Mangalya Twins. Avatar's Task. Chapter 3

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1 Avatar's Task By: Sri Vasantha Sai Copyright 2013 Sri Vasantha Sai Books & Publications Trust Chapter 3 Mangalya Twins 19 July 2011 When I was writing about the nine gems, which were given by, He gave a picture. The picture was from the year 2000 in Sai Kulwant Hall. There were the nine pictures for the nine planets. explained all these and asked us to chant the Gayatri Mantra three times daily. I have written about this in a previous chapter. I thought this was a proof for the Nine Gem chapter. 20 July 2011 Morning meditation Vasantha :, You must come quickly! : Sure I will come. Vasantha :, You have shown that You Yourself are the nine planets! I am very happy. : It is for this reason only I asked you to wear the nine planets on your Mangala sutra. I am only all of them. Yet, you were filled with worry. You asked Me, "Why Sun, Moon and all planets? Do You want me to wear it on my Mangala Sutra? I am afraid." In this way, you cried to Me. Now I have shown that I am verily all. Now, you remove that Mangalya. Vasantha :, was this Mangalya not given by You? How can I remove it? : I am all. Before, I asked you to remove your Mangalya as the form which you married was about to leave. Then I gave you a new Mangalya. Now that body has also disappeared. I asked you to remove that Mangalya, but you would not remove it. I am the one who will come in a new form. First, it was Shiva Avatar, then Shiva Shakthi and now only Shakthi Avatar. Thus, I am also Prema Sai. The forms and Mangalya may change, but our relationship remains unchanged. The Mangala Sutra also does not change. Vasantha : Now I understand. What should I do? Tell me what I should do? 1

2 : You remove this Mangalya. The nine planets that I have given you are enough. After I come back, I will give you new Mangalya. Vasantha :, please give a new pendant? Shirdi Baba and Your form are on this pendant? 2

3 : I am also Shirdi Baba. You are wearing the nine planets in stone form, so you are wearing Shirdi Baba and Prema Sai also. Prema Sai is represented by the heart shaped pendant. Vasantha : Okay, now I understand. I will change. : I will give you new Mangalya on the day of Krishna Jayanthi. You asked Me, Am I Paanchali? This happened for the establishment of dharma. Paanchali is born from fire. Thus, the five husbands are the same. You want to change My picture. Now, put the Mangalya on the idol of Andal. I contemplated on all that has said. When had been in the hospital, I prayed to Mother Durga for to recover soon and said I would place my Mangalya on her. said at this time that I should put both Mangalyas on Durga and then give them to Sridevi and Bhudevi idols in the temple in Vadakkampatti. He asked me to remove all from my Mangala Sutra, yet, I refused and said that this was the Mangalya that He had touched. asked me many times to remove it. asked me to remove the Mangalya in Vadakkampatti, and place it on Durga as it was the time for that form to leave. At that time, I did not know that he was and so was very happy to remove that Mangalya, as it was for the removal of worldly bondage. Then 66 days after that form left, gave me a new Mangalya in Brindavan. Only after this, when we came to the Ashram, told that He alone was in the form I married. As s form has left now, He has asked me to remove my Mangalya. Yet I refused, cried, wailed and told, Do not play with my Mangalya! then gave the nine gems and asked me to mount them on the heart shaped pendant and wear it on my Mangala Sutra. Again, I cried and wailed saying, "It is a blemish to my chastity to have nine planets on my Mangala Sutra!" then said, "The Mangalya belongs to that old body. You now wear the nine planet pendant on your Mangala Sutra." I then told, "I am not Paanchali Draupadi with five husbands. I am Patanjali, who has written a new Yoga Sutra." I have written all this in a previous chapter. My attachment to is so great that if I remove my Mangalya, I think it will endanger His life. I was also afraid to remove it when left His body. I thought that if I removed it, would not return. Yet, said He would come and give me new Mangalya. has now given His picture with the nine planets. There Kethu is represented by the symbol Om. Rahu indicates Shirdi Baba and the moon denotes 3

