound in my heart. Yet, it is through my tears and wailing that now comes again. has not been here as Avatar in the world for the last one year. Though this is so, He is here in His feelings form. changes into my feelings and then does all Himself. He now has no Avataric limits or fences. The God who descends in physical form or body is called Avatar. For Him there are many fences. Now has left that body and is here in a feelings body. There are no fences or limits for this feelings body. always told, In just a few moments I can make the earth, sky, and the sky, earth! Yet, He cannot cross Nature s laws. showed many wonders to demonstrate that He is God. He could make rain immediately stop or start. He brought life back to the dead. He performed many wonders. All He has done. However, generally, God never crosses the laws of Nature, which He Himself has laid down. He could make the sky as the earth and earth to sky, but does not. Now His body is not here, the earth has no Avatar. Thus, that which cannot be done by the physical form of Sathya Sai, is now being done by the feelings body of Sathya Sai. He now makes the earth into sky. He makes the earth as Vaikuntha. When I asked to give an example for this He said, I can only give an example if it is happened before. Thus there are no examples for this. All that I am telling are new concepts. These are things that the world has so far not known. wrote on a small paper, Smile You Peace, near a number 13, and a sideways 8. The One descends from Vaikuntha and now becomes three. It is for this said, You will have peace and happiness. How can I be happy in a world without Him? Yet, still I am here April 2012 Morning meditation : ; I am now writing about taste and Vasana, please tell something. : One vibhuti packet was sealed with Brahmacharya, one camphor packet sealed with chastity. The two together in one box. Yet, the 34

41 taste and Vasana of the camphor went to the vibhuthi. It in this way you wrote before. It is now the same. We two are together in this room. You have the chastity seal, I have the seal of no physical body. Yet, your taste and Vasana comes to Me. Thus I now become. It is through your powers that not one Sathya Yuga, but you can create a 1000! Yet, you have no I, no ruling power. :, how You realise my feelings? : I cannot bear the force and measure of your Prema. Man has five debts. God Himself is indebted to you. How can I balance the debt owed to your Prema? How many Avatars can I take? Thus I enter into each and every aspect of the Creation and experience you. Due to the Prema you have for Me, I become you, only then can I understand. Now let us see about this. In 2006, when we were in Brindavan Ashram, we stayed in Nicola s house. There inside a box, Nicola had kept sealed vibhuti and camphor packets, and other pooja items. Once when we took a packet of vibhuti from the box and opened it, we found that it had the taste and fragrance of the camphor. All were filled with wonder, How did the sealed packet of vibhuti get the taste and vasana of camphor? I made three charts based on this and explained how a Jeeva becomes Shiva. I compared the vibhuti and camphor to the Jeeva who becomes Shiva, and then desires to create; to make creation anew. I said that the Vibhuti Shiva separates in two; one as Sathyam and one as Prema and then creates. The world which is created only has the Vibhuti Shiva s taste and Vasana of. The Jeeva who was as camphor becomes Shiva. Thus this Vibhuti Shiva has the camphor taste and Vasana. This camphor s smell is, I am not. This is because camphor only burns to become a light in front of God, becoming nothing. This light is wisdom, Sathya Light. As it only tastes, the entire world has the smell of, I am not, and the taste for God alone. This is what I have written before. 35

42 Two charts describing the above:- STATE I VIBUTHI Sathya Sai Para Brahma Sealed Packet Brahmacharya No Taste, No Smell SHIVA CAMPHOR jeeva Parashakthi Sealed Chastity - Camphor with Taste and Smell JEEVA Nature of Camphor Jeeva Giving Light Wisdom Surrender Melting Offering No Identity Oneness BEING STATE Camphor SHIVA with Taste and Smell Now the Shiva wills to create It divides into TWO BECOMING STATE BEING STATE PREMA SATHYA Nature of the jeeva Egoless, Sacrifice, Prema, Total Offering; These traits enter everyone. This is according to: Mamaivamso Jeeva Loke, Jeeva Bootha Sanatana All with Camphor nature This is new creation. Everywhere I without I I becoming I. My Brahmacharya becomes Vishwa Brahmacharya. This Vishwa Brahmacharya gives Vishwa Kaamadahana. Name and Body become a residence for the feelings of Sathya and Prema. This is the state of everyone in Sathya Yuga. 36

