Psalm 27 The Ups and Downs of a Trial 1

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Psalm 27 The Ups and Downs of a Trial 1 Ps 27 (ESV) The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The LORD is the stronghold of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? (2) When evildoers assail me to eat up my flesh, my adversaries and foes, it is they who stumble and fall. (3) Though an army encamp against me, my heart shall not fear; though war arise against me, yet I will be confident. (4) One thing have I asked of the LORD, that will I seek after: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD and to inquire in his temple. (5) For he will hide me in his shelter in the day of trouble; he will conceal me under the cover of his tent; he will lift me high upon a rock. (6) And now my head shall be lifted up above my enemies all around me, and I will offer in his tent sacrifices with shouts of joy; I will sing and make melody to the LORD. (7) Hear, O LORD, when I cry aloud; be gracious to me and answer me! (8) You have said, Seek my face. My heart says to you, Your face, LORD, do I seek. (9) Hide not your face from me. Turn not your servant away in anger, O you who have been my help. Cast me not off; forsake me not, O God of my salvation! (10) For my father and my mother have forsaken me, but the LORD will take me in. (11) Teach me your way, O LORD, and lead me on a level path because of my enemies. (12) Give me not up to the will of my adversaries; for false witnesses have risen against me, and they breathe out violence. (13) I believe that I shall look upon the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living! (14) Wait for the LORD; be strong, and let your heart take courage; wait for the LORD! 1. Why I love this Psalm A. In it you have a radical adversity met by a triumphant confidence in God B. Then suddenly almost shockingly - you have a struggle with doubt 1). But you see David work through it and come out triumphant again I could so relate to David I go through the same thing A. Time of trial hits you have confidence in God and enjoy victory But that victory is not continuous times of doubt might creep back in up and down you go 1). Another angle comes at you another What if and you struggle B. This is normal we see the great man of faith David going through it in this Psalm 1). We also see how he recovers so important to learn that 2). I think our spiritual growth is seen in how quickly we are able to recover 2. Background to the Psalm A. It is believed that this is written during the time David is being pursued by Saul 3. Outline 1). He has had to flee his home living in the wilderness in danger of being caught and killed A. David s confidence in God (1-3) B. David s desire for God (4-6) C. David s cry to God (7-12) D. David s restoration by God (13-14) I. DAVID S CONFIDENCE IN GOD We ll see that it is a confidence that is based on three things Ps 27:1 3 (ESV) The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The LORD is the stronghold of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? (2) When evildoers assail me to eat up my flesh, my adversaries and foes, it is they who stumble and fall. (3) Though an army encamp against me, my heart shall not fear; though war arise against me, yet I will be confident. First: David s Confidence Was Based On the Lord s Personal Dealings with David Ps 27:1 (ESV) The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The LORD is the stronghold of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? 1. Notice all the personal pronouns 3 times My A. We can know a lot about God intellectually know all the facts But in times of trial we need to know God personally and intimately to be an overcomer B. To know Him as MY light the one I know will guide ME in life To know Him as MY salvation the I know will rescue ME in times of adversity

Psalm 27 The Ups and Downs of a Trial 2 To know Him as MY stronghold the one I know will provide ME the strength I need to live the Christian life and to persevere in time of trial This personal intimacy with God is what gives us confidence in God we KNOW HIM And the closer I walk with Him the more my trust in Him will grow A. As one said so many Christians don t trust God because it s hard to trust a stranger 1). They haven t spent enough time to really get to know Him personally To experience that love that drives away fear Point: So confidence in God is a natural result of living closely to God that was David A. This is why are quiet times with Him are so important B. You having trouble having peace go deeper draw nearer and watch what happens Second: David s Confidence Was Based On the Lord s Past Dealings with David Ps 27:2 (ESV) When evildoers assail me to eat up my flesh, my adversaries and foes, it is they who stumble and fall. 1. David is speaking about a past experience A. He s been through this kind of trouble before this isn t anything new 1). Many times he felt enclosed by Saul like this was it but it wasn t God protected him Point: So trusting God now in light of his history with God was just logical - reasonable A. We see the same thing in our lives we have a history of God s faithfulness behind us 1). Has He changed? Has He not come through in the past? 2). Has the one who paid such a cost to make us His Child not take care of us now? Ro 8:31 32 (ESV) If God is for us, who can be against us? (32) He who did not spare his own Son but gave him up for us all, how will he not also with him graciously give us all things? He took care of the major issue certainly He will take care of the minor issues B. Therefore we have a reasonable proven - faith Transition: Confidence is based on the personal dealings and past dealings with us Third: David s Confidence Was Based On the Lord s Promised Dealings Ps 27:3 (ESV) Though an army encamp against me, my heart shall not fear; though war arise against me, yet I will be confident. 1. Where did this confidence come from? The promises of God A. David is being chased around by Saul who wants to kill him so he can keep the throne 1). Things looked bad BUT God had promised the throne to David 2). So not Saul - his army or any amount of hostility would stop that from happening I believe David was living by the promises of God A. God said it I believe it that settles it = the promises when embraced give us rest 1). Mighty weapons against fear and doubt backed by divine power and faithfulness 2). No matter what you re going through there is a promise that will help find it B. As you start living by the promises you will rest Summary: So David had great confidence because of God s personal, past, promised dealings with Him Transition: The next thought is so important but so easy to miss when it comes to confidence in God A. Did David have any part in this? Did the way he chose to live matter? B. So the next section we see David s commitment to God and his confidence in God were linked II. DAVID S COMMITMENT TO GOD