4 Prema Sai. All the other planets have pictures of. Thus, showed through this that He alone is all planets and asked me to remove my Mangalya. Draupadi is born from Agni. All speak in the wrong way of her telling, Draupadi had five husbands. Yet, Draupadi had the highest chastity and devotion. Lord Krishna Himself proved this and showed that she was greater than both Rukmini and Sathyabama. One day Krishna took Rukmini and Sathyabama to Draupadi s palace. At that time, Draupadi had just taken her head bath. Krishna then asked the two queens, Rukmini and Sathyabama to help her comb her long hair. The two were filled with wonder for as they combed each hair called out, Krishna, Krishna. This was the depth of her devotion. I myself also said, Paanchali had five husbands, I have three! The Pandavas came for the establishment of dharma. They came to help Krishna in His Avataric task. Dharmaraja, Bhima, Arjuna, Sahadeva and Nakula are all devas. All are aspects of dharma. They are the five aspects of the one divinity, thus they married Agni. I am also Agni. I am s Shakthi come here for the Avataric task. I did not know who I married in the first marriage and was only crying for God. then asked me to remove my Mangalya and place it on the idol of Durga. knew that his time had come to an end. When I came to the ashram, told me that it was He alone who married me. Now again, knew that He would leave His body and so asked me to remove my Mangalya. He then asked me to wear the nine planet pendant as Mangalya. Yet, it is only today that He has shown through the picture that He alone is the nine planets and again asked me to remove my Mangalya. Now He will give the new Mangalya as the New. He will prove that He belongs to these three Mangalyas. It is only one, who came in three forms. He also shows this through the nine planet pictures. Though there are nine forms for the nine planets, all are. Shirdi Sai, Sathya Sai and Prema Sai are different names and forms, yet within, the Chaitanya, the divinity is one. Shirdi Baba, Shiva Avatar, Sathya Sai Baba, Shiva Shakthi Avatar and Prema Sai Baba, Shakthi Avatar, are all the same. The three are one. The form of I married first was named Manoharan. The second form who gave the Mangalya was Sathya Sai and the third one, the Prema who will come for the nine planet Mangalya are all the same. Though the forms who give the Mangalya change, the relationship and the Mangala Sutra never change. When gave the nine gems for the nine planets, He did not give for the moon. At that time, He said that the heart shape pendant was for Prema and the moon. He instead gave for the earth and for His beejam or seed. He said that we are now Purusha and Prakrithi and the New Creation is now born from the Vishwa Brahma Garbha Kottam. Prakrithi alone carries the beejam or seed of Purusha. I told all this to Amar and Eddy. I was crying and afraid. Both of them consoled me. 4

5 Afternoon meditation Vasantha :, what are you telling about the Mangalya, shall I really remove it? : Yes, I told you to remove it. Vasantha :, I am afraid. This is the one and only one bond between us. Will I have no connection with You? : This belongs to that body. I will now come in a new body. Vasantha :, do not leave me! I could not bear it. : Sure, I will come again. Do the nadis not tell this? After you remove it, you will feel My love more. Vasantha : Really? Then, though I am afraid, I will remove it. : You remove it. You will then feel your body change. I will give a new Mangalya. Do not be afraid. It does not matter how much tells, I am still afraid. I have caught hold of only. I do not want this world. There is nothing and no one that I want. Thus, I am afraid to lose. It is for this reason I have been afraid to remove the Mangalya for the last three months. I am afraid of losing. has now shown the picture of the nine planets and explained all. Only now have I agreed to remove it. I have written many chapters before explaining about this Mangalya. is my life force. In this world, I want only Him. I came here only for Him. I have never been born in this world before. How much I have and am suffering through the pangs of separation. No one could live as I have lived. Today, I ask Amar to get me 'Sathya Sai Speaks' as I needed a proof from. He brough volume 33 and opened it to s discourse on Krishna Jayanthi, 22 August There speaks about Dharmaraja. It was in the year 2000 that showed Himself as the nine planets, and it is on the day of Krishna Jayanthi this year, 2011, that will give the New Mangalya. This year Krishna Jayanthi is on 22 August, the same day as it was in the year 2000! Afternoon meditation Vasantha :, do not do any tricks and leave me. : Do not cry. Listen to what I tell. Sure I will come in a new form. It is due to the power of this Mangalya that the old body cannot leave and stopped the New body from coming. It causes My delay. Do not cry. Do not be afraid. All will be okay. I promise I will come an give a new Mangalya. That old body was limited. We will now function in an unlimited way. 5

