SEXY TAPPING with Margaret Lynch Picture yourself in front of a full length mirror in your bathing suit. Yup, there you are. Okay, now you are saying out loud, "I'm SEXY!". How true does that feel? Are you a 10? a 5? a 3? Why? What don t you like? What is the feeling? What do you say about your body if you are being really mean really judgmental. Look and see what your energy looks like.. KC Even though I would love to feel sexy I can t, I m disgusting, I am disgusted. I accept myself anyway even though I don t Even though I would love to feel sexy, but there is no way I deserve to feel that, it is too much I am disgusting, I totally judge myself, and I deserve it. I accept who I am anyway Even though I am completely not sexy and I don t deserve to feel that I m looking in the mirror and I am seeing the truth, I am too fat, I am too unattractive, absolutely disgusting. I love and accept myself anyway even with this harsh judgment.. I deserve this judgment I look at myself and I can t stand it Its disguising I don t deserve I don t deserve to feel sexy It is right there in the picture you can t feel sexy looking like me I totally judge myself and everyone in society will too Nobody that looks like this feels fabulous and sexy I do not deserve to feel sexy I totally reject myself This is a great money energy This is a conflict for me
I am just going to honor who I am anyway even with all this judgment Look at picture again and see how it looks now. How much are you focusing on the negative? (Think about the conflict in that, what does that say about your feeling of deserving) What is the real feeling in this? What are you losing by carrying around this belief? If you met someone who looked like you would you tell them they do not deserve to ever feel sexy? There are in fact a lot of people of a lot of different sizes who do feel sexy. KC Even though I am still judging myself.i am just going to honor how hard I am on myself. I would never judge anyone else this way, but I am sure everyone judges me this way I ma just going to honor who I am in the here and now. Even though it is absolutely impossible for me to ever feel good about myself never mind sexy in this body. I honor and accept myself anyway Even though I totally reject my physical body and I use it as evidence of why I don t deserve I honor all my feelings There I am I feel all this sadness All this overwhelm All this despair I don t get to shine Because I look like this All this sadness All this shame All this embarrassment I judge myself undesirable I look terrible
And everyone else must judge me too That is how society is and I feel it every day I think it every day I judge myself as unworthy every day All this sadness All this shame All this despair My body has been carrying it for me All this anger All this frustration All this powerlessness I don t really let it show But my body s been carrying it. All this heavy emotion And I just keep judging myself I am not sexy No way no how I am the opposite of sexy I refuse to give myself sexy I refuse to give myself that gift I guess I just don t deserve it What comes up now? This is where we feel the world; this is where we feel our relationships with other people in the world. How you really feel about you, this is actually where money manifests. Intimacy issues may surface here. When we have rejection and trauma there is real pain and then there is the part that says I am never going to shine, never going to not carry that power again. It didn t feel safe. Sex is a more powerful aspect of self esteem.
KC Even though I really judge my body I am also open to honoring that I have real hurt, REAL TRAUMA, real sadness and I feel that every time I look at myself. I love and accept myself with compassion. Even though I really judge my image and I feel society would agree with me, I am fat and that is not sexy I totally honor that I have real hurt, real history around my body and I made a decision to hide my life to hide my power to hide my sex because it just wasn t safe. All this sadness Sadness for me Everything I went through The pain The rejection The family programming It wasn t safe to be me It wasn t safe to be fabulous It wasn t safe to say I deserve I have real hurt about this Real sadness in my body Real anger in my body My body is carrying it for me I am open to the idea of forgiving my body A tiny little bit And honoring it For carrying all this conflict All this pain So someday I would have to look at it I would have to heal it I totally honor my body I totally honor my story Because nobody else knows it Nobody else honors it
They have never even apologized They never validated my pain So I carry this in my body I am open to healing some of this today Giving myself the tiny gift of forgiveness A fraction of what I give other people I forgive other people all the time I am giving myself that gift today I giving myself a tiny bit of my power back It is mine I deserve it. Anger at someone or guilt will cause self-sabotage. Maybe you think if I feel sexy I will be a slut if I carry that kind of power. KC Even though I am looking a lot better, I am looking at a new problem. It does not feel safe to carry that kind of power. I will hurt people (or myself) with that power. I have seen power used to hurt people.i am not sure I want to own mine. I honor all of me anyway Even though I am starting to see my sexy side. That part of me that feels 100% I deserve not just money but fun, pleasure even sex. I m not sure I want to own that part. This part of me is dangerous I am just going to honor all of me. My dark and my light. My beautiful higher self and my lower self that carries all that power, all my life, all my passion. Even though the truth is I am not sure I want to carry power like that. I am not sure I trust myself. And I have seen power hurt people. I accept all if me any way. There I am feeling sexy Oh my god what am I going to do next I am going to get myself in trouble It is not safe to carry power like this
I will probably hurt people(or myself) I will be out of control I have locked this part up for a long time What if is over the top What if it is too much power What if I get hurt again This doesn t feel safe I would love to carry this much power But it doesn t feel safe We are looking here at the resistance to carrying power in my life. I rock, I kick ass, I am sexy. I refuse to carry power like this. I refuse to own that I am fabulous. That is conflict with money. Also when you have a 2 or 3 vibration the type of person who will show up is someone who agrees with your 2 or 3 vibration. If you are waiting for a man who thinks you are the sexiest thing on the planet by law they can t show up when you are at a 2 or a 3. They resonate with someone who has a shut down body image, a shut down second chakra No KC There I am totally owning my sexy. There I am I remember this feeling Alive Vibrant Like I want to jump someone s bones There I am really letting myself Just feel awesome Beautiful sexy It s expanding from inside me It s electrifying It s alive
So much power So much ability to manifest When I feel sexy like this I can charm the entire world People and money Show up for me They just can t help it I am just so sexy I am just going to let myself feel it And allow myself to feel a little safe Really owing my sexy Really feeling fabulous Really owning my sexy There I am vibrant and alive Totally sexy And I still have my beautiful higher self My intelligence My heart But I am adding to that Way down in my body All the through my 1 st and 2 nd chakra All the way up All the way out Really owning my sexy This feels really good What do you look like now? How powerful do you feel now? You are more grounded when you are connected to your sexy. Look at your power in this picture now. What would my life like my ability to get money be like if I felt like this. When you own your goddess energy you are sexy. What would it feel like to bring that quality to everything I do in my life?