43 STATE II GOD Sai Shiva Vibuthi JEEVA Camphor Performed Sadhana, Sadhana, Sadhana, offering all to God making herself empty; attaining Self Realization the Jeevan Muktha State. This is: I without I In this state, the jeeva only desires the self, Atma Kaama. The jeeva is then filled with Sathya, Truth. jeeva Becomes Shiva: Camphor Shiva This state is called I becoming I In this state Shiva wills to create and separates into TWO BEING STATE Sathya PARAMATMA Indweller of all jeevas BECOMING STATE Prema PARA SHAKTHI All Creation (Kundalini Shakthi, Active state) This active state is Prema. Prema shakes and awakens the Indweller in each and everyone. When this Prema in every being is offered to the Indweller, the i ceases to exist and Sathya is revealed. The jeeva has now become the all-pervading Shiva. This state is called I becoming I, Viswatma Kaama. All jeevas ( Mayam) are offered to Shiva (Sathya Sai). These jeevas ( Mayam) become empty and only the Indweller Sai exists in his all-pervading Vishwaroopa form. This state is called I am I, I becoming I, Who am I? I am I 37

44 now uses the same concept and compares this to His state now. In my room the camphor and Sathya Sai Vibhuti are together. My body has the chastity seal. This fire like chastity is not touched by anyone or anything. Nothing and no one can touch it. Now is no longer here in the Avatar s state. He is in the without body state. His seal is the without body. For my body it is the Agni chastity seal. His is without body seal. These two are now in one room together. This is the reason my taste and Vasana has come to. Now, s taste and Vasana go to the feelings body of Sathya Sai. Thus becomes and now makes a New creation. He creates Sathya Yuga. 38

45 Two charts describing the new states:- STATE I VIBUTHI Sathya Sai Shiva Sealed Packet Brahmacharya No Taste, No Smell CAMPHOR jeeva Sealed Packet - Chastity Taste and Smell Nature of Camphor Jeeva Giving Light Melting Offering Wisdom No Identity Oneness Surrender Camphor SHIVA Through the path of surrender Become Camphor Shiva. She is now in the being state with Taste and Smell. Now the Shiva wills to create and divides into: TWO VASANTHA SATHYA (Shiva) VASANTHA PREMA (Shakthi) BEING STATE BECOMING STATE TWO PACKETS Vibuthi Sathya Sai Shiva and Camphor are in one box. The taste of Camphor comes to the Vibuthi. 39

46 STATE II Sathya Sai Sealed Vibuthi Packet Sealed Camphor Packet No Body Seal Which means no Avatar Body Agni Chastity Seal BOTH IN ONE ROOM Sathya Sai No Physical body Physical body Sathya Sai Feelings Has I No Identity I without i Sathya Sai Becomes with her Taste and Vasana As He has no body he cannot become Avatar Camphor has All Creative Power but Cannot Create as she has no I. Without I she has no ruling or controlling power. Sathya Sai Has I and separates Himself into Two and creates No I and so cannot become Avatar Sathya Prema If only there is a body, we call as Avatar. Now is Pure Consciousness in the feelings body. This is to create a New Yuga. This is why He has left His body. All the nadis are telling this will come again and finish His task. Before all Avatars came only to establish dharma. Only this Avatar is changing the Kali yuga into Sathya Yuga. It is for this reason all has happened. 40

47 said I can create a thousand Sathya Yugas through my power of penance and the power of my Prema for Him. I have no I or controlling power in me. It is only if I had these two could I make creation anew. asked me to write all my feelings, through which He shows how the Creation is brought. Now finally, has taken all these feelings and He Himself creates the New Sathya Yuga. If He was the Avatar He could not create a Sathya Yuga in the middle of Kali Yuga! It is against the laws which God Himself lay down. Thus He separates Himself in two. I am crying and yearning for who left this physical body. He is now here in a feelings body and is doing all. is unable to bear my feelings. I told Him, It is only if You are me, will you understand my state. It is this that has done now; He is in my state and does all. He then said that He was unable to bear this amount of Prema. In ordinary human life, man has five debts. This is to the Devas, Rishis, his ancestors, society and fellow man, animals and the creation. Man is only born to discharge these five debts, to balance them. said He could not balance the debt to Prema, however many Avatars He took. So He will now enter in each and every aspect of the creation and experience me. He will show Prema to me throughout the entire Creation. wrote the word Smile. Yet, how am I to smile? I wrote a poem to, O S wami! You ask me to s mile? What s mile You want? Face s mile? It is always there... W h a t e v e r s u ff e r i n g w h a t e v e r d i ff i c u l t i e s. It is there, ever present; brand New! But a real s mile? It is a heart s mile. Wh en I s ee You, You see my heart s mile. Yours Agni flower 41

