THE CONSUMMATE EXPERIENCE

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1 June 1, 1991 TaPa talks to bis children "I am speaking of that which is consumed of the Spirit, added to and in exchange that great consummate experience, that great opportunity that comes in the awareness when afforded the right and proper timing and/or way and/or tutoring... Jt is that upper room, that higher consciousness that is prepared, Beloved, and unto this we go seeking." I am come and have taken upon self once again the task of reincarceration that I might be momentarily near you. Beloved, in this issue of expression and in this time ordained, the applicability of which is that we might open in quiet and peaceful resolve one with the other to an understanding that is given benevolently, that understanding which conflicts with the level represented within the individual soul-personality, that door at which we stand--whatever the level of consciousness--against which is given that that rivals the very storming of the gate, there we open only unto that tllat can illumine and lift, progress the evolutionary path then of the individual soul. For the evolution of thought in its process, the believable dream that is substantiated from that that honors us in giving the vision, allows then a clearer seeing of more quiet, more peaceful resolve. For what is it to see and to behold that which cannot be understood to signify the need thereof, for that which cannot come and touch? But that which is given, Beloved, opens unto the level. No more or no less is afforded in this time. For in the system of that that moves protectively there about, that moves in tllat power and in that same, as I have said afore, quiet and peaceful resolve bids open unto that which is the inner recess of Divine Presence; bids open unto that spirit that speaks with quiet and still small voice saying, "Entrance within. I would have entrance within, for I would commune there with my friends this moment." What creates tllen tllat opening of friendship beyond the harmony that is afforded unto level of recognition and of acceptability? That which is the kindred nature of the same quest? That which is the seeking after light and love, enlightenment itself? That that from above might shine for a moment in a mystic sense to give opportunity that the consciousness of man be alighted? And yet as we come it is not in the many volumes secured with their knowledge and that afforded way and/or tradition nor through the relevancy of the scriptures as they are placed and afforded, denoted the meaning that we quest more? Yes, for there is that operating about and within simultaneously, Beloved, about which you are a 160

2 part and/or portion thereto. To enter and to take entrance into that afforded, as not only the quiet of presence, we come into the majesty of Presence through the awareness of that descending Light and mercy that bequeaths the opportunity. For when that that is given within, centering the being at the emotive heart level and representative in the chakric system as soul and such, we rival then the fires of that that burns upon the altars of both the just and the unjust We rival then that burning desire and that consciousness of quest and/or the seeking as was dawn in ancient times. That which was ancient unto many is relatively new unto others. For that which is found is the same treasure, Beloved. That which is uncovered is that there placed for you in safe keeping. That which invokes the Presence enables one then to secure within themselves through the symbolic and literal interpretation the signs and signets about which we are given and blessed by. I see a touch in the life and a need for healing, and yet that healing is upon the multifaceted levels of exchange wherein there is create the whole imperfection. There is that that heals in its own special wise and/or ways, attributing not unto the structure of one individual giving out and/or even motivating of themselves that healing flow, but that each is secured therein. Our touch is beyond that that can be courted or entertained. It is more than just the verification making of that experience validity out of ash, secured awareness out of the hoped for and that which is presented clearly in sacrifice the ordained. For as we come in our knowledge we must come by the way of others that have afforded opportunity unto us. You may seek your teacher in this life and you might find several that will do, in and of a way, to fulfill that obligation or that level. The position of which is entirely optional unto the level that you quest upon, unto the information and the depth of that that you seek. And yet beyond that which can be taught with words is that which can be taught with action. Beyond that that can be surmised of the flow and the flavor, the integrity thereto a teaching, is that teaching in action. Above that which we are just a part of the great whole, still exists, absent from it only that portion that you bear in this life and in this world. Beyond the measured steps of man there quietly rests another pilgrim. A wayfarer of distant and different order that, perhaps, has come a little uniquely differently than have you. And yet thereto a great privilege is offered. When we look to be clarified in our seeing the sight is not strengthened, but that that we place our vision, our sight upon, is achieved. It comes closer into awareness as it comes closer into reality. That which was seen once as far and distant comes close, if you call. That prepared out of higher level, from the etheric unto the 161

