St. Padre Pio Center for Deliverance Counseling CLIENT WORKBOOK Step 5 in Counseling Dealing with Bitterness and Unforgiveness 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 The purpose of this Session is to begin to remove some ground that Satan has taken from you due to bitterness and unforgiveness in your life. Before the Session with your counsellor think about the people in your life for whom you need to forgive, people to whom you hold bitterness, people who have hurt you or disappointed you in anyway, or for whom you hold any kind of grudge. Record on a sheet of paper all the names you can think of and that God brings to your mind. Even if you have forgiven some or all of these people, include them in your list anyway. The list should include everyone you can think of going all the back to childhood. If you cannot remember names, refer to the person by any attribute you can remember (e.g., the boy in the red hat in 6th grade who stole my pencil ). Do not tell the whole story on your list, but merely a one line statement as to what they did to hurt or disappoint you. After writing down the names and brief notes about these people and incidents ask God to bring to your mind anyone you have forgotten. It is not unusual to forget, or to push aside from our conscious mind, incidents and even the names of people whom have hurt us. These hidden hurts and wounds need to be healed as well. Thus, ask God to bring to your mind any person you have forgotten for whom you need to forgive, for whom you hold a grudge against, for whom you are bitter, for those who have hurt you, with the following prayer: Father in heaven, please bring to my mind the names of any people for whom I have held bitterness towards, grudges against, or have not forgiven for the hurts they have caused me. Help me to remember all these hurts so that they may be offered to You, O Lord, and healed from my soul so that I may live the truly victorious Christ-life. Amen. God may bring the names of people to your mind but you cannot recall why. As you go through this process the Lord will usually reveal to you the reason why you need to forgive this person.
34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 During the Session your counsellor will ask you to talk about each of these people and help you bring to mind the circumstances of why you need to forgive them. Do not be afraid to recall the circumstances. The counsellor is prepared to help you through this process and to be healed of these wounds. Your Counsellor will also talk with you about what forgiveness means. Most people do not really know the meaning of forgiveness or how to forgive from the heart. Here are some important points to remember about forgiveness: 1) Forgiveness is not forgetting: People who try to forget find that cannot. It is an unfortunate quirk of the English language with the phrase, Forgive and forget. In actuality this phrase does not mean to forget in the sense of not remembering what happened; of course we will remember. God says He will "remember our sins no more" (Heb. 10: 17), but God, being omniscient, obviously cannot literally forget. "Remember no more" means that God will never use the past against us (Ps. 103:12). To forget is really to let go. We need to let go and let God. We let go of the past, but more importantly we let go of the hurt. As long as we do not forgive, as long as we do not let go, we allow the offender of our wounds continue to hurt us. We must remember that forgetting may be the result of forgiveness, but it is never the means of forgiveness. When we bring up the past against others, we are saying we haven't forgiven them; when we continue to allow ourselves to hurt without attempting to heal we are saying that we have not forgiven them. 2) Forgiveness is a choice not a feeling: Since God requires us to forgive, it is something we can do. God will NEVER ask us to do something that is impossible for us to do; that would be cruel and God is a loving God. Forgiveness, however, is difficult for us because it pulls against our feelings and emotional hurts. Forgiveness is not about forgetting our feelings or our emotional hurts. We often will not feel like forgiving, but we must forgive anyway. As the Lord Prayer teaches us, God forgives us as we forgive others. But how can God require this of us when we have been hurt so badly? God does not expect your feelings and emotional hurts to be healed overnight. He knows and understands our feelings and our hurts. He is a compassionate God and will help us to heal over time, as we are able.