6 Vasantha : Okay, I will change tomorrow. : Okay. Come let us go to Swarga. Vision and I go to Swarga. The Rishis and Devas all come. The Rishis come and say, Amma, do what has asked. You are Nithya Sumangali, Kali cannot affect you. I ask, All Devas! O Rishis, please bless me. must come soon. All shower flowers. Again I ask, Oh my Father, you also bless me. Lord Shiva comes and tells, Nothing can affect you. will come quickly! Indra speaks, O Mother, will come quickly. Do what He has asked you to do. All disappear... : Did you hear what all tell? Take the Mangalya off tomorrow and you will become free. I will give a new Mangalya. Vasantha : Okay. I could not sleep and suffered more for the last two days. I was crying and filled with fear. Fred asked me if he could get anything for me. I said I did not need anything. Thinking about what had told me, I was sneezing, coughing and had a runny nose for two days. The power of my Mangalya is the power of my chastity. It will not leave s body. Thus, there is a delay for s return. This is what all devas and rishis have said and so asked me to remove the Mangalya from my neck. It is for this reason also asked me to go and consult the Nadi texts. The saints, sages and siddhas all tell in all my nadis tell the same and ask, Why this attachment to s physical body? Again, they say it is only if I leave this attachment that my own body be free of sickness and be fully cured. 's nadis also tell of this attachment to His physical form. All tell that it is only if my mind has clarity, will I have a clear vision of. The power of my chastity has caught hold of that body. This is the power of my Mangalya. cannot come in that body again. If He did, He would have to walk with the help of others. This is also what the nadis have said. All are suffering for me. This is what the devas, rishis and siddhas have told. I now have clarity, my mind is clear. 6

7 21 July 2011 Morning meditation Vasantha : Today I will remove the Mangalya. Please bless me. : Do not cry, do not be afraid. This is not the only symbol of our relationship. First, it was ordinary marriage, that of householder, then marriage and the ashram. Now, this is not the ashram or family state. It is the state of God that is beyond all. You lived as a householder with God. When you live in the ashram, your marriage is with the Avatar. We are now Adi Moolam and Moola Prakrithi. Vasantha : Now I understand : We have come to show this. Nothing can limit us. We come for the New Creation. So there is no fear, worry or doubt. No obstacles can come before us. Nothing can stop us. Vasantha :, shall I remove it and place it on Andal? Please show something as blessings. : Okay. Put it on Andal. Later, place the two Mangalyas on the idols in the Vadakkampatti temple. Vasantha : Okay, I will do as You say. After performing abhishekam in the Vishwa Brahma Garbha Kottam, I returned, prayed to, removed the Mangalya and placed it on the idol of Andal. First, it was ordinary marriage. I was in a state of unknowing. Though I was in family life that was also with God. Next was my marriage with the Avatar. Here, He Himself asked me to make a Mangalya, bring it to Brindavan, where He blessed it. I then put it around my neck. This is something that is known by all and I have written about in many books. The whole world knows about it through my books, yet, Himself has not revealed this. This is marriage with the Avatar while living an ashram life. Now, it is Adi Moolam and Moola Prakrithi. First, I was in a state of unknowing. Next, in the marriage with the Avatar, I knew who He was. In family life, the circle is small and there are limits. In marriage with the Avatar, there is also some limitation. In the third state, Adi Moolam and Adi Shakthi cannot be contained by anything. It is the limitless and unbounded. This is for New Creation. This is all explained in the Vedas, Upanishads and the Bhagavad Gita. Yet, no one has seen its demonstrated right in front of their eyes. This and I will do. All will see in front of their eyes. 20 July 2011 gave a paper, which seemed to be a piece of a letter. However, there was no signature on it, just Sai Ram. It was dated, 1 April I looked in my diary from that date and saw what had happened in meditation. 7