Psalm 27 The Ups and Downs of a Trial 3 1. He desired to be in the presence of the Lord Ps 27:4 (ESV) One thing have I asked of the LORD, that will I seek after: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD and to inquire in his temple. A. I love this one thing have I asked above everything else here is my priority Don t miss this here is a secret of a joy-filled confident Christianity - commitment to the Lord A. We are saved by grace but then called to run in a race = to press on towards God 1). To not settle for indifference and apathy that will get you nowhere in Christianity 2). If you re lukewarm indifferent apathetic that is so dangerous Listen to Jesus words: Re 3:1 2 (ESV) And to the angel of the church in Sardis write: The words of him who has the seven spirits of God and the seven stars. I know your works. You have the reputation of being alive, but you are dead. (2) Wake up, and strengthen what remains and is about to die 3). That should awaken you cause you to get your Bible out Drive you to prayer crying out that God will fan those remaining sparks into flame But I don t feel like reading and praying THEN you must read and pray Your flesh is winning how dangerous is that where will that end? 4). Perhaps God is speaking to you about areas of spiritual discipline Bible prayer Mid-week Bible study prayer meetings in the church you MUST respond Do what it takes to be Christ saturated it is the only place of safety Point: Being apathetic and indifferent is no joke! That is a path to spiritual destruction A. Do what you must do to fan those dying sparks back into flame 2. Notice where David wanted to be in the temple the church of his day A. He was excited about it! Got to ask how do you come to church? Excited to worship God anticipating hearing from Him? 1). Do you spend any time preparing your heart? Seeking Him? Asking Him to speak to you B. I wonder what would happen if on Sunday morning our people got 10 minutes less sleep And prayed before we came to church for God to move in the service what would happen? 1). Maybe joined us at 9:35 on the bench for 10 minutes of prayer before the service 2). Sounds like the way to revival to me 3. Notice what David was praying for Ps 27:4 (ESV) One thing have I asked of the LORD, that will I seek after: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD and to inquire in his temple. A. Lord show us you today! Enlarge our vision of your beauty and your majesty 1). He wanted to enjoy the presence of the Lord in His house so He prayed for that! Join with me in praying for this! Lord we want to see you! We must see you Ps 42:1 (ESV) As a deer pants for flowing streams, so pants my soul for you, O God. If your heart longs for God God will satisfy you your confidence in Him will grow A. Isn t that the promise in Scripture Jn 6:35 (ESV) Jesus said to them, I am the bread of life; whoever comes to me shall not hunger, and whoever believes in me shall never thirst. Ps 107:9 (ESV) For he satisfies the longing soul, and the hungry soul he fills with good things. Ps 16:11 (ESV) You make known to me the path of life; in your presence there is fullness of joy; at your right hand are pleasures forevermore. B. One commentator defined beholding the beauty of the Lord like this To behold the beauty of the LORD. An exercise both for earthly and heavenly worshipers. We must not enter the assemblies of the saints in order to see and be seen, or merely to hear the minister; we must be

