Back at you. So, Dee, you go deep and long so why don t we just go ahead and dive in.

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2 Healing With the Masters Teleseminar Volume VI October 7, 2010: Dee Wallace Healing With the Masters Dee Wallace Well, welcome everyone to another show of Healing with the Masters. And I am so thrilled and honored as always to have the remarkable Dee Wallace on. Dee Wallace, you'll probably recognize her as the mother in the Steven Spielberg movie, ET. Dee is not only an amazing actress, but she's also an acting teacher. She's also one of the most profound healers I've met in a long time. I actually go to Dee for advice. She is one of the people that I turn to when I need some assistance. Dee has developed a system of healing called The I-M system of healing and it really is about the I am. Dee uses channeled information. She accesses some remarkable content, channels it through in the moment that is very high vibrating that has energy healings imbued within it. She also references what she calls the sheets. So she's probably going to talk about that a little bit more tonight. So in case you're wondering, what are the sheets? These are sheets that she has put together over about a decade of channeled content that she can reference now for a quick study. So instead of channeling all brand new content, she can reference the sheets which already have energy healing imbued within them and use them to clear each of us. So this clearing energy is available very strongly tonight. So allow yourself to open up to these energies. Dee is also, of course, an author. She's written three books Conscious Creation, which you're going to see a special offer on tonight; The Biggie, which is actually coming out in hardcover in November; and her new baby that she s birthing which is coming out in the spring is called Bright Light. It's a beautiful, beautiful book. I am so excited and delighted as always to welcome Dee Wallace to the show. Thanks, Dee. Hello, beautiful. Hello, beautiful. Yes. Back at you. So, Dee, you go deep and long so why don t we just go ahead and dive in. Okay. You say in your beautiful playshop, which is a three DVD set and a one-day workshop, and I was watching it last night and you started off by saying, loving yourself is the key to everything. So tell me about that. Jennifer McLean Healing With the Masters,

3 Healing With the Masters Teleseminar Volume VI October 7, 2010: Dee Wallace Well, I truly know that that's a true statement and that's what that whole day playshop is about is the experience of loving yourself and getting in touch with that because you know, we come in as our bright light, all of us. And if we're lucky for a year and a half or so, that bright light gets to shine. We're the center of the universe. And then society and the teaching starts and we are taught that we need to dim that light and that brilliance in order to receive what we want from the world. So, give your toy away. Don't speak up for what you want. Don't tell me everything you want at Toys R Us. Take your light down. Don't be too noisy. Don't be too joyful. You're laughing too loud. All that stuff. And it just continues and continues in our training for good little girls and boys to move into society. And pretty soon, we get to 21 and we go, "Why don't I love myself enough to ask for what I want? And I say, who do we want to give everything to in our lives? The people that we love. And where are we in that line if we're in it at all? We're at the end. So most of us are living lives of giving ourselves up to take care of, please or fit in with other people. And in doing that, we've forgotten how great and magnificent, special and God-energy that we are. And we just need to get back to that true experience of really, really, really loving ourselves because we're asking ourselves to create all these for us and the universe to deliver it to us and yet we're in judgment of ourselves most of the time as not deserving to receive it. So we ask for what we want and then we don't like ourselves enough to get what we want. I mean, you talked about this on the video shop. I love this circular conversation that occurred that made it so clear that, how can the universe, which is us, possibly provide us what we want? Exactly. When we don't think we're worthy to create it, to ask for it and then you receive it. I mean, you know that I come forward and go, "We are God. Well, if we can't love ourselves, how the heck are we ever going to get to the point of being able to claim that one? Wow. And we are creation. We are creating our own lives. Well, you know that from the moment we're born or the moment we became energy, in the very beginning we're in creation; we're always creating. But the definition of what we're holding about our self is how we are creating our self and how we are creating our self equals how we re creating our lives. So if we hear our mantras of Oh my gosh, I m too fat; I'm too old; I haven't done this in a long time; I haven't earned enough; I don't have a degree, all these judgments, this mantra that keeps flowing through us, that literally is an instant message to the I am, to the universe, to the Creative Force to create me in exactly those thoughts and those energies that I'm holding. Jennifer McLean Healing With the Masters,

