The Faint... 01 Counterfeit... 02 Apathy... 03 Above and Within... 04 Downfallen... 05 Their Bleakest Sun... 06 Athanasia... 07 And This Is What We Left Behind... 08 Killing Essay... 09 The Antagonist... 10 Euphoria... 11 Mr.42 2008 Page 1 of 13
The Faint Now you're cowering once more In corrosive waste And hesitate like paralysed To run and to escape Quietly endure All this pain Which quietly creeps Through your veins Quietlywear All these chains Don't fight the jail Tooth and nail Awaiting my upcoming faint I stumble through the rain In a godlike complacent grin Is collapsing my dear feint Mr.42 2008 Page 2 of 13
Counterfeit Which day have I missed in sleep? Since when did you lose your true devotion? I guess it's just the same Kind - you are mentally disordered Again Emotionally disturbed You're running out Of glory - and return to soil Deep in your eyes Deep in your real emotions You drowning your lies In magic potions Deep in your eyes Deep in your real emotions You drowning your lies In dreary oceans And clumsy as you are You've never seen your own distortion And carry on with hurting Your inner nerd Till everything in you is getting calm Deep in your eyes Deep in your real emotions You drowning your lies In magic potions Deep in your eyes Deep in your real emotions You drowning your lies In dreary oceans Mr.42 2008 Page 3 of 13
Apathy Discovered you're at all just hypocrites There's nothing left to learn There's nothing left to yearn Ever just the very same refuse There's nothing left to hurt There's nothing left to turn Behind my eyes I'm nearly blind So call me an unnecessary fault In your brave new world Bereaved of faith What (are) you waiting for You stare me down With your frowns Who starts the final round? What if you lied When every scar's vainly drawn Until the dolls remain So call me Beneath yourselves and misplaced In your brave new world Bereaved of faith Mr.42 2008 Page 4 of 13
Above and Within Well I'd never Well I'd never doubt I'm all alone Was ever The one with lack of hope Well I'd never Well I'd never disbelieved In never ever In never finding the one When I've ever Thought my mind twin strolls among I'd better Cared for myself Above the soil of thousand flames Ten thousand miles with broken wings Within million roses The carefully chosen The only one Incarnation Mr.42 2008 Page 5 of 13
Downfallen When I roam My delusion fades And turns bright All along Led by my own Dear denied delight Now I knee on this broken road To redemption And I plead to an unknown god For enlightenment In the calm of the storm I found A reason To resign Will I become then an unsold man And risen Above Now I knee on this broken road To redemption And I plead to an unknown god For enlightenment I arrived at last And when the world is broken down Under legions roaring I deserve to get calm And downfallen Mr.42 2008 Page 6 of 13
Their Bleakest Sun Where to has it driven Me when I begun to Share all my wisdom With another throne of frozen scorn Why I've never tried to forgive / forget Who is the one Who wants to turn out This gleam, all the bright light When really all is said and done And where I've begun To chase the nowhere And where I've begun Like those who're closer To their bleakest sun Mr.42 2008 Page 7 of 13
Athanasia You followed me With reckless gnosis Such a free kingdom of haughtiness (You've) Owed me trust And owed me just lies Such an endless flight Lasting broken And never dying Discover me In a splendid glory Where parrots pray A final rosary Blue bleeding blasts in purple skies With an antic of lies Such an odious paradise paradise paradise I am your overdose end And you want to fly So discover me And you'll find a place Where you never die I am your overdose end And you want to die So discover me And you'll find a place Where you can fly Mr.42 2008 Page 8 of 13
And This Is What We Left Behind Where we crossed the land And built around a world And laid were all married with our wounds Leant on Wrote the measures On the walls unfading But cursed And this is what we left behind While we coursed the row - we Left heritage among Millions of dear faults Just to run steady on the walls The same reward A single fraud The same old pleasures That we cursed Sing with us Of every fault The same old chorus What we cursed In this world Mr.42 2008 Page 9 of 13
Killing Essay You call me the waste of your life A tiny spot and I call it the spice that you've called too hot I call it demand of daylight A piece of real life But you call it "trust" in dirty hotels And what I desired my whole life All I believed in But I found the truth in the minutes I got And all I adore All I would die for You just take it as a matter of course Kill and raze me All of your swearing Just another Killing essay Kill and raze me Only to give me Your talion try For what I've begun So call me the waste of your life I call it fate and Careless and brave I follow behind Mr.42 2008 Page 10 of 13
The Antagonist Hate Is leading my counterpart Sick and nervous Can't beat the other Greed Is telling the obvious Teased and bothered Can't reach further Dread is growing in hour cycles Bad, mischievous Effete of grievous Void Is leaving me shivering Bare, uncovered Until I smother - Somewhen Grief Will guide me to tearyland Lone and solus Despise another one's Gleam And follow the other road Down to father's Quietly sorrows - Somewhen And when the angels disarmed me I searched for the yearning to sleep for a while and when the anguish was growing I served my demise Finally Suffered enough Mr.42 2008 Page 11 of 13
Euphoria Flying sparks We treasured In jars Flowing words Of measures Surrounded Flying sparks Glowing splendid Beyond My abandonment And I close, In surrender To yon My countenance Ready now - to pass The threshold To another realm Will you all Endeavour Someday find your shore? Will you grant? Grant me entrance Clement When I finally plead Flying sparks Glowing splendid Enlighten My journey path Flying sparks Enlighten Flying sparks Flying sparks and underneath And underneath A solemn pleasure Home at last Clearness, grace No return Mr.42 2008 Page 12 of 13
Glorius Gratefulness No return Marvellous Beauty place No return Purity Verity No return Mr.42 2008 Page 13 of 13