80 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90 91 92 93 94 95 96 97 98 99 100 101 102 103 104 105 106 107 108 109 110 111 112 113 114 115 116 117 118 119 120 121 122 123 124 125 126 What God expects of us is not an immediate emotional healing, but a decision of will to forgive, a decision of will to trust Him to take care of the offender and to heal us, a decision of will to ask God for, and to commit to, being healed of our wounds. 3) Forgiveness is not letting the person off the hook: Forgiving is about you letting go, but it is not letting the offender off the hook. He will still pay for what he did, either before the Law or before God or both. Forgiving is surely difficult for us because it pulls against our concept of justice. We want revenge for offenses suffered. But we are told never to take our own revenge (Rom. 12:9). Revenge does more damage to us than it punishes the offender. God s justice will prevail, no one can escape it. Never fear, those who hurt us will be held accountable, but we must let God deal with it. In order for God to deal with it, we need to let Him by letting go. "Why should I let them off the hook?" That is precisely the problem we are still hooked to them, still bound by our past when we do not forgive. To forgive does not mean letting the person off the hook; it means letting yourself off the hook. 4) But you don't understand how much this person hurt me: You may say, But I am still hurting from what this person did. I do I stop the pain? We don't forgive someone for their sake; we do it for our sake so we can be free. Our need to forgive isn't an issue between the offender and us; it's between us and God. As we let go and forgive, and offer the pain up to God, that pain will begin to lose its bite. 5) Forgiveness is agreeing to live with the consequences of another s sin: Forgiveness is costly. We pay the price of the evil we forgive. We're going to live with those consequences whether we want to or not; our only choice is whether we will do so in the bitterness of unforgiveness or the freedom of forgiveness. For example, if a drunk driver crashes into our car and you are left a paraplegic, that consequence you must live with, yet you can forgive the drunk driver. Jesus took the consequences of our sin upon Himself. All true forgiveness is substitutional because no one really forgives without bearing the consequences of the other person's sin. God the Father "made Him who knew no sin to be sin on our behalf, that we might become the righteousness of God in Him" (2 Cor. 5:2 1). Where is the justice? It's the Cross that makes forgiveness legally and morally right: "For the death that He died, He died to sin, once for all" (Rom. 6: 10). This doesn't mean that we tolerate sin. We must always stand against sin, but we must give the offender to God and get on with our life.
127 128 129 130 131 132 133 134 135 136 137 138 139 140 141 142 143 144 145 146 147 148 149 150 151 152 153 154 155 156 157 158 159 160 161 162 163 164 165 166 167 168 169 170 171 172 173 174 6) How do we forgive from our heart? First we must acknowledge the hurt and the hate. If our forgiveness doesn't visit the emotional core of our life, it will be incomplete. Many feel the pain of interpersonal offenses, but they won't acknowledge it. Let God bring the pain to the surface so He can deal with it. This is where the healing takes place. Don't wait to forgive until we feel like forgiving; we will never get there. Feelings take time to heal after the choice to forgive is made and Satan has lost his place (Eph. 4:26, 27). Freedom is what will be gained, not a feeling. 7) Summary of Points on Forgiveness: Forgiveness is necessary to have fellowship with God. It is not forgetting. It is a choice. Letting the offender off our hook is what frees us. The offender is not off God's hook. God says, "Revenge is mine." Forgiveness means we are agreeing to live with the consequences of another's sin which we have to do anyway. The justice is in the cross. Choice is between bitterness and freedom of forgiveness. Forgiveness means not using the past against the offender. Forgiveness does not mean tolerating the sin. Why forgive? To stop the pain! As we live in unforgiveness the offender still hurts us! The issue of forgiveness is between you and God only. The act of forgiveness is for the your sake, and for your freedom. You must acknowledge the hurt and the hate. Beginning the Session: NOTE ABOUT PRAYERS: If you sense any resistance or interference when we or you are praying the prayers in this and in all sessions, please be sure to inform your Counsellor. Always have Holy Water with you for each session and use it to bless yourself wherever you see Make the sign of the Cross with Holy Water: PROTECTION PRAYER In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.
