IN THE LIGHT OF THE CHRIST FULFILMENT WITHIN EACH

IN THE LIGHT OF THE CHRIST FULFILMENT WITHIN EACH August 22, 1987 TaPa talks to his children "The light within you touches the light that is sent. In the harmony can be the opening of many worlds of great knowledges and brings also the token of wisdom in time." I am come and have taken upon self once again the task of reincarceration that I might be momentarily near you. Beloved, it is not in the length or in just the measurement of the encompassing clouds that reveal behind them the prospect of glad morrow. It is that as we see improaching close and coming nigh and/or near that of dissuading activity, we look to strength and there unto security find within the self the nurture and the encouragement. That of in each self, respective or the difference and distinctions there clarified, innate self realizes the higher qualities, the higher levels and is aware much more often than not in the creative aspect, when Divine inspiration is showered. To be inspirited of a thing is to be lifted in it into clear seeing and awareness, to be moved gradually toward and encompassed by the total that it contains. And where in light do we see the inspiration? In the illumined quality that lasts beyond just the embers glow, when cast aside in fires over which have been built anew again and again, we see therein still the fire that burns. Still within this is the spark of that Divine Principle and element. The elements themselves comprise not a division between the characteristics of the chemical and of other associated source areas between the biological involved with all of the sciences of discernment. Man calls to his physics to explain properties, and there in the properties themselves worlds within worlds, realms within realms. And as we touch by experience, either that contemplated or that inspired unto you and given, gifted through the mechanism of your own innate sensitivity, the soul is lifted. The soul is lifted and in its way of the spiritual things and natures though foreign unto perhaps others and many others, familiar at least to you, the ritual of beginning and ending, the paramount and vast amount of information and intrinsic lessons within the experience itself. What do we gauge our experience against? For that which is seen by one cannot be seen perhaps by the readily assembled viewing audience. There are things which happen only to one at a time. As we lift ourselves through the many levels, tearing away the veils that used to hide the eyes, the unclouded way opens and we see still before us that altar that stands in the place of 211

awareness. Unto which I would give my call then unto allegiance, to draw the seeking and questing soul of man toward perverse altar or to stand in less than a seat of plenty, to open itself to the actualization of visualization, bringing in the importance and the things that bear witness unto the power aspect. Would I not then at this altar lift my eyes to see beyond just the veil of inner court, just beyond that of the face of an idol or a god to look and say to self, "Before this placed I lift up my eyes." Placed here do I find myself being lifted up before the aspirations of man, triumphant above these, to lift again the building of a consciousness. Without the variables that go along hand in hand with the quest, man does not see the superb delicacy with which it is fashioned and of which it is wrought. The hard lessons, the cruel lessons that life affords, can be drawn out of the same well that others draw plenty and blessings that lift them and soothe them. But our way is no harder. We have no more greater challenge to be met within the self than the full commitment to the object of not one man's reasoning, but to that which is felt and expressed innate, instinctive within man. When we push ourselves away and separate ourselves from the interconnective links and from the mechanism, one within the other that encompass and stir this which is the energies represent in this place, reaching out unto others, until we can see that within the centering of this, vibrant energies, not displaced but placed there specifically, channel and invoke. To invoking we have aide and we have call. And the call goes forth first. And opening the way, carrying message to distance, is perhaps the hardest thing you are asked to do. The interceding self calls out for higher self to respond. Higher self then, it its consciousness attained, has the educative process to experience, to invoke the call therein that is given in the higher and the answer comes. That which inspires one man will not touch another. Certain words, certain actions, certain senses portrayed, symbolized or equally given forth in the equity of situation. When the heart is touched, we often flood the emotive self out in manifestation. Outer appearance then has its effect also. As we draw near to scrutinize, the interactive spiritual part and/or portion can be clouded. But if you look beyond in the simplicity of the soul, you will see the strength of spirit. Life itself giving, changing, transmuting, form within form, life within life cycle. We are called then to the destiny of years that we have opened and waited, that the challenge has been met. Perhaps part of the way has been traversed. Another portion of the road ahead not clearly perhaps revealed. But yes, there is a way, child. As you hear my voice, realize that all things that you 212

