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Karma isn't such a bitch! Love, Life & Karma Unravelled i

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Karma isn't such a bitch! Love, Life & Karma Unravelled Rashmi Rathi EDUCREATION PUBLISHING (Since 2011) www.educreation.in iii

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akhaṇḍa-maṇḍalākāram vyāptam yena carācaram tatpadam darśitam yena tasmai śrī gurave namah My salutations to that divinity who revealed to me the Truth, which is un-fragmented, infinite, beyond time, and which pervades the entire universe movable or immovable. In Remembrance of the Supreme Father, Supreme Teacher, and Satguru Shiv Baba v

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PROLOGUE It is a cool spring morning. Nearby, the cuckoo is singing in her ever melodious tone. Everywhere there is a splash of orange and yellow shimmering through the green trees. The birds are going about their daily twittering and chattering. Who will say that it is just a regime for them? They are at it as if every day is a new day; twittering and chattering bustling with enthusiasm. The air is filled with the aroma of the blossoming spring flowers. But, some people are not experiencing the same enthusiasm that life on a spring morning has to offer. Krish is standing right at the edge of the gorge. The cool breeze blowing across his face is doing nothing to soothe his agitated senses. There is a great crowd of thoughts running riot in his mind. But, he is determined. Determined enough to put an end to his wretched life! This one thought, over the past few days, had consumed him entirely and today was the day when he had finally given in. He had no more strength to fight against it. A mix of emotions raging through his mind, tears rolling down his cheeks, his whole life flashing in front of him like a movie, he stood there staring at the space in front of him. And life had been wonderful. He was blessed with great parents and siblings, good education, a successful career, a loving and caring wife; life without a trace of any kind of struggle, a life that very few can dream of! It had been indeed a carefree and easy going life. No complaints; not until a few months back. vii

It was, as if, life was taking her revenge on him, having given him a taste of such magnanimous success and then suddenly bolting him down to the ground saddled with pain and failure. No amount of reasoning worked, why everything was happening to him and why life had to be so cruel. P viii

Karma isn't such a bitch! - Love, Life & Karma Unravelled 01 Krishnakant Shukla! declared the voice over the microphone. A thunderous applause reverberated across the hall. Oh, how I hate this name! he thought to himself, standing up to receive his degree from the director of IIT. But, except for the name, he had very little to crib about in his life. His parents decided to name him Krishnakant after his great-grandfather; so is the tradition in the family they had explained to him, once. But, he didn t take a liking to the name. So, Krishnakant became Krish. Everyone knew him as Krish. Professor Dixit approached Krish to congratulate him after the ceremonies. Krish had been his favourite student, as he was not only one of the brightest but also, was totally down to earth and humble. Yet, he had turned down all the offers made to him during campus placements. So Krish questioned Professor Dixit What s next on the agenda? Everyone is puzzled, as to why you have turned down all the placement offers. Is it the salary package or you have something else running through your mind? Krish smiled at the highly expected question. Everyone at the campus was curious to know, why he had turned down the enviable salary packages easily running into eight figures. He was amongst one of the top candidates to have been offered a damn good ~ 1 ~

Karma isn't such a Bitch! - Love, Life & Karma Unravelled package. Had it been someone else, it would have been rather hard to say No. But, he had his own plans; he and his group of close friends. He was firm on it, no matter what the allurements. Sir, Next I am headed to IIM to get a management degree and then work at my own start-up revealed Krish letting the cat out of the bag. Oh Oh startup! Good! India needs bright minds like you. said Professor Dixit, his face lighting up Uncle Sam already has many of them! He winked at Krish and left him to bask in the glory of the moment with his friends who had, by now, gathered around him. He was one of the brightest students to pass out from IIT with an enviable score and the corporate sector would have given him a red carpet welcome. Yet, he wanted to be self-employed, to work at his passion of building a world class renewable energy company. Hence, he headed to the IIM, where for 2 years he pursued his management studies specializing in Business Policy, learning the nitty-gritty of managing a business. After passing out, he and his friends worked painstakingly to build up their dream company, Renewable ūrjā Systems Pvt. Ltd. In fact, last year they had won the Asia-Pacific Emerging Entrepreneurs Award. What more could one want in life? In the meantime, Krish even got married to his childhood sweetheart Radhika. She was a perfect blend of modernity and tradition and had all the qualities that a man could ask for in his wife. She was smart, beautiful, had a career of her own and, more importantly, gelled well with his family. No one could say that she was the daughter-in-law. She was like a daughter to his parents. But, one fine day, all this sweeter than sugar life fell apart. That fateful day when the IT guys turned up ~ 2 ~

Karma isn't such a bitch! - Love, Life & Karma Unravelled with a search and seizure warrant. That was the day when all the skeletons fell tumbling out of the closet. Krish, in a very cheerful mood, had gone to the office. This was the day when they were going to ultimately close a big deal with K.R.Industries. It was a big order and one of its kind. It was going to be a 100 MW plant and with this, the company s entire need of annual electricity would be taken care of by the Solar plant itself. Successful implementation and running of this plant would open up the pent up demand for solar energy. The technicalities and the financials had all been worked out and today was the final overview meeting after which the final order would be placed and work would commence on the commissioning of the plant. It was 10.30 in the morning and Krish was going through the final documents of the deal when the Income Tax guys walked in with a search and seizure warrant. Everyone was so taken aback at the office that Ms. Fernandes came running to Krish s cabin to inform him about what was unfolding outside. Krish got up from his seat and went to investigate the matter. Mr. Kumar, heading the search team, informed Krish We have a search and seizure warrant for searching your premises. Confused, Krish asked him I am sure officer there must have been some mistake. We have been pretty up to date in our tax payments and return filing. May I see the warrant? Mr. Kumar handed him the warrant as he went looking around the premises. Krish studied the warrant in which the name of Renewable ūrjā Systems Pvt. Ltd was clearly mentioned. No sooner had he gone through the entire document when Mr. Kumar emerged from behind his back. ~ 3 ~

Karma isn't such a Bitch! - Love, Life & Karma Unravelled We have to get moving fast. So, could you show us around your accounts department? Everything was so sudden that Krish was still dazed at what was happening. Nevertheless, he assured them that they would fully co-operate with the tax officers and asked Ms. Fernandes to take them to the accounts department. He hurried back to his cabin and made a few calls, the first to Rishabh Malkani, who was the CFO and the co-founder. Rishabh was the one responsible for handling all the Finance, Accounts and Tax matters. He would sure be aware of what was going on. Krish was mostly handling the technical and business aspects of the company. Rishabh and Krish had both been together during the IIM days and had hit it off from day one. They both shared the passion and the zeal to work at the start-up and Krish trusted him completely. When they launched the company, the responsibilities had been clearly defined for each one of the founder members and Rishabh had been given the responsibility of Finance and Accounts. Now, sitting in the cabin, waiting for Rishabh to show up, Krish wondered what had gone wrong. Unusually though, when he spoke to Rishabh, he didn t sound alarmed or surprised at all. As if he was pre-empting this. As if he knew in advance what was coming. Nevertheless, he decided to wait and hear his side of the story. What a mess! And that too, on the day when the most important deal was weighing on his mind. He got up from his cabin. The CA had been called in along with others and once they arrived he would leave for the meeting scheduled with the Director of K.R.Industries, that is if the Income Tax guys allowed him to do so. He asked Ms. Fernandes to call up K.R.Industries and inform them that he would be running late. ~ 4 ~

Karma isn't such a bitch! - Love, Life & Karma Unravelled Rishabh and the CA arrived at the same time. CA Mr. Bhatnagar immediately went to have a word with the Income Tax guys while Rishabh and Krish walked together to Krish s cabin. Krish called Ms.Fernandes and told her not to disturb them with any calls or visitors for some time as Krish sat across the table facing Rishabh. His demeanour was still cool and calm. Yes, please! Would you tell me what the hell is going on? at last Krish asked losing his cool. Don t worry Krish! We have got this! There is nothing that the Income Tax officers can lay their hands on. said Rishabh nonchalantly. Nothing???!!! Well, first of all I, want to know how it has come to all this? I had a long conversation with Bhatnagar after these guys showed up and he informed me that this is an extreme step the Income Tax guys will take in case they are suspicious that we will not be co-operating with them. And as far as we are concerned we have been very transparent in our accounts and promptly taking care of all kinds of tax matters, haven t we? Yes! said Rishabh fiddling with his phone. Why are they here, then? What is it that has caused them to take such an action against us Rishabh? Krish asked in an impatient tone. He could somehow sense that Rishabh was clearly hiding something, Rishabh was about to say something when Gaurang Kapoor walked in. Gaurang was handling marketing and sales, and he too looked baffled. The trio of Krish, Rishabh and Gaurang were the founder members and directors of Renewable ūrjā Systems Pvt. Ltd. What is going on? asked he occupying the chair next to Rishabh. Listen guys, I have to go to K.R.Industries. I have a meeting scheduled with Mr. Raghuraman. You are ~ 5 ~

Karma isn't such a Bitch! - Love, Life & Karma Unravelled aware that the deal is being finalized today and I am already late. This deal is a breakthrough for us and under no circumstance can this be postponed or cancelled. I have asked Bhatnagar to talk to the IT guys and let me out for some time. Ah! There he comes. said Krish as he saw Bhatnagar approaching his cabin. You can leave for now. It was extremely difficult for me to convince these guys to allow you to go as they don t allow any person to leave the premises when the search and seizure procedure is on. Took some pulling of strings to get this arranged! But, before you leave they will search you thoroughly. declared a pensive looking Bhatnagar. Ok! Anyways there is nothing to hide. said Krish and signaled to Bhatnagar to go ahead. Meanwhile, said Krish addressing both Rishabh and Gaurang, you will have to handle these guys. He looked sternly at Rishabh You have a lot of explaining to do. But, that will have to wait. Right now I have got something more important to take care of. Had it been some other work, I would have just let it go. But, this is not something we can pass off. He then followed Bhatnagar out of the cabin. Although the whole situation was bearing heavily on his mind, brushing his concerns aside Krish tried to focus on the task at hand. He needed to concentrate all his energies on this one thing. Other things could just wait, for now. But, what Krish didn t know was that this was going to be the turning point in his life and career. His whole life was about to be twisted around with this very incident. P ~ 6 ~