4 Healing With the Masters Teleseminar Volume VI October 7, 2010: Dee Wallace So I literally become the vibration of I'm not enough; I'm not deserving; I'm too fat; I don't make enough money; I'm not educated enough. I become the energy of that. And if I am my first creation, which I am Well, that's an interesting concept. Then that takes the creation of me has to go into everything I create. So we're saying, create many for me but the creation of the vibration of ourselves that we remain in is I don't have any money. So we are not in harmony with what we want and yet we have to be in harmony because we're the first creation of it. That notion of I am my first creation, is really compelling to me right now. It kind of went sudden to my being. So I am my first creation. How do we get our energy back to that place of that first creation energy so that we can be in alignment with what we want? We can feel like we're deserving. We can in fact love ourselves. Well, I think the first thing is choice always. You have to choose to want to do that. You have to choose to see yourself as you are, to hear the thoughts that you're thinking, to look at the beliefs and the fears and the perceptions that you hold about yourself. Because what you hold about the world, you always hold about yourself first. Most of us are just not in the realization of it. So we have to start by choosing to want to be responsible, which of course allows us then the ability to respond to what we want to be and where we really are now in the moment. So I choose to move forward. I choose to know all of those places where I'm not truly loving myself. I accept where I'm at right now and then I focus solely on where I want to be or what I want. You see, that brings up the whole duality thing and it's really big up right now in the field because we literally think that creation cannot happen unless there's a duality. How do I know what wellness is without knowing disease? Well, a four-year-old baby knows it. They don't have a concept of disease. But we learn the concept of disease so that literally our definition of wellness then becomes I have to stay out of dis-ease. And if that's a part of our definition, there are dualities at work which are sabotaging what we really want, which is health. So we are being encouraged and asked to get to the blank page of just seeing health, just knowing health. Most of us create money because we need more, we don't have enough. We want more money so that we can create something that we're not being able to create right now which brings in the duality of I don't have it. So then, as you go to create it, you're dragging along with you I don't have it; I don't need it; I'm in judgment of me because I'm not making it, which cancels out the quantum leap creation of it. Wow! So, I've often felt in fact, I talked about this in my own call last week that we actually have an opportunity as we move forward with this content, with the vibration with the higher frequency energies, even with the duality here, that we Jennifer McLean Healing With the Masters,

5 Healing With the Masters Teleseminar Volume VI October 7, 2010: Dee Wallace don't have to have that level of duality in order to move forward. We don't have to have that belief and that huge challenge that's nudging us backwards that will allow us to move forward. We can actually just simply do what you're saying as a quantum leap. Well, and if we're going to get a quantum leap, indeed we have to. And, again, you have to choose and you're not going to choose if don't love yourself enough to know that you're the Creative Force and can fulfill that. Wow. Can you walk us through how we can love ourselves more? Can you maybe do a little process with us? Well, that's interesting. I'll see what the channel brings in. Yes. Loving yourself isn't something that you can figure out. That was one of the T-shirts from the playshop, Loving me is an experience. And that s why the whole day was designed to move people in and out of experiences. And that's basically life, right? Life is just a bunch of experiences that could possibly allow us to love ourselves more, if we choose. Is that what you're saying? Yes, because you re always at choice whether you see something as good or bad, positive or negative. Again, the duality. So if you choose just to see everything that comes in as good, as a lesson, as teaching, as expansion, as Oh, wow! Okay, well, I get to give this one up now, then we remain in a balanced place so that we can literally chose to, okay, for example, my air conditioner broke yesterday. It's going to be $6,000. It's $6,000 that I would prefer to put somewhere else. You know? So for about a half hour I went into my victim stuff and Oh, poor me, and Just when I get ahead, and all the BS that we go into. And then I stood back and I went, okay, if I'm really choosing to love myself, to honor myself, to take care of myself and celebrate who I am, does it serve me to go into this victim place? Well, obviously, the answer is no. When you say to yourself, okay, I'm going to choose to be despondent and nuts and a victim instead of staying in peace and harmony right now. You can see how ridiculous the choice is. But we do it constantly everyday if we don't hold our intention. Jennifer McLean Healing With the Masters,

6 Healing With the Masters Teleseminar Volume VI October 7, 2010: Dee Wallace So we have to be vigilant in holding our attention; otherwise, we just go into instinct and habit. Absolutely, yes. We do until that becomes the instinct and habit. Ah, so our instinct and habit can move into a place through practice of not going into that reaction, of moving into a place of grace immediately. Absolutely. Now, don't you see that in your lives that the period that you stay under is increasingly less and less? Oh, huge. I mean I just went through some huge things that would have laid me out for years before and I'm through it in a day. Well, that's what I mean. It's getting less and less and less and less because we're conscious. But that day sucked, just so you know. Absolutely, that day sucked. But the lessons and being able for you to stand back and look at you and your greatness afterwards, does that suck? No. That was actually pretty darn cool. Yes. You can go back and go, "Damn, Jen, you're pretty awesome. Yes, look what you would have done with that six years ago, 10 years ago. Yes and, interestingly, when I was right in the middle of it, I was thinking, very soon I'll be able to look at this very moment and say, "Wow, that was really cool how that was resolved. But right in this moment, I can't put myself just there yet. Yes. But I did have the thought. And life is that process. I mean I think on one of our shows, somebody asked me, Dee, when will I know that I'm there? And the channel was, you'll know that you're there when you know it's continual expansion forever. Ah, so that it's basically there is no there there. Well, and there is staying in the moment and expanding. Staying in the moment and expanding So there is a there and there isn't a there depending on your definition of there. So the other thing too and I don't know I'm being asked to share this story. When my beloved Christopher died my husband of 18 years and my brother came out, no, my whole family came out. But my brother looked at me and he said, "Peewee, what do you do for yourself that makes you feel good? And I looked Jennifer McLean Healing With the Masters,