are in operation with can be touched in that especial way. Not for reward, but for the actual Plan of Divine entrance. We carry our plea before the mercy seat of awareness. We are looking then for that that unties. It will not be a small uniting, not in this or any other age, but one great uniting, followed by others. This is the opening. This is the dawning. There are those that shall respond more in a physical and outward manifestation--a glow, a happiness, a peace, a full exchange. When they are bathed and baptized in the power, their zeal is lifted. They have a new approach to life and the living, that which awaits beyond it, the continuation of life's effort. Oh, within the mind, hear me, child. Cast not away anything, and anything means the all that is held in the moment, in the mind, in the heart. We meet the challenge as we arrange individually and collectively the avenue of approach. For unto that temple of awareness, if you continue to seek, you will be drawn. Before the doors of wisdom are opened, you will have passed several of the initiations that touch with truth, that hold and say, "Living man, I reach out from a distant place and unto this you will soon follow." But we must know within ourselves. By the beauatic expression of the many gifts, we see the countenance and a part of the Divine. Within the movement and flow of this which surges and comes to our attention as an oil of anointing, all that that just precedes the moments wherein the gift will be given. How can we hold it? How long can we hold the power of Divine inspiration even? And you know that it is powerful within itself. Its extent, its portion may be just small, but that which emanates from that small portion sufficient unto the need, and it lifts us for a moment. Oh, unto a mountaintop experience carry me, that my eye might look across and into that promise. It is the labor well spent that we prepare each unto ourselves our own way. And how do they come unto the temple? Through ritual. How do they come unto the ritual? By that that is personably, personably in action within. Some do not need the ritual. Whatever that ritual may be that invokes within us the seriousness, the tone, the triune tone. But as we wait to be touched, there are those and many passing even now among you. The light shines upon you. Quest we then in which direction? Together shall we go, or there divided at the way part, and to distant points be placed. Wherein then the dividing of the river the strength is not lost. Therein is builded up the power of simply going around the obstacle. The momentum there part of the grace, pushes us hurriedly past as we come upon scene after scene. What it takes to be the salvation of one man, unto another it has little or no meaning. Lost and forgotten perhaps, the way and the answer, still it is the same. We work this out individually. We come to terms with our awareness. We find in it the light and 213

the peace, the comfort, the solace, the happiness of true light beings. And we share not there the ominous forecast, but look with eye well trained toward distant shores. Activity will continue and strength will be there, weighed in the balance from one time element to the next, and repeated again and again. Pay attention to things that float...that float. There is a key of significance to the chelic that attend there. I see a preparation of the way before we ever mount the step. Nigh unto temple call, a lifting of the incense, an opening of the way, an intercession to Divine Will that an establishment of peace be conveyed, that we ourselves preparing, preparing something beautiful that we shall carry within the life and within the mission and ministry, within the touch. And there lifted on hands that quiver in not only anticipation, but the way has been hard, we walk before it through the door and unto that altar there to lay the symbol where we would have it. When I look among you, Beloved, I see the different myriads of things that express themselves creatively through you. The mind that listens, the heart that is open to hear, the message may not be the same unto each, but there is that precious that always can be drawn out. Those of you, I see several with the Book and therein is placed note after note, indication after indication. Hold it close, for beauty therein contained will be resolved unto which you can return again and again. When will we see the full challenge met in the expression of the higher qualities? For there is that that man dares not challenge that is beyond just the mortal influence, that which lives in self first, then in another, and then in others, the line of power, the great gift that descends out of our taking entrance into the Light Awareness. How shall we draw to ourselves this which will be weapon and stay? How shall we draw to us that which will provide when the weapon is harnessed, when we are opened and readied? When in simplicity we open ourselves as an abundant, fertile and waiting resolve, that into it can be sown the many lessons, the many beautiful wonders of life, and there that it grow. The many questions that have been asked for great lengths of time, the many answers. Unless you have heard the answer, unless you have questioned the same or similar yourself, you will not have it given close. But oh, to embrace others in the knowing, sharing some of the higher, higher experiences. And in the right way, for it is an action of the Sons of Righteousness that they bar the way of that which will not flow, that cannot flow true, that will not be the source unto its final destination. For time in this measurement of time is valued and passeth quick. We know that that which we have individually and perhaps 214