8 Vasantha :, why do You always tell God, God? : You and I are the same. You have attained the God state. Vasantha :, can a wife be equal to her husband? I want to be under You. I do not want the God state. : What you are telling of is the state of a slave or the servant of a great emperor. As you are always pressing my feet, you cannot go beyond it. To be the wife means to be equal; only an empress can be the wife of the emperor. Rama broke Shiva s bow and married Sita; no one else was able to do this. Yet, when Sita was a child, she playfully picked up the bow and moved it. Thus, Rama and Sita have equal strength. It is in this way you are my Shakthi. You are My wife; wife means equal to me. You are Adi Shakthi, a combination of all Shakthis. All powers only go from you to others. You are Iccha Shakthi, Kriya Shakthi, Jnana Shakthi, the all pervading Adi Shakthi. If I tell you who you really are in total, you are the Pranic energy. You are the Primal source of Pranic energy. You enter all and feed them energy. You are the power in trees, birds, animals, human beings, all. You enter all and are the power in each and everything. You give the formula for womanhood. You define how to be a woman. I am the most fortunate of all Avatars. Has any Avatar enjoyed this much Prema? You are pouring your Prema every minute. Vasantha : I always desire Your lotus feet : You have half of the place on My throne. Vasantha :, a woman can only sit and be equal with her husband when they are alone. In other places she never sits. It is for this reason that said I give the formula for womanhood. I always want s feet. My powers may be equal to, as I have separated from Him, but I do not want to know about this. I do not want the 'I'. When gave me 108 names, I said that I only wanted to be the dust of His feet. As I do not want anyone to see me, I do not want the God state. Generally, a realized soul makes an ashram and thousands come in search of him or her. I do not want this. I want to remain covered, under s feet. Thus, I said I do not want this. I do not want to be God. I only want to be His wife. The wives of great kings remain inside the inner chamber, no one sees them. If the wife of an ordinary king is like this, then what of the wife of God? Who can see her? It is for this I said to that I do not want to be equal to Him. "The whole world knows you are God, but I do not want this. I have no i. I am only the dust of Your feet. I am not God, I am not God." This is my mentality. This is my mind state. Let us see my power state. 8

9 I am born from and have all the powers He possesses. I am the Adi Shakthi, who is born from Adi Moolam. Iccha Shakthi means sankalpa Shakthi. Kriya Shakthi means the power of activity and Jnana Shakthi means total wisdom. Adi Shakthi has all these powers. God is in the Being state and is immovable. When the time comes to take Avatar, the Spandha Shakthi, the power of Dynamic Consciousness, which is within Him, shakes Him. At this time, He awakens and descends as Avatar. Spandha Shakthi means His inner power. An example. An alarm is set for 4 am. We go to sleep. When it rings at 4, we get up. In the same way, when the time comes for the Avatar s advent, His inner power shakes Him. and I have now come to demonstrate how the first Creation comes. awoke from Yoga Nidra and descended as Avatar. He separated Himself as His Shakthi; the two now come to show New Creation to the world. It is the feelings of both of them that become the Vishwa Brahma Garbha Kottam. These feelings then go outside through the Stupi and change the world. This functions as the Pranic energy in all. It is due to this I without i s feeling of wanting only that becomes the power of Brahma. Now this Brahma separates itself in two. It enters all beings as Pranic energy, as Vasantha Sathya and Vasantha Prema. This power functions in human beings, showing how to be human. The extent of this power makes man perfect, with no animal qualities. It is the power necessary for trees, animals, birds and for all to be perfect. This power is fed to them, making all perfect. The power shows how an ideal woman should be. It is in this way my feelings act. How should a man be? Sri Rama descended as Avatar and showed how to live an ideal human life, as a perfect man. Mother Sita is the example of an ideal wife. How then should a husband and wife be? They should be like Sita and Rama. It is in this way, there will be perfection throughout the Creation. My power is seen through the making of this one perfect Age. This is how the I without I powers function. Today, 21 July 2011, after I removed the Mangalya, gave message on a paper: I without I I without I i without i Afternoon meditation Vasantha :, what is the body, which You left doing now? 9