7 Healing With the Masters Teleseminar Volume VI October 7, 2010: Dee Wallace at him through these tears, I went, Get my toes done. And he said, "Come on, we're going to go get your toes done. Now, I had five friends that turned around and said, "I don't believe you're going to get a pedicure two days after your husband died. So there's the judgment which was part of me judging myself. They were just coming forward to go, "Dee, you're judging yourself by loving yourself enough to take care of yourself so that we'll help you get through this. And so what you're saying there though, that's a subtle point but important, which is those judgments that showed up outside of you, there are other people that judged you and in other cases it might be be angry with you or show up in those are simply reflections of what's within you, judging yourself. Everything. Everything is in there. Everything is a lesson. Everything is a mirror, which is why we use it in the playshop so much. Everything is a direct mirror back to you about a fear, a belief and a judgment. And a joy, right? And a joy, absolutely. You know, Jen, I get up every morning and I go, "You are aging younger, Deanna. And I have people literally almost say those words to me. Wow. Yes, so that's the mirror too. That's a mirror too. That's mirroring the belief. So when you have joy and love in your life that shows up very easily like my little kitty, Sam. I lost my big girl, Carly, recently and my little boy, Sam, he's just been such a ball of love. And that's also a reflection of the love that's within me, right? Absolutely. So, again, do I choose to love myself in this moment? If that is your guiding intention, your highest intention for your day is to live in love for yourself. And of course, we're not talking about ego-love. We're talking about vibrational pure God-love, created love. For example, Michael, my partner, my boyfriend and I were at dinner. And this was a few weeks ago, and we were having an argument. It was a stupid argument. I can't even remember what it was about, it was just stupid. And I sat there and the voice says to me, okay, well, in this moment of now, are you loving yourself? And I went The voice No. And then I answered the voice and I went, Shut up! But it was true. I wasn't serving the love for myself by having this silly, mundane argument with a person that I love. And I looked at Michael and I said, "You know, I don't want to Jennifer McLean Healing With the Masters,

8 Healing With the Masters Teleseminar Volume VI October 7, 2010: Dee Wallace do this. I want to experience the love I have for you. And then, his eyes got all misty and he said I love you so much, and then it was over. Love conquered. Indeed. But it was I didn't have to have him. I didn't have to have another person. I didn't have to have money. I didn't have to have health to do it. I only had to choose to love myself and do what served that love in the highest way. So, if I am God, does it serve me as God to be pissed off about a mundane thing? Or does it serve me as God to move back into my balance so that I create and live in the harmony that I say I want. Wow! So you didn't have to have Michael stop and say, Dee, I just love you so much. That wasn't what was needed. And you're saying the same thing is with health and all of it. You don't have to experience all of a sudden health when you're not healthy. You have to claim it. You have to choose it. You have to choose it and you have to love yourself so much exactly where you are so that you can choose the vibration of what you want to be. Because if you're waiting for health to love health and that's to be health, you can see the conundrum there. It s like me as an actress going out into the world and going, "I've never studied a day in my life. I've never acted. I don't even know if I can act but I want you to give me a career right now. You see, I have to know that within myself. Steven Spielberg isn't going to hire me for ET if I walk in and go, "Well, I don't know if I can do this. I need you to tell me that I can star in this film before I know I can be a big actress. And he's going, "Well, I can't give you the job, dude, if you don't know you can do it. And the universe is saying the same thing to us. As within, so without. If you picture yourself as the universe, like shut your eyes and see your body as containing the entire universe, where within you do you go to ask the universe for your creation? Wow, that's a cool question. I immediately went to my heart. Yes, of course. Not to your head, you noticed. Yes. I noticed that. But that's where most of us go. We go to figure out and that's why when I did the playshop, Jen, they told me everything has to be an experience. It has to be a whole day of experience because when you go to your head, you start going, "Well, yes, but mom told me that that was selfish. Yes, but society says that that's ego. Yes, but, you know. Instead of going to the truthfulness that we all Jennifer McLean Healing With the Masters,