48 How I smile? A real smile comes from the heart. There is a smile on my face always, it never changes however many worldly difficulties or suffering the body undergoes. This one thing never changes. Anyone insults me, daily the body suffers many diseases, but the smile on my face never changes. Yet, it is only when comes will my heart smile and blossom. At night we came inside and saw that had written on the back cover of the Satcharitha manuscript, RET RESS This means is coming again, He Returns and Resurrects. I then asked Amar to place my poem letter at s feet and asked him where should we place it to get s reply? Where is most post coming? Amar told that it comes in many places. Suddenly the letter flew from s statue and landed in front of the picture of Him writing. This happened immediately after I asked the question! This is s reply; He alone is writing. In the morning I took the letter and saw that there was an embossed arrow mark going from the L in the word smile to the n in the word Agni underneath. s reply came in short form, LN. But we could not understand what it meant. In afternoon meditation I asked about this. He said, Heart Smile means only love. Your Prema becomes Agni and destroys the world s Karmas. Thus it is my Agni chastity that burns the world Karma and gives world liberation. 42

49 CHAPTER 6 SEVEN NOTES SEVEN CHAKRAS Today wrote 7 Ragas in green pen on a piece of card. Ragas are different melodies based on the seven notes of music. 29 April 2012 Afternoon meditation :, why have You written 7 ragas? : How many different songs come from the seven Swaras or notes? The art of music is contained only in these seven notes. In this way you are showing that the art of living is contained in seven chakras. Now let us see. In music there are seven swaras or notes. The art of music is only contained in these seven notes. How many different kinds of songs are sung? All of which are contained in these seven notes. It is the same with language, which is contained in just 26 letters of an alphabet. How many 1000 s of books have been using these 26 letters as the basis? All languages are based only on a certain amount of letters. It is on the basis of these letters that language is taught. It is only from the different languages that many thousands and thousands of books have come out. Human life is also an art. If this art is 43

50 handled with skill, man becomes God. The art of living can be known through these seven chakras. In my life I demonstrate this. I show how man should live life. Man is born only to attain God, to become God. I explain in all my books how one attains God. It is through the sadhana we perform, each chakra opens. With the opening of each chakra, different states of knowledge are opened up to us. When the wisdom comes, ignorance is removed; and we are able to understand why we have been born. We are born here not be born again. It is this that Sri Krishna declares in the Bhagavad Gita. Indian culture is based on the Vedas. It is the art of living, which is preached to man in the Vedas, Upanishads and Bhagavad Gita. This is demonstrated through the lives of many saints and sages; many of them teaching this as Yoga. I show through my life how to live in thoughts of God, to perform all actions in thoughts of God. I explain the functioning of the seven chakras many different ways in my books such as the Sai Gita Pravachanam, Beyond the Upanishads, Principle of Becoming God, all sutras etc. It is through these books that I explain all. has now asked me to compare this with the art of music. Though a musician only uses seven notes, we are able to forget ourselves listening to his music. People forget their worries and troubles attending a music concert; they merge in the music for 2 to 3 hours. There are many devotees who attract God through their music. Thus it is called Nada Brahman, God is music. Himself revealed who He was through the Bhajan, Manasa Bhajarey Guru Charanam. Before His discourse would sing a small verse and then at the end of His speech sing a Bhajan. has also started a Music College. It is in this way, He has now asked me to write about music. There are seven notes in music, Sa Re Ga Ma Pa Da and Ne. Sa - is for Sangeetham, music, which is Sathyam Re - rhythm and means the art of living in harmony Ga - means Gamakam; this indicates the movement or vibrato in music. I say this is Gahana, Space. Ma - Madhuram, life is sweetness 44

51 Pa - means Bhavam. Bhava is the emotional or mental attitude, the power or inspiration behind an act or word. Thus Bhavam is very important in the art of living. Da - means talam or beat. I compare this to heartbeat. Ne - it is Nishadam. This is for Nisha, darkness; in my life it is for removing darkness. Let us see each one, Sa There is one raga called Sankara bharana. It is the Raga which was played by Ravana that shook Kailaya. It is through music that Ravana won the grace of Lord Shiva. Thus even a great Demon like Ravana was able to shake God through music. Let us see my matter. I searched for Sathya, Truth since my birth. I cried and wailed for God, unable to live in this world. At that time Sai Shiva came near me and made me unite with Him in Mooladhara. Now my Mooladhara chakra opened. tells this in a poem as, Oh Lonely Lotus in Mooladhara, You are effulgent as the Primal consort of Shiva, Here unites with His Shakthi. Yet, I did not know anything of this. All I knew was crying for God. Re Rishabam or rhythm. Rhythm means harmony. It is only when thought, word and deed come together that there is rhythm and harmony. I have had this in me since birth itself. Whatever I think, I tell. I do not think of anything that I am not able to speak of. Thus I cannot hide anything. My life has been an open book since my very birth. My 45