IN THE LIGHT OF THE CHRIST FULFJLLMENT WITHIN EACH collectively experienced will not have the same temper in the next moment. Thus it is the constant experience, the constant expression. Some of you will touch with the hand and others with the heart, some with the mind. Beloved, as we touch, a healing is introduced, the advent of which, not the new but the old power. The power which lifts and holds taught me not, and teaching and teaching more that we look and know and feel. The collective not so important now as the individual. We lift the little flame of our being to salute the dawning of new day, and therein that the light is abundantly given, ray distinction upon ray distinction. Perhaps it is not that we intend to master many things. Perhaps we intend to master only a few. But there is a mastering that is higher. Into your world through the mastering that is higher. Into your world through the dream, through the awareness, through the visitation, through the lifting, the eyes of the children are beginning to see. The experience that used to be and become to be fairly ordinary is heightening. Color takes entrance. We are chastened by, not the disappointments along the way, but the revelations. We are receiving more. We are receiving better. There is the joy in higher levels, an invoking of a call, and still it is heard above the din that some are aware of and others are not. There is a song within the heart of aspirant man, and there is a call that goes out unto the points there to be drawn. What you find most precious, lift it up. What touches with you that perhaps pulls into balance a new awareness, then make use of this. The perplexity of the situation unnecessary. Simplify... simplify, and hold. For question not the many things, Though all things must questioned be. But the few of greatest importance, Draw these first close to thee. To look and see carefully within, All of the signs there marked, Will lift away and bring a song in, Simplicity as the lark. 215

Nature speaks with soft hands and often with cruel blows registers the emotion of high pitch and fervor. There within is the constant undulation, not only within season, but within cycle. And we see and know and realize that the plane begins to speak to us. The earth has a voice. The earth has a heart. The earth has a soul. It has a property to it and to which has been drawn all that is a part, and therein this drawing the benefit of first planings. Here with opportunity and opening growing, need is met. The seeker begins to realize that a quest is not enough. The search must be thorough from within, without. We accumulate among the way as we march and go. Our way may not be only the way of self, but perhaps alone will be the way. And the bands of those that support are only in the heart and the mind through remembering. But there is a great strength in completed journeys. Cycles within cycles make sense in the end as we see that which operates within us individually. The light within you touches the light that is sent. In the harmony can be the opening of many worlds of great knowledges and brings also the token of wisdom in time... wisdom in time. How shall we change the great that awaits outside? By first preparing in the inner to be that which symbolizes the great attempt. To snatch, to grab, to even tear at, not the tattered cloak of a prophet, not to scramble and/or move and listen and question, and question to self, but to let the question be answered through inner response. I see movement and a returning energy from a distance, having been called for a time, that will change many things and bring anew a line of energy that can clearly be seen and defined. I cannot linger a great length of time. I am here but with the touch. There is a blessing that rolls. An evaluation I assure you will be a reevaluation. The already evaluated waits to touch. The proof within the strange be given perhaps, but highly illumined word and challenge unto each. The conflict between those agents of perdition hit hard and strong at times against the righteousness borne in the light, but a royal line beyond all lines and their limitations exist. For in the consciousness of the Christos, in the light of the Christ fulfillment within each, we specify, qualify each one. The legacy that of illumined awareness and moveability in more than one plane of expression. Student: Is my physical, mental and spiritual body prepared for bringing a new light into Gary in my life? TaPa: There has been a length of time that many seeming restrictions are placed. At other times less than. But there is a light that shines, showing 216

deliberation in wa1tmg for proper time and/or point. This is wise. The strengthening of the physical body and the attunement to the mind and to the self that is higher, the consciousness, the flow, the feeling. You have prepared well without knowing in many ways, in many wise. There is there then the opportunity, for vessel is being prepared and will continue for some time to be prepared. Yes, I fmd the time soon approaches for wherein the ritual of purification is exercised again and again in several different ways. You have the knowledge, the self-knowledge. "I am prepared." Not one gift above another, not one opportunity or challenge above another. Still this is that of great beauty and specialness. There was a time far in the past when those that would bear the special unto the world were selected and drawn out and aside early in their development. All aspects of the development, and were educated within the temple. And they were kept true to many rituals and laws with an understanding or lack thereof, but were presented in their time of perfection as those that would be vessels through which the re-embodying of the very special would come. But unto each that is a mother and bears a child in the world, the specialness is therein indicated only to this. The tie and the link is and can only be there attached. There is this feeling and flow. The specialness is real. Provision for this wise. Student: Is the time now to establish a home base that is here or near this place? Would you advise me as to what is happening in my life? TaPa: I find currents that seem to sweep me into almost three different directions. I see possibilities that seem not to actualize, but entertain through the eye and through the feeling different areas of possibility. But I find that when the drawing is complete, you will know instinctively. As you follow that which draws, I see a wheel out from which many spokes reach and wheel moving against wheel eventually. But the need is now herein placed that toward central focuses we draw. For now is the time that we either begin the great work or it will go, and there be left. It shall divide away. The opportunity and the clear seeing perhaps somewhat and to a degree. Many things need to be put into order and disciplines called into actuality. Possibilities and the realms o( possibility extend to the present situation and far to several others that will be occurring in the near future. We wait now, not in a period of transition, but to see just how securely interface these one with the other. Where is the real benefit and what do we stand to test insofar as benefit? When secured in readiness within, having contemplated all possibilities, wait until the message is given within you that you come. Student: Have I interpreted the dream correctly? 217