10 : It is not doing anything now. The Mangalya, which is around your neck, is doing that; you are also suffering for that. Now there is no power, I also have become free. Otherwise, it is difficult. Vasantha : Now I understand. Why have you written I without I' three times? : In the first marriage, you married without knowing who you married. You had no i. The next marriage was with the Avatar. There was no small i, only big I. Now for the New Creation you have become all pervasive. You are the big I. Through your power, you separate yourself and I come. As you have no i, your power creates Me and the Creation anew. For all this, the reason is you have no i. Now there will be no limits for us. Thus, there is happiness. This is the meaning of what wrote in the message. In the first marriage, we did not know who we were. This is i without i. As I have no small i, I did not know who I was and who was. The second I without I, indicates the marriage with the Avatar. It was then told me I was His Radha and Shakthi. is the Avatar. He told me who 'I' was. Yet, I do not have the power to understand, as I have no i. We are two big I s. In the third state, as I also have no i, I cannot tell. Yet, my powers are able to make a New Creation. An example. is able to create anything. He has shown this through both big and small things over the last 85 years. He can make the sky, earth and earth, sky. Yet, God will not act in this way. He will never go beyond the Laws of Creation, which He Himself has made. He will not interfere with the laws that govern the Earth. World liberation is but one drop from His ocean of infinite power. It is but one drop! If I also become God, then the same laws will bind me and I will not be able to do anything. These laws would stop me. It is for this reason I have had no i from birth itself. Yet, as I have no i, I am crying for. Through this one pointed thought, the chakras of kundalini open and amrit pours out from the Sahasrara. As I did not attain, I made a vow to make all the men in the world as Sathya Sai and all women as Vasantha. Then only all will marry. It is this desire that becomes the New Creation. These 72 years of one pointed thought power, become Brahma and makes creation anew. If I had 'i' now, I would attain the God state. As I have no i, the power creates and the Creation anew. Now this power is not contained in the name and form of I am Vasantha. This power is going outside through the Stupi and changes the world. This is the power of the unseen God. It makes the Kali Yuga into the Sathya Yuga. It is this the Vedas declare. Antar Bahischa Thathsarvam Vyaapyaa Naaraayana Sthithah Both inside, outside in all that is imminent Narayana exists. 10

11 5 August 2011 Inside the pot and outside is only Narayana. In order to demonstrate this, Sathya Narayana descends as Avatar. He separated me from Him to demonstrate this. He, as one half, became the Poorna Satchitananda Parabrahma. I am the other half, who is not knowing anything, the i without I. The two halves came to demonstrate this. This is the peak of the Avatar s I. As I have now removed my Mangalya, no power remains in s body. Now it will not do anything. This is what has said. At the time of Guru Poornima, someone told us that a cobra was seen rounding s Samadhi. Many saw this. When I asked about this, He said that the power of my Mangalya had taken the form of a cobra and was going around. My thoughts are always rounding. The power in the Mangalya was giving difficulties to both and I. It was delaying coming again in a new body. It is only now I understand. On the July 21, I removed the Mangalya and asked for s blessings. At that time, Galatia found a packet of vibuthi in her room, with some writing on the paper. I gave all some vibuthi. It read, V Y a1 8 P V Y means that through Vasantha s Prema will come and the Yuga comes anew. In the New Yuga, all are 1. Vaikunta's* Prema becomes the big I and expands as the all pervading I. (*the number 8 is indicative of Vaikunta) said, It is through your Prema that I and the yuga are coming anew. This is Your, V s. 22 July 2011 Morning meditation Vasantha :, tell about the Mangalya? : You are the main root of Sanathana Dharma. You are the Primal Source of Bharat culture. You are the representative for Bharat woman, which is perfect chastity, Agni chastity. Your marriage to Me took place in the 9 planets. Each world accepted you as their adopted daughter and offered you in marriage to Me. I showed that I am the nine planets. Thus, the nine planets become a Mangalya for you. We are Purusha and Prakrithi What is the Mangalya for Purusha and Prakrithi? The ocean and sky are both infinite and blue is the color of infinity. Thus, you make two Mangalyas, one blue stone on each. Vasantha :, how to make? Which pattern? Tell me? : I will tell you. Wear the Mangalya on the day of Krishna Jayanthi. Our marriage will happen throughout the entire creation. Vasantha : But, I like only Your form. 11

