TO JESUS THROUGH MARY Lessons and Messages to the World from Jesus and the Blessed Virgin Mary to Ruth Ann Wade of Bloomington, Indiana Compiled by Mary s Children, P. O. Box 27, Washington, IN 47501 - December 2018 Message of Feb. 6, 1993, from Our Lord Jesus Ruth Ann: Jesus. Jesus: Yes, little one. Ruth Ann: I feel like I have too much on my mind, but I wish to speak with You. Jesus: I am here. Ruth Ann: Just talk to me, and I will listen. Alright, Lord? Jesus: Yes, I will do so. Your mind is not busy, it is cluttered, little one. You must learn what to keep, and what is trash or garbage to be discarded. Ruth Ann: I know this to be true, Lord. It was the same way with confession last night. I felt I was so full of sin that I really didn't know where to start, so I just ended up saying that my biggest sin was lack of faith and trust in God, and asked for Your forgiveness for all my faults and sins, but now I feel I should have taken time to name each sin. Jesus: Little one, it is best to convict yourself in front of God, humble yourself, but it is true sometimes there is not enough time to do so. In that case, make a general confession and ask for absolution, but at another time, when there is time, decide, and discuss these faults and concerns with your priest. He will help you put these sins in proper perspective. Sometimes it is just clutter and excess baggage, and not true sins. As you pray and Mother of the Redeemer Farm become closer and closer to Me, you will discover that everything you do and say will have special consequences. You will become more and more sensitive to those things that cause Me pain. Ruth Ann: that, Lord. I am already feeling Jesus: Man has become so desensitized to sin, because there is so much around him, that he is unaware of the many things that he does do that pierces My heart. Ruth Ann: When You say 'man', and 'he', I feel you are talking to me. Jesus: I am talking to all My children. Ruth Ann: There are so many things going on that I'm not certain about, such as rosary congresses, etc. Are we to become involved in all these things? Jesus: Little one, you have your mission put before you. You will have your talks to give, and you are to house the Medjugorje prayer group, and pray with those who ask for prayer. If I wish you to do more, I will tell you. Ruth Ann: I felt a need to go to a wedding, and intended to go, but Jim talked me out of it. Jesus: Little one, you have a full -time job, My work, and a family. You cannot burn a candle at both ends. Ruth Ann: But it is something I wanted to do. Jesus: Time would have been made for this, but other things would not have been done. You must learn, little one, to prioritize the things in your life. Ruth Ann: Will You address those things You spoke of yesterday, You and Your Mother? Jesus: You are concerned because we have not spoken of the manifestation of the special miracle by My Mother. Ruth Ann: Yes. Jesus: It will come about, child. Are you not already seeing miracles that could only come from God?
2 DECEMBER 2018 TO JESUS THROUGH MARY Ruth Ann: Yes, I am. am the ripple that will continue to work until the end of the pond, or, the end of time. There are many such pebbles, and all could do Jesus: Do not doubt for one minute the prophecies that have been given to you by My Mother nothing without Me. That should and by Me. All will come to pass; help you put all you do in proper the manifestations, the visit from perspective. It is important, but Me, all those things you have been only in the sense that it is calling all told of at an earlier time will of My children to Me. Listen, be happen. It must be in God's time, obedient, and pray, I will do the and you must be ready. You cannot rest. Have I not taken care of your see the big picture, little one. If you needs so far? could, you would have no doubts. That is where faith and trust Ruth Ann: Yes Lord, this is true. in your God must come into play. Jesus: Then do not let the darkness Ruth Ann: And what about my muddle your mind or fill you with children? excess baggage. I am light and love, I am peace. Walk in My light and do My will. My Mother and I will tend to the rest. Jesus: God will watch over your children. Your Mother's heart aches for your children. You want all to be well and have all their wants and Ruth Ann: Yes Jesus, thank You needs met. That is true of all good for helping me regain my peace. mothers. My Mother is the perfect Jesus: Thank you for listening, example of that. She wants all of little one. Her children to be happy, and be at peace, and how it hurts Her to see Message of Dec. 14, 1993, them at war and in such from Our Lady turmoil. She does not give up, little Ruth Ann: Mother, I seldom one. She continues to pray and speak to You any more except for trust in God to tend to all their messages for the prayer groups. needs. Faith and trust, little one, pray daily for these two Our Lady: Child, that is as it is to graces. God will give them out in be. I