THE ETERNAL QUEST. August 23, 1997

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1 August 23, 1997 TaPa talks to his children "To know the test that man will set for you is one thing, and in our halls of higher learning that we would set a standard there as a way and a reference point as to how we absorb, and how we study. Not by any other means than by that spirit willing to be molded are we raised up, Beloved, in that personage of that Divine. I am come and have taken upon self once again the task of reincarceration that I might be momentarily near you. For that from whence we have flown, never again in return can be justified the imprisonment of the soul within flesh. By this bear the marks of understanding, seek to open receptively, Beloved, to that that is poured out, for vials that are illumining within themselves do more than anoint. And hold then truly a greater and/or higher commodity than ordinarily therein would be placed. For behold, the things that are of only the flesh and involve themselves in only the activities of the socially mundane or trivial, exclusive of those that seek to court at the very portals of destiny the way that seems unsteady. Let us see within ourselves that great dispensation, forgiving and giving in advance of that consciousness that we would seek to receive those things upon which can be builded in the foundation of both our advancement, evolution, and consciousness. For I would not have you of the things of spirit, Beloved, to be ignorant, for these are the manifestations of the sensitivities. By this the senses that are placed within law and measure in physical compromise do not hold the same focus when we are freed then from the physical limitations. To understand, Beloved, is not enough for this is a very prudent foundation upon which to build our everlasting portent. But thereto the sign that is signified that we would await must spring forth in its eternal quest within each individual. The consciousness of one cannot be passed to another, Beloved, though we bask in the radiance of that that we seem to feel and thus accredit to our understanding. For upon the foundation of understanding where steadfast would be against the elements that might dissuade, we find that it more often than not is builded upon that which is not understood. And in this we find the quest of seeking, then, no longer just partially exclusive, but individually...individually, Beloved, becoming to be important. Where we see one sign leading to another, one example opening to another, one parable less clear becomes so clear when we live it. 264

2 An example of that that is the Power of the Spirit is that which can be multiplied, Beloved, and the gifts [l Cor 12: 1-1 O] that are laid out, none more precious than that discerning soul that wants to be sure beyond any other assurance. But, Beloved, there is a blessed assurance, and this is builded up not only according to our seeking but according to that that we are seeking after. For behold, it is that the light of one man shall not be the full portion for another. That we would see others put before us, Beloved, means that we must be looking down to where we are in labor, tied to the earth. But beyond this exists holy planes whereupon we begin to understand the things that were completely mystifying to us before. We begin to see in the life cycle from one entrance to another, sojourn to another that we are being prepared for something very glorious, it's destiny, Beloved, fulfilled in the life of each. For to conquer death you have but to only die, and thereby we are not giving over of that same quality that we have protected and nurtured in our fear from that of our advent. Behold, one law superseded that is all inclusive. It is universal and cannot be tied to those things and/or matters of which the average individual, innate or astute, curious, precocious, or perhaps hindering, we find that the excitement of the soul can purify. It can make ready that which was quaking in the lowland of self-doubt and/or fear to say, "No longer this bondage is a part of my journey, I have turned it over to that that leads and guides and directs." And of this the spirit of will interacting for a higher motive brings a consciousness, Beloved, that begins to know that peace. Part of the confusion, self-doubt, anxiety, that which seems to hold us back and then, when we are least expectant of the need for that spirit, thrusting us to the forefront where we have to call on something outside of the self, for that is not only the desired effect, but the demand that is to be met. For of this world I could give you the things, Beloved, that would tell you of the foundations, kingdom within kingdom, laid securely in the knowledge that a Divine Architect has touched at the threshold of man. Mankind standing in that doorway begins to understand that it opens to not only a broad and new vista out before us, but it illumines that within each so that we can see more clearly from the brightness all that was given in the gift, and all that is shared in that Spirit of non-compromise. For, Beloved, if it is not the highest, the finest, the noblest, if it is not that beyond reproach that stands upon the repute of generations of those who prospered in seeking after an example that would come, that set thereby a 265