3 very touch with that which is your physical world, must so be ordered in this way. For inspiration speaks unto the heart of man, but what can you do in the heart? The emotive self says, "I will hold I will secure. I will be invincible against that which is the product of that kind and/or level of love, the piercing of the veil, the breaking of the heart." The practicality of which has never fully been established, and yet so vital that we love, that we know and experience the emotive quality. If it cannot found of its quality... be found of its quality, secured in the experience, then the experience is broadened. But, Beloved, as the lotus unfurls itself giving seven petals unto the awareness, so does each have the opportunity to come against that barrier, to come unto that opening, to stand upon that threshold and swing wide the gate of appreciation at opportunity. For there is a love that shall not let you go. And there is that that teaches according to this intrinsic lessoning value of life. We are not, Beloved, perhaps aware of the same fields of representation. We are not, perhaps, aware of one another's opportunities or disappointments. And when these are shared with us, it is only, I assure you, in part. You cannot know the heart that has been emptied due to process after process and no longer has that spark, that seeking, that knowing finality. O Philadelpheus in entrance, for the oneness within must be of that heartbeat of simplified one accord, that the heart be inspired and lifted and in its test, perhaps, the diverse way and/or manner, and yet this is just the aspect of love represent. Within it stands even greater and even moreso, the many things that lift it to its pinnacle, not only of aspiration but for some true accomplishment. And of this then, I would say, you have touched Infinite Love: the infinitely given, infinitely received. Oh inward man, turn not your face unto the wall, cry not as prophet of yore, for seven more years, for fifteen more years, but realize that in the time sequence that which is given blesses full to its day. The flavor of which is secured as we live in the anointing of that awareness. How lift we, then, the veil from our eyes if we cannot part it from another? How can we have the wholeness and fullness within if we cannot pass this to another? By gilded way some have walked and across lintel of the five wood privilege, others have come. Some through the flame; others through the flood; some have come forth through the storm that would push back again and again; and through chaos unto clarification; through that which is the working of great hostility unto peace, for we all seek that land. And yet, Beloved, it is not so much just the favor of the place, "For in my Father's house are many mansions: were it not so, I would have told you [John 14:2]." 162

4 Each of these also represent as the flower and bud in the Master's bouquet. Perhaps no two levels of consciousness or awareness of this time sequence are identical, but all are there placed. That which you have accomplished thus far is just that place at which you rest upon the solid Rock [Mat 7:26] of not only advantageous opportunity, but there a foundation purported to be e'er stronger. Upon this we build, through that love of the emotive heart. When we start in ourselves to understand that though the world be full of that that seems for a moment to bless, there is that that blesses even greater that is established itself not only in the day that we might know but in the loneliness of that midnight hour. In that time when it seems that no one cares, that no one has come for us, that no one has realized the need and stepped into that prayer association with us, when, the burden is just as heavy due to the untruth of which we have dipped our hands there to... turn it aside. For if you hold the hands in that stream, from out the fount comes moving living water [John 7:38]. And though, without the curious possibility of greater turmoil in that water, by washing the hands in movement, allow just that Spirit of the flow to cleanse and make anew. Therein the refreshment is to the hands. This the organ that is given, this the part and/or portion which responds in service e'er greater. The mind perhaps can be in service to others, but can be enslaved just as easily to others. The heart might be in service out of care and compassion, but just as easily, Beloved, might be taken advantage of and/or broken. But the spirit-soul-self sees e'er greater that spirit within that echoeth without that draws up its strength in recognition. Oh, I have known the long way too, Beloved, and many times the testing, and yet doubt is not the companion that I bear with me part of the way. And then an unfinished journey was given as destination, for I would not walk that way for very long could I know all that is given. Had we the wisdom of the world afforded unto us and all knowledges of all time, that treasure even greater of all examples represent in the drama and epic presentation from one life to the other, it would not be great enough. For that that is sought more profoundly is that inner feeling that cannot be achieved in any other way than you go and have it for yourself. When you start into your city, the advice is given, for you are not alone. There is that city of awareness there pledge to consciousness and in that conscious state we take entrance. We choose through the many gates [chakra areas] for we have come a long way. And we make our entrance according to that plan that has been our journey; that determination that has been our companion. Of the water of strength we have taken, of the food provided wizened unto itself each loaf there placed, each given opportunity there placed in cut glass and prepared before us and laid to table. Through that glass is seen that 163

5 that you will absorb. Through that glass is seen that holding together of that that will be consumed But, Beloved, I am speaking of that which is consumed of the Spirit; added to and in exchange that great consummate experience, that great opportunity that comes in the awareness when afforded the right and proper timing and/or way and/or tutoring. Walk with me and in short time you will forget the steps that had to be taken e're coming and begin to understand 'that journey's commencement. Listen well to that word that is intended for you and just for you. It perhaps can serve in its applicability in giving inner-exchange with others at later time, but I speak of now in this time. Change comes and calls unto you, make anew, for there are thoughts that have not yet been expressed and feelings!flat have not yet been fully dealt with. Perhaps you shall see the system 'a little more uniquely placed when you are part moreso of a new system and of an order that is established from your own inner response. There is that that awaits; perhaps a task that is great. But out of the desert we come seeking that which shall restore and renew us. No one, Beloved, reaches the mountain lest they have come through the valley. And oh! Thank God for that valley experience, for that desert--the cold of the night that creepeth in that cannot be shut out and away, the sealed silence of a day already past. And in the repeat of the wind is heard the chill of mental expression, for the mind is not all, there is that higher. And we lift from physical mind in operation with its mentality unto that that is soul and its spirituality. For the mind can be tempered, even by the actualized experience; the thought process itself, affected by that that is shared or not shared with it; the dream or the lack thereto; the hope that in some can be almost killed by the dismal expression of, passed by, never to be afforded a new opportunity of same quality. And yet there is that that is willing and awaits. The Great Physician, Beloved, is now near. That of an understanding that can be changed to that which is a participation. That of a response that can be more, for you are given more and with you has been shared more. There is also that that shines among you, my daughters and my sons. Look well with me, for as we come and pass that night in the testing, listen and secure. Wait in patience and be understood of your level, for that level is but to change as soon as we reach up and take hold of that which draws us even greater. There is this exchange made. How we bear the self unto the time of fulfillment is according to how we bear the soul. In its secured position naught strips us of that spiritual consolation and yet we would say: "The vanities of the world no longer hold favor [Acts 14:14-15]." The rapture found in the littleness of way gives rise 164

6 unto the will and yet the will says, "I am ready to journey with you. I will bear you unto that time that little will is cast away." And as we enter the city, Divine Will takes its order and establishes its coming. I would have you look into the significance of that that prepares, not only for the last evening of gathering when student and disciple step into that phase, into that hallway, beginning with the upper room and leading unto that of Pentecost, to realize that of the many, few... few took the strength that was led unto the level of the Apostolic entrance. But, each experience significantly upon their level, all were carried not into the upper room, but all will and shall be carried into that place prepared and must know, then, the sequence. For e're we enter into the city it is given from a distance, teacher unto student, master unto disciple. "Go ye therefore, then, unto the city ahead of me. And there you will see a man that carries water. The pouring of which is the sign. He will show you unto that upper room [Mark 14:13-15]." This is Aquarius, the pouring and the bearing of water. This is the age wherein can come this understanding that we need not the discipline necessarily nor the tutelage without the symbolic revelation of story to carry us to that point in our contact If we go as directed unto the city, our inner self reaches in the jubilee year the entrance there to the temple afforded, that greater flow, that greater celebration. And as we come, we look then to dine upon not only that resource there but the experience [Lev 25:9-13]. That which shall last across time and become unto some a ritual and covenant, unto others the portal in that waiting... that waiting for the advent and the coming of that power, for it took only clairvoyance to see at a distance, not true power. It took only a knowing and an understanding that these things would be there as described, that led these to that special point and/or place. "And also will be provided a young ass there tied for entrance unto the city [Mat 21:2]." When you ride upon the back of a beast, this and in particular represent, establishes itself in the will that which is considered favored progression of the time bespeaks also of a humility that must be categorized and understood in its level, for from that humility to that great dignity is the entrance unto the city. There also we see that it will not be an experience had in the heart, it will not be the experience that is had in that throat chakric area, nor will it be in the third eye area. But even higher, into that crown, for the crowning exemplification is the humility of the washing of the feet [John 13:5] and the serving of sacrament in meal [Mat 26:26-28]. To ingest and to consume that which is offered, to signify an established covenant with these few, for theirs would be the great hour of testing and His even greater. And yet it is that upper room, that higher 165

