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1 The Human Soul Fear, Emotions & False Beliefs Single Session Part 2 Delivered By Jesus This document is a transcript of a seminar on the subject of, how false beliefs are created within the human soul and how to release them. Seminar conducted on 15 th November 2009 At Buderim, Queensland, Australia this online edition published by Divine Truth, Australia

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3 Table of Contents 1. Continuation of deconstructing false beliefs by emotionally releasing error Determining whether beliefs are true or false, based on love An example of reincarnation Experiencing all painful emotions to discover the truth (continued) Qualities of Divine Truth The truth is always loving and always emotional Emotions of self-deception An example of meditation The truth is never painful Determining God's Truth from its qualities and attributes Working through layers of emotions before finding God's Truth Gaining faith through experimentation Building faith through experiences Soul growth occurs through being overwhelmed Stages in the acceptance of God's Truth into the soul Complete denial Intellectual awareness Audience questions Co-existing with others with different belief systems to Divine Truth Stages in the acceptance of God's Truth into the soul (continued) Desiring to feel the emotion intellectually Complete denial emotionally Feeling the emotion Absorbing the truth The effect of the presentation of truth Audience questions Truth and error cannot exist on the same subject in the soul at the same time (continued) An example of a participant with an injury about needing to be listened to Working through feelings of jealousy Stages in the acceptance of God's Truth into the soul (continued) Blockages are feelings that keep us from underlying causal feelings... 22

4 An example of a participant with an injury about needing to be listened to (continued) Praying is emotional Audience questions An example of a participant who is afraid to share her horrific past experiences with others Closing words... 25

5 The Human Soul Fear, Emotions & False Beliefs Single Session Part 2 1. Continuation of deconstructing false beliefs by emotionally releasing error The next thing I wanted to do on this subject is talk about the issue of how to actually help yourself release your false beliefs, because obviously these false beliefs have entered us, and they've entered us through this emotional pathway that's been constructed in error. As these false beliefs have entered us and constructed this pathway through us, now these false beliefs get settled into you could say that the next set of events is being created. These false beliefs become the construction process of the next set of events in your life as a result of that. What we want to do is start looking at: how can we release these false beliefs? Remember, these false beliefs sort of construct this pathway, if I draw it like that, through your soul. False beliefs create pathways through the soul Here's your soul and that's not the Earth, that's your soul. (Laughter) There are the pathways going through that your false belief has constructed, and they've settled in you emotionally. This is emotional error that's now settled within you. Because we're a construction in process, obviously there's a lot more to happen. This is a very obvious, simplistic way of explaining your soul, because your soul is actually the most complex thing that God has ever created. What I'm doing here is trying to simplify the most complex thing that God has ever created and if you look at other creations God has made, you'll get some idea of how complicated your own soul must be, inside itself, in terms of the mechanisms involved. So we've constructed this pathway if you like, this neural network pathway I suppose you could explain it as, inside of yourself, but they are emotional pathways inside of yourself that cause false beliefs to centre and to be attracted to. [00:02:11.02] Now the issue is, we want to get back to the emotions because it's the emotions that allowed these false beliefs to enter. At some point we want to deconstruct the emotion that allowed false beliefs to firstly be attracted to me, and then enter me so that they settle within me. The way we have to do that obviously, is to get to the emotion itself at some point, but most of us struggle a lot in getting back to the emotion and there are a number of reasons why. Page 1 of 25

