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Dedicated to My Precious Love, Sollena u You, Clearest Star, have ever been the brightest in my Universe. Now I know to look within to find you. u By Teka Luttrell 2009 Teka Luttrell, all rights reserved. www.soulconnection.net teka@soulconnection.net 2
Contents 4 Quiet Thunder of the Heart 5 God Whispers to Me 7 Gone are the Days 9 Transforming Heart 10 What will I do?... And, what will I not do? 13 You called me from within 16 Call of the Clearest Star 19 Questions and Answers 21 Radiant Goddess of the Central Sun 25 Out of the Deep Blue 28 Searching for the Goddess of Light 32 You, Holy One 33 How can it be? 35 Offspring of the Heavens 37 One Heart 39 You come from the Family of Light 42 I m on my way Visionary Art 1 Inner Light & the Resonant Heart 12 Twin Flames Into the Light 24 Soul Explorers 31 Isis 47 Holographic Universe, Within 3
Quiet thunder of the heart Quiet thunder of the heart electrifying bliss of soul connection portals to heaven open through love time lost in soul surrender Gentle breeze between stars propelling travelers on their way to distant worlds where Lovers call Service to the One Creator encoded in foundations beyond the atom unfolds grace eternal in our open hearts s 4
God Whispers to Me God whispers to me stories of love dancing between stars in hearts of All God cradles my body in seas of harmony rocking my soul child of heaven God teaches me trust the wonder of patience that all things designed dance in Her grace God s love is here light of the Universe all searching is over I see She is You 5
My eyes lost in yours return me to Essence we dance and merge into the Quiet we go Now whole & complete Love reigns supreme entwined with you Goddess of Love God whispers to me Love is eternal I look up to see your luminous face s 6
Gone are the days Gone are the days wandering from star to star in search of you. I lost you long ago in the exploding nebulas of expanding Creation. Finally, I ran out of clues as to where you might be and what direction to go. I seemed to be at the end of my journey, for my resources were low and the brilliant light of my soul was but an ember. As my light faded into a soft glow I plummeted into the dark loneliness on a final journey to disappear forever. 7
With nothing left all I could do was surrender. And so I pressed my heart to the Quiet of the Universe for the final time. Then, ever so softly... out of the infinite stillness: boom-boom... boom-boom... Waking from the gathering slumber I asked Could this be? Falling back into stillness I listened once again. Here... here it comes: boom-boom... boom-boom... Yes. That is it! boom-boom... boom-boom... It was the song of your heart calling me home. s 8
Transforming Heart My heart beats the Creator s symphony of harmony, beauty & transformation. A Sovereign Entity of the Central Universe! I resonate quantum fields of unity & wholeness. I express visions of humankind s future in worlds that float in time & space. In this Universe of essence, mystery & love, I, Transforming Heart, am another You. s 9
What will I do? And, what will I not do? What will I do? I will love you. I will honor you. I will cherish you. I will take care of you. I will share dreams with you. I will open my Self to you. I will feel your feelings. I will be your friend. I will support you. I will protect you. I will wait for you. I will remember you. I will go away when you want to be alone. I will return to you when you want me near. I will always find you in the quiet of my soul. 10
What will I not do? I will not hurt you. I will not ignore you. I will not distort you. I will not limit your freedom. I will not make you feel bad. I will not pollute your beauty or your purity in any way. I will not give you harmful thoughts or dreams. I will not forget your virtues. I will not forget your gifts. I will not abandon you, even if we are physically apart and separated by vast expanses of land or on journeys to different stars... for I will always cherish our sacred union. I will not forget our love. I will not forget you. s 11
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You called me from within I ve felt your pulse within me for lifetimes. I did not know it was your presence for I thought it was me I thought it was the highest most loving version of my very own Self Heart of my heart, you called me from within 13
You called me from a distant spiraling arm of the Milky Way Your quickening pulse inside my Self caused me to rise up from the darkness of the physical dimensions and soar into the realms of the stars Your love called me to continue onto other life times allowing the sacred energy that is you to manifest its grace and beauty inside my soul as I traveled from star to star, world to world, and civilization to civilization, on my way to you 14
Finally I found you Finally we are together here on the beautiful Gaea Star s 15