12 : That is your one pointed chastity. First, there were three forms: Brahma, Vishnu, Shiva. Next, came the nine planets. Now, it is Purusha and Prakrithi. Vasantha : Now I understand. Shall I write all? : Yes, write. Only then will your feelings go outside and the world understand who you are. Vasantha :, do my feelings come to you through the new picture? : You showered your feelings on that picture for nine years. This is now a new body, so a new picture. We are both now free. Now let us see about this. Sanathana Dharma has slowly declined. said that I am the main root of Sanathana Dharma, which originates in. The New Creation emerges from. After Pralaya the New Creation comes. At the end of the Chatur Yuga, the cycle of the four ages, Pralaya comes and Brahma creates and the first yuga is born. The world knows this much. No one knows how the first Creation is born directly from God. Thus, it is told in by Sri Krishna in the Bhagavad Gita, My primordial Matter (Prakrithi) known as the great Brahma, is the womb of all creatures; in that womb, I place the seed of all life. The birth of all beings follows from this combination of matter and spirit......bhagavad Gita (XIV: 3) and I have come to demonstrate this verse from the Gita. Thus, the first Age is born from. As God desires to create, He divides Himself in two. This expands as Purusha and Prakrithi. This is the first Creation that is born directly from God,. This is the main root of Sanathana Dharma. This Creation shows what Sanathana Dharma is and the culture of Bharat. Through this the world appears. This is the embodiment of Agni chastity. There is perfection in everything. and I came to demonstrate this. All in the Agni Creation is perfect. Perfection is chastity, chastity is Agni. I demonstrate these in my life. Thus, the Vasanthamayam Creation is really like me. I have written in the book Sai Astrology, how the nine planets, worlds adopt me as their daughter and give me as charity to in marriage. Thus, our marriage happened on the nine planets in the nine worlds. This is what is written in the book. has now shown this through the nine planet pictures. The nine planets are Prakrithi s Mangalya. Yet, how to tie this Mangalya to the creation? What is Creation s form? It is all. It is infinite. The color of infinity is blue. The sky, ocean and Krishna are infinite and blue. In Radha s last moments, Krishna placed the blue gemstone ring, which was 0n His finger on hers. They were then married. Kaveri is born through the feelings of Radha and Krishna. It is for this reason, asked me to give my blue 12

13 sapphire ring to her. On that day, I asked to give another blue stone as proof. gave. The next day there was another stone, the same, in front of the idol of Krishna. has now asked me make two Mangalyas with the two stones and wear them on the day of Krishna Jayanthi. The three Mangalyas indicate Brahma, Vishnu and Shiva. The nine planets are represented by the nine gem Mangalya. Now Purusha Prakrithi s marriage is represented by the blue stone Mangalya. When I was writing this Srilatha brought a two-rupee coin with some writing on it. JK was written in blue and the coin was dated 2011! It is correct proof that will give a new Mangalya on the day of Krishna Jayanthi, this year Many years ago, gave a poem when we were in Puttaparthi. Two lines read: You are the goddess of wealth I will keep my promise would give a coin each day and place the coins on the stairs, alter, kitchen, bathroom, lift, bedroom. He kept His promise. Now again He shows that He will fulfill His promise on the day of Krishna Jayanthi. has been asking me to remove my Mangalya for the last three months. I was afraid and would not remove it. has now shown many proofs for what He will do. I have kept the Radha Krishna merging picture with me for the last nine years. Now I have changed the picture for a younger picture of, which He Himself gave. He asked me to change picture. Now let us see what was in my diary on the day indicated. 11 April 2005 Meditation Vasantha :, why do I want You physically? Why am I yearning for Your physical darshan? : As we have taken the kaama in the world on our feelings, it is like this. Vasantha :, Radha did not have marriage. Why did You choose Radha? Why not bring Andal or Sita? : Andal desired marriage; Sita had marriage and children were born. Radha had no lust. She could never be satisfied through marriage and children. She wanted oneness. Radha s life force is Krishna only. Thus Radha and Krishna always merge their life force, feelings and physical forms. We prove this through our lives. Ordinarily, a man is attracted by beauty and enters family life. What is the beauty of Radha? Krishna calls Radha as Charusheelay, the one who has beauty of character. This is her nineteen qualities. Each quality was at its peak. These qualities can attract God Himself. It is for this reason, I shower My Prema on you. Due to your boon, I took all world karmas on my body and the kaama in the world through my feelings. It is due to this I am suffering. It is only the one who 13