9 Healing With the Masters Teleseminar Volume VI October 7, 2010: Dee Wallace know, which was why ET still touches people to this day, why the Wizard of Oz touches people to this day. They're two movies that you look at and you go, "Well, that's the truth. I know that's the truth. I know the truth of keeping my heart light on. I know the truth of, Oh my God, all you had to do was ask, Dorothy. All you had to do was ask. Well, that's something Well, you had the power all the time, Dorothy. Yes. And she was going outside of herself the whole movie. It's interesting. I'd never examined that movie in that way. That s really true, isn't it? Well, yes. Can you be my courage? Can you be my brain? Everybody is looking for the the Wizard of Oz for me is all the different parts of self that we've segmented ourselves into. And we're asking, come on, come on, can everybody work together to get me home? When in essence, all those parts were within her all the time. And the very thing that she was depending on outside of herself couldn't help her at all. Pretty awesome, huh? Yes. Pretty awesome. I mean, Tinker Bell and Peter Pan, you've got to claim it. I can fly! I can fly! Okay, what makes you fly? Christmas! You know, for me, Hawaii! So we've been inundated with it all our lives. And, of course, through the arts. The arts are some of our biggest teachers and channelers of the truth, always have been great writers, great artists, great actors, great screenplay. All Peter Pan was saying is feel good and you'll fly! Feel good and you'll go into a magical world where you can create stuff. And even in that magical world then the alligators can come. So, do you go into the alligator or, do you go, "Aahh, alligator. Okay, Christmas, Hawaii! I know you love this because you laugh every time I do it but it's so when we have an opportunity to love ourselves, we can't keep looking at our shit. Because then we just go, "Oh, our shit. How deep is our shit? Wow! What color of brown is our shit? How much does my shit smell? And pretty soon we're in the shit. We're taking a bath in it, literally. Jennifer McLean Healing With the Masters,

10 Healing With the Masters Teleseminar Volume VI October 7, 2010: Dee Wallace And if you ask yourself the question: my intention this morning was to love and celebrate and honor myself in the highest way, does looking at my shit serve that? Yes. Not so much. Not so much. And people don't like to be around you either because they can smell your shit. Because you stink! Do you know that scientifically they've proven that your shit or your power or your joy gets the energy of whatever you're holding gets into a room before you ever arrive at the destination. It's a pretty awesome concept for most of us. Wow! So, our joy or our poo energy arrives to wherever we were going long before we get there. So what do we want? One thing that you talk about,and I'm just going to qualify a few things. When Dee was just talking about the shit story or also she calls it the poo story for PG audiences that s actually something she did on the Art of Life Mastery program in July of this past year. And it got rave reviews. Let me tell you, it was a standing ovation at the end of that. It was awesome. And the other thing that Dee is referencing is also when she talks about her shows with me which is on MasterWorks Healing Membership Site. Dee is one of our contributors on MasterWorks Healing Membership Site. And you folks are going to have an opportunity to experience Dee if you want as part of her offer. Once you purchase her offer tonight, there ll be an opportunity to join the membership site as well and to experience Dee in a group coaching. You can actually work one-on-one with her in a group coaching environment through the site. So, Dee, on the MasterWorks Healing Membership calls, I remember something that resonated so profoundly with me was you talked about what you are going to claim. So one of the things that happen is people show up, as we all do, I do it with you and I told you my story. Yesterday I told you my story, what was happening to me. It was fairly real. It was kind of happening to me in that moment but was the story nonetheless. And you often say things like, Well, do you want to continue to claim that? Do you want to continue to claim this story; to claim this perceived reality; to claim, as you would say, your poo? So talk a little bit about where that came from and what can we claim? Okay. Well, the basis of all my work, the thing that turned my life around were the I am Discourses. And they re books that were channeled in the 30s by Jesus, Archangel Michael, all the big guys Jennifer McLean Healing With the Masters,

11 Healing With the Masters Teleseminar Volume VI October 7, 2010: Dee Wallace And, basically, it was a concept that was foreign and even blasphemous to me because, literally, they re saying that you ve got to direct source. Direct source energy, wow. You have to direct God is what they re saying, okay. Now, for a little girl from Kansas, I went, What? I mean that was the devil talking. And that exponentially shifted my entire life, that one concept. And as I researched it you know, Jen, I don t even know if you know that my brother was a minister. I did not know that. For a long time well, he worked his way through seminary shooting pictures for Playboy which kind of sums up me and my family, okay? Okay. So, again, sex and religion, sex and spirituality very close for me. God, where was I going now? Where was I going? You were talking about the I am Discourses. You were talking about claiming. Oh yes. So as I was talking to him and my friend Gerard Hewitt who has a doctorate in religion I m going, oh, I get it. So there is the God, the Creative Force, the all one energy that creates everything. And it loves us unconditionally. And it loves us without judgment so that anything that we choose because we were given choice as how to define our God energy that we are. So we have to choose. And that s what I mean by claiming it. What are you choosing? What are you saying this is the definition of me and who I am? So, lovingly then, the one energy will give you whatever you are claiming and defining yourself to be. You want to be sick? The energy will say I will create that for you perfectly, without judgment. If you want to be always challenged financially, I will create that for you without judgment in divine love. Whatever you want I will give to you. So then we keep looking outside of ourselves going, why won t somebody create my life differently? And life is going, But I gave you the choice. So then what are you focused on and by your focus and your thoughts and your fears and your self-judgment and your lack of self-love, what are you claiming? Because what you create yourself as, your life will be. Jennifer McLean Healing With the Masters,

