Poetry Series - poems - Publication Date: 2009 Publisher: Poemhunter.com - The World's Poetry Archive
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All I Have Strain my chaos, turn into the light, I need to see you at least one night, Before I lose you I want to share, You left me in pieces everywhere. I need a chance to hold on, But that chance, like you is gone, Just give me something to hold onto, It was so clear that I hold onto you. It's so clear now that you're all I have, It's so clear now that you're all I have, All I have is gone, I have nothing to hold, When you left my life on itself, has fold. I want to see you on this dark night, I walk through the dark. Ooh the fright. I know you need me too be there, For you I have all my time to spare. I stand outside your window, I stare, Through the window to see you, I glare, I see you cry at memories from the start, See you cry about me is a welcome arrow to heart. 2
All Or Nothing When I first saw you standing there, It was a little hard not to stare, Babe I was hoping it was you and I, But you left me there to live and die. This is it I have nothing to hide, Put everything to the one side, I know I shared everything, Now it's all or nothing. I know you won't believe, So I might as well leave, I will always say nothing to hide, All I want is to be by your side. Next time I'll take it slow, Us together I'll never know, I know I'll give up my everything, Cause it's all or nothing. So lets give it a try, Waiting till I die, I know I cared, your my everything, Cause now it's all or nothing. 3
Alone I'm so alone, Waiting by the phone, I should learn from mistakes, And that love isn't fake. I go out every night, Looking for the right one, But it ends after every fight, And maybe now she's gone. They were great days, Which travelled far away, Never to come back to me, Like the one that was meant to be, I'm alone I said goodbye, I don't know who was the one, That I was meant for till I die, But now she's long gone. I sit there waiting alone, Waiting for a ring on the phone, I carried out the same mistake, Thinking her love was fake. 4
Believe Explain yourself. Why should I believe you? It was you. Who betrayed me two? It was you who betrayed me. It was me who wanted us to be, Explain yourself. It was you who kissed him! It was you. I made a few mistakes. None like yours! How was he? Was he better than me? No. No. Liar! Justin kissed you, I let it slide, You kissed Ray. You say it was on the cheeks. I don't believe you! I saw it clearly it was on the lips! Ooh how my life turned around that night, You was drunk. You became sober. You started a fight! I look at all or nothing, my life was all infront of me, Now I have nothing in my life! I had you! You kissed my best friend. Don't worry I'm still haunted by it. Seeing that happen wants me to end. My life, you don't love me anyway. After all you betrayed me, with Ray! I didn't say good-bye. You said good-bye. Remember the good times. I do. Explain yourself. You don't know the good times. Not even lying under the stars, sitting by a cliff. Walks on the beach. You said our first kiss. It was good, but what about Justin and Ray! You called me a liar! You say I hurt you! It's been almost three months since it happened! My life has changed so much in three months. I have nothing! No-one who loves me. No time. No life. Hello Lonely. Don't you know that. It's you that haunts the dreams of a sad man. How do I live without you? How could you walk away from this, just walk away from this? Hello lonely. 5
You went out with my friend. They kissed. They hugged. They didn't tell her ex boyfriend, or his friend! He worked for his ex girlfriend and friend to be together, He admits he made her jealous. He wants her back! But she loves another one of his friends, She wants him to believe her about Ray! She's betrayed him a lot in three months. But she can't believe him about his love for her! Kissing Justin and Ray, going out with his mates, Falling in love with his mates, not telling him she moved on, Kissing his mates, loving everyone other than him! If I asked her what was there to leave behind, She'll say there weren't much to leave behind. Including me! While he was still dreaming the same old dream, crying the same old cry, Remembering the same old memory, wishing the same old wish, Walking the same old walk, wearing the same old clothes, Looking at the same old photos, Crying the same old cry on memories, Dying the same old death each day, hoping the same old hopes, Making the same old mistakes, believing the same old beliefs. Explain yourself. Why should I believe you? After all the betrayal. It hurts you that I don't believe you! Try being in my position. The hurt I live through each day! The same haunting dream of you that I want to stay! Seeing the same photos each day! Crying the same old cry! Wishing the same old wish for you! Looking at the stars! Knowing that you aren't thinking of me! Explain yourself! Why should I believe you? Who betrayed me!? 6