6 1.1. Determining whether beliefs are true or false, based on love One of the primary reasons why we struggle to get back to the emotion is that this belief system was created to support the denial of that emotion. We're struggling to get to the emotion because all of our belief systems were constructed to actually help us get away from our emotion in the first place. So what do we do with that? The first thing we have to do is start being honest about our belief systems particularly honest about whether our belief systems are loving or unloving. This gets down to, "How do we tell, or how can we allow, any belief system to enter our soul?" Because obviously, what I ve defined up until now is, a lot of these belief systems are entering us because of all these emotional errors that we have, which allows all this belief. So how, in the end, do I know what's true and what's not? The answer is really quite simple. The truth is always loving, so a belief system that's loving, in all its aspects, will be more harmonious with truth than a belief system that is unloving in all of its aspects, and the more love there is in the belief system, the more truth there must also be in the belief system An example of reincarnation [00:04:14.02] Now let's put this back into play with the belief system of reincarnation for a moment. Basically the belief system of reincarnation as it's been presented in the past has been that I live a life, a certain life on Earth, for a certain time. I pass into the spirit world, I have this life review process and then I revisit Earth to actually work through the karma of the previous life. I can't work through the karma of the previous life in the spirit world, I must work through the karma, or the damage if you like, of what I've done in the past, through the Earth experience. The only problem is, that I can't remember my previous experience. Now does this sound like a loving process to you? You're being forced to come back down to Earth to work through your previous experience's karma; the only trouble is that you can't remember the previous experience in its entirety to know what the karma was. Now how does that feel to you? Doesn't that feel unfair? Does that feel loving? Not really, does it. It feels unfair to us. I could understand the creation of a system where you remember your previous life and then you're asked to work through the karma of it; you could understand that, couldn't you? more than you could understand that you can't remember your previous life and then you have to work through the karma of what you can't remember. Then there are all these things, "Oh, we can't remember only because we tried to forget." Well to a degree there's a truth in that, from the soul level, but many of you have tried with all of your heart to remember all of your previous lives karma and have never discovered it. In fact when you think about it, "I've only remembered one or two, or three events of my previous life, the important events. Like, where I was born perhaps, where I lived and also probably how I died. But what about all the damage I did in between? I can't remember that; I can't remember what actually happened, all of that." Even though you try your hardest, and you might even go to past life therapist after past life therapist, you still can't find it. Now is it loving for somebody to create a system that actually creates a lot of difficulty for you in terms of discovery of your own truth about yourself? You'd have to start considering, is this belief really loving? What we would do then is, we're able inside of our soul, just by asking the question, to say "Is this belief really, really loving, or is it just a little bit loving, or is it not loving at all?" In that way we're able to easily differentiate between whether we should allow this belief to enter us emotionally or not. Just by asking that one question "Is this belief loving?" Page 2 of 25

7 1.2. Experiencing all painful emotions to discover the truth (continued) Now the only problem with that is that our beliefs of love are distorted. So what do we do with that? And that's where our emotions come into play. You see, we could have the understanding of one basic truth, and you can test this truth as well. The basic truth is, "If I feel all of my emotions, I will in the end come to discover the truth," but I have to be diligent in feeling all of my emotions. [00:08:06.15] Now the problem is that most of us have lots of emotions of fear that cover over our real emotions. That means we're also going to have to feel all of our fears as well, before we are going to be able to discover truth. And if we can say to anybody that as long as we feel all of our emotions we will in the end come to discover truth, people will have no trouble determining in the end what the truth is about any single subject that you could present to them. Any scientific, physical, chemical subject you could present to them, any medical subject that you can present to them, all of these subjects will all be covered by what is going on inside regarding love. As long as we feel all of our emotions, we will come to discover the truth about every single subject that we ask about. If you use that as a guideline to accepting truth and you can experiment you don't even have to believe what I'm saying to you right now, because all you need to do experiment with it for six months. This is the thing we need to present to others who are maybe finding difficulty on the Divine Love Path. All you need to do is experiment for six months with your emotions and notice what happens inside of yourself. Notice what happens to your Law of Attraction, notice what happens to all of these other things that are going on, including your fears, and let yourself fully experience your emotion. But as you know, the majority of us are very resistive to experiencing all of our emotions and so when a person comes back they say, "I tried that for six months but I only experienced one emotion and therefore I don't believe it's the truth." Well you're going to have to experience more than one emotion before you'll be able to determine truth because we have so many emotional blockages which are covered over by all of these fears, which prevent us from actually deconstructing the false beliefs and actually allowing the truth to enter us, and that's what we've got to consider in the process. 2. Qualities of Divine Truth 2.1. The truth is always loving and always emotional There are really only two rules about truth and they are the two that I've just mentioned. The truth is always loving. Always, the truth is always loving. The second thing is, truth is always emotional. The truth is always emotional. In other words you can hear truth in your head as much as you want, it will never become a part of your soul until your soul emotionally accepts this truth, or until the emotion preventing the truth from entering the soul is released, so that you can accept the truth. But if we remember that the truth is always loving and the truth is always emotional we can experiment with that in our lives. We can experiment in our day-to-day lives with that. Page 3 of 25