14 has no trace of kaama, can remove kaama. Andal had desire for marriage; Sita married and children born. Radha alone was free from lust. She burned the lust. Thus, it is only the one who burns lust, who can remove lust. Only she can remove it. It is for this reason I brought Radha. We remove the karmas and purify kaama through our feelings. Vasantha : But, attachment to your body is there. I want to experience You. You want to experience me also. : This is not the physical body, it is the causal body. All is only feelings. This cannot affect us. All is for the world to change. We have no feelings, no experience, no impressions; all is only through sankalpa. It seems to be experience, but all is only for the changing of the Age. It is nothing. The Prema of Radha Krishna is pure; there is no trace of lust mixed in. Thus, it removes the world kaama and purifies it. Why did choose Radha for the Avataric task? Andal desired marriage. Radha alone wanted oneness. She could never be satisfied with marriage and children. This is what I prove through my life. If I only wanted to marry God, my life would have finished as a householder. Yet, I was not satisfied with the one form of God. I saw god throughout the entire creation. I want to merge with the all pervading, omnipresent form of God. is Poornam. The Creation is also Poornam. I am not satisfied to merge with s one form. In my last moments, my body will become a jyothi and merge with 's body. Why this desire? No one before has desired this. The first creation, the Sathya Yuga, is born directly from only. Thus, I am with. We are together in each and every atom of the Creation. We two are in all, in everything. This is the Purusha and Prakrithi Principle. In the 10 chapter of the Gita, Vibuthi Yoga, Krishna tells of His glories in Creation. and I have come to demonstrate this. An expansion of Vibuthi Yoga is Ekohum Bahushyam - One becoming many. The expansion of this is Eshwara Sarva Bhoothanam - Esavaasyam Ida Sarvam, God is verily everywhere. Only those who burn lust can remove it from the world. and I have taken the kaama in the world on our feelings. We are writing in this way, in order that the world changes. It is the nineteen higher qualities of Radha that are the main root of Bharath culture. Thus, all in the world are now filled by this. God and His Shakthi are the same. They fill all with these higher qualities. 22 July 2011 Afternoon meditation Vasantha :, the nadis tell that you will come on the day of Rohini s star, Krishna Jayanthi. Will You come at that time? : Yes I will come. You wear the Mangalya on that day. 14

15 Vasantha :, how to make the Mangalya? You tell? : You tell, let me see... Vasantha :, how is it? You have shown Mother s Sita s Mangalya, Mahalakshmi and Damayanthi s. Is it like those? : It is not like those. This is for Purusha and Prakrithi. Okay let us go to Swarga and have a quiz! Vision and I go to Swarga. There all Rishis, Devas and Siddhas have come. asks, "In the marriage of Purusha and Prakrithi, how will the Mangalya be? O Rishis you tell? Kaakabhujandar, will you not tell?" Kaakabhujandar replies, I do not know? Again asks, Are there any Rishis who can tell? Does any know? All Rishis say, We do not know. asks, What about you Indra? You tell? Indra says, I do not know, maybe it is like a white elephant, Airawatha? I do not know. Again asks, Brahma, now you tell? Brahma Deva speaks, No one has seen the marriage of Purusha and Prakrithi. How to tell?, You tell? says, I will tell you tomorrow. All disappear. End of Vision : I will tell you tomorrow. Vasantha : I am very happy now. Whatever you do, whatever You tell, gives expectation and more happiness to me. Now let us see about this. asked me to wear the new Mangalya on the day of Krishna Jayanthi. How will it be? Himself asks the rishis and devas, who all tell that they do not know. As Indra has a white elephant, this deep impression came to him and he said that the Mangalya might be a white elephant. Finally, asks Brahma Deva who says as no one has seen the marriage of Purusha and Prakrithi; no one can know what the Mangalya looks like. Who can know of the marriage of Adi 15

16 Moolam and Moola Prakrithi? It is only after marriage that the creation is born. Who then can know? Immediately after Creation is willed, the Viratpurusha form appears. This is a man and woman in the state of embrace. This is the first creation. It comes directly from God. From there, God and His Shakthi enter in every aspect of the Creation. This is the marriage of Purusha and Prakrithi. and I have come to demonstrate this. Thus, the form of Viratpurusha is in all. Purusha and Prakrithi are within all. Purusha is the Atma, and Prakrithi is the body. The two must unite. now comes as New Shiva. We two unite as Shiva and Shakthi. The Viratpurusha is the form of Ardhanareswara. It is this from that separates in two. Thus we two separate and enter all. The Shakthi, which is in the Mooladhara Chakra, must unite with Shiva in Ajna Chakra. This is the marriage of Shiva Shakthi. This is Purusha and Prakrithi s marriage. Every jeeva creates his new body through his own feelings. In every birth that he takes, his body is spoiled through bad thoughts, words and deeds. The body verily becomes a battlefield. This is Kali Yuga. However, some jeevas perform penance and make the Kundalini Shakthi rise to unite with Shiva. Here God is attained and they their body becomes Sathya Yuga. and I have come to the world to make all bodies Sathya Yuga. When this happens, the world becomes Sathya Yuga. This is a demonstration of the Gita s Kshetra Kshetragna Yoga chapter. It so for this reason we have descended. This is the reason why no one knows what the Mangalya of Purusha and Prakrithi is like. Now we will also wait. We will wait for tomorrow. 23 July 2011 Meditation Vasantha :, You tell about the Mangalya. : Like Siamese twins which are joined, make two Mangalyas and place a blue stone in each. We are the inseparable Purusha Prakrithi. We are in every atom of the Creation. We are all pervading, omnipresent. This has never come before. All know of the Avatar, all know of Purusha and Prakrithi. Yet, Purusha and Prakrithi have never come in a physical body before. Vasantha :, I want your body s nearness. I want to be surrounded with Your pictures. : As we take a physical form, your feelings are like that. God has no name or form. He is all pervading divinity. This is Purusha. Prakrithi has no name or form. What is name and form in each atom of Creation? Purusha and Prakrithi are like twins. They are inseparable and in every aspect of Creation. You and I have come here to demonstrate this. We are limitless. Now we are free. Vasantha :, what shall I do on the day of Krishna Jayanthi? 16

17 : Just like on the day of marriage, wear a new sari, ornaments, New Mangalya and a new Mangala Sutra. Now let us see about this. said, It should be Siamese twin Mangalya, put the two blue stones. Purusha and Prakrithi are inseparable; we are in union in every atom of the creation. All know that Avatars descend in physical form. The Bhagavad Gita and Upanishads explain this. Yet, this Purusha and Prakrithi have never come in physical form before. Thus, the world does not know anything about them. This is the first time. It is this Avatar alone who is doing all in a new way. The rishis, siddhas, devas and even Brahma Deva Himself have never seen this before. Who is born before Adi Moolam and Moola Prakrithi to see their marriage? Who knows what happened before creation? It is only who is now showing new truths like these. On the 22 night, I placed s big picture on my bed and put all the small pictures around the bed. I then sang a bhajan; Amar and Vimala joined me. I then went to sleep. At 12:30 am, I lay awake unable to sleep and again sang bhajans. I then thought, Why do I want all s' pictures? Is it for this, has given so many of His pictures from His young age also? Nicola also laminated a collage of all s' pictures, similar to the Eternal divinity through the ages, picture had given. As I have this much Prema for s form, I want to unite with Him in every atom of the Creation. I want the same closeness as Siamese twin! has now given a Hindi Bhajan and an article called Life Vidhya. There He writes what life is. There was also one thing about life: Available playmates Purusha and Prakrithi. This is the proof for the Purusha Prakrithi Mangalya. I will write about this Vidya in another chapter. 17