Karma isn't such a bitch! - Love, Life & Karma Unravelled 02 What followed after this was months of nightmare. It was revealed during the IT investigation that, Rishabh had been siphoning off funds by accounting for fake bills; basically jacking up expenses. And this was being done in connivance with the Accounts head who had quit just 2-3 month prior to the IT guys showing up at their doorstep. With all the IT troubles out in the business circle, the order-pipeline started to dry up. Pending orders started getting cancelled while new orders just didn t come their way. Orders that were under execution started getting delayed as banks tightened their noose around them asking them to repay loans; denying additional funding. The IT guys were just short of freezing the bank accounts. With Income Tax dues running into crores of rupees, the company started to falter. Its very foundation had been shaken. As if this wasn t enough, the trigger for all this disappeared. The day when the tax guys turned up was the last day they saw Rishabh. He just disappeared. His family didn t know where he had gone. No one had a trace on him. There were so many unanswered questions, but, most importantly the one question that nagged Krish to no end was Why? Why did he do it? What was the need? But, there were no answers forthcoming. Krish and Gaurang had to deal with everything now. ~ 7 ~

Karma isn't such a Bitch! - Love, Life & Karma Unravelled They had completely trusted Rishabh with the financial matters and had never questioned him about a single rupee and now they had to face an area which was not their expertise. Of course, Bhatnagar was there to help them out, but, he was just a consultant. All the assessment hearings, procedures were more than overwhelming for them. And the business was suffering, the financial health of the company fast deteriorating. He could somehow handle this mess. But, what Krish couldn t come to terms with, was the betrayal of trust by Rishabh. Krish trusted him completely. It was a classic case of blind faith in him, in his abilities and their friendship. The betrayal was what had shaken him from inside out and leaving without even an ounce of explanation; was like hitting where it hurt the most. This was the most heart wrenching thing for Krish. Every day he would wake up and have this question haunting him Why? P ~ 8 ~

Karma isn't such a bitch! - Love, Life & Karma Unravelled 03 There was a knock on the door. Krish knew it was Radhika. It was the umpteenth time she had come knocking at the door. But, Krish had refused to let her in. Krish, I have got food for you. You have not eaten past so many days. Please let me in. I need to really talk to you. begged Radhika I have told you I don t want anything. Just go away and leave me alone. Krish said annoyingly. Look Krish, we need to talk, she pleaded from the other side of the door We can sort this out together. This no longer is your problem alone. Everyone is worried about you; Ma, Baba, me, Gaurang. Please open the door for our sake. It s not that something could be done about what had transpired in the past few months, but, just so that she would leave him alone after saying whatever she wanted to say, Krish hurled the door open. For the past few days, he had locked himself up in his room without letting anybody in. Radhika walked in and glanced at the room. It was a mess and so was Krish. He seemed to have lost oodles of weight with his cheeks sunken in. His eyes had sunk deep into the sockets with dark circles around it. His clothes emitted a foul smell. Radhika heaved a big sigh and let the plate down on the table and sat down decisively on the disheveled bed. ~ 9 ~

Karma isn't such a Bitch! - Love, Life & Karma Unravelled Krish had opened the door hoping to get rid of her constant knocking on the door, but, the way she had positioned herself on the bed, he figured that this was going to take long. And, he was in no mood for any kind of preaching. He moved towards the window, opened its doors and started gazing out. Getting up from the bed, Radhika went and stood behind him. What is it that you want to say? asked a disgruntled Krish still gazing out of the window just say it and leave me alone. What is our favourite line, Krish? Radhika asked peering out of the window standing behind Krish. Quit playing games, Radhika. I am in no mood for quizzes. said Krish with clear irritation and anger mixed in his voice. It goes like this, said Radhika trying to hide her anxiety behind the veil of a calm and soothing voice. Thomas Wayne: And why do we fall, Bruce? Bruce Wayne: So, we can learn to pick ourselves up. It is time to implement it, Krish. This too shall pass, but, you have to let it. Don t hold on to the angst. Just let it go. Radhika placed her left hand on his shoulder and lightly pressed it and walked out of the room. Krish knew she was right. That is one thing he loved about her. Short and simple, never nagging! She gave him his required space. He started to wonder, what had he done to deserve her? Just then, his thoughts went over to Rishabh and he wondered what had he done to deserve him? For a split second after Radhika left, he felt as light as a feather, but, as soon as his thoughts went over to ~ 10 ~

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