Call of the Clearest Star When we came here I had the best navigator by my side: you. The wisest thing I ve ever done is return to you. But then, I could not help myself. For I would vanish into oblivion, scattered into cosmic dust without you, my Clearest Star. How did I find you? I followed The Call of the Clearest Star resonating invisibly in my heart. 16
This is the ancient way that has been designed for Twin Flames to find one another, but I could not remember how it was done, until now. Whole lifetimes passed lost in sorrow and chaos, without the Unity of You. I could not even remember you. Little did I know that I was feeling you all along in the depths of my resonating heart. 17
You, my Clearest Star have ever been the brightest in my Universe. Now I know to look within to find you. Feeling the highest pulse of our resonating hearts the frequency of love eternal... now the search is over I surrender to you, my Clearest Star. s 18
Questions & Answers... What is your highest energetic habitat? To be here with my Beloved.... What is your lowest energetic habitat? When I am forgetful of her.... How far have you come to be with her? 1000 light years.... How long did the journey take? 3 lifetimes.... Have you ever actually been your Beloved? Yes.... When? Now.... Have you ever not been your beloved? Yes. 19
... When? When I create illusion.... Where is she now? Everywhere.... How can that be? The truth just is.... How do you know these things? My Beloved showed me.... Where does she come from? The stars.... Where do you come from? I came with her.... Where are you going with this relationship? We have already arrived at the destination.... s 20
Radiant Goddess of the Central Sun Radiant Goddess of the Central Sun your brilliance shines eternally. You are very much here present in physical form on these beautiful shores of the Gaea Star. But you are so much, much more... For essential parts of your immortal soul float gracefully from world to world, star to star, galaxy to galaxy, universe to universe... ever drawn to beings who cry out for peace, tenderness, inner serenity and Love. 21
It is the core nature of the wise, eternal, Mystic Goddess that you are to give the Creator s Love to all open hearts. In full confidence of who and what you are as a living embodiment of Prime Creator, you are ever replenished in Love s infinite ocean. 22
Radiant Goddess of the Central Sun your brilliance shines eternally. You are very much here present in quantum form in the pulsing quiet center of all open hearted beings where ever they appear across the vastness of the Universe. s 23
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Out of the Deep Blue Out of the Deep Blue like flying stars we traverse the heavens in infinitely long glowing arcs crossing galaxies and light years in unspeakable, beautiful, quantum reality. On missions of love, exploration and unity... onward we go looking for the Gaea Star. Just ahead - there it is! floating in infinite space. Our effortless flight begins to slow. 25
We know that one journey is ending another beginning missions are planned and that one day I will find You wrapped in flesh and form.... Out of the blue, I burst into tears upon a single memory of You. I remember crying, in another moment lost in cosmic time when you returned to me. 26
Out of the Great Blue I descend into worlds of flesh and form on missions of service... and looking for You. Again, we have found one another across the vast illusion of separation. Again, the Creator fulfilled Her promise to all children of the Tribes of Light: You are not separate. You will find each other. You will remember your missions of love. You will have the greatest joy. And you will share Our treasures with the One and All. s 27
Searching for the Goddess of Light Goddess of Light Giver of Wisdom you are the North Star of my soul. Following the trail of your radiant form I ve searched worlds of beauty and chaos for you. From lifetime to lifetime, star to star, world to world through torrential storms, great wildernesses and primitive civilizations, I passed through them all in search of you. 28
At times you were just a memory a precious fragrance embraced and that was enough for me! Onward I went into countless unknowns always in search of you. Finally, I had searched the entire cosmos for you. There was no where else to go. In my pain I went inwards thinking that you were truly lost. But, in the infinite inner silence and the Creator s saving grace I lifted my vision to find new worlds within that had not been searched before. A new hope arose in me! 29
Working on the inner canvas, and with help of invisible spirits, I fashioned a piece of poetry that held my most essential memory of you. When completed, I cast it into the inner and outer Universes as a beacon... a homing beacon. If only you would see it, I prayed to Source, it would let you know that I am here for you. Goddess of Light Giver of Wisdom you saw my poem and quickly pulled me to you. 30
