Chintamani. Avatar's Task. Chapter July 2011 Meditation Vasantha : Swami, what are You telling about Mangalyam? Swami

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1 Avatar's Task By: Sri Vasantha Sai Copyright 2013 Sri Vasantha Sai Books & Publications Trust Chapter 4 Chintamani 24 July 2011 Meditation Vasantha :, what are You telling about Mangalyam? : You make two Mangalyas with blue stones. This is Purusha and Prakrithi. You wear it on the day of Krishna Jayanthi. You then put the small Mangalya on the idol of Andal. Do you know one thing? Where I am? I am in you. When I left the body, I fully came in you. My life force came in you. I am always in you. Now I am in you fully. Yesterday, I gave the song, these are also My feelings. The other Mangalya belonged to that old body. Its power caused suffering to both you and I. When you wear the new Mangalya, the form it belongs to will come out. Vasantha : Now I understand all. Let us see. has told since the first book itself that He is in me. He said, During meditation, I come from within you and we talk. I then go back inside. Generally, God will talk to the realized soul inside. This is attained by the opening of the Sahasrara through yoga. My state is different. I am born from. As I have no i, He Himself is in me. He is there always guiding me. Before, was in physical form in Puttaparthi. After He left the physical body, He came into me fully. said His life force also came into me. All my and s nadis tell that is in my body only. We thought that this was ordinary. However, all the rishis and siddhas ask in my nadi, Why are you crying, where are you? After leaving His body, He came fully in you. It is only now we realize the truth of the nadis. Siddhas always tell all in a language of their own, so it is very difficult to understand. It is only now, after has explained that we are able to grasp the meaning in the nadis. They told, Not only Atma, but life force is in you. It is through my wailing, tears and call that will now come again on the day of Krishna Jayanthi. On the day I wear the new Mangalya, will enter another body. s life force, which is 1

2 within me, will enter that body. It is through my Prema alone that this body is coming again. My tears and wailings create His body. His life force, which is within me, will enter that body. It is for this reason said big I. Now, from this Vasantha Sathya, Sathya Sai and Vasantha Prema will appear as the Vasanthamayam Creation. It is the power of my penance that will do all. This is also what demonstrates Himself by leaving the physical body and returning in a new form. The new form that He comes in emerges from me only. In my book, Liberation Here Itself Right Now, Pt. 3, I wrote: Prahlada created Narahari My Prema created my Lord Beautiful sweet form! I said that His form comes through my wailing and yearning. What I have written on that day, will now demonstrate. Bogar Siddha tells this in s Nadi. Why has left His body and come in another form? How is He eligible? It is only now explains. Let us see the Hindi song gave. Sai Bhajana Bina Sukha Shanthi Nahi Hari Nama Bina Ananda Nahi Prema Bhakthi Bina Uddhara Nahi Guru Seva Bina Nirvana Nahi Sai Bhajana Bina Sukha Shanthi Nahi Japa Dhyana Bina Sanyoga Nahi Prabhu Darshan Bina Pragnana nahi Daya Dharma Bina Satkarma Nahi Bhagavan Bina Koi Apana nahi Sai Nama Bina Paramatma Nahi This song given by perfectly reflects my feelings. It does not matter how great the truths are that tells, I will never leave His form. He is my life force. I will have no peace until I see Him and merge in Him. First, He separated me from Him and brought my form. Now, through sadhana, He has shown how I have attained Sathyam. left His body and entered in me. He now shows how I separate Him, from me and bring Him again. This God, the greatest Avatar, is demonstrating this. No Avatar that has come before has left their body and come again in another body. This wonderful Avatar will show how the Kali Yuga changes into Sathya Yuga. He Himself demonstrates this. I have 2