3 greater stead and waited to be united in that which was the life lived for each, Beloved, for each. And how would we manifest in our consciousness that resembling the Christed-spirit enough to exemplify the level to another, the neophyte then standing very close to the non-compromising and finite quality of undisciplined ignorance? Will we but test the very foundation and frontier out before us, for we are building as we accomplish the change in the frontier, the foundation ever broader, completing a massive undertaking. Not for just generations, Beloved, but for millennia. The earth speaks there to her own, "Kind children that have treated me so well, to know that I am in part just a symbol of that that could have been the heart nature of each." To look within the delicacy of a Divine creation and see no obstacle to that awareness, for therein grace resounded marks the tone and hits the chord, the note of which is sweet in the heart that is ready to receive, and causes to dance before Him the many things that would be a myriad of expressions entotaled in the poetry that came in one word." The things that are held secret shall be opened, Beloved, and that part of each that was weakened is replenished. The strengths of the old are encountered within that that they have laid to stand in the test of time, not only as an example but to show a way. In that way a Light that was said would come cometh unto each. Watch in the night to understand, Beloved, that there are those things that cannot be touched in the day, and the day pours its light full upon the things that we would push to the side, seeking, no longer to look upon or to consider. But oh, the Power of that Spirit! It makes a discerner of the seeking soul. It builds at that strength of our healing endeavor that a world that is torn might be united in some expression, just long enough to be sued, for a great labor comes upon us. We are in that age that will encounter itself to be, for the truly sensitive and the divinely guided, those that lift themselves up, not unto a false righteousness, but to the very letter of that that encourages, and then the door opens. He who hath pulled aside the curtain also parted the veil, for we are they, Beloved, who have fought the battle. We are they who have won the race, and robed in the garments that are called pure and spotless they speak of that that still reaches compassionately through Infinite Love into your system of endeavor and completion. The redeemed, the pure and blessed in this, that we have not allowed our Father's thoughts to be a part of our own flow, and we have heard the wailing of those in the distress of the soul being tempted. That we are 266

4 encouraged at the foundation to know He will build upon it that which we will excite to arise. Come up, Beloved, for the mountains of yore are nothing as these that are the last mountains in the last time and/or day that we would know: Whereof it is removed, has it come unto you, or have you gone unto it? Do you know that sacred land of which I speak, over which no dominion is known of your world, not even by the spirit of the air, and by that that moves upon the levels of subtlety. Beloved, be not courted into vain and false appreciation of things unworthy and of those things that are builded up in the mind of one or many as vain idols. Thereto it is seen that we would throw down these that have been with us in the past, to raise up the new man in his time. He will want to look upon the same things that we have desired to see. He'll want to hear the same notes of nature played in that symphony of expression that we have heard in the day and the night. He'll want to see in that hearing that it is full and complete. He shall want and desire to taste of the things higher, having set that base at the very foundation. Out of a fountain of purity we draw not then the distillation of the lower but of the higher, and there of this must each come to see, each a part of that that moves. And the spirit itself, so all encompassing, to feel less than empowered, to know empowerment in that moment that the Spirit falls upon you, the baptism of which is one of fire and of power, the authority of which carries us through all of those things that we would have had to conquer in some dissolute way. To see it put before us not as one test at a time, or all of the tests lining up in some precarious arrangement to discipline and test the very integrity and fiber of our being, but moreso that when the Light comes, Beloved, darkness will be dispelled, as it comes to us all along. I have not forgotten the first spark that flew, nor shall we ever see again the great fiat of creative expression that set man's soul into action and breathed life into that spirit that would be a part with us alway. To know the test that man will set for you is one thing, and in our halls of higher learning that we would set a standard there as a way and a reference point as to how we absorb, and how we study. Not by any other means than by that spirit willing to be molded are we raised up, Beloved, in that personage of the Divine. You cannot see that uncreate and unfinished yet. Finished, unless you can see the creative inflow. By the sweet tenets of our courting of the muse we draw in simple strings, but without the reverberation necessary upon which to play our distinct symphony. 267

5 And yet it is already happening all around. Now is the time, Beloved. Not that we influence or set thereto an influence that cannot be met, but that we put into action that which is our knowledge... our knowledge of the right and righteous way against that that we measure. To touch and when to touch the lives of those that are sent our way. By what means are they placed? Come on daughters, we're going to have to step forth in that proud assessment that we were invited. The invitation, though seemingly so universal, is individualized for those that seeketh the way. And in it the promise of that peace. 0 Salem, land of peaceful abode [Heb 7:1-2] whereof we pine, the full knowledge of thy place and position, is it but the advantage of vestments worn of old, of new titles that are put to non-use, or are we exemplifying that ordained and pre-ordained within our lives to see united in that cause, Beloved, brings promise of that word. And that word puts to peace out of chaos, sets to right that unsteadied, makes plain the rough before us, and brings the full potential of all upon which we might draw, to draw to this focussed time that we would know [Luke 3:5]. That in the Light, when we waited and prayed for more, there is that which is given, Beloved, all along the way. To in that state receive full by, let us know that we are admonished to fast and to pray with every reasonable strength we have, that we might meet the strength of spirit as it is given. I am the communicant, Beloved, for that which you wish to speak to, but set there by a great and mighty store. For by this we are given that we move upon the inner planes and upon those planes of life. To look well into whatever might be our particular dispensation, it will be grace that changes, and in it it includes all that the Power made manifest was to show, shed, and/or teach. For without it we fail, and when we are drawn up to remember that all fall short that we would know a special grace to carry on and carry forth. Information is being exchanged by this at the level that shall endure. Look not to that that you believe teacheth, but through that example understand there are many that have the need, and they require that especial to that level. By this we are all interceding, Beloved, for one another and with. Watch for me, for that that moves does so to set the dream into reality, to pull the focus into that that we alone can add to and set thereby great store and/or stead. For in that I have given you, Beloved, you have not the knowledge of all that it contains. It was full that from whence it was poured. It was blessed that out of which it was given. It is thereto that in this time those whose need unmet begins to be met. In that meeting it is with the Hand of Love Divine. We would question the things of every source, we would build up those things about which inquiry seems to indicate. Be ye then sufficed to know that 268

6 the answer within is that answer true. The child of our heart is the thought of desire that puts itself before us in the creative explanation given unto us especial, and thereto it we understand that we are empowered as we are overshadowed. We are influenced, those that would seek to influence greatest. I would seek to tell you that secret and to make plain that which is rough. For, Beloved, only upon the firmest of foundations have I yet to rely. For that which shaketh does so upon every level, and that which repeats in its retart to us speaks with a gaseous and smoking breath. Thereby it that one shall reverse for the other we shall see in time if it is full and complete. Watch the dates as they figure there upon us, falling away more openly. One of you has been given, even this night, a great opportunity, and in this it is because it is justified, deserved, and required. For that power of which we have given discourse is there so precious it can change a life. Student: Tapa, I am in need of further guidance and direction. Would you please give me this? TaPa: Put before you those things in the mind, and of the heart draw up measurement at the places whereof we would know. Paths that are separate then become united, they cross at the variable for which we have set in action our desire to have more completed rather than less complete, to have that that assures rather than being so unassured is there giving way everything, it's consequence and its value to see. Going into this the things and desires of the past cannot necessarily be that which we recall, but all of that out of which we have drawn that we can call on again and again. Listen well to the voice that has been that reason, let not the heart be a part of that that is the thought lifted, but be a part of that that completes that it be all inclusive. Things that are expressed in part will not ride, the tension and/or stress seems to be that which would call into separating. It separates itself by occasion, drawing stronger upon the focus. Make sure that there is that connective link, and listen within. Student: Thank you, Tapa. One in guidance speaks through to one that speaks also of others and many. My daughter, be strong and be sure. That seen is not to the defeat, but rather that we be prepared and this is the time, oh then be wise. For that which would set itself against us cannot reliably hit for there is much as I see that good growing within you. 269

7 Student: Tapa, can I have some insight on my grandmother? TaPa: At time I am not to pull thereof in this moment. Listen well in the night wind. That that speaks to us also is a strength. Movement separated by years. Watch there. Eyes that have seen from a unique advantage speak then with words against which cannot be division to that within that is of like quality and similarity. Be ye that vessel, Beloved, for there is much about which we are a part, and if we would anointeth every sacred and holy thing, also those things that have been made by same Hand, for without Him wast nothing create. And in this our hope that we are a part of that beginning that shall be, then, the change, transformed in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, caught up with Him. For in that which I see, Beloved, the teachers labor hard; and that in itself speaks of student masses. Go forth in peace, in light, and in love. Hold sure to that that others would just cast aside. In time it makes itself clear, it tells where we will be in the next corning measure. Go forth, Beloved. That which focuses does so with new reason. Go forth, Beloved, go forth. 270