Break Even Just prayed to a god I don't believe in, I always said that I'll always be missing, I'm still alive but I'm slowly dying, My heart is always crying, You take the suitcase I take the blame, You left me with no love left to my name, I thought we always had the chemistry, But it turns out there was no remedy, What am I meant to do, When the best part of me was always you, They say bad things happen for a reason, I suppose that is for our personal freedom, When a heart breaks it don't break even, When a heart breaks it don't break even, Me and my heart can feel the tears running, I tried to speak but nothing was coming, We was standing on a tiny ledge, And we argued over the edge, There is nothing I can say to make you stay, No matter what the day, With you growing old felt fine, But without you I don't want to line, I will always take the blame, And you will leave me with no love to my name, I pray to a god I don't believe in, I'm still alive but I'm slowly dying, I thought we had chemistry, But I had no remedy, When a heart breaks it don't break even. 7
I Understand I know you can't take the pain, It shouldn't have happened in the rain, They say three strikes your out, I used two and now my hearts in doubt, I need your touch, But it may be too much, I know I shouldn't mess around, I knew it wouldn't be sound, I dropp the pictures of you, Because what I did was untrue, I have to go through the hurt, Hurting you means I'm just dirt, I know I'm a walking disaster, I wish I listened to the master, I messed up the one time, I realise it was such a crime, Oh no I hurt you again, I'm not loyal like a great dane, I crushed your heart in the palm of my hands, If you walk out now I'll understand, I always said time solves all things, I just hope time don't mean clings, How you're still in my life I'll never know, My heart stings everytime we need to go, I'll understand if you have to go, It's my fault I take the blame so, I crushed your heart in my hands, If you walk out I'll always understand. 8
If You See Her There she goes walking out the door, She don't care about me anymore, I walk out that same door alone, Looking to check if you call my phone, And everything I do reminds me, Of what we used to do and be, Everytime I hear our song I feel sick, But somehow it went our little click, I know we argued but can't it be, How we used to be just you and me, You say 'It's too late now it's too late', I still remember months ago to the date, When I first laid eyes on your face, How time flew by with such pace, I now sit on the sofa we got together, Hoping that you'll come back to me forever, I know losing you is a big lose, a defeat, I'm going to shout 'I love you' to people I meet, I know I said things I did not mean, I wish to wipe that memory clean, I know that shes moved on from me, I don't think she remembers how it used to be, I won the battle but I lost the war, I want to see you walk through my door, I now sit there saying, wishing too, 'If you see her can you tell her I love her'. 9
I'M Lost Without You I thought that I could go on forever, I thought that we could last together, Let me know my bad days will end, I will go on as your lover, your friend. Are you afraid of being alone? I am. I don't want the clone, It was all the small things, Truth cares, truth brings. We've been here a few times before, It was the lies that we should have saw, Tasting the final one of our kiss, I didn't think it'll mean the end of this. I miss your laugh and your smile, It was what I wanted to see walking a mile, Is there anyway for us to be, All I want is that you will see. Are you afraid of being alone? I am. I wait by the quiet phone, It was all the smalls things, Truth cares, truth brings. I know that she moves in her own way, But I didn't say I wanted it to end that day, I'm still not prepared to give up on you, After all I thought we was true. Are you afraid of being alone? I am. I wait by the quiet phone, It was all the small things, Truth cares, truth brings. 10
In My Place In my place, Were lines I didn't want to face, I was lost, How much is that going to cost? Take down the love-letters from the bookshelf, Love the person who was once yourself, Wait. The time will come, Just wait to see unlike some. In my place, There are lines I can't face, I once loved and lost, My life isn't at much cost. Sit down and understand your fear, It maybe be scary but it's here, Life isn't clear there is a bit of doubt, Sometimes you'll want to get out. In my place, Were lines I didn't want to face, The desperate notes and the love notes in life, I look at them remember. It hurts like a knife. 11