12 Healing With the Masters Teleseminar Volume VI October 7, 2010: Dee Wallace So I was taught, give yourself up, Dee. Give yourself up. That s what my mother did. That s what my grandmothers did. That s what Dee has done for a lot of her life. If I give myself up, I ll make it. If I give myself up, everybody else will make it. So I had been in the process of expansion and choosing to redefine myself as Dee always stays in balance and creates herself as balance. So Dee doesn t ever have to give herself up, but Dee can choose to participate in a balanced way in whatever she chooses to participate in. And that way, Dee wins and everybody else wins because if I don t give myself up to run in and take care of everybody, they get to learn to take care of themselves. They get to learn the power of who they are and together we remain in balance. We ve got some questions here and there are themes. There are several themes as there always are. The people that say, Yes, but my husband, my ex is treating me badly, and there s a huge story behind it. It s their fault. Or there s another message here that says, They are so negative. What do I do when I go into this incredibly negative energy? Someone is talking about a work environment that s incredibly negative and the boss is awful. So these are kind of relationship-like questions. How do we take that and apply what you re saying? And maybe there s some clearing that you could do around the relationship stuff. I don t know if you can do a general clearing. Absolutely. We can because it s all about the collective consciousness. And what I m hearing is it s about the relationship with our self. That s where we re going to the balance. Give me a song or a movie, Jennifer. Um, Singing in the Rain. You got to love this word, kid. So just before you go there, I m just telling everyone what you re doing. This is Dee s I am work, I am system of healing. And she immediately starts to channel and she is being guided and everything she says has energy in it that s acting as a clearing. So she s going to go what I told you early to the sheet. She s going to go to different areas that she s being guided to go to to clear this for us. So pay attention, feel into it, be present as she goes through this process. And do it for yourself. Know that you re responsible for shifting this yourself. Great. Jennifer McLean Healing With the Masters, Well, let s go to Singing in the Rain. Do you see the duality? It s right there.

13 Healing With the Masters Teleseminar Volume VI October 7, 2010: Dee Wallace Yes, there it is. Okay. We re singing and there s got to be rain that we re singing through. Right? Now you can look at it both ways. I have to have the rain in order to sing and, by God, I can even sing when it s raining. And those are the two perceptions within that that the dualities are there. But as they exist, you see, you re choosing the focus on the positive or the negative that will create the reality for you. That s what they mean when a glass is half full or half empty. It s the same glass, but if you look at that from life, that life is half full or half empty, you can see how the definition of you or I am half full or I am half empty, one of them is focusing your energy on the definition of a higher, lighter vibration and one is focusing it on a lower, more negative vibration. We have to use those words to define things. But, in essence, there really is just what is a glass of water that s filled half way up. Now we re going to the sheets first sheet, second sheet, third sheet. Okay. That s the Hara line. The Hara line is an imaginary line, an energetic line that extends through all the chakras up through your crown chakra through an imaginary ID point. When it s straight, strong and through the ID point, you can stay in your knowingness, which means I want to walk out the door, I walk out the door. As opposed to, I want to walk out the door. Well, maybe the door over there is better. Gee, there s a door over gosh, is this the right time to walk through the door? That s not knowing. And most of us keep ourselves in wondering which door or which action or if it s the right time. And we think we ve decided to take the action when indeed we keep ourselves in non choice and non decision by trying to second guess everything. Okay, the third thing and we re invoking the I am, which means we re calling in our I am Presence, our Creative Force that we are to balance this; invoke the new sheet which is available to any of your listeners if they want to me at consciouscreation101@yahoo. And I am divine love. I am claiming, I am saying, I am defining me as divine love in this moment and that balances the energy. And now we re going to oh, we re going to my book. And this is everyone. So this is balancing for everyone right now. When you say, I am, it s the greater I am for all of us. It s balancing it if they are doing the work with us. Jennifer McLean Healing With the Masters,

14 Healing With the Masters Teleseminar Volume VI October 7, 2010: Dee Wallace Okay, great. Okay. So we re going to my book, Conscious Creation, and I don t need a page number. So then that is asking us then what are we coming forward to consciously create? And the highest thing is I m singing. I m just singing. I don t have to define it through the rain, with the rain, with the sun, in the snow. I am, I am singing. I am the noun of singing. I am the vibration and the experience of song. And you know that well with your toning and everything? That, literally, we are a vibration, guys. We don t make a vibration. We become the vibration or our self. And that vibration begins with loving ourselves as the one energy that we are and choosing to support that in every way and anything else. Everything is balanced. So that was interesting because we went through all the things that I work with the sheets, the buts and a song or a movie. Those are usually the three things that are given to me for discernment. And it s interesting, Jen, I m using them less and less as I m just literally clairaudient, but what s beautiful about all of these thing is that oh my gosh, they re working outside. Are we okay? Yes, we re fine. Okay. The beautiful thing about these things, these tools is that people s higher selves literally give me exactly where the block or the belief or the energy for themselves and for the collective is being held. Well, yes. When you asked me that I mean this is not a set-up. The Singing in the Rain showed up in my head when you asked me what the song was. So the next round of clearing that I would love to do on today s show is we ve got a bunch of questions here about health. I ve got a thyroid issue. I ve got severe anxiety and depression. You can hear already that there s claiming going on. There s no judgment in that because that s a normal thing for us to do, right. The first we do is we notice it and we claim it and then we can use that claim to move into the next direction. Absolutely. Okay. So there s no judgment in what I m saying. It s a normal human thing. It s normal and instinctual to say, I have a cold. I am sick. I have cancer. I am sick. And I want everybody to know then that when you claim that, you are claiming the definition of you as that. Okay. So say a little bit more about what that Well, it s not about putting your head in the sand. Jennifer McLean Healing With the Masters,