8 Emotions of self-deception What about emotions of self-deception? Like, you say it's always emotional and then say for example I was feeling an emotion and it was actually an emotion of self-deception and I felt that for six months? [00:12:21.05] Yes but the question is, is self-deception loving? Well I might deceive myself that it is. True, yes. So what we want to do then is look at the emotions of self-deception; in other words, emotions that I have, that are just deceiving myself about how I really feel. Let's look at most of those emotions of selfdeception. One of the first emotions of self-deception is anger. Now, is anger a loving emotion? No, so straight away, anytime I'm angry, I know that I'm not in truth. Straight away I know whatever it is that's just been presented at me, or whatever it is that's been triggered in me, I can't accept this as truth. I'm angry; something's going on inside of me. I need to feel that. What are other emotions of self-deception? Shame, now is shame a loving emotion towards myself? No. So therefore it has to be an emotion that in the end will disappear from me. Now I'm not saying to not feel them, am I? Remember that, I'm not saying to not feel these emotions. I'm saying if you're angry, you need to first connect with your anger to work out what's underneath your anger. You don't need to project it at everyone and sundry, you need to feel it and fully experience it, to experience the anger, but whatever you're angry about isn't the truth. The fact that you're angry is telling you that it's not the truth, because anger is not in harmony with love. [00:14:07.06] I can be here feeling like I'm really upset with you, because you told me a lie and I can be blaming you. You told the lie, you're the one I'm upset with and right in that moment I'm in untruth, because for a start I'm angry, I'm upset with you. I'm angry with you, so therefore I am not harmonious with love, I'm in self-deception. So it's no longer truth. The truth is always loving, including loving yourself An example of meditation But what about emotions of self-deception that might be positive, say for example, I meditated a lot or I feel like I'm in a state of bliss and so I'm in bliss? But you have other tools at your disposal to tell you whether that's a true state or not. The Law of Attraction is a tool at your disposal that will tell you that. For instance, I was talking with Josh a few weeks ago about his emotions when he was doing the Zen thing all the time. He would meditate himself into emotions of bliss and he felt bliss most of the time. And then I said, "Well what happens in your day-to-day life?" He said, "Oh during that time my car broke down, my computer was stolen, and all these other things happened. But he still experienced bliss. And I'm saying no, "Rewind, rewind. How come your car was stolen, or your computer was stolen? How come your car broke down? How come all these events happened?" This is a soul attraction, so you look at the soul attraction. Again, if I'm truthful with myself, I will always be emotional about the attraction. Remember, the truth is always emotional, so when I'm trying to detune myself and go into the intellectual state to get away from my emotions, I am no longer being truthful with myself about my emotion. I'm basically using my intellect to suppress my emotion, but I've said truth is always emotional. Page 4 of 25

9 [00:16:17.05] You will not arrive at truth without feeling your emotion. The truth is, you can Zen yourself out and you can do a lot of very powerful things with your mind to detune yourself from your soul, but that's not emotional, that's now intellectual and the truth is always emotional. So that state of bliss is actually deceptive, because that's not real bliss. Yes, because for many people on this planet today who are in that state of bliss, all that's really happening is that they are going out of body, so they don't have to connect to their body, they don't have to connect to life, they don't have to connect to their emotions. They experience hours, sometimes days and sometimes months in that state. I know people who are full of physical ailments, like the body is full of pain, holes in their legs or maybe even cancer in their body and yet they feel they are in a state of bliss. The only thing I can say is that they are lying to themselves. Because in the end, do you think your body would be in that disharmonious mess if your soul were in harmony with God's Laws of the Universe? Of course not. So looking at the Law of Attraction is very important really as a guide? Certainly, and we've talked about that before obviously. Remember I've said to you, your Law of Attraction is actually a messenger of God for you to take notice of? Definitely. I'm not discounting that by saying these things. What I'm saying is, remember that the way we can build on truth is that the truth is always loving and it's always emotional. You'll have lots and lots of experiences in your life that the Law of Attraction brings to you and a lot of emotions that the Law of Attraction will bring to you. The ones that will finish up settling in your soul are the ones that, if we apply this, are loving to myself, to my neighbour, to my partner, to God, to animals, to creatures. And all of them will be emotions that I actually feel, not just an intellectual thought. I'll actually have this passionate desirous emotion along with that. They are the ones that will enter us. [00:18:21.23] The other ones will all just pass through us and in the end we'll experience them and release them from our life and they'll be gone. They'll be gone. All the false belief will be gone, all the fear attached to that false belief will be gone and all the fear of our own emotions that are painful will be gone. All the pain will also disappear The truth is never painful Obviously, if truth is always loving it means that truth is never painful as well. Now we could start saying lots of different things about truth here, couldn't we? Truth has so many qualities. I've listed in the talk "Qualities of Divine Truth" ( Relationship With God Qualities Of Divine Truth) like, fifteen major qualities of God's Truth and how it affects your life Determining God's Truth from its qualities and attributes Now the truth has lots of different attributes and qualities, and I'm only mentioning a couple of them here, as a simple method of you being able to say to yourself, "Alright, should I accept this truth? Should I accept this information coming to me as truth, or not?" Well, does it sound loving to you right at the moment? If it does, then allow yourself to be open to accepting it. I'm not saying that you have to accept it, just allow yourself to be open to accept it. And is the truth an emotional thing, or is it all intellectual, or mind based? If it's mind based just put it aside for a bit, until it becomes an emotion for you. You don't have to dismiss it, you don't have to say, "That's wrong, Page 5 of 25