Lost in love I ve now returned to my Beloved s sweet embrace. The trails are long, the storms are great, the missions are meaningful, but nothing compares to you. s 31
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You, Holy One Infinite Being, you are the One Love spiralling through the vastness of existence. Holy One, you have many versions of your Self exploring countless worlds, helping civilizations, animals and plants, transmitting your special Love wherever you go. s 33
How can it be? Infinitely mysterious and beautiful, this universe of entangled hearts I am for you, You are in me You are for me, I am in you Being with you angels dance in celebration of spiritual love 34
How can it be that I grow closer to My Beloved even though we are already One? The invitation to vastness is accepted, as we embody the mystical universes in the Heart of God s 35
Offspring of the heavens Eternal Being, you are a happy wanderer of the bright realms of the Central Sun and Traveler of the Inner Skies. You are not so much a citizen of planetary race, culture, or nation. Your true lineage is from the stars. You are Sovereign Entity of the Central Universe! 36
Countless the explorations you have wrapped your Self in the fabric of forms that grow native to a planet s ecology. With this understanding, be a blessing to all children of the Tribes of Light for they, like you, are offspring of the heavens. s 37
One Heart The Sacred Temple of the Goddess of Love lay pressed against me, I, the most fortunate man in the Universe. We are so close, I feel her heart beat. Listening in silent wonder, tranquilized by its message, I am effortlessly entrained by the depths of her heart s tonal vastness. 38
There is something deeply familiar with this song she plays. YES! I remember now! But it seems impossible... for I am hearing the eternal music of my own soul. s 39
You come from the Family of Light From: Soul Stories > The Chronicles of the Gaea Star Crystal You come from a family of galaxies that exist towards the center of the Grand Universe, where you live as a particle of God: an immortal soul. You are a member of a family of souls that are known as the Shining Ones, Elohim, or the Family of Light. As an offspring of the Creator, you have Its abilities. One ability is to create particles of your own Self and send them out on journeys of exploration. These conscious particles of your Self are like the eyes and ears of the Creator so She may see, hear and feel the Universe. 40
These particles are also the Creator s emissaries, as they carry the spirit and sense of God, Herself, into the infinite vastness. As an immortal soul, you send these God fragments of your very own Self, on journeys into the new frontiers of the expanding Universe with other soul-particles from the Shining Ones. Our group specializes in reincarnating into human forms within 3D worlds that float in time and space. You have been spiritually, emotionally, culturally and scientifically educated to take missions that are expressed across hundreds of lifetimes, to help transform the human races that you serve, into reflections of the divine essence from which they sprang. 41
One of the God particles of your greater Self, the immortal Soul, quietly pulses within the kind, gentle, brilliant and joyful entity known to this world as Sollena. s 42
I m on my way From: Soul Stories > Chronicles of the Gaea Star Crystal This is a story of love and reincarnation. It is a tale of Lover and Beloved who are separated by vast stretches of cosmic space and thousands of years of linear time... and how they find their way back to a life together, here at this time, on the beautiful Gaea Star. Long ago and far away, two remarkable souls were at their wits end with the civilizations that they were serving. One of the partners was in an incarnation on one side of the Milky Way Galaxy... the other in a spiraling arm of millions of stars in a dense cluster, on the opposite side of the galaxy. Lonely, heartbroken, lost with seemingly nothing left but to go within, one of the lovers falls into sweet silence and descends into his own inner depths... actually hoping to pass away to end his misery. Down, down he falls into the deep, deep blue of cosmic silence, within. Eternity seems to pass. Nothing. Sweet nothing... this is just what he wanted. Then, without effort... out of the deep blue... a part of his own deepest energy seems to form a mysterious, heart-breaking prayer. Imbued with sweet sadness, the prayer sounds a bit like a the distant cry of a gray whale, but it undoubtedly seems to originate from his very own heart. And yet, it also is very feminine. He listens with infinite patience. Finally it dawns on him: Indeed it is the voice of a goddess! Perhaps the Goddess of Love? 43