Psalm 27 The Ups and Downs of a Trial 4 intent on learning more of the loving Father, more of the glorified Jesus, more of the mysterious Spirit, in order that we may the more lovingly admire, and the more reverently adore our gracious God. Transition: Because David was committed to the Lord longed for the Lord his longing soul was satisfied A. He experienced the Lord personally that turned into a great confidence in the Lord v. 5-6 Ps 27:5 6 (ESV) For he will hide me in his shelter in the day of trouble; he will conceal me under the cover of his tent; he will lift me high upon a rock. (6) And now my head shall be lifted up above my enemies all around me, and I will offer in his tent sacrifices with shouts of joy; I will sing and make melody to the LORD. 1. He is being pursued by Saul yet he is trusting in God s protection A. You WILL hide me in your shelter where the enemy can t find me You WILL lift me high upon a rock where the enemy can t reach me This is the confidence that comes when we dwell closely to the Lord A. Said it before when I get anxious it is usually because I ve drifted The solution is always the same draw near to God then His peace floods my soul 2. See the great desire of David surface again in v. 6 A. Here is what he s excited about I will offer sacrifices in your tent (tabernacle) with joy I will sing and make melody to the Lord B. David knew he was going to become king So don t you mean you re excited about taking the throne living in the palace all those things that tag along with being a ruler. The banquets and feasts. 1). All of that was secondary in David s desires God was his priority Transition: So everything is great David s riding on top of the trial brimming with confidence A. Suddenly this Psalm takes what seems to be a strange turn a shocking plummet 1). David goes from the mountain top of victory to the valley of fear and defeat in one verse 2). Where it seems all of his confidence unexpectedly drains away III. DAVID S CRY TO GOD Ps 27:7 9 (ESV) Hear, O LORD, when I cry aloud; be gracious to me and answer me! (8) You have said, Seek my face. My heart says to you, Your face, LORD, do I seek. (9) Hide not your face from me. Turn not your servant away in anger, O you who have been my help. Cast me not off; forsake me not, O God of my salvation! 1. Notice the radical extreme here A. From you will defeat my adversaries and I will worship you in your temple To don t cast me off. Don t forsake me. Hear me Lord. Be gracious! B. From you are with me you WILL hide me in your shelter you WILL BE my stronghold 1). To where are you? Please don t hide your face from me! That really hit me as strange until I took time to think about it this is NORMAL A. Can t you relate you re in a trial you hear a sermon read a scripture VICTORY! 1). Then the trial takes a different angle a new What if comes up and DESPAIR! B. Everything can turn suddenly dark David becomes very melancholy fearing rejection from God remembering rejection from family Ps 27:10 (ESV) For my father and my mother have forsaken me, but the LORD will take me in. 1). The process of David becoming king wasn t easy on his family Because of Saul s persecution his parents weren t safe David moved them out of their farm into a cave with him Eventually that wasn t safe he moved them to Moab where they died

Psalm 27 The Ups and Downs of a Trial 5 b). This is conjecture perhaps they had rejected David because of that C. When I read of this I thought of the isolation you can feel when you re in a big trial 1). Isolated in your pain: Everybody s life seems so perfect BUT MINE I m all alone in this Nobody can understand I don t feel like talking about it anyway 2). We also tend to sequester ourselves I don t feel like being around anybody We need the body but we pull away when we need it the most 3). If God doesn t answer quickly we feel forsaken by Him! I believe the Bible puts this here because it is normal to go from victory to defeat like this A. To swing from the victory of faith to the despair of doubt 1). From the mountain tops of joy and worship to the valley of doubt and despair 2). I m sure you ve experienced this in your times of trial B. The important thing is to learn what to do when that happens so you can recover quickly 1). I think the more we grow spiritually the quicker we recover in times like this 2). I ve noticed in my own life this still happens but my recovery time is much quicker now C. Let s see what David does to get back to that place of joy in his life 1). Watch his cry to God turn from the negativity of despair driven only by emotion 2). To a three-fold prayer that is based on reasoning - truth As he does this regains a proper footing in his thought life watch him elevate First: David Prays for Instruction Ps 27:11 (ESV) Teach me your way, O LORD Lord use this to instruct me don t let this just be wasted pain. Teach me how to handle this in a godly manner 1. Trials are meant to develop us train us mature us A. But it is possible to waste the trial and not grow from it at all Heb 12:11 (ESV) For the moment all discipline seems painful rather than pleasant, but later it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it. 1). Trials are sent by God for good purposes Are you willing to allow those purposes to be accomplished 2). David gets it this is an opportunity for growth for greater godliness to be developed So he doesn t pray I want my way He prays Teach me your way B. Can I suggest your trial would end sooner if you learned to pray like this 1). Lord what are you trying to teach me here? What are you trying to change? 2). The trial will be lifted when it accomplishes its purposes Get in the flow of what God s doing so those purposes will be accomplished as quickly as possible It is possible to scheme and manipulate circumstances to remove the trial for awhile A. But if your loving Father sees something that has to change for your own joy For your own protection something that could destroy you spiritually down the road 1). He loves you too much to let you have your way you ll run that lap again and again 2). How much better to just let Him get to that area early teach me your way Lord Second: David Prays for Direction Ps 27:11 (ESV) and lead me on a level path because of my enemies. 1. He s not praying for an easy path but for wisdom for the steps he will take A. We can panic in times of trial and do stupid things that have long term repercussions