10 that's right," at this point. It's a learning process; just allow yourself to see the principles that the truth is emotional, the truth is always loving. For the ones that seem to be loving at the moment, put them to one side and say, "This is my preferred truth list. It hasn't entered me as yet, because it hasn't entered me emotionally, but I think this is loving at this point," and allow yourself to feel that. [00:20:26.15] Now many of you don't feel that it's loving for somebody to tell you the truth and the reason why that is, is that a lot of pain inside of you is associated with it when you hear it. But where did this pain come from? Well remember I said that inside of your soul you've got all of these little zig zags everywhere, where the error is the preferred condition. There are pathways in our soul based on error that create a preference for false beliefs on a particular issue So anything outside of that is going to feel painful. I need to be aware that, while I'm in this mess emotionally inside of myself that causes me to have a preference for false belief, I am obviously going to be avoiding my pains, using these false beliefs to avoid my real emotional pains. I need to be aware of that, saying to myself, "Alright, I can't determine whether something's truthful or not by my own feeling of pain, because my own feeling of pain is dependent upon how much error I have." This is where we get into so much trouble because most of the time we gravitate towards the beliefs that cause us less emotional pain. But if the truth is always emotional that also means that the truth may often be emotionally painful. That's what it will feel like to you when it hits you, and if you're avoiding your emotional pain you're not being truthful to yourself. The truth is that if we allowed ourselves to stop avoiding our emotional pain we would get more emotional about all sorts of subjects that we need to feel our way through and release before the truth can enter us. [00:22:12.23] Understand that the system that you've created inside of your own soul and by the way, it's not just your own creation; it's the creation of all of your environment during your growing up, and your parents and their environment and their growing up, and all of this multi-generational error being pushed upon your soul, but in the end understand that it's now your responsibility, because it's your soul. All this stuff that's in your soul can be very much based around withholding your own very painful emotions from yourself. That's our goal. If now we've released that goal from us, our goal instead becomes, "I'm going to feel all of my emotions," which was yesterday's discussion about humility (see Relationship With God Humility). If I'm humble I will feel every emotion. If I feel every emotion, then I will arrive at the truth in the end. All I need to do is start to have faith in that process, that I will arrive at the truth in the end as long as I'm prepared to feel every single emotion within me, whether it's pleasurable or painful; that's what will happen within myself. Page 6 of 25

11 3. Working through layers of emotions before finding God's Truth Okay, there's been a lot happening in the last couple of weeks, AJ, and now I'm confused. Confusion is a good state, based on an error inside of your soul. Okay, let's go. Okay so I thought something was like, clearing and now I'm thinking I was just stuck in anger and nothing was really moving, but it felt like something was moving and... [00:24:06.16] Remember I'm not saying here to not feel your emotions of anger. Remember that. I'm saying that when I have an emotion of anger, it's because I have some beliefs that are untruthful, that are not true. I'm not saying, Don't experience your anger. We have a whole weekend of talks about experiencing anger (see The Human Soul Anger Is Your Guide S1 and The Human Soul Anger Is Your Guide S2). What I'm saying is that you still need to experience your anger, you need to feel your own anger and own it as that emotion passes through you, but you know from this that that emotion is not truth yet. That's not the truthful emotion, that's not the truthful state. It's a feeling that you're going to have to feel, but it's not truth yet. Truth will come as that emotion leaves you and then the underlying emotion, which will be fear, enters you and you'll start trembling about what this whole thing is about. But that's still not truth yet either. You need to allow yourself to feel that emotion and that might take a week, two weeks, three weeks, who knows, just depending on what you're afraid of as to how much fear there will be and why you're afraid. And then as that emotion passes through you, the grief might hit, what you were afraid of and therefore what you were trying to deny with your anger. Now you feel that grieving emotion and that passes through you, and grief isn't truth either yet, because you re sad about something and in the end when you're at-one with God, do you think you're going to be sad? No, but I've got to feel that emotion too. So I allow that emotion to pass through me. And what happens after all of that? All the grief is gone, the grief that was being suppressed by my fear has gone, and the fear being suppressed by my anger, that's gone. So what's left? What's left is love and the truth. Okay, I didn't get to that place yet, I got to the place of being terrified that I was going to stay stuck. Spot on. You've gotten from your anger down to your fear, but you're not yet at the causal. However, you're in the process of getting in there. I'm sliding in there, huh? [00:26:03.13] Yes, so don't stop it, keep the process going, because you know, I'm going to keep this process going and going and going, until I arrive at that loving truthful place which I know is the truth. I developed some self-deception in the midst of it all, because I went, "Oh I've arrived somewhere." So that was a false belief also. This is why you're confused. See, the mind goes, "Oh I want this anger to be the end of it." Page 7 of 25