15 Healing With the Masters Teleseminar Volume VI October 7, 2010: Dee Wallace Okay. Okay. It s not about denial. It s about, okay, I have been told that I have this disease called cancer. Do I want that? No. In my conscious mind, I do not want that. What do I want? I want well, I started to say perfect health and the word I was given is freedom. Oh wow! That s interesting. Yes. So cancer in some way represents us holding ourselves in a non-free place somewhere within our selves and in our lives. I get a yes on that. Do you get a yes on that? Yes, absolutely. So let s just then jump to, why do we want health? Why do we want money? Why do we want a beloved other? Why do we want anything of the things that we re saying we want in our lives? Because we want to be freedom. We want to be joy. We want to be unconditional love. Notice it s a noun. I don t want to get freedom. I have to be the experience of freedom, the vibration of freedom, the feeling of freedom. So that then I define myself that way and the universe then can mirror all circumstances to me that create that in my life. So can I create money while I m judging money, hating money, fearing money in angst or apathy or whatever about money? No, it s not possible. Not possible. Because you are not harmonizing with the vibration that will attract money. You ve got to be it first. Yes. I ve seen this before we get into these routines and I used to do this years ago too, which is, oh my god, I just told myself I didn t oh my God, I m ruined! I just said, I just thought that I don t want money. Oh my God, I did it again! Yes. But you see, you re laughing. Yes. So part of the process, Jen, is if we can, oh my God, get out of this, I have to create my life and this seriousness of The Secret. Do you know what The Secret is? What the hell do you want? Go to the beach and have fun today. That s pretty much it. Okay, we re done now. Yes, right. That s how I started my talk down the years. What do you want? Get up and go, I feel good! Okay, well, that s pretty much it! But we think we have to sing in the rain. We have to have this duality of I m supposed to feel shitty Jennifer McLean Healing With the Masters,

16 Healing With the Masters Teleseminar Volume VI October 7, 2010: Dee Wallace because I don t have any money because I got this disease. I have joined those two things together instead of I m a choice now. If I know what I want is health and I know that feeling good and having fun and being joyful is going to create the vibration of me to attract that, then I can choose whether I m going to go, oh my god, my air-conditioner, it s $6,000 and, oh my God, just when I get ahead, just I can choose to go there, or I can choose to go there and go, well, that was fun, that was the old stuff, that was nice. Did it make me feel good? No, it made me feel even more in the toilet. What do I want? I want to know that everything is balanced. If I got to pay six grand for an air-conditioner, then I m going to create six grand somewhere else. I m going to know that. And, yes, it s difficult in the moment sometimes to make that choice. So if you need to wallow so that you can laugh at yourself and go, okay, that was sort of kind of fun, old energy, not what I want, and I am going to stick by my dents and love myself enough to go, that isn t going to create what I want. What s going to create what I want is for me to be balanced and feel good. So how do I get myself back to that? I ve got to choose it first. And whether it s going to the beach, dancing naked in front of your mirror to 60s music which is one of mine Oh-oh, got the visual on that, Dee. Thank you. Hey, for my age, it s like I m pretty good. Going dancing at night with my boyfriend, putting on a comedy, having my toes done when my husband died. If you really truly love yourself as the Creative Force would you choose to do in the moment, would you go, okay, well, I m going to choose to be pissed off and despondent and angry and a victim instead of choosing love and health and balance. I m going to choose that. It almost does make you laugh and that s good! So can we do a little clearing then? Yes. I m getting there are two things Okay. And again, everyone Give me a song, baby. Give me a song. You re so musical. They go to music with you. Wow, I am the Light. It s by Keith Lyon. Okay, I am the Light. You see, there s nothing to balance but whatever we did in the last thing opened up this one. So I am the light of health. I am the light of what I want. Jennifer McLean Healing With the Masters,