Psalm 27 The Ups and Downs of a Trial 6 1). Fear and prolonged pain can lead to some very damaging decisions 2). We can start to manipulate circumstances so we aren t trained by the trial B. David says teach me in this and lead me in this keep me on those right paths 1). Don t let me stray off help me to stay right in your will so I will grow I will be trained Transition: He prays to learn from the trial A. He prays too walk wisely during the trial walk towards God and growth not away from Him Third: David Prays for protection Ps 27:12 (ESV) Give me not up to the will of my adversaries; for false witnesses have risen against me, and they breathe out violence. 1. Lord while this is happening while I m learning I pray you ll protect me A. Lord I turn all these circumstances that seem so daunting over to you 1). All the What if s that can drag me back down into despair over to you You re in control of this situation these people I trust you to protect me B. For the NT Christian it would be Lord you say all things will work for my good 1). So I m praying you ll bring that about - I m going to fight fear with the promise I m going to fight against my fear with the knowledge of who you are in control David has started to preach to himself tell himself the truth A. The value of the trial = Lord teach me in this don t let me miss this opportunity to grow B. He asked for direction - wisdom = to make his paths level 1). I believe that part of that leveling out of his path is the leveling out of his emotions b). Scripture says God is the lifter of our heads encourages us We ve all experienced that down cast suddenly lifted ready to go again 1 Seems like God is doing that now with David answering this prayer Point: He had taken his focus off of God and put them on the circumstances A. That lead him into the valley of fear and despair B. As he took ahold of himself as he shook himself to think scripturally rather than just react 1). As he tells himself truth he starts to focus again on God Transition: As he focuses on God again his spirit starts to lift IV. DAVID S RESTORATION BY GOD The Power of a Proper Focus Ps 27:13 (ESV) I believe that I shall look upon the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living! 2. He is concentrating on the goodness of God again A. Thinking about the truth of God praying to God turns His heart to God 1). To concentrate on His love grace mercy rather than the power of his adversaries 2). God you ve got this one this is nothing to you you ve done this before You re so good! B. He again says I will look upon the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living 1). I will worship you again in your tabernacle I will worship you again in your house 2). I will be with the living these adversaries circumstances won t destroy me The Power of a Proper understanding Ps 27:14 (ESV) Wait for the LORD; be strong, and let your heart take courage; wait for the LORD! 1. Preaching truth to himself again

Psalm 27 The Ups and Downs of a Trial 7 A. Wait for the Lord David! Be strong and courageous! 1). Remember His timing is different than yours but it is better than yours it is always perfect 2). He knows what He s doing so be willing to wait! CONCLUSION 1. Where are you at this morning in a time of trial A. Are you on that roller coaster victory then defeat back to victory and then defeat again Question: What can we learn from David in this great Psalm? A. We learn that is not unusual we all go through that but we don t want to stay down there 1). We have to learn how to recover to get our eyes back on God tell ourselves truth B. David saw the trial as valuable these circumstances are sent to change me to teach me 1). So teach me your ways Lord. Don t let me miss the lessons here There is things that are very valuable in trials C. David looked to God for guidance guide me onto those paths of righteousness 1). Help me to make choices that bring you glory in this Keep me from making choices that would stop me from being trained in righteousness D. David trusted God for protection It may look bad but the promises are sure Question: 1). I trust you to protect me in all this teach me but also protect me What happened as David started to preach to himself the truth of God? A. He started to focus on God rather than the circumstances he lifted his eyes 1). He started to remember the goodness of God He will work this out in His timing 1 Pe 5:10 (ESV) And after you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to his eternal glory in Christ, will himself restore, confirm, strengthen, and establish you. B. He started to rest in the timing of God it is different than mine but it is better than mine 1). So take courage and wait! Trusting in His goodness that He knows what He is doing 2. This is the fight for faith isn t it victory then doubt A. The important thing is learning how to climb out of that doubt quickly 1). The more we grow the quicker we are able to do this