7 consciousness that is prepared, Beloved, and unto this we go seeking. In the passing of seventy-two days, with the fulfillment of that time, come we out of that room, finding there just the echo of farewell and the greeting of good morrow. To look beyond the happenstance, the circumstance, the planned, and significantly so fulfillment of the prophecies to see that the great testing is in continuum also. The great trial ever there before us, and yet still we call out to that which we see, in little hope or great, a teaching rare. Each teaches, Beloved. Thou art brightened by the commerce of kind and especial, gentle Spirit. Establishing, then, fulfillment unto a day and an understanding of that peaceful beatitude [Mat 5:9] to the higher. For oh, in sorrow we can progress but at the pace of recessional. That which is ordered processive is the march to the understanding. There to dire cadence still we are moved in life cycle. But there is joy in the heart of that that says, "I look and see the movement of angelic hand. I see and feel the presence e'er I know it touches me." Within the wood and there to understand the solidity of that form, out of it the greater portion establishes in non-movement, thou moving thing. For the order is constant movement, constant order held thereby a Divine Principle. Science cannot measure nor know of this order, and yet it is one in work with all others. Some of which significantly are understood and others. Stilleth these do we wonder why others would seem to prosper greater when we struggle harder? Why there are those that seem to know without having the question asked, "Whom do men say that I am [Mark 8:27]?" That wonder not at the length of time, the duration, but marvel at the accomplishments and the afforded grace making opportune moreso. It is not the self, Beloved, that matters even as much as that selfless... selfless aspiration. Laying the will aside for a moment saying, "Not my will, but Thine higher [Luke 22:42]." Yet all of these things seem to be given in such fond report as platitude upon platitude. But until you know the mystic experience and have that touch, you cannot understand of what I speak. But some do and without ceasing try to indicate, try to communicate this to all and each. Out of our experience we mold our reaction to that which has given us our way and shows opening before us that awareness of continued guidance and leadance and touch. Spend ye then just a moment in consideration, for when we are taken and when we are called and there removed and here placed, is it not that we have the way and realize in the timing that this way openeth unto us? Under the canopy of the actualized we walk enforested through all of that that gives growth unto His expression, and yet in the depth it is dark, but near the edge it is lighted uniquely. Across the meadow of contemplated illumination you see out of the wood you 166

8 stand, dimly, across the well-lit and brightly ennobled, and into that forest that waiteth upon the other side. The in-between has its play differently and no one can tell you where you stand, you must see and feel and sense and come to know where you stand. For some seem to fight against the struggle; some seem to give in to the struggle and relinquish all fight but, Beloved, the struggle is unreal until you step into it. The chaos is not as contemptuous until you are a part of it. The order is that we move up and farther on and clearer into that which is the glorious destiny afforded the children. Those that would seek, then, continue that search. And as you come by way of these knowledges, these lights along the way, these signs and symbols and signets that indicate, take out that ancient part that speaks to the soul for the age is similar; and make room, also, that there added to is the new light that refracts off of the same afforded image in time. For there is much about which each is given and each is blessed. There is that that prepared, now opens that you receive. Fred: What is that greater task that you mentioned? TaPa: It is that great work, for all find themselves called unto it and attracted toward it. But when we find ourselves in the position to the forefront, we commence by that which is done in the work of which we are a part, be it preparation or be it the actualized celebration of accomplishment. But that work even greater... even greater, to this we are called. To have a communication and a link, you do not know the mechanics thereto, and yet in attempt after attempt still the desire is there placed. Be it in vain? I think not. For it is that we are given accordingly and shown accordingly as we come into that work. The establishment in the hour of truth that is renewable and renewed according to the way we look, to the level of understanding and according to the degree of progressed, educative entrance by the experience, practical or otherwise, do we understand even greater all about the work in progress. When I can read my title clear, To mansions in the skies I shall bid farewell to everyone, And wipe my weeping eyes. 167

9 There is a young man who is looking for someone, stepping in just a little to see, and the name is Kenneth. In this special time hold where you receive. There is that that moves and touches, but that that can be passed also. With your other hands, Beloved, extend. Those that seek to come close, move close now in this time that we would take entrance intercessory, one for the other, for still is given need and that that need be met. "For I would need the prayers of those I love, To help me in each trying hour, To keep me pure and true, By this and every hour." For I want my friends to pray for me, To bear up upon wings of love And intercede with Him for me. Yes, each needs the prayers of those they love." May you go forth in peace, in light, and in love, Beloved, for there is that that seems opening in this time, securing and holding where we are. Go forth, Beloved. Go forth, Beloved, for the hour makes strong, for some it makes naught so sure, and for those that shall hear of this night, it makes close. Goforth. 168