175 176 177 178 179 180 181 182 183 184 185 186 187 188 189 190 191 192 193 194 195 196 197 198 199 200 201 202 203 204 205 206 207 208 209 210 211 212 213 214 215 216 217 Dear Heavenly Father we come to you strengthen by the intercessions of the Immaculate Virgin Mary, Mother of God, of Blessed Michael the Archangel, of the Blessed Apostles Peter and Paul, of Sts. Benedict, Basil, Padre Pio, Bruno, and Dymphna, our Guardian Angels, and all the Saints and Angels of heaven, and powerful in the holy authority of Your Son, our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. We humbly pray and ask that all demonic forces and every demon who may attempt to interfere with this deliverance in any way, with or with the Deliverance Team, in the place where is at, or in the places where our deliverance team are at, be bound by the blood of the Lord Jesus Christ and utterly cast out and excluded from our presence and person and the places which we are at, without harm to anyone, while we undertake to pray for the deliverance and freedom of. We ask Father that there be no interference by the bully, Satan, or by any evil spirit, and that no assistance or reinforcement be sent in from the outside during this deliverance session. We ask that the heavenly angels and that Guardian Angel, and our Guardian Angels be ever vigilant and on guard around each of us and the places which we are at. We ask that all who are involved in this deliverance be under Your protection. Before continuing with the session your counsellor will talk with you about the nature of forgiveness, as you what you have discovered about yourself in your reflections about bitterness and unforgiveness in your life, review your list, and answer any questions you have. When you are ready and your counselor will instruct you to pray the appropriate prayers. We begin by renewal baptismal promise: RENEWAL OF BAPTISMAL PROMISES In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. V. Do you reject Satan? V. And all his works? V. And all his empty promises? V. Do you believe in God, the Father Almighty, creator of heaven and earth?
218 219 220 221 222 223 224 225 226 227 228 229 230 231 232 233 234 235 236 237 238 239 240 241 242 243 244 245 246 247 248 249 250 251 252 253 254 255 256 257 258 259 V. Do you believe in Jesus Christ, his only Son, our Lord, who was born of the Virgin Mary, was crucified, died, and was buried, rose from the dead, and is now seated at the right hand of the Father? Do you believe in the Holy Spirit, the holy Catholic Church, the communion of saints, the forgiveness of sins, the resurrection of the body, and life everlasting? V. God, the all-powerful Father of our Lord Jesus Christ has given us a new birth by water and the Holy Spirit, and forgiven all our sins. May he also keep us faithful to our Lord Jesus Christ for ever and ever. PRAYER OF FORGIVENESS Preparing to Pray: The following prayer needs to be said for each person on the list for whom you need to forgive. Do not go to the next person on the list until you are sure you have dealt with all the remembered pain. As you pray, God may bring to your mind various offending people and experiences that has been totally forgotten. Allow God to do this even if it is painful. Remember this process of forgiveness is for your sake because God wants you to be free. Remember also that by forgiving the offender we are not rationalizing or trying to explain the offender's behavior. Forgiveness deals with the victim's pain, your pain, not another's excuses. Positive feelings will follow in time; freeing you from the past is the critical issue. The counsellor will ask you if you are willing to forgive for your sake, so that you can walk away from this Session free in Christ with the past and person no longer controlling you. If you are willing, then the counsellor will instruct you to take each person on the list, one by one, and pray aloud the following prayer (remembering to allow God to bring to your mind any painful memories. The counsellor will help you through those memories). Do not move on to the next person on the list until all issues of forgiveness are resolved with each person.
260 261 262 263 264 265 266 267 268 269 270 271 272 273 274 275 276 277 278 279 280 281 282 283 284 285 286 287 288 289 The Prayer to Forgive: In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen. Lord, I forgive for (specifically identify the hurt or disappointment ) After you have forgiven all the people on your list, the counsellor will close the session with prayer: DISMISSAL We praise You, O Lord, for Your great mercy, and thank You for setting free from the bondage of the Evil One and his minions. Be with him as he lives his life for You; protect him in his journey in the Christ-life. In Your blessed and Glorious Name we pray. Go in peace and with Freedom, my brother, and in the knowledge of your inheritance with the saints in the Glory and Protection of our Lord Jesus Christ. This Deliverance Session is ended, go in peace to love and serve the Lord.. Thanks be to God. Please make the sign of the Cross with Holy Water: In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.