12 That's right, I was so freaked. You see, it's not the end of it, because otherwise there'd be no fear, and the fear's not going to be the end of it either because there'll be no grief. Once there's no grief, no fear, no anger, now we're at the end of it. And then we'll be happy. Of course, of course. You won't have grief in you, you won't have fear in you, you won't have anger and so how can you not be happy? Can you see how we need to keep sliding down through this system? See, what a lot of people do is they get angry and they think, "That's truth, I have a right to be angry. This person did the wrong thing to me, they did this, they did that," so they then think that they're in truth. They think they are right, but they are not right, because they are angry. They have stopped the process of going deeper down into the fear, deeper down into the emotion; they've stopped that entire process and the indication that they've stopped it is, is anger loving? No. So therefore they re not in a state of truth yet. I'm getting from one state, which is total denial of my emotion, down into this other state of feeling the underlying causal emotion and releasing that, but after I release that I am going to be in a state of truth, on that particular issue. Okay, that's coming huh? And that's also the place of forgiveness that people talk about. Like, there are a lot of things linked to that place of truth. That's where you can be loving to others no matter what they do to you. When somebody brings up a situation that's similar you can talk about your own situation with freedom and you don't feel like you want to get angry with them because they've brought up something that's painful to you, because it doesn't feel painful anymore. You don't feel any personal pain left in it about the whole process. That's where you arrive at in the end, and that is the place of truth. [00:28:22.09] Can you be part way there and still have some awareness and still be in anger? Totally. Remember, this is a process of progression from one place to another place. You're not going to get from one place to another place without doing the journey. You need to do the journey, and the journey is going through the anger, going through the fear, feeling and experiencing each one, and going down into the grief, feeling and experiencing that. Then when you're out of that you'll be at the place of truth. You see, a lot of us go into confusion because we want ourselves intellectually to be at this place, or be beyond that place, the place of truth or love, and so we try to manufacture that place without going through the process. That's like saying, "I start my journey here on the Sunshine Coast, I want to go to Adelaide and so what I decide to do is I'm going to go," bang. At the moment, that's not possible for all of us. If we were a spirit we could do that, but we can't do it in our physical body. But we sit there and we decide, "Oh where I am is where I have to be, because I want to get there instantly." Most of us have this viewpoint inside of us, Unless I'm there already, then I'm not a good person. I'm not happy, I'm not a good person. Other people condemn me, and so we try to make out we're there, while we're still here. Page 8 of 25

13 Just imagine doing that. Sit down imagining we are in Adelaide, even though we're on the Sunshine Coast. That's what we do with our emotions. We sit here trying to imagine that we're in Adelaide when in reality we're still on the Sunshine Coast; we haven't moved yet. [00:30:04.29] What we need to do is see that actually there's a process of movement. It is going through this anger and rage, hatred at first a lot of times, and then anger and rage, and then right down into this fear-based terror and fear and then into the grief, which is a lot of the causal emotions, where all the grieving stuff is. Then we get beyond that and we enter this place where we know we've arrived at truth now. In that place you're not angry any more, you're not afraid anymore, you're not crying anymore either. That's the place we're aiming for. But don't get trapped into thinking that you should be there before you've gone through this whole process. Many of us say to ourselves, "Oh, I dealt with lots of anger last week. Wasn't that wonderful? Like, I'm over the anger now." "Yes, and? You haven't yet dealt with your causal emotion." I thought I did it last week and then I got in the car after we left here yesterday and there it was in my face again. Exactly. And I went, "Son of a gun, I thought I did this." Exactly. So stop thinking that you've done it. You've got to give up the idea that you've finished with something, because in the end you won't even think about it when you're finished with it. As soon as you think you're finished with something, you're not finished with it. When you've actually finished with it, you don't even think about it anymore. It's very important to understand those things. 4. Gaining faith through experimentation Participant Male: You mentioned before, "Have faith in the process." In what way is that different, or is it different from the sort of faith that Christians talk about? It's different in that you can do it through experimentation. Your faith is actually built through your own experimentation. Let's talk about faith in the process. How do I have faith in something that I haven't yet tried? Well obviously I can't, can I? [00:32:08.19] So in that state, that's my hardest state. I hear all this stuff, and it sounds good sometimes, but the emotion stuff doesn't sound that good. I ask around a few people and they say, "Yes, I've had terrible last week." "Oh, I don't know if I want to have a terrible last week, like, I'm relatively happy how I am." And so we go through all these doubts and all of this emotional stuff first and then we get to right to the point where, "Yes, let's give it a go." When you arrive at that point, treat it like an experiment. You're going to get right into your emotions about at least one of the subjects that your Law of Attraction is bringing to you. Let's say you re going along the road, somebody cuts you off, just a simple Law of Attraction event, and you feel anger. You're going to go into this now instead of avoiding it and just swearing at the person and then stopping there. What we're going to do now is we're really going to not avoid this situation. We re going to experiment. When I do my first experiment and my experiment comes out at the end, I realise, "Wow, I'm driving along the road and nobody cuts me off anymore. Wow, I'm driving along and people seem to just automatically move out Page 9 of 25