TaPa: Yes. In certain parts and/or portions perhaps you feel a little more authority to denote the significance or meaning. Perhaps you're lifting it at points a little higher than ordinary, but it is a revealing. The symbols will speak in other ways, another time that will cause reflection back to this moment, this interlude. This is in part not just a precognitive dream or clairvoyant experience in a somnambulistic state, but begins to take on tones of that that is an inner expressed inner planes experience. It takes on a cosmology and tone deep with a significance. There are other messages soon to come to you that will draw in a line in the order that they are given the correct and appropriate actions. And they will be not only indicators, but as road signs along the way. My little one, you are drawn to look and see and there shown, no matter where you look, you will see that that awaits there for you in message and in symbol. This is part of the beauty, part of the speciality of being of the chosen. We come to teach not the distinctions, but we come to at least draw certain lines were we can see clearly in different directions feeling it in each direction simultaneously. That eye which looks upon form or movement, tone or silence, senses only that which is greatest in this moment. Student: In what area can I best serve the Plan for this activity in this cycle? TaPa: By, and the opening, to not only that which makes sense, so to speak, or clarifies first to you, but in patience waiting for clarification in those supports. There is definitely a setting up of lines of energy. There are many works that are part of many missions and some ministries. And therein there is the inner touch that must be acceptable. It must ever be watched. It must be maintained. There is something very precious and very real that we dare not by overstepping, over or under examining, jeopardize in any way, but open to the flow. No greater... no greater truth than in the Word. And the use of this, yes, but give peace. Thinking twice as fast correctly is not always the advantage. We come to a point in that which is the expression of simplify... simplify, and yet comment is made by the intricate. What we are expressing is the simplicity of a great intricacy--the Word. The Word is all surroundant to message. When the message calls, as you have and/or bear the message, as you hold for moment, perhaps the light, lift it unto accomplishment. Make all decisions according not to the sacrifice but according to what is right in that sacrifice. I see exchanging of many things. But perhaps the best is to find that place wherein we touch especially. Student: Is the time of the anti-christ.... 218

TaPa: Well into the period and/or time that the imminent vibration, as coming into and setting up polarities are involved, can be sensed and/or seen. When those that have sought through the many guises and disguises that Antichristic involvement, let us not supersede any ideas of the past save only to clarify in the new concept of awareness. The constant battle between the forces of light and of darkness is the same that challenges in the moment. But wherein shall one lift up the power and, before even those of their own, come with this power to actualization of dark force therein is proclaimed the Antichrist. In the action of collective consciousness, when we eliminate, so to speak, the baser awareness is, still we are challenged. For that which stands to test the soul and influence the mind holds a great power in this time. There in a distance a throne upon which one awaits succession, a growing but still with it the power that shall hold it in check, touching not the Elect and those that have above reproof lifted themselves. For with discernment we acknowledge. In the past much has been given still relative to this question and answer. The forces that move into light through darkness. Student: TaPa, are we to understand that the super intelligences that are communicating with the planet are those of light? TaPa: Many order, many orders, many are touching at various points. They are holding unto reproof positions which will soon have to be handed into the hands of those who have evolved higher in consciousness in flesh. Those that have borne the standards long shall be called to task and into the task of holding again and again. Beloved, in that which is perhaps our time, this the eternal moment of now, that which shall hold us for a moment, filling us and each that can attune, in strengthening, in vitalizing of energy, hold with me for a moment. We hold together. This Light shines. Each touching that desires touch. Each holding that desires to be held. Each reaching that desires to be reached. And now for that word, that tone, that peace that seals. Unto each, hold unto each. Go forth, Beloved. May you go in peace, in light, and in love. We have shared. Some will not fully comprehend and others know the full sharing. Some have not heard enough, some enough. But our challenge is to discern from within. Our challenge is to see, to know, to be, to become. Thou art bright, my children. Go forth. 219