have called you to My abundance, you know. This is a Son. That is what I am here for, to time of grace and mercy, and both call all back to My Son. I am like can be had for asking. the tiny bell that rings at the Consecration of the Mass. As your Little one, I know you begin to feel priest has said, "They were used to overwhelmed by what is happening call the attention of the people in your life, but you must learn to back, whose minds had wandered live one day at a time, and give all away." I am doing just that, calling to God. You may not realize all out to My children who have that is going on is for the coming of wandered away from the true the Son of God, but it is so. You purpose of life. Just as the most are only a tiny pebble dropped into important part of the Mass is the a pond. You are only an Consecration of the Body and instrument. I do all the work. You Blood of My Son, Jesus, so too, is have been dropped into the pond. I preparing for the Second Coming of My Son the most important part of life. I am here to call all of you back who have wandered away. God loves you, My children, and I love you. Please renew your faith and trust in Him. Ruth Ann: Thank You, Mother. Our Lady: I wish to say more, child. I wish for My children to take seriously the messages that are being given. Time is running out. There is much work to be done. Many souls have a need for prayer. I am calling out and trying to get the attention of many through special graces and miracles granted through the gift of God's mercy. He has allowed Me to give these graces and blessings in order to draw others away from the world of darkness, and back to Him, Who is light, love, and peace. Thank Him daily for allowing Me to come to you and give you these graces. It is you, My children, who must pray and repent of your sins. It is you who must have a true conversion of the heart and place your trust and faith in God. Listen to and live My messages. They are the words of God. Pray, dear children, pray. Message of Feb. 22, 1994, from Our Lord, Jesus Ruth Ann: Lord, we survived another third weekend. Thank You for Your love, strength, and support. I thank Your Mother also. Jesus: Child, speak to Her later and tell Her so. Ruth Ann: that. Yes, Lord, I will do Jesus: Little one, when you say you have 'survived another
TO JESUS THROUGH MARY DECEMBER 2018 3 weekend', it sounds as though you have been in a battle. I am teasing you. I have a sense of humor, even if it does not get much use in these days of pain and suffering. But you have understood your role better than you realize. You are 'in battle', little one, against the warring angels of hell. Those of you who have taken My words seriously and are trying to do the will of God and minister to His people, are in continual battle with the evil one. Many do not believe he exists, little one, but you have seen him and can witness to his evil ways. That you have seen him many times, and have smelled his stench, and witnessed to his evil deeds, should be shared. Ruth Ann: Lord, I do, and will continue to do so. Jesus: It is important that My children know he is alive and doing damage in many ways all over the world. Ruth Ann: Yes, I know, Lord. Those of us who know You are aware of this. Ruth Ann: Yes, Lord, I'm afraid I do. But I'm only one person and can not do much about all that is going on around me, or all over the world, for that matter. Jesus: Pray, little one. Prayer can work miracles. The gatherings you have on your farm through faith and trust in God are bringing about the prayer that is needed for conversion of the hearts and minds of many. These are those of My children who are turning away from the ways of the world and seeking the face of God. You do not think you are doing much, but each soul brought to God is one snatched from the hands of Satan and the gates of hell. Even if you were only responsible for one soul being saved, it would be worth the sacrifices you are making. But, My little one, you are responsible for bringing many souls back to Me, by your witnessing, prayers, sharing, and your good example. Know I am pleased, little one. Know My Mother is pleased. Those who are of help to you continue to be blessed in ways they cannot imagine. Ruth Ann: Lord, many who are of help to me are being attacked by the evil one. Jesus: I know this to be so, child, but they stand firm, and as a result they earn graces and blessings by doing so. Life is not easy for those who choose to be good. The evil one leaves those alone who he already has. Those he is losing, he fights hard to get back. Faith and trust in God prevents My little ones Jesus: You are aware, little one, but you cannot possibly realize to the extent of what he has done. He has infiltrated all walks of life. I could go on and on naming them, from losing hope. but I think you understand what I am trying to say. The evil one cannot and will not win. This he knows, but he can cause much upheaval in the lives of My children. Do not allow him the pleasure of giving in to his evil temptations. Keep your faith and trust in God, and he cannot detour you from My path. Now, I know you have a limited amount of time to spend with Me this morning, child, and I would like for you to spend some time with My Mother, so I will let you go about the rest of your day so you will have time to spend with Her. Ruth Ann: Yes, Lord, and thank You again for helping our family get through another weekend. I love You. Jesus: I love you, little one. Go in My peace. Message of Nov. 12, 1994, from Our Lord Jesus Ruth Ann: Lord, please give me the graces to do Your will. Jesus: It is there for you. I have told you, all you need do is ask. Ruth Ann: It becomes more and more difficult, Lord. You have left me without visions. Those were truly a blessing and a consolation to me, when You gave me that grace. Jesus: It is true, you have had much taken from you. Much of what has been removed is to help you grow in your love for Me. It is important that you be able to go forward in faith, prayer, and holy trust in the will of God for you, without this special blessing and knowledge of My presence in your life. Many of the physical and spiritual gifts have been removed, but they will be returned to you. The signs of My presence have been removed, but My love has not been removed. Neither have the graces been removed that have helped you to carry on. Many of the things your God does, are to strengthen you in your love and trust. You are to realize that you are totally dependent upon God, the One Who has created you. You are never to forget that.
4 DECEMBER 2018 TO JESUS THROUGH MARY Ruth Ann: Lord, I really do know that. I know that I can do nothing without Your help. Jesus: But you still have a difficult time giving yourself over to total trust. You still have concerns that are of this world. You must reach a point in your life where these things are not of any importance to you. You must come to have complete love and trust that God will tend to all things, whether it be your children, the media, your priest; give everything to Me. I am in complete control, little one. You sometimes forget, and then you begin to fret and worry. I am in control. All things happen for a reason. God loves you, and will tend to all your concerns and needs. Know this in your heart. Ruth Ann: Lord, I do know this in my heart, but it is humiliating for others to think I am something I am not. It's also humiliating for people to think I'm crazy. I know that no one needs to believe that I am speaking with You and Your Mother to get to Heaven. That part really doesn't bother me, whether people believe all You have done in my life isn't necessary to be believed, to get to Heaven. You have told me, and so has Your Mother, that You would touch the minds and hearts of those You wish to have believe. So I am comforttable knowing that. I am not comfortable with being able to hear the whispers, seeing the stares, and having others relay the fact, that people I know, think I am crazy. Now I understand why You arranged for me to take a leave from school. It's bad enough to deal with these things, not working. Even going to church, going out to eat, or shopping, is getting to be painful for me. Jesus: This is only the beginning, child. Just remember, those who suffer for My sake, receive many blessings. Remember the words to the song, 'Be Not Afraid'? Imprint them upon your heart. Those words apply to you and your cross, child. Never forget that. That song should always be of comfort to you. Ruth Ann: It has always been a comfort to me, Lord. Jesus: Little one, I have been working in your life in a mighty way, long before you ever realized it. Since your birth, you have been being prepared for what you are to do for Me. God's plans are perfect, little one, and He uses all things for His good. Man does not give God much credit for all He is, and has, but it is through My grace and mercy, that all things are given or removed. Man continues to think he is in control, but I am the One Who allows all things. The evil one tempts, bargains, and draws My children into a sinful life, but I am always there to grant mercy when it is needed. Man need only repent of his ways and change, and I am there to pick up the pieces. All it takes is a humble heart, that is truly repentant, to touch Me, and bring about the flood of graces and mercy I wish to give to that soul. The love is always there. I love all My children, and continue to see to all their needs. In many cases, I grant them time and forgiveness, in order for them to get their lives in order, so they will have a change of heart and gain the gift of life, life in Me. Some choose to use the time wisely, and do just that. Others choose the time granted to them to continue on in their sinful ways. That is their choice. That is called a free will. You can choose evil, or you can choose good. In choosing good, you choose the gift of eternal life. In choosing evil, you receive death. Of course, I give My children every opportunity to choose life over death. I would wish all My children to choose to do the will of God, and not live according to the darkness of the world. That is not to be, in many cases. Choosing to do the will of God is much more difficult than following the ways of the world. Your Jesus, in His humanity, suffered much in the world. Those who choose to follow in the footsteps, have much to suffer. The way of Jesus is the cross. It is not easy. It takes much pain, perseverance, and many sacrifices. The graces are available for all those who choose to take up their cross of life, and follow Me. Be not afraid. Go in My peace. Ruth Ann: Thank You, Lord. Message of January 3, 1994, from Our Lady Ruth Ann: Mother, are You with me? Our Lady: Yes, child, I am here. I am pleased that you have taken the time to speak with Me today. You are in need of reassurance, and I am here to give that reassurance to you through words from Heaven. What greater reassurance do you need? Ruth Ann: Mother, I appreciate all You do and say, always. It is difficult for me to believe that I
TO JESUS THROUGH MARY DECEMBER 2018 5 If you begin to become concerned about what is to come, you lose message than you realize. Many your pliability. You lose your Ruth Ann: Yes Mother, I will do truths were revealed to you, and peace. These things are needed in so. these are coming to fruition, the order for God to do His best good as well as the bad. The work. Do not impede what God Our Lady: Your Mother loves you persecution has begun, child. This wishes to do with and through and continues to be with you, to you knew would come. But God you. Many lives are at stake, bless all who ask you for prayer, will provide you with ample graces waiting for your divine revelations. and those who come here to to sustain you through these Many are just waiting for the words pray. All those who come here to times. Be not afraid. You were and directions from Heaven that pray are the recipients of many told you were to experience My come just in time to help them in graces and blessings. Son's walk to Calvary. Also, you their life. If you were not listening, Ruth Ann: Thank You, Mother. were told you were to carry that and if you chose not to share these cross, so you should not be words, God would find other ways Message of April 5, surprised at anything the evil one to direct them. But why not be the 1994, from Our Lady would thrust at you through those willing instrument that God needs? Our Lady: Your ministry is here around you. Child, you are to give I have said 'yes' to the will of God, on the farm. You are tending to the it all to God. Let Him tend to all not knowing what the future held, lost sheep who would otherwise go these problems, hurts, and and look how I was used. I am the astray. You are gathering God's disappointments. Then you will perfect example of love, willing- regain your peace. God wants from have been chosen for something ness, and obedience to the will of this special. This is beyond my God. wildest imagination. It is also That does not mean that all will go something I don't understand. well, or that all will be easy. It Our Lady: That is the most only means that you are doing the difficult part for you to grasp, will of God. What better purpose child. You feel you need to understand and have the full picture laid will of God? Remember, child, would any life have than to do the out before you. That is exactly God has a plan for each life He what will not happen, child. God places on the earth. He only awaits wishes His children to have the the simple 'yes', in order for His courage and conviction to walk in plan to come to fruition. It is man faith; 'Thy will be done, Lord, in his stubbornness that creates whatever it may be'. Those who obstacles so that God is continuously having to make changes so have given themselves over to the One Who has created them over the that His divine plans can be brought centuries, have had to do just that, into play. Man needs to listen child: walk in faith, trust in God, carefully, and be obedient to the do His will and He will take care of will of God, and as a result, the rest. You must be pliable, amazing miracles can take place. bendable, and easy to mold into Be at peace, little child, with your whatever He desires. You are an 'yes' and with your day. You have instrument, child, through which much to do, but know We are with We are to work, so you must be you. If you feel yourself losing open and willing to trust and give your peace, call on My Son, Jesus, all to God. the prince of peace, or Myself. We will restore this peace needed to do the Father's will. children together in one fold. That is what God has asked you to do through Me. Here His children are gaining graces and peace they cannot find in other places. Here their faith is being restored. In watching you step out in faith to do the will of God, others, too, are gaining the strength they need to witness to the greatness and goodness of God's mercy. Through those who care enough for their brothers and sisters to stand firm in Jesus and Mary, many souls are being touched and brought back to the faith they had as small children. This is your ministry, little one of God. This is the ministry of your family. Your family is to be a beacon of light, little child. Do you not remember those words spoken to you in Medjugorje? Ruth Ann: Yes Mother, I do. Our Lady: You should refer back to that message of prophecy from time to time. There is more in that
6 DECEMBER 2018 TO JESUS THROUGH MARY you total acceptance and trust. is answering your prayers in a Now, child, go in the peace of My mighty way. It is to get the Son, Jesus Christ. Know My attention of many that this will protective mantle surrounds you happen on a bigger and bigger and your loved ones. scale. Do not worry little one, you Ruth Ann: Thank You, Mother. are up to meeting this. You have already proven yourself in so many Message of June 22, 1993, ways. You continue to give and from Our Lord Jesus give of yourself. This is a blessing to My people. They know you are Ruth Ann: You continue to bless special, and this is why they come me, and I continue to fight against to you for prayer. They are seeking all that You wish for me to do. It's My help and the help of My because of two things, Lord; I don't Mother through you. The prayers want to be a false prophet, and I will be answered little one, because don't feel worthy of all that You are of this faith and trust in calling me to do. Lord, there is so me. Miracles come through faith, much pain out there, so many little one. Your faith is special. As people hurting and asking for a result of your sharing this faith prayer. They are poor, and are with others, their faith is driving long ways Lord, for prayer. strengthened. This causes I don't feel worthy of such trust that miracles, little one. Miracles are I will have a special gift of prayer the result of faith and trust in better than their own prayer. I am God. Now see how it all works? afraid of failing them, Lord. Jesus: Little one, little one, again I say to you, "You be obedient and do as I ask." I know this pain also, and their pain is your pain, and it does touch My heart to see you grieve for so many. It is true child, it is difficult for Me to deny one such as you, your prayers. You are giving up so much to be of help to Me little one, that I will deny you nothing. Ruth Ann: Lord, this is in print, or it will be. That's a very special and overwhelming statement You are making. Jesus: Child, I can make this statement where you are concerned, because I know your heart. You ask only for those things that I too, wish for My children. It is necessary in the case of many of My children to be aware that God By your sharing your experiences and love and trust in Me and My Mother, others receive the faith they need to accept the miracles God has for them. Man will not always get the miracles he seeks, but God will give him the miracles that he needs. Just remember, little one, you are chosen to be special by God. It is not of your choosing, you have a free will, yes, and you could walk away at any time, but God knows your heart, and He knows that you will not choose to do so. You will persevere, as all of His chosen ones down through time, in hopes that anything you do will be of help to Him who created you. This is pleasing to God, and that is why all the miracles big and small, child, miracles for you and your family and all those whose lives you touch in any way. This is not the end child, it is only the beginning. Ruth Ann: I have so much to be grateful for, Lord. Thank You from the bottom of my heart. Jesus: Child, your Jesus loves you. Continue to listen and do My will. This is all I wish from you. Ruth Ann: With Your help, I can do whatever You ask of me. Help me to know that always. Jesus: It is done. You have a busy day ahead of you, child. Thank you for beginning it with prayer. Prayer is lifting your mind and heart to God. This you have done and are doing each time you speak with Me. This is true prayer, child. I am only telling you this because when I said, "Thank you for beginning your day with prayer," you questioned Me in your mind. You did not understand, and thought to yourself, "I have not said any prayers this morning." Your speaking with Me is true prayer, little one. You shut the world out, and let Me in. What a blessing for Me. Ruth Ann: Blessing, Lord? Jesus: Would you rather I said, 'gift'? My children bless Me with gifts of praise, prayer, and sacrifices. These are all blessings to Me, little one. My children who listen are blessings to those in Heaven who have need of their help in prayer. You do not fully understand child, but that is not important. It is important that you listen and do the will of God. This you are doing. Now, you may go in God's peace. Ruth Ann: Thank You for being here for me, Lord.