52 desire to marry God was also there in my young age. It is deeply imprinted in my mind. The vehicle of Lord Shiva is Rishabam, the bullock; thus Sai Shiva came and took me to the second Chakra. It was He alone who married me. It was there He showed me a great treasure. Here said, In Swathisthana, Oh Lonely Lotus You are standing with Shiva as Adi Shakthi It is only here there is the treasure of wisdom. showed me here as the Adi Shakthi, Primal power. Ga This is for Gamakam, it shows movement, vibrato. It is a very unique subtle part of music. Here the chakra is Maniporaka, it is in the region of the stomach. The Vaishvanara agni here is responsible for survival in life, it is here alone all movement happens. It is through this man both eats and digests food. Then the energy derived from the food is then taken to the different parts of the body for it to function. It is the reason for all movement in the body. Here tells, In Manipooraka, Oh Lonely Lotus You join with Shiva as the Self Supreme light, I have no hunger; I am only eating,. Thoughts of are my only food. My thoughts fill the entire Cosmic space. As I was born in the hungerless state, my Manipooraka chakra fills the entire world with my hunger for God. 46

53 Ma In music there are many ragas with this note, there is a raga called Madhyamaavathi. For me this Ma is Madhuram, Madhura Bhakthi. This is Anahatha Chakra. In Anahatha, Oh Lonely Lotus You blossom with Shiva in great bliss, When I came to this heart chakra, and I filled the Cosmos. It is the union of our hearts that has been built as the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam. Here our blissful state blossoms as the new cosmos. It becomes New creation. It becomes world liberation. The Anahatha Chakra is very important in my body. It is my Madhura Bhakthi for God, which is the reason for world liberation. When one comes to the Anahatha Chakra, all comes under control. Ordinary spiritual aspirants perform Madhura Bhakthi and may attain higher states; my Madhura Bhakthi for bestows the state of liberation on all. This is s Avataric task. Pa This is Bhavam. In music bhavam, attitude or feeling is very important. All cannot sing with bhavam. Hearing a song sung with bhavam, the listeners forgets themselves. There is this much power in music. In the world of music, Thiagaraja is thought to be God. When he sang his songs, he merged with Rama. Thus without bhavam, music has no real meaning. It is just like reciting a lesson taught in school. Vishudhi Chakra is the throat centre. It is from there the voice comes. Here said:- 47

54 In Vishudhi, Oh Lonely Lotus You rise with Shiva with a voice of Truth, Here in Vishudhi my bhavam is only and fully for. I want to marry God and have had this bhavana from birth itself. Yath Bhavam Tath Bhavathi. This constant integrated bhavam makes all marriages throughout the Universe only between Sathya and Prema. Here whatever tells I write as books. I have now written over a hundred books, all through the voice of Truth, the voice of Sathya Sai. Whatever and I speak of in meditation, is wisdom so far not revealed to the world before. These are all new concepts that no one has heard of in any Age; God s secrets, which cannot be known by the Rishis or Siddhas. In Kundalini Yoga, it is said that if one knows music, they can move from Mooladhara straight to Vishudhi Chakra. Other sadhakas must perform sadhana and only then come there. Yet, through Nada Upasana, the worship of music, one can come to Vishudhi directly. Thus in the Brahmin families, music has great importance. God is worshiped through song, verse and music. Thus they soon attain God. I have written thousands of songs from my childhood. These were first for Krishna and then for. When true devotion for God arises, it takes the form of music born in the heart. My first book was a song book, Sai Ganajali, containing songs on. also has given me many songs and poems. I have written these in many books. Now for the past three years, has given more songs, which we have published in books. Next:- Da Here it stands for Talam or beat. In my case, beat indicates the beat of the heart. It is with each heartbeat I am thinking of. My heart is beating only for. wrote of this and showed how my 72 years heart beating verily changes the orbit system; through this the four Ages also change. In music beat is very important. So one should keep the correct beat when singing, not make wrong beats. Three things are important in music, Raga or tune, Talam or beat and Bhavam or feeling. wrote48