17 Healing With the Masters Teleseminar Volume VI October 7, 2010: Dee Wallace Oh yes. That s what my whole bright light is. How do you get back to your bright light? How do you turn it up all the way again? So we re choosing in this moment to claim this, to direct this. We re going, I am the light. I am my light and I let it shine. And there s the second thing. Gee, it s going to a book. Oh, we re going to I am Discourses. I need a page number, 0-100, and the frequency it responds to because these numbers we re finding one that we go to balance things are not just numbers. They re actually mathematical frequencies that respond to a vibratory experience. One twenty seven feels familiar to me. Yes. So hold that because it will be interesting when we read this. This great being who has been introduced to you has after many centuries in the great silence again steps forth to exert that conscious blending process of spirit and manifestation. And I m supposed to stop there. So this is an affirmation. It s interesting, you asked for a clearing, which is a balancing and claiming these things are the highest way that we can balance all the dualities that are now holding us back. So I claim, I know, I direct and I am the great being that is introduced to myself after many centuries in the great silence, stepping forth to exert my conscious blending process of spirit and manifestation. My God. That brings tears to my eyes. Yes, indeed. I am I am the light. The light of the spirit and manifestation of who I am. And amen. So it is. Amen to that. Yes. God said, I am that I am. He had to say I m God, to be God. It s a metaphor also for us. Who are we saying that we are? Who are we claiming that we are? Are we claiming that we are love and God energy and our own creation? Or are we claiming that we have no responsibility, no ability or limited ability to create ourselves and that we have to allow the universe to create our lives for us? How are you defining your God definition? Which is you. Jennifer McLean Healing With the Masters,

18 Healing With the Masters Teleseminar Volume VI October 7, 2010: Dee Wallace Which is you. Because as you define it, that will be your creation and therefore the creation of your world. So the question becomes, why are we playing small when we are so big? Uh-huh. And I have the answer. It came in this weekend. Cool. We re playing small because we re in fear of creating more fear. Oh my goodness. So I m not going to create me because if I step forward to create me, and I get shut down again, I will have created more fear that I have to respond to, that I have to deal with in my life, that I have to use the rain to sing through. Right? Yes, it doesn t come without the rain, right? Well, it doesn t come without the fear. The rain is a metaphor for the fear. That s our perception is what I m saying. I m not saying that s the truth. I m saying that s the perception that many of us have that if we get bigger, you re saying that the fear comes with it and the fear is bigger too. Yes. Oh, well said. Okay, so then what do we want? We want to know that we are unconditional love, joy, health, beauty, abundance, freedom. That we re that, period. We don t have to earn it from a lower vibration. We don t have to earn it from moving out of fear. We don t have to acquire it by going from one duality to another. We re just that. We just are it. We are it. And that is how we define the God that I am is freedom and health and joy and abundance and success. So I m kind of getting a little hitch here that since this content just came in this past weekend, would it be possible for us to clear that fear of fear in this moment? You know, I m getting it now. Jennifer McLean Healing With the Masters,

19 Healing With the Masters Teleseminar Volume VI October 7, 2010: Dee Wallace Really? So I want to know why. Okay. We re going to balance it first. I invoke the I am, the new sheet, I am divine love. Now, we can. So what happens there, everybody, is until we invoke the I am Presence to come in and we committed to balancing whatever it was in our way wow, that s interesting. Oh my God, Jen, follow this. Okay. So there was so much fear that if we balanced it, we would create more fear that we weren t willing to balance it. Wow. And this is the conundrum we are on in the planet right now. Yes, absolutely. And it starts within us. So the planet cannot shift until the majority of us shifts. So the opposite of fear is love. And, scientifically, we all know that two things cannot hold one place. Yes, you said recently in your playshop, you can t be a part of something and be it. Is that the same concept? Yes. Wow, I said that, huh? Yes you did. It s a direct quote. Damn, you re good! I tell you, that works. Well, because by the very definition, if you are part of something, you re not the whole. Um, that s a misconception that we do. We think we re a part of something when we re actually the whole. Is that what you mean? Absolutely. So then assuming that everybody knows what a hologram is, like the ghost at Disneyland that you can see through, that s a hologram. It is a true statement scientifically that if you take out a piece of a hologram, the piece holds all of the attributes of the hologram itself. So if our hand was a hologram and we took off one finger, the finger would hold everything that the hand holds. That s what any piece of DNA really is, isn t it? Absolutely. Jennifer McLean Healing With the Masters, So DNA is like a hologram?

20 Healing With the Masters Teleseminar Volume VI October 7, 2010: Dee Wallace It is a hologram, yes. So I want everybody to wrap their heads around this, right. We ve been looking at God, the Is-ness, the Creative Force as the hologram that shut off a piece of us. So made in the image and likeness of, right? I want you to flip that around. Just play with me for a minute. And let s say that the Is-ness, God, the Creative Force, is asking for us to create the wholeness of our hologram so we can then plug it into the whole and the whole is defined through our holograms. Wow. The whole is defined through each of our individual holograms which are actually part of the whole. Absolutely. Yes. That is really cool. So that means that whatever changes we make in terms of love changes the entire hologram. Absolutely. So when we move into a place of love, we change the whole planet, planetary hologram to a place of love. And every dimension that we all exist on in all time and space. So we are incredibly powerful as individuals right here right now. Yes, we do create our world, and we create our world by creating ourselves. Wow. We were going to clear the fear that we fear more fear. Yes, it s done now. Okay. It s done now. It s all balanced. And we have chosen the claim and the direction that I am divine love. I am divine love. Because if I am divine love, I cannot be fear. Two places cannot hold the same space. So I m having this feeling in this moment, Dee, a very expansive feeling in this very moment that feels like we made a shift on the planet. And what s interesting in this moment is that I claim I am divine love constantly. It s part of my daily mantra. And yet in this moment when I m saying it, my being is resonating with it in a way that s way more palpable than ever before. And it feels like the rest of the call is, too, when we say right now to ourselves, I am divine love. You know why? Jennifer McLean Healing With the Masters,

21 Healing With the Masters Teleseminar Volume VI October 7, 2010: Dee Wallace Why? Because you can feel it without the fear now. Wow. Oh my God, I m going to cry again. Yes, me too. I think right now my heart chakra is way bigger than me. It s open way bigger than I am. So I m going to change that around and I m going to say, I am as big as my heart chakra wants to expand. And it feels like there are angels singing and dancing in the heavens right now at the expansion that all of us on this call are receiving. It s always amazing to me the power of the community when it comes together to do this work. it is. It s really remarkable. It s why I put together the MasterWorks Healing Membership Site because I saw the power of this group work is so important. And thank you for doing that for all of us, Jen. I really want you to breathe in after this last week the amazing love that you are and that you have invited everybody and given access to everybody to move into. Wow. Well, thank you for that. Well, it s true. I want us all to honor ourselves because we were all a part of the shift that has happened in these few precious minutes. We have been instrumental in shifting the planet and ourselves and the one in these few moments in time. That s an extraordinary thing to know, that we are that blessed as the creative force that we are. Oh, my goodness gracious, what an incredible moment this is. It feels really nice. It feels nice to be here with you. It feels nice to be here with this amazing group of people who are on the call right now. Wow. You know what? We ve just finished the call. Yes, we finished the call. We finished the call with the experience of loving ourselves. Yes, indeed. God bless you, Dee, for your wonderful gifts and what you ve given us today. I don t want to spoil the moment, but I don t think I can think I can spoil this moment ever. Because what I m about to share with you well, just imagine taking this one hour that we just spent together and now multiplying it over many hours. We have this amazing special offer tonight from Dee Wallace. I love her work so much. So this shift that you experienced right now, you re about to Jennifer McLean Healing With the Masters,

22 Healing With the Masters Teleseminar Volume VI October 7, 2010: Dee Wallace experience multiple, multiple versions of the shift. And one thing that Dee and I talked and I talk about quite a bit is that this ain t over, we re not done here. This is a lifetime of these kinds of profound moments. And Dee is going to supply you with a bunch of profound moments through her amazing products. There are three products here in Dee s special offer tonight. The first one is actually a gathering of the best of Dee s shows on MasterWorks Healing Membership Site. And what they are are a series of one-on-one work in a group coaching environment that guided all of us to experience in the first time and will now guide you to these kinds of profound shifts. Dee is remarkable in just minutes, assisting us and tapping into us and being part of the whole with us and shifting our energies to one of a much higher vibrating frequency and to a place of a much deeper knowing. It s a set of CDs that have over 30 sessions on them. And again, you can just pick and choose which sessions you want to work with and you can work with these things over and over and over again that s just Dee s amazing work. On our shows together, Dee and I often do a lot of work together so it also includes some of my sound vibration work in conjunction with these works. It s really quite remarkable and the people who own this series and who are part of MasterWorks Healing Membership Site have attested to the remarkable shifts and changes that Dee has offered. That s just one. The second one is her amazing playshop that we talked about a little today. This is a three DVD set of Dee live in action walking you through an amazing set of experiences. You re also going to get some props that go with it. So it s DVDs with props and it s very experiential. And as Dee was saying earlier, it was really important the Divine guided her to create something that was experiential so you could viscerally feel it in your body, it s a beautiful, really, really fun experience. I absolutely know you're going to love it and it s chockfull of Dee s amazing insights, as well as channeled material. So that s the playshop. And then there s also her Conscious Creation book and it s an audio book. So you can listen to Dee read her own book about how to consciously create your life and again, it s a chockfull of energy. Her intention as she read it was that there would be healing energy. So just by holding this copy, you re going to change. And then when you listen to Dee s powerful voice reading her amazing book, it will change you. It will shift you. So that s Dee s special offer today. So just go to healingwiththemasters.com/deespecial. If you re on the webcast you can click Jennifer McLean Healing With the Masters,

23 Healing With the Masters Teleseminar Volume VI October 7, 2010: Dee Wallace the button there. And if you're listening to the recording, just scroll down and click on the purple button. It s also on the webcast.htm page there. So, Dee, thank you so much. Thank you for your love, your commitment, your joy and your irreverency. I love all of you, guys. I love you so, so much and I m so privileged to be a part of this. Thank you. Thank you. And next week, we are going to have Noah St. John on. I can t remember who is on on Thursday. Somebody awesome. Somebody awesome. And thanks, everyone, for showing up tonight. I love you all very much, and we will see you next time. Jennifer McLean Healing With the Masters,