The sound coming up from the deep blue... faint, faint, barely heard... soft, soft, softly he hears...... ssssoooooooooollleeennnnnnaaaaaaaaaa............... Then... more silence in the deep blue wonder... Not knowing what it is... only knowing that it sounds so good, he keeps listening in silence. Ever so gently... here it comes again...... sssooooooooollleeeennnnnnaaaaaaaaaa... With a whole universe of patience, he sits in the inner stillness and listens to sssooooooollleeeennnnnaaaaa... coming in waves. It seems to be the secret, most ancient, long-forgotten heart beat of the whole universe. Sollena he says, out loud. What music is this? It sounds so good and it uplifts his spirits as well. To the end of his days during this particular incarnation, Sollena becomes his mantra, his prayer. And, by the way, he goes on to pick himself up and begin life anew. He creates several inspiring inventions in the field of horticulture, and a new musical instrument that go on to greatly assist the human culture that he serves. Upon the passing of his physical form, and ascending into a new body made of light, it is revealed to him that there is something much more to the beautiful word Sollena. He is given a holographic image of a divine goddess, radiant with the purest love that he has ever known, and he instantly knows that it is her: Sollena! Sacred goosebumps ring 44
throughout his being, as he is electrified with the understanding that Sollena is his partner. He instantly remembers that they came from galaxies far away towards the center of the Universe, and they have purposely journeyed to together, here the beautiful Milky Way to assist in the evolution and upliftment of human civilizations. Indeed, he remembers that in the normal process of merging with human families in the physical dimension, there is a forgetting process that happens and souls do not remember their sacred origins. This happens so that they may become part of the very fabric of the human cultures that they are volunteering to help. But, in the normal flow of evolution, there is a waking-up for souls on noble missions such as these, and he realizes that he is now at the early stages of remembering his true nature as a God Fragment a spiritual particle of the Creator of the Universe an immortal, unlimited soul. Sensing the larger picture unfolding, he now knows that he must find this goddess, Sollena. From the core of his being, he knows that he must become united with her in the physical dimension... as their missions must go on, together. And so, going within, he simply aligns all the currents of his energy with the idea, the prayer of Sollena, for he knows that what a being loves is pulled to oneself by the Law of Attraction. But, Sollena is far away... thousands of light years, and she is involved in another civilization. And, he must play-along in tune with the blueprints of evolution that are set up for the evolving civilizations that he, Sollena, and their soul family the Family of Light are serving. Hence, to get to his Beloved Sollena... well, the journey may seem long by physical standards: It will take from 7 to 12 incarnations and 6,000 years of linear time to make his way 45
along the spiraling arm of the galaxy. He must hop from star system to star system and incarnate into the 3D worlds that human civilizations call home... before he finally intersects with a time-line and an incarnation in which Sollena and he, will be together in physical forms. Without hesitation... off he goes on the journey to her. He decides on his first mission, and chooses lessons that he would like to learn, and the first-hand experiences that he would like to have. At this particular moment, he is in a body made of pure light in what is known as the 5th dimension. At this level of existence, one is able to select physical incarnations and see the many potentials available to the human instrument and the cultures that are available to incarnate into. He makes a decision and confirms his next journey into the physical dimension. He accepts a mission to visit the beautiful garden planet named Floretta, to serve a civilization called the Hu. Once he is ready and his reincarnational pathway prepared by his personal guides and angels... like a sacred arrow, he is automatically propelled in a long glowing arc to Floretta and his destiny. Brilliant suns and exploding nebulas go by as he races on and on to his first incarnation... knowing that within six thousand years of linear time, and in another body on a distant planet the unspeakably beautiful Gaea Star Crystal (known to us as Earth a crowing jewel of planetary life in the Milky Way) he knows that he will one day be standing in the grace, the beauty, the tenderness, the presence of his Beloved Ssssoooooooooollleeeennnnnnnnaaaaaa........... And on he goes... s 46
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