14 of my way. This is real weird." Now I can see my Law of Attraction has changed and that experiment might have created that change in my Law of Attraction. So now my faith starts to build. Now I've got one event that happened by processing emotionally, I've got one event that happened that seems to have changed in my life. So what I do is I try some more of it. I go down some more roads of experimenting with my emotions, seeing what changes. Let's say I'm having trouble with my relationship, or I'm having trouble with my work situation or whatever it is in my life, and instead of doing my normal effect-based stuff, I decide to deal with my causal emotion. I go through my anger, and I go into my fear and then I'm through my fear and into the other deeper emotion and, "Oh, my Law of Attraction has changed on that one as well. That's two things now." [00:34:20.01] Now what's your faith going to feel like now? Can you see that it would be a bit stronger, wouldn't it, than what it was when only one thing was dealt with, or no things were dealt with? Then I start wondering, "Well what about this prayer to God thing? I don't know if I even believe in God or anything like that, but let's experiment with that as well. I might as well experiment, it can't hurt anything. Let's see what happens." And so we go into this state of experimenting with that as well. "Alright, what I'm going to do is say to God, 'If you exist, I would like to receive some of your Divine Love.'" Nothing happens and then I remember, "Oh, yes I have to be emotional. Okay, okay. How do I get emotional on this subject? This is a bit tricky; I might have to experiment with this for a few weeks, or a few months even, to be emotional." So I start reading some books, maybe about God, or about life or whatever, that are emotional and then once I'm in the emotion, I feel for God and then see what happens. And, "Oh, I feel something change there." And I can experiment with that. And then over a few months I notice, "Hey, I actually feel a little happier than I felt before." Of course the reason why many of you are not feeling a little happier is that you're still stuck in the fear area, rather than processing the emotion. When you process the emotion of course you're going to feel happier after the emotion is released, but if you stay in your fear, you're not going to feel very comfortable at all in that place. That's why you spent most of your life trying to get out of your fear, because it's not comfortable in it. We need to go through it into the grief and grieve the emotion, and once we've released that, then we can judge how we really feel. [00:36:02.27] Now, as that all starts to unfold, our faith will build. As we receive Divine Love our faith will actually start building as well. You'll actually know you're having a connection with God after a while. But at the start it's the most difficult, because that's when we have the least faith, the least amount of experience, the least amount of trust in all of these different things we're learning. Participant Male: Does that mean it's like the opposite of the Christian concept of faith, where like, in the Christian concept bad things can happen to you and you just write them off as God's Will sort of thing. Yes it's certainly the opposite to that. You certainly wouldn't think that, because if bad things are happening to you, you've got to look at, Why are bad things happening? When I say bad things are happening to you, I mean, How are you feeling about the bad things that are happening to you? If you're feeling triggered or feeling hurt, or feeling angry or feeling afraid, all of those things are just emotional attractions. We need to deal with them. Page 10 of 25