3 written about this wonderful song in my book Gita Govindam Again. It was on the day of Poortasi Poornima in 2004, when we were in Puttaparthi that I was wailing, crying and yearning in unbearable separation. Suddenly after arathi finished, instructed a student to sing this song. Now as the situation is the same and I am crying, has again given the song. This entire universe is. is in every atom of my body. I want to merge in every atom of s body. Yet, the desire to merge in every cell of s physical body cannot satisfy me. I want to merge in s universal body. There is no place, where He is not. He is in each grain of sand, bird, animal, plant, tree. There is no place, where He is not. I want to merge with Him throughout the entire universe. This is my desire. This desire is now is being fulfilled. and I are now one life force, one body and one feeling. Now understand this. His life force is in me. It came into me. It is only on the day of Krishna Jayanthi, that He will emerge. Yet, whatever I write, I cannot bear it and I am crying and crying. I cry out that "I myself am tying the Mangala sutra! Is this Sanathana dharma? Is this Indian culture? You tell! You tell!" : We have come for this only. Before, you saw your marriage in your imagination. Now, I have told you and then you have done. This is divine. From a young age, I always imagined my marriage with Krishna. asked me to make a Pottu Mangalya with a red stone. We then went to Brindavan Ashram, Whitefield. There, touched and blessed it and I myself tied it. Now has said to make two Mangalyas. You make with blue stones and wear on the day of Krishna Jayanthi. As I cannot bear it, I am crying. gave a card with an OM sign and half His body. A V was written inside the OM. Inside the card, in big letters, was written, I am now. When I asked He said You always cry and say, "I want to see You now, I want to see you now." So I said, I am now. The V inside the Om shows that the Vasanthamayam Creation is starting. Now after I wear the Mangalya,, and the Vasanthamayam Creation will come from me. will then be born under the sign of Gemini, the twins. I am born under the birth sign of Libra, the scales. This is a scale with two pans. Ordinarily people will say, he is one of twins. Even if the twins separate and one lives in one place and one in another, they will say he is a twin. They were not be called individually, but as twins. It is in this way that and I are twins. We are Purusha Prakrithi. Though we are separate, alone, we are still twins. My star sign is the balance scale, two pans needed. A balance scale is only called as such when there are two pans. The two must balance. They are inseparable. This indicates and I. separated me from Him to 3

4 indicate this. He has Gemini star sign. He is not one, but two. This indicates Him leaving His body and coming again in a form from me and entering another body. I separated from Him. Now He will separate from me in a new form. This is the Purusha Prakrithi principle. The goddess of justice always holds the balance scales, blindfolded. This is to indicate her impartiality; all have the same justice. Thus, I remove all faults and shortcomings and give justice to all. It is for this reason alone that I have come. All will have Mukthi. It is for this reason I am born with the balance scale in my hand. This is s Avataric task. asked me to wear the new Purusha Prakrithi Mangalya on the day of Krishna Jayanthi. I asked which sari to wear. 24 July 2011 Meditation Vasantha :, what sari should I wear on that day? : Your father Lord Shiva called Kaamadeva and asked to take My feelings and weave them into a sari. This marriage is the union of Shiva Shakthi. As the world becomes auspicious after this, the sari is yellow and as the entire world becomes green, it has a green border. Vasantha : Now I understand. Before You gave three saris. Now again, You Yourself give. : If you search and find out, there is some happiness. Do not buy cotton or an ordinary sari. You ask them to buy a good sari. Vasantha : What design? : This is for Prakrithi, so it can be any design. Vasantha :, please give some hint? : There will be heart weaving and S is there. After meditation, I wanted to see if we could buy the sari in Puttaparthi. I phoned Yamini many times, but there was no answer. Finally, in the evening she called. I told her about the sari, but she was unable to buy it as she was leaving for Bangalore in the morning. Morning meditation Vasantha :, we cannot buy the sari in Puttaparthi. : I am not in Puttaparthi. I am in Madurai. 4