Looking For The Answer I will dedicate, I know the directions I could take, I will never know if its fate, But the route I take won't be fake. Is my story worth ending? Show me what it's for, Even though life has a sting, I will look through the door. I'm crawling in the dark, Looking for the answer. I'm crawling in the dark, Looking for the answer. Look back on your life, Learn the directions to take, Wrong choice is like a knife, Your right route isn't fake. Life is short there will be pain, Forget the pain but be right, There will always be rain, Specially if you pick the wrong fight. I'm crawling in the dark, Looking for the answer. I'm crawling in the dark, Looking for the answer. 12
Moved On The love we shared, After it happened it was squared, I always show how much I cared, But it was you who dared, You kissed him crushing my heart, Moving on from you was the start, You moved on too fast in pace, Does your heart have a face? I moved on too fast, Trying to run from the past, Love after love locked away in the room, I will never forget you, memories in the room, You left me without a trace, Even your heart has a pace, I know I have my pace, But I only have the one face, You thought I lied, Everytime you said I died, You went for my mate, Faster than what would be fate, I won't stop you both it's not fair, After all you was the one to dare, I moved on too fast, Trying to run from the past, present and future. 13
Nothing The lies that would have grown, I saw them and I would have known, I tried to stop the lies, And now I'm left alone and I cry. The person I love says she has nothing, When she has me jealous I cling, To the memories that once was true, And now I'm left alone without you. People who have nothing have something, They have a person and time to sing, I have nothing nobody, no time and nothing, Because I lost my love, life and time. Before I lost everything, I saw the beauty in life that will sing, But the memories are memories not life, After all when you left me it cut like a knife. 14
Promise Keeper It's time I saw the better things in life, Cause I don't want to waste away, At the edge of a knife, Each and everyday, I'll give up all the little things, To try and make this right for you, And I'll try not to cling, It's true, All your troubles, When things get deeper, I'll try not to fumble, I'll be your promise keeper, You're one believer, And I'll be your one and only, And I'll hold you closely, Cause forever starts tonight, I'll try to make this right, I'll never think about a clone, Come lie here on my bones, I'll always be there to hold you, There doesn't have to be a clue, I'll be your promise keeper, You're one believer. 15
Tears In The Rain Scars carry from the past are real, I tear my heart out just to feel, They said we had it all, But now I dont have it at all, I know life won't be my way, I remember that each day, It all started with a kiss, Now it's the end of this, I won't stand in your way, Of happiness on this day, Thats all I ever wanted, It's all I complentated, The thing is she's confused, My lifes going like a lit fuse, Life is long there will be pain, I hope you don't feel the rain, I hope it don't fall on you, Like it's fell on me too, Life is long there will be pain, I hope you don't notice the tears in the rain, I will always remember that night, I gave you the choice that was right, I hope you picked the right one, You robbed my heart like a con, I'm here for you just in case, You need a smiling face, I won't stop being there, I want to make things fair, We won't stop being friends, Even till our very ends, I won't stand in your way, If it's what you want everyday, You picked him over me, If thats how you want it to be, Then let it be I'll understand, You still have my heart in your hand, You picked someone I hate, But you want him as a date, I get the message of that, 16
I'm not a welcome mat, If you walk over me I'll let it slide, But it wouldn't be able to glide, I will be at the park, Till it gets dark, After all it's my life, That you cut like a knife, I want my life to end, But I have to go with the blend, Life is long there will be pain, You don't notice the tears in the rain. 17
The One That Got Away It's getting close to when we first met, On that cold night that was wet, And now it's almost a year on, And you robbed my heart like a con, I go back to the corner where I first met you, I know it don't make sense but what else can I do? Some try to hand me money into a can, I'm not broke I'm a broken hearted man, If you wake up one day and start missing me, Your heart starts to wonder where I could be, You'll always be the one that got away, From me each and every day, I'll be missing you, What else can I do? I know it weren't fair but I said I'll wait forever, Just to give us a chance of being together, The thing that hurts the most Was being so close, And having so much to say, In watching you walk away, So I'm waiting for you for what could've been, I know it might not happen it's left to be seen, I want to show the words left in my heart that are unspoken, But being without you means my hearts unwoken, Going on with you gone still upsets me, I'll pretend I'm ok how you want it to be, I still wait at the pub where we first met, No matter what the weather I remember the wet, If I have to I'll die waiting if it has to be, 'Cause all I want is you to be with me. 18
Till The End It seems that nothing ever goes my way, Since you broke my heart since you left that day, There is no where to go, there is no where to be, From the misery of snow, I want you with me. Since you've been gone, since you've been gone, Tell me your not alright, tell me you're coming home, I know she was a bad, bad girlfriend, But I'll love her till the end, till the end. Well I work all day and fight all night, With my girl who I'll always treat right, I look around and I see good, bad and ugly, I know I hurt you and you hurt me. I'm sorry. Since you've been gone, since you've been gone, Tell me your not alright, tell me you're coming home, I know she was a bad, bad girlfriend, But I'll love her till the end, till the end. You left me from a mistake that day, Ever since I've need to hear you say, I'll love you till the end. But it isn't true, Because I argued against you. Since you've been gone, since you've been gone, Tell me your not alright, tell me you're coming home, I know she was a bad, bad girlfriend, But I'll love her till the end, till the end. 19
What Happened To Us? What happened to us? We used to be so perfect, now I'm lost and lonely, What happened to us? Deep down I wonder, did I lose my only? I thought it was too good to be true, I found you who understands me, I tried to understand you, And I thought it was you and me. But who could have known, That the lies would have grown, We should have done our best, To see another day to rest. What happened to us? We used to be so perfect, now I'm lost and lonely, What happened to us? Deep down I wonder, did I lose my only? We kept it inside untill it was too late, Now we're both alone, the consquence we pay, I kept it inside what I should have said instead of wait, And now we're alone each and everyday. 20
What If? What if I didn't over react? We wouldn't have to track, Back to the days we shared, Just to show that I cared. What if I didn't make the mistake? You'd have my things that I didn't take, Even though I left one thing, Hoping in the memory it'll cling. What if I never let you go? Would I miss you so? Would I still be your man? Instead of being a stranger of a man. What If I could turn back time? Would it be such a climb? To get you back, From leaving me in the black. What if I said nothing at all? What if I make the first call? I know I started the fight, But I'm trying to make it right. What if I didn't feel this way? Would I see you everyday? I know I'm willing to wait, To get onto your good slate. What if everything was right? What if we never had a fight? What if nothing went wrong? What if everything belonged? What if I never let you go? Would I be in love with you so? I don't think I can let you go, Thats why I'm alone so. 21
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When My Angel Deserves To Die. Everything was great, Everything was good, From my head to my feet, Then changed the mood, The entire room, In which I lie, Turned to doom, When I cry, Cause my angel deserves to die, After the turn went wrong, I sit there, The kiss of someone who did not belong, Do I dare? To stand up to fight, With no flare, After all my life is as dark as night, I still lie in my room, Trying to change my mood, From the doom and gloom, Turn it to a good mood, But I still lie, Trying not to cry, Cause my angel deserves to die Underneath the hover flies, Where I commit a self righteous suicide, All because my angel deserves to die, And that one last kiss, Was the end of all this. 23
You Know I don't know where to begin, I'm fighting a war I can't win, Fighting a memory, Of what used to be, I just can't carry on the fight, With all of my strength and might, You just keep defeating me, From what used to be, You keeping tell me two, From when he was with you, You say he was sweet, Sounds like he was treat, But he turned out he was a cheat, I will not stand in your way, You can go each and everyday, You know you want to go, It's what you know, There isn't a way to make this last, When your mind is stuck in the past, Go back, Go back, Go back, But your heart don't work like that, You know you want to go, I won't stop you, you know. 24