15 4.1. Building faith through experiences Faith is actually the opposite concept to what most Christians say, because most Christians talk about "blind faith". True faith isn't blind at all. It is purely based on complete substance, because you have proof in your life. There's a message in the Padgett Messages that talks about building upon the truth. What happens is that when you have one experience you can say, "Well that was one experience; let's see if I can replicate that experience." Down the track we may experience other emotions; there's another experience. "Oh, okay now we're starting to get a pattern, and if we have five, ten, fifteen, twenty experiences, now there's a real pattern developing. And now we can ask ourselves, "Is this pattern loving and is this pattern emotional? Yes. Therefore there must be some truth in this stuff. Well what I'll do is I'll retain these patterns in my memories emotionally and I'll hold on. When I say hold on, I'll remember the experience of these emotional events and I will build upon them as a basis or a foundation for truth. [00:38:02.20] You see, what happens with most of us is that we have one thing happen then, and we have another thing happen then and we think that the two events are totally unrelated to each other. We don't build on them; we don't sum them together as the total experience. What we do is we treat them as two isolated incidents. If we started adding them together, if we started picking them up and adding them together, we d now start to get a collection of events that we're building truth on. Once we've got a collection of events, we can now say, "Okay it's not just one isolated incident where this has happened, where I've seen the Law of Attraction at work. Now I've seen it happen this week five times. I've noticed it five times." Trust me, in the end you'll notice it every single minute of your living life. But it's great to go through the process of noticing it five times in one week. "Wow. Now I can experiment. Okay, I was triggered there with that emotion." Let yourself go into that emotion. What's going on with that emotion? Experiment and see what happens. As you see the results, what's going to happen is that things will change in your life and that'll prove to you that your faith was justified. There's no such thing as blind faith. In the end everything that you have faith in, if it doesn't happen, then you need to discard it. But make sure you're practising it in a loving and emotional way before you discard it. Most of us go down the track of, "Oh, we tried to connect to our emotions. Six months later, still not connected to one, give up now. That wasn't the truth." No, the whole path is dependent upon the emotions. You need to be in an emotional state, so you need to try for longer than that, until you get to the state where you're processing through your emotions. Now measure the results. [00:40:13.07] Those of you that have heard this truth for like, the last eighteen months or so, you can see in the audience, you can measure the changes in other people, can't you? All of you have noticed. You remember when Jenn was dominating every one of our talks, do you remember that? What happens now? Does that happen now? So how much change has she made? Quite a lot of changes. You remember that many of you had terrible projections at Jenn, remember that? Remember how upset and angry you got with her at times, remember that? Do you get that happening now when somebody tries to dominate the conversation in one of our talks? Many of you don't. So what happened inside of you? Something have changed too, something emotional must have changed. Notice the ones who are more connected with their emotions and working through things more rapidly. Do you notice how fast they're changing? Can you see they're changing quite rapidly? Now it's not a competition, it's just a way of actually saying, "There you go. That person I know is on the path. They're processing their stuff really rapidly and look how much they've changed." Can you see? "Mm, that's interesting." Page 11 of 25

16 5. Soul growth occurs through being overwhelmed Participant Male: AJ, I seem to get to a point that I avoid because I become overwhelmed, because I've got ten different emotions during the day, of which I've worked through varying levels. Yes, so halfway through this one, quarter of the way through that one. Participant Male: Yes. And at the end of the day I'm just going like, "Which one s this about? How far have I got?" I don t know, I just give up. Yes. The key is to not give up at that point. This is one thing that you need to understand about your soul as well. Your soul is this amazing emotional processing machine. Not only that, it's an amazing creation machine as well, but that's a different subject in its own right. [00:42:17.26] It's an amazing emotional processing machine, capable of far more than what you believe it's capable of. Remember I said yesterday, unless you're overwhelmed, you won't change. Remember that I said the soul needs to be overwhelmed in order to grow. What you need to do is come to accept, "Alright that makes logical sense to me that my soul needs to be overwhelmed to expand." In other words it's only when I try to force more into it, if it's an elastic rubber if you think of it like a big balloon that you're pumping full of air. You're forcing more air into it and what's it going to do? It gets bigger. You're afraid that it's going to go BANG! That's what you're afraid of. (Laughter) God doesn't design things that way. God doesn't design things to go bang. God designs things to be completely elastic and change and merge into their environment; that's why the whole evolution process came about. We need to understand that God doesn't design things that can't cope with being overwhelmed. The truth is that all of you are totally able to cope with being overwhelmed. When I say cope, you won't feel like you're coping at the time. That's the whole point. That's what the word overwhelmed means, but your soul is totally able to cope with these emotions. The problem is that oftentimes we believe intellectually that we're not going to cope with this, and there goes one of our fears and one of our beliefs that are false. [00:44:00.25] Another false belief gets confronted. Gee I've got a long list of them, and what happens is that as that belief gets confronted in me I start to come to the point of understanding that actually I can handle being overwhelmed with anything. Now that is a very powerful state for your processing and that state is only going to be arrived at by being overwhelmed by quite a number of things at the same time, which is exactly the experience your soul is creating. Instead, most of the time we get into this fear place and we start shutting down this process, we start trying to manage the process of growth. And God says to you, "Look mate, I've got the process all under control, and what you're trying to do now is just take over control of something that I designed perfectly." The issue is really that I do not have God reliance yet and I need to talk to God about that. I need to talk to God about how I feel when I'm feeling overwhelmed and in the end you'll come to develop a really powerful relationship with God in that space, and you'll come to understand and have so much internal strength of character that you know you're never going to be overwhelmed, because God is always with you through the process. God is, in fact, not only with you through the process, but God actually designed the process and designed your soul to handle the process. In the end you'll come to that conclusion, but only if you allow yourself to go through all these emotions of being overwhelmed, five or ten things at the same time. Page 12 of 25