5 In the morning, Eddy told me that he had to go to the doctor in the evening in Madurai and asked if he could look for the sari. Afternoon meditation Vasantha :, Eddy has gone in search of the sari. : Correct person. Just as Krishna had Arjuna, he is My friend. He knows My feelings. Eddy searched many places and said that he saw two saris. He then described them to me. He said he would go the next day and buy the sari. The next day he went to the same shop and asked for the sari. They told him a lady came at 9 pm, when they were closing the shop and bought the sari at 9:05 pm. When Eddy told me I said,, has done this only. As did not like the sari, the lady came as the shop was closing and bought the sari! He then went and searched again and found another sari. This was the correct light yellow, green border, heart weaving and S design on the border. We placed it on s altar and He blessed it by placing a flower inside it. It was after this I asked about the Mangalya. He said that it should be twin Mangalyas together. I told that my body is not eligible to wear a new Mangalya. If one thing changed in my body, then it would be a new body. then said that sure it would change. I then told that if the body did not change, then I would not wear the new Mangalya. We all then began to think how it would be; all gave suggestions. Shall we make it like this or like that? It is in this way we thought and spoke. 28 July 2011 Meditation Vasantha : how can I wear this new Mangalya on this old body? : My life force will only enter My new body, if you wear the new Mangalya. It is only then that your body will change. The Mangalya must touch your body. Vasantha : In the first marriage, I did not know who You were. At the time, I wore Your Mangalya, but You did not give anything to me. Now this marriage is on a gigantic scale. Will You not give something for this? : I will give, but do not cry. Be happy. After this, I could not sleep. I am Shakthi Swaroopa, Chid ananda Roopa, I am all. I am all. It is in this way I contemplated the whole night. I then ask said, This is the correct start, you become all. When I told that I would only wear the 5

6 new Mangalya, if one part of my body changed, He said, It is only if you wear the Mangalya that your body will change. It is only then that s life force, which is within my body, will enter the new body. When left His body, His life force came into me. Now when I wear the Purusha Prakrithi Mangalya, this life force will emerge and enter s new body. It is only then that the New Creation will begin. It is very appropriate that the feelings, I am Shakthi, I am all, I am all, arose in me at this time. When revealed this new truth, my Prajnana awakened. All said that what I have written was very good and that we should make it into a song. I am now all. gave three divine messages. One of them was a picture of Radha and Krishna, another photograph of the sun rising and a body of white light descending. The third was a letter written on paper with Radha Krishna and the gopis on one side. Inside wrote, OM...Thanks Love, Chintamani There was also a drawing of a six-pointed star with some symbols inside. All were very happy to see the message. Afternoon meditation Vasantha : What is Chintamani? : You are Chintamani. You are giving all. Vasantha : in the picture, a bright body of light is seen descending. : This shows that the New Creation and I are coming. You are a gem, the Chintamani in My heart. Now let us see. We looked on the internet to see what was written about, Chintamani. There we read, Chintamani is a jewel. In Hindu and Buddhist tradition, it is the wish fulfilling stone. It is another name for Lord Ganapathi. It indicates the one who is beyond the three states. They attain the Poorna Shanthi state. Another name for the gem is the philosopher s stone or Alchemy stone. There was also a picture of Radha and Krishna. The photograph of the dawn and light descending from the sky indicates that will come again to earth in a new body and the New Creation is born. said I am the Chintamani in His heart. drew this to show that Lord Vinayaka now removes all obstacles that are in the way of the Sathya Yuga. I will remove all the obstacles. At the bottom of the letter, there 6

7 were two triangles in the form of a six-pointed star. Inside some symbols or letters, there seemed to be a mantra. I asked to show a proof for Chintamani. Evening meditation Vasantha :, why have You written thanks? For whom? Why? : It is for you. You have written that you have become Shakthi. Vasantha :, what is Chintamani? : You are Chintamani. You are in My heart. You are the Chintamani in My heart. I will tie a new Mangalya on you. I will tell you how to make it. I then looked to see if any flower had fallen as proof for what had said. There was nothing. In the evening, all went to the Garbha Kottam for arathi. At that time, they found that the garland had broken from one side of s big picture and was lying like a coiled snake on the floor. They brought it to show me. I was very happy that had shown a proof. In the morning, I had asked to show some proof for the Shakthi song. In the morning, one-half of the garland broke and fell. Now in the evening, the other half fell as a proof for Chintamani. One shows the Mangalya, the other Shakthi. It is the proof for the marriage of Purusha and Prakrithi. The drawing of the Chintamani seemed to be the symbol for the Anahata, Heart Chakra. 29 July 2011 Meditation Vasantha :, the Chintamani seems to be the Heart Chakra. : That is correct. It is Shiva Shakthi. Shakthi is going up, Shiva coming down, both unite. Vasantha : There is also some writing or mantra? How can we make if I am not able to understand. If I do not understand, how will the goldsmith understand? : You contemplate, you and I are one. Then you will understand. I contemplate... and I are one Which is my Mangalya? Which, which? I went into deep meditation. Yes, Chintamani is the Heart Chakra! Oh, this is my Mangalya. This is why it has come Vasantha : it is the Heart Chakra. : Yes, My heart is your Mangalya. You make it like that. Vasantha : Where to place the blue stones? 7

8 : I will tell you. Vasantha : I am very happy. The symbol for the Kundalini s Heart Chakra is two triangles in the form of a sixpointed star. The apex of triangle faces down and the other points up. I have written about this and explained in many chapters before how Shakthi ascends and Shiva descends; the two meeting in the heart. The two triangles unite to form the six-pointed star. This shows that Shiva and Shakthi are the inseparable twins, who merge, one into the other. This is the Shiva Shakthi state, which has shown in a wonderful way. How to make twin Mangalyas? How to stick two Pottu Mangalyas together? It is in this way all were thinking. It is only now we understand. No one can know the ways of God. I asked many times to draw the Mangalya. He has now drawn the Chintamani and explained all. Today gave a marriage card with a picture of Lord Ganesha on the outside. There was nothing written inside. This was another proof for the Chintamani. Afternoon meditation Vasantha :, the Purusha Prakrithi Mangalya should be made correctly. I am Shakthi. Only if Shakthi s Mangalya is perfect will You come. : You are Chintamani. You contemplate and tell. I contemplate I am Shakthi. The Chintamani Mangalya You have drawn is my Mangalya. The two blue stones should be placed in the centre of the sixpointed star, the blue heart shape gem on top. The six-pointed star should be surrounded by a circle. This now is my Mangalya. Vasantha :, please show some proof for this. : This is correct. You ask them to make it like this. After meditation I opened Sathya Sai Speaks, Volume 16 page 76 and read the words, Gratitude feelings... Six virtues Oh, Gratitude feelings, is the correct proof for the Thanks that has written in the card and the 6 points of the star are symbolic of the Shad Gunas or six virtues. Evening meditation Vasantha :, I do not want anything. I only want You. 8

9 : I am only for you. You make the Mangalya how I tell you. Like the Chintamani I drew, you place three blue stones in the center. If there is no room, then put the heart shape blue stone on top. Vasantha : Is it correct? : Yes, I gave for the 14 Worlds, five elements and then nine planets as Mangalyas. The Chintamani is now your Mangalya. You put the nine gems on a chain and put the Chintamani on the Mangala Sutra only. Vasantha :, I want Your pendant. : Okay, keep the pendant on the Mangala Sutra also. Now let us see about this. The Chintamani that drew is like the Heart Chakra. asked that we place two of the blue stones on them. Some time ago, gave a small blue stone that He said represented the Heart Chakra. has now said to place it with the other two stones if there is room, or else put it on top of the Mangalya. Oh, we will wait until SV comes before we do anything. Only then we I place the order and ask them to make. Please tell me if there are any changes. It is in this way I prayed. At night, we listened to s beautiful voice singing bhajan. It was wonderful. How much sweetness is there in His voice? The whole night I could not sleep and sang bhajans. 31 July 2011 Meditation Vasantha :, what wonderful songs with beautiful words! How sweet is Your voice! (I wondered, How sweet is God s voice...! ) : A mother takes her three-year-old child to an exhibition. The child looks around at all things, is filled with wonder and asks his mother about all he sees. This is your state. It is in this way you ask Me. This is all God s nature. You are also God. Vasantha :, I cannot forget about You singing. Now tell me about the Mangalya. : You are the Chintamani in My heart. Do not put a circle around the six points, but instead join each point and surround the star with a hexagon. This six-sided shape is the base of the Stupi. It is upon this you are. This is the same as the Stupi. On top of the hexagonal base is the red lotus, this is the Chintamani. It is from here the New Creation will begin. When the Mangalya touches your neck, Vinayaka will be born. This is Omkar. It is 9

10 through your feelings of gratitude and Prema that the New Creation is coming. You are My heart Chintamani. It is from here our feelings emerge. Thus, make it six-sided. You then wear this on your Mangala Sutra with My pendant. Vasantha : Now I understand, I will do as You say., I am afraid, so please show Your Prema to me. 13 August 2013 : This is the Avataric task. Your feelings will be like this. Do not cry, I am always near you. Let us see. sang a very wonderful bhajan, which was the whole Ramayana. I wondered at how much sweetness was in His the voice and the beauty of the words He sang! How much beauty there is in each action and every movement of God. As I have never seen the actions of God on this earth, I am filled with wonder. compared this to a small child who goes to an exhibition with its mother. Whatever people see exhibited in this world, they want to possess and collect for themselves. I see only the vision of, the vision of God. has now said not to put a circle around the six pointed star. He asked that we place the two blue stones, which He has given. These represent Purusha and Prakrithi. If there is space, He said to put the small heart shape blue gem with them. If not then place the blue stone above the other two blue stones. said that the blue heart shape stone represents the Heart Chakra. It tells in the Gita that God is in the form of a tiny blue light, the size of the tail end of a paddy grain inside the heart. God is in the form of this blue light as the Indweller in all. The same Chintamani is inside s heart. I will make this as a Mangalya, wear it and then Omkar will arise. Before the start of Creation, Omkar is heard. It is for this reason I had been crying that Ganesha should be born as our child. Only then will the New Creation begin. This Creation comes through my feelings of gratitude and love. I love all in the world and have learned lessons from everyone. All are my gurus. It is for this reason I asked to bestow world liberation as my Guru Dakshina. Thus, a New Creation comes where all are Jeevan Mukthas. For this reason, drew the Chintamani and wrote 'Om Gratitude Love Om'. It is the heart feelings of and I and that emerge outside and go through the Stupi to bring a New Creation. The Chintamani concept that drew is the Stupi s hexagonal base. On top of this base is the red lotus and atop of the red lotus are the six chakras of kundalini. It is on top of these six chakras that the thousand petal golden lotus, the Sahasrara, sits. The Chintamani is the Vishwa Brahma Garbha Kottam. It is from there that s and my feelings go out to the world through the Stupi. asked me to wear the new Mangalya on the day of Krishna Jayanthi. It is on that day 10

11 that His life force will enter the new body. told that the Purusha Prakrithi Mangalya are twins. has slowly revealed all little by little over all these long days. Finally, by drawing and writing He has explained all. gave a picture Radha and Krishna. In the picture, Krishna, who is playing His flute, has a red cloak above His head covering Him. Radha stands next to Him, under the cloak and pointing in a direction. It seems that Radha is removing the cloak from the two from inside. The two are fully decorated with many ornaments. This is like has covered Himself. This is not known by any. I remove the curtain and tell, You come this way! y! I call to Him and I am showing Him the way to come. This will happen on the day of Krishna Jayanthi. When I wear the Purusha Prakrithi Mangalya, His life force will emerge from me and enter the new body. Then after three months, will appear to the outside world. This is what all the nadis and have said. The Anahata chakra has two triangles that show Shiva and Shakthi union. The triangle with apex pointing down shows the power of creativity. The triangle with the apex pointing upward is Shiva or Satva. This is considered as the wish fulfilling tree. asks me to make a Mangalya like this. Yet, Can we make the Mangalya in this month of Adi? I could not understand. had correctly indicated the previous marriage on May 27 th. Now we could not understand how to make the Mangalya. Today in the morning, when we were on our way to perform abhishekam in the Garbha Kottam, we saw s form in the sky in an easterly direction. s big bushy hair and His shoulder were seen by all. It was orange in color. It was like the drawing Eddy had done of. On the Chintamani drew, there are many letters. We scanned a copy and ed it to Yamini. I asked her to see if any scholar in Bangalore could tell what the meaning was. Today, 1 August 2011, gave a picture of Krishna, Balarama and two gopas. Krishna is seen playing His flute. All of them are dancing. Nearby, are some cows and calves. This is New Creation. In Dwapara Yuga, Brahma Deva came to test Sri Krishna and hid all the cows, calves and cowherd boys in a cave. Realizing that this was the work of Brahma, Krishna recreated the same boys, cows and calves. At first Balarama could not understand. Then he saw all the gopas, cows and calves were Krishna, all Krishna Mayam. All Krishna's creations are blissful and kind for one year. The New Creation is 11

12 like this. and I will shut Kali Yuga in a cave and the new Sathya Yuga will be born. Just as the cows and cowherd boys looked the same as the ones in the cave, the same families, same people, same nations, same animals, will appear, yet, within each will only be Vasantha and Sai Mayam. We two will be in all. It was Balarama only whose eyes saw that Krishna was all. He alone knew the truth. I attained Sathyam through sadhana. This is 72 years of one pointed focusing on. I became Sai Sathyam and now separate myself in two, as and Creation. For this, I have no i. Thus, all of you forget this name and form of Vasantha. It is consciousness feeling, cosmic feeling that creates Sathya Sai Bhagavan and New Creation. It also makes Vasantha anew. This is an Ananda Maya Creation. Here it is only singing and dancing with Sai Krishna. gave another picture of Vinayaka. In it he is seen sitting fully decorated on a golden throne. Yesterday, gave another picture of Vinayaka. It was of our Jnana Mukthi Ganesh. In the picture, I am seen performing abhishekam. He sits alone on a plinth near the road. It was only after this we built a small temple and installed the Nagas. Now, after all these long years, we are constructing a new temple that may be ready on the day of Krishna Jayanthi. It is for this reason gave the two pictures of Vinayaka. Now, on the day of Krishna Jayanthi, Vinayaka will be born. He is the son of Adi Moolam. Fred then brought a picture that he found on his desk. In the picture, I am seen standing in a yellow and white sari. Half of s body is seen hiding behind me. has a copy of the book, Last 7 Days of God, in His hand. I am not wearing glasses in the picture and my hair is also not up, but flowing freely. My hair has a gold and white hue. It is a very wonderful picture, where and I are seen united together. has given His and my picture before many times. But we are always separate. This is the first picture where we are together in a single photograph. All of us saw it and were very happy. 2 August 2011 Morning meditation Vasantha :, what is this picture of You and I together, the 'Last 7 Days' book in Your hand? : I took the 'Last 7 Days' book with My own hand and they 12

13 sent you out. On that day, I also left, following behind you; only the Maya body remaining there. Now again, I will come from you. Vasantha : Oh! It is very good. : I will come out and we will leave together after the last 7 days. Now let us see. After I wrote the book, Last 7 Days of God, l was no longer allowed inside Prasanthi Nilayam anymore. When I was sent from Prasanthi, also left. I have written about this before. Now has shown Himself peeping from behind me in the photograph. Only half His body is seen. There is a copy of the book Last 7 Days of God in His hand. When I was sent from Parthi, also left, only a Maya body remaining. Then when he left that body, His life force came fully to me. He left the Maya body. It is only when I wear the new Mangalya that His life force will emerge from my body and enter the new body. The picture was also cut out carefully and had six sides with six angles. and I are Purusha and Prakrithi. If the world is here, then God is also here. For all the time that remains of this world, you will never be able to separate God from it. Even if there is no universe, God is there in Yoga Nidra. I am the representative of the Universe. I am Shakthi. and I have come here to demonstrate this. I was told not to come inside Prasanthi Nilayam anymore. Yet, also came out. All thought that the Maya body was. Now He has left the Maya body also. There is no more. It is through my Prema that comes in a new form on the day of Krishna Jayanthi. On that day, He will enter a new body. Then three months later, He will appear outside young and anew. This form will not be bound by any. It is limitless. Prema Sai and Prema will be born in the New Sathya Yuga. Purusha and Prakrithi have never descended as Avatars before. This is the first time they are coming here. This is a principle that no one can understand. In the previous ages, the Avatar came to destroy the demonic and wicked people and establish dharma. and I have now come to remove the bad qualities. The demonic qualities that are present in all must be removed and good qualities established. Today, we went to do abhishekam in the Garbha Kottam. When I took the padukas from the tray, there were golden footprints in the shape of padukas underneath. The same golden print appeared under the small padukas, the vigrahas of Sai Krishna, Ganesha, Vishnu with Mahalakshmi and the Ganges lingam. 's feet touched these gold padukas. The small padukas He touched and blessed. also gave the Sai Krishna vigraha. So, all alike had golden marks. This is to show that the Golden Yuga is coming. Jai Sai Ram VS 13