55 In Brahmarandra, Oh Lonely Lotus You are seen as Bindu form with Shiva, This Bindu is the seed of new creation, it is verily the blueprint. It is from here the New creation is coming. Here Shiva Shakthi unite as the Viratpurusha form. Ne This note is called Nishadam. Here tells, In Sahasrara, Oh Lonely Lotus You merged with Shiva in Samadhi state Samadhi state is the Poorna state. This is the state of Completeness and Totality. When the Poorna state is attained, the whole world becomes Poornam. The Nisha or darkness of Kali Yuga Maya is removed and fills with Poorna s wisdom light. For the one who walks on the path of truth, they cross all these. The art of music is learned through the seven notes. Yet, it is through the seven chakras that the art of living becomes Poornam, Complete. Once, Narada asked Sanat Kumar if he knew the 64 arts. Sanat Kumar said that it is of no use to know the 64 arts, the only real art is the art of attaining God. Ravana was an expert in 64 arts, yet, he was unable to control his mind. It is through this his entire clan was destroyed. Thus to control the mind and senses is the art of life and of living. To remove the I and mine, is the art of life. We must turn our Chitta or consciousness to Shiva, this is the art of life and living. To only live for God is the art of life! Sacrifice is the art of life. Living for others is the art of life! 49

56 CHAPTER 7 SHIVA BECOME JEEVA For the last few days I have been crying continuously. 28 April 2012 Afternoon meditation :, I am now unable to bear it any longer...please come! : I am here with you. So, I write and give you many things. :, You wrote Smile and Peace, without You, how will a smile and peace come to me? : I am with you, if you cry like this, it is difficult for Me. :, I asked You to write and sign when You are coming. Yet, You only signed. You must write something. Otherwise one thing in my body must change. You write a letter to me; only then I will believe You are coming. : Okay I will give. But you do not cry. :, You are God. You can change what You say. But I must fulfil whatever I say. I cannot say surely I will not cry, but I will try not to. Now let us see. tells something, then as He is God, changes it as He likes. But if I tell something I must keep my word. Thus I will not say surely I will not cry. This is because it is my nature. It is only when calls me my tears will stop. This is sure. wrote, Smile You Peace - on a piece of paper. Then on the 29 April 2012, in the evening, Amar found another small piece of paper in the office, there it was written, Be happy are from. 50

57 28 April 2012 Evening meditation : What are these two or three words You have written? You have not written a letter? : You connect all the papers and read. I have written in this way as I want to play with you. In the evening, all were talking about what had said, trying to connect the papers. The two papers that had given on the two different days fitted together correctly; we pasted them together. On the paper there was a smiling face, with a nose and eyes, under was written, ISI, either side of the face were the words, Smile Be happy and under this, Peace Love and in between the two words the letters, IVI. then wrote the words, You are a free... We could not understand what it meant. All said that the sentence was not finished correctly. 30 April 2012 Today again gave a small piece of paper with the letter W, with a semi circle in front of it, then on another paper, the word bird n and another semi circle. When we pasted all the pieces together we read, You are a free bird now. The game has now finished. Afternoon Meditation : what is this? You wrote free bird now? : Now, there is nothing left for you to do. It is now My task to change the world. Your body will now not suffer for the world Karmas. : what have You written around the face, Smile be happy? 51

58 : This is your necklace. Now let us see about this. has now become and performs the task of changing the world. It is for this reason He said that my body would no longer suffer for world Karmas. In between the word smile and be happy wrote the letters, ISI this is s ISI stamp! The necklace is His stamp. gave the pearls in Vadakkampatti and asked me to make and wear as a necklace. There were 73 pearls. Thus He has written that this is His stamp, the Sathya Sai Stamp. 30 April 2012 Morning meditation :, please tell me how you change into? : A Jeeva crosses the physical, subtle and causal bodies and merges with God. You left your physical body and then happily enjoyed with Me on Silver Island in the subtle body. In the Causal body we two speak through our feelings only. In the same way, I left the physical body, went to Indra Loka. There it is experience, wandering and roaming. In the Prema Avatar house it is the Causal body. You came there; here it was both our feelings. I then came to the Garbha Kottam in the Super Causal Body. I am now in Sudda Satwa, Pure consciousness, in the Divine body. Just like you, I stayed in many different places and through your feelings I become. It is this I show. : Now I understand I will write. Now let us see. A Jeeva, separates the physical, subtle and causal bodies through sadhana. It is in this way the five sheaths are separated. I performed sadhana for sixty three years. It was after this gave the Mangalya and asked me to build an ashram. I came here and the building where I stayed named Sudda Satwa, Pure 52

59 consciousness. We then constructed many other buildings calling them physical, subtle and causal worlds. The five Prakarams or corridors of the Stupi, are the five Kosas or sheaths. It is who has explained all these things. The Stupi is my Kundalini. It is through this showed how my body functions. shows how I separate the five sheaths, crossing the different worlds. created Silver Island for He and I to speak to each other in meditation. How many wonders happened there! It is from there, He took me to many places. How many different places! How many Rishis, gods and goddesses I had the darshan of! and I went to many different worlds. I went to many different places with God in the subtle body. This is the first step of Sadhana. Next I went to the Causal body. Here there is no wandering or roaming. and I did not go anywhere. We sat in one place and talked; He fully revealing wisdom. All the experiences in the causal body happened in Mukthi Nilayam; yet, the wisdom is of the future. It is the experiences of the Prema Sai Avatar. On subtle world Silver Island, I lived with ; we talked and went to many places together; we saw many people. It was like a picnic. In the Casual world, and I changed into Prema Sai and Prema and went to many places. I saw all details from our life, birth, growing up and our marriage. I have seen all. I saw how we go on picnics, shopping and celebrate special festival days with relatives and friends. We had the darshan of Swarga, the Devas coming to our house. The birth of our child, going on pilgrimage... I saw all and experienced. I have written many books about the future. While writing, not only me, but those in the Ashram and those who will come with us next also enjoyed. Now the Super causal body. After the completion of the Stupi I wrote on many Sutras and principles of God. Even though we lived in the world, we experienced more in a separate world with in Prema Avatar time. Though living in Kali Yuga on earth, our bodies here, we live in the Sathya Yuga with in Prema Avatar time. We enjoy that happiness. Here on the earth it is physical body, yet we live with in Swarga in the causal body. It is this and I have come here to show. You all are living in a worldly hell! If you turn your mind toward God, the earth becomes heaven! It is in the Super causal body now that Truth is fully revealed. Every day would tell stories, true stories of those who will live with us in the Prema Avatar time. These were stories of my relatives, s relatives, our family friends, our family members. has told of my family members; who they were, why they will be born in the future, how they will come and live. has revealed all these things and I have written. I have revealed the 53

60 secret of both s and my birth in the Prema Avatar time. I have written about those who are with now and will come again. I have told of their previous and future birth. All I wrote. I wrote of all this at the time of the construction of the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam. Now the Divine body. is not on the Earth, but is here with us. I am writing all that tells me. I am writing many of God s secrets. now tells how my state connects with Him. left His physical body and went in the subtle body to Indra Loka, heaven. compared this to my subtle body. Heaven is filled with enjoyments. There, all are always singing and dancing, experiencing, wandering and roaming. It is in this same way I experienced on Silver Island in the subtle body. Yet, did not experience the enjoyments of heaven when He was there. He contemplated and recalled how we two enjoyed on Silver Island together. It is from here went to the house in Prema Avatar. compares this to my experience in the causal body. said that at night when I was asleep, I would go to the Prema Avatar house and be with Him in my causal body and experience. As proof of this, gave all the things that I had seen there, here. The bed sheet, pillow covers, bolster covers etc. It was then from there came to the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam on the day of Vaikuntha Ekadasi. This is the Super Causal body. Then on 7 th February, came to my room. Here in Pure Consciousness He is in the Divine body with me. shows through this how much sadhana I have performed, crying and roaming in all the different worlds. In the same way, shows He is in all bodies. Showing this, He now becomes through my feelings. now demonstrates how He changes the world by becoming me; it is through my feelings He changes the world. has now become me. 1 May 2012 Morning meditation : I want to make a new chart for vibhuti and camphor. : Yes, you write and do. You show how it now functions. Before I showed through you, how the Sathya Yuga comes. I showed how all happens through your feelings. But, as you have no I, you cannot function. It is for this that I first separated Myself in two and came in your form. I have now left My old body, and through your feelings I take a form and change all. I 54

61 will then come in a New body. : Now I understand. Now let us see about this. It is only now I understand s Avataric task. He Himself separated in two and came in His and my form. One came as Avatar, the other as I. As I am separate from Him, He shows me as a Jeeva. I cannot live in separation, away from Him. I am not able to live. Thus I wail and cry, and am always calling Him. He shows this, my state and then does all. It is for this reason only He left that Avatar s body and will come again. He left His body and went to many places. He compares this to my state. I roamed through many places, until finally coming to Sudda Satwa, the state of Pure Consciousness. too went to many places, until He finally is now in Sudda Satwa. Here through my feelings, He has now become and makes Creation anew. Why He becomes and how He makes the new creation He has explained in many chapters. When God comes as Avatar, He is not able to change the Kali Yuga to Sathya Yuga. Thus God came as a human being, as an ordinary Jeeva. He then showed how He changes Kali Yuga to Sathya Yuga. It is God Himself who separates in two, one as Avatar and one as an ordinary Jeeva. 55

62 CHAPTER 8 BODY WITHOUT I and I WITHOUT BODY 2 May 2012 Morning meditation :, I wrote Shiva become Jeeva, is this correct? : Correct. I separate Myself in two, one as Shiva, the other as Jeeva. You perform Sadhana and show how a Jeeva becomes Shiva; this Jeeva yearning, wailing and crying for God. As this Jeeva could not see Shiva, it took a vow, I will make the entire creation as Shiva and attain Him. Yet as the Jeeva has no I, it is unable to create. Shiva has now left His body and went to heaven and again returns, separates in two as Shiva and Jeeva. Now He creates. He separates as Shiva and the Creation. Now throughout this entire creation Shiva and Shakthi unite. First Shiva separated from Shakthi. This is not into an ordinary Jeeva; it is as Shakthi. Our task has now finished. First Shakthi becomes Shiva, now Shiva becomes Shakthi. This is New creation. : It is very wonderful. Yesterday we saw many things in the sky, what are they? : This is new creation. I will come soon. Now let us see about this. Yesterday I finished the chapter and wrote Shiva becomes Jeeva. This indicates the first creation that is born directly from God. descended as Avatar, separated Himself in two, and came in my form. Even though I am His Shakthi, I lived as an ordinary Jeeva. I have cried from birth for God, roaming here and there in search of Him. I performed severe sadhana. Finally began to speak with me and said I am His 56

63 Shakthi and asked me to write books. I searched many places, finally I found. Yet there were many obstacles that prevented me from seeing Him. It is for this I made a vow. As I am unable to attain the one form of Sathya Sai, I will make the entire creation as Sathya Sai and unite with Him. It is for this reason I have written over a 100 books. Even though I have power, as I have no I, I am unable to create. I wrote Brahma Sutra, and told how a man becomes Brahman and writes Brahma sutra. Then some on s side asked me, Are there two Gods? I have no 'I, I cannot be God, but I can write the Sutra for God. I attained that state. No one can write the sutra for Brahma; it is Brahman alone who can write. I could only write as I attained that state. separates in two, one as God, and the other as the I without i, God. It is due to this that I am able to write so many different types of wisdom. Yet, what is the use of I without i, body to me. I am always afraid of others and crying. Mine is body without I, it cannot do anything. It can only write God s wisdom. If anyone threatens it will cry. has I, but is without body. I without body. Thus He is able to make the Creation anew. It is for this reason left His body and went to heaven. He has now returned here and stays with me; taking all my feelings. has become. It is this Shiva who now starts to create. now separates in two one as Shiva, the other as Creation. He Creates. It is not generally known how the New creation comes. It is this that now demonstrates. Ordinarily, after the completion of the cycle of four ages, Pralaya or dissolution comes. It is only after this that the New creation comes. This is also not a new creation, but the seeds of the previous creation, which are collected and tied to the tail of the Matsya Avatar, the fish incarnation. It is from these seeds only creation is born. This is a new creation that comes at the end of the cycle of four Ages. Yet, now comes and makes the New Creation. He brings a Sathya Yuga in the Kali Yuga. It is for this reason, He left His body and took my feelings; He makes the creation through these feelings. is Vibhuti Shiva, who took this camphor Jeeva s qualities. My qualities are:i am not. I am not. You are. You are. I do not know anything. 57

64 This is the state of every Jeeva in the new creation. All will have no I. All will only declare, Only God! Only God. This I am not, is the Pran in all. The I is now no longer in the world. It is through this s task finishes. First Shakthi became Shiva. Now Shiva becomes Shakthi. This is what told as He being a Shiva Shakthi Avatar. The first 84 years were Shiva s part. He now takes the role of Shakthi; He takes Shakthi s part and makes New creation. Yesterday we saw a big OM in the sky. From there, two figures were seen emerging, in the form of the Viratpurusha. Then another pink form was seen on the Stupi s Prakaram. The sky was also fully pink in colour. There was also a band of light seen coming from the Viswa Garbha to the Stupi. Sridevi took many photographs. said this is the New Creation. First Omkar is heard then the Viratswaroopam appears. This Virataswaroopam then becomes man and woman and fills the Space. This is Shiva Shakthi. The pink form seen on the Stupi s Prakaram is Prema. Prema fills the entire world and becomes the New Creation. In the evening we saw a double rainbow over the Stupi, it was like a great dome. When a photo was taken, the entire sky filled with orange colour light. This indicates s coming. Two days ago gave a small paper, it said, Always walk S 58

65 Then underneath, Waiting for - near this drew some concentric circles, with an opening on one side, in the centre the form of a heart. I asked about this in meditation, 2 May 2012 Afternoon meditation :, what is this half letter! : You always walk with Me, we walk together on every path. We solve all puzzles, and untie every knot. The time of waiting is now finished. The time when we will see each other is close; your body has become healthy. All will be okay. Now let us see about this. There is one toy game for children, which is like a maze. The object of the game is to move the small balls around the maze and get to the centre. It is in this way, and I walk together along every path and each direction, untying all knots. In the centre is the heart, the Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam. All goes there and finishes. The many different paths reach there and all comes to an end. It is through the untying of the different knots s task finishes. The time for s arrival is very close. It is for this said, Your waiting time has finished. Today in the morning when I was writing Amar brought a divine message. Dance like nobody s watching Love like you have never been hurt Sing like nobody s listening Live like it is heaven on earth 59

66 This is what has given. Now s task has finished and He has said, You are a free bird. Now you sing and dance as you like. My singing and dancing is only in my writing. It is only my feelings. I cannot sing and dance, showing outside with the body. It is for this reason I am writing and expressing these feelings outside. This is the reason I was chased away, stopped from seeing ; I was threatened. It is for this said that no one now will watch me like a spy. So now, however much love I have for, I will express and no one will hurt me. However much I sing, now no one will hear me. However much I want to sing and dance, no one will either hear or see me. said in this way I will live on earth as though it were heaven. This is what I write in this last chapter. Mukthi Nilayam is verily heaven. Here we live with God. We sing and dance with Him; we play games with God. Mukthi Nilayam is not touched by or connected to the world. It functions alone, away from the world. I have written of this before, explaining in many different ways. and I solve many puzzles, many knots have been untied. The last knot is why left the world; this too has now been untied. Today gave a picture. Here He is seen with a stern pose. At the bottom it said, Sathyameva Jayathe underneath it said, Advent of cosmic divinity. gave the same picture two days ago. Yet in that picture s robe is orange, this one is seen in a pink robe. This indicates is coming through s Prema feelings. I wrote, 60

67 Body without I - - Shakthi Becomes Shiva I without body - - Shiva become Shakthi In the book Beyond the Upanishads I wrote that I emptied myself, and gave all to. then filled His Sathyam in me. At that time, showed a picture of Radha and Krishna exchanging their clothes. This was correct for then. Now, it is not dress change, but feelings change. Thus is in my feelings body, I am in His Sathya body. I am in the witness state and have become Shiva. Yet, I cannot do anything as I have no I. As has no body, He takes a body of my feelings. He has I, so can make a new creation. The picture of in a threatening pose shows how I was threatened; now warns them. As now comes with Prema Feelings, He is Prema. There are many paths in a maze, showing different ways to attain the centre. This is the heart. The Viswa Brahma Garbha Kottam is the heart centre, where all paths, religions, faiths, cultures, castes join and come together. This whole world is verily a maze. Now all come together and attain God. This is Sathya Yuga. It will be amazing. 61

68 EPILOGUE God and the universe are the same. Though this Universe only belongs to God, man separates all with his I and mine. The Jeeva, Shiva and Universe, the three are one and the same. It is only when this feeling arises in you that you attain Cosmic Consciousness. I came here to show this. Man s feelings create his next birth. But through my Cosmic Consciousness, the seven chakras of my Kundalini opened and began to function; the blueprint for a new creation emerged. This is my creation. It is through my Cosmic Consciousness that I make a new universe. This is what I have explained before in the Chapter, Vibhuti and Camphor in Prema Sai part three. The taste and smell of the camphor came to the vibhuti as they were in the same box together. The qualities of camphor came to the vibhuti. is now in my room and physically demonstrates this Vibhuti Camphor concept. said that the first sound of the Veda, Agni Meelay, came as my form. Every man is only Brahman. Each man is verily a walking Veda. There are not only four Vedas, but each man is a walking Veda. It is not only man, but the animals, birds, plants, trees, mountains all are Vedas! Thus the Vedas are the Pratyaksha Pramana, the scriptural proof. Everything is Brahman. I came here to show this. This New creation shows this. Everything in the creation is only Sathya Sai. 62

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