17 So my suggestion is, when you come to that place of being overwhelmed, let yourself start to connect with some of the joy in that state. Part of the joy in that state is the realisation you have, "My soul's expanding. I'm changing at last!" Instead of going around keeping my soul in this particular space and in this particular place and in this particular time, what I m doing now is changing my whole conception of life. That's what I've been aiming for, isn't it? So why am I trying to shut it down now? What we do is we spend most of our life going, "We want change, we want bliss, we want to be connected with God and then as soon as God begins the process with it, we say, "No, no! That's scary, go back there," and we go back to where we were before. We need to stop doing that, and to just allow ourselves to say the "No, no," but go ahead with the whole thing. That's what we need to do. 6. Stages in the acceptance of God's Truth into the soul During the break I felt a truth and as I began to speak it out, it became coloured with anger. So that blocked the whole process and meant...? While it may have been an external truth, it was not something about which you were at the loving place, not yet. So that means there is some more error in this for you. Does that mean that the original feeling of truth that I began to speak out was in error also? No, no. Let me illustrate this. I'm overwhelmed. You're overwhelmed, that's really good Jenn, I'm impressed. Go for the overwhelmed, it's always good. Let's look at what is really going on shall we, in terms of what's happening for most of us emotionally Complete denial We start off emotionally in complete denial. Complete denial. I've actually written about this there's some stuff that's downloadable on the net (see Relationship With God Divine Law, Sin, Forgiveness & Repentance). It's about the process of emotional or soul opening and realising it. After complete denial, which is both an emotional and intellectual denial, in other words we are not even intellectually aware that we have an emotion that we're denying, we then start hearing some of the Laws of God and seeing, firstly, the Law of Attraction. Wow, the Law of Attraction hits me, "Oh, okay. That event happened and from what AJ said to me in the past; that means that I must have an emotion. (Laughs) "I don't know. I haven't got one. I can't feel it," but you know it's happened, the event happened. "And that was a painful event and it happened. So something must be going on." 6.2. Intellectual awareness Let's assume that I must have an emotion. So then you could say we become aware, intellectually. Doesn't do me much good, of course, being aware intellectually, in fact it seems to make it worse. Have you noticed that? Page 13 of 25

18 Every time that you've become intellectually aware that you've got an emotion, all of a sudden the emotion seems to be present all of the time. That's a bit of a problem, so we don't like that state very much. A lot of times that's where we try to shut things down. 7. Audience questions 7.1. Co-existing with others with different belief systems to Divine Truth Participant Male: Could I ask a question? I have something come up for me and you're right in front of me which is really good, because I'm going to go for it. [00:50:26.04] Yes. Participant Male: Can a man share the same space with another man or woman, who doesn't have the same truth? And is that loving? For example, if I was to go to my yoga centre, now not believing in reincarnation, and it's not your fault, (laughter) there's an emotion there. Go on. Participant Male: After nine months of hearing this beautiful body of knowledge, my awareness has gone to this other place and I want to share this truth with these beautiful people, whether they're on the Natural Love Path or the Divine Love Path. They're probably not aware of it, but there's a difference. But I guess the question I'm trying to ask is, if you have two different truths, can you still share the same environment and it still allows for you to receive Love though God? Of course. See, this is the beauty of the Divine Truth. With natural love truths it's very, very hard for two people with totally opposing natural love ideas to get together frequently in a harmonious manner. Proof of point is Ireland. Like, you've got Catholics and Protestants who actually aren't very far apart in beliefs, are they really? And yet they cannot co-exist, because of anger and resentment with each other and of course there's a lot of core emotions in all of that. The truth though, is that when you receive Divine Love into your soul, you can co-exist with everyone and have no trouble doing that at all. You don't force truth down people's throats, but when they ask for truth to be given, or the situation demands truth to be given, which is most of the time, then you say it. [00:52:19.22] You live in your truth that you know now, all the time, and that automatically does beautiful things. It automatically brings in your Law of Attraction and all the people who want to hear that truth are attracted to you. You don't have to force them to hear, because they want to hear. Like, I haven't forced you to come, have I? I can't remember forcing you to come anyway. I can't remember holding a gun to your head. Might have done that in the spirit world, but I don't think so and you came along anyway. The reason why you came along anyway is that you felt an attraction to the body of truth, as you stated it, and that is what will happen to your friends. As you practice the truth and bring the truth harmoniously into your life emotionally, not intellectually but emotionally, that creates a dynamic that wherever you go, people want to talk to you. They don't know why, but they talk to you anyway. Before you know it, they are baring their heart to you and you can talk about the principles of the Law of Attraction, or Cause and Effect, or Divine Truth or Divine Love and those situations come up automatically, because you're in the state that attracts those particular events. Page 14 of 25

19 You don't even have to go out and seek an audience; the audience actually seeks you. 8. Stages in the acceptance of God's Truth into the soul (continued) Let's get back to the process. What happens is, I'm here in complete denial. I become aware intellectually. Intellectual awareness does nothing, aside from just ramping up my Law of Attraction a little, because I'm now allowing myself to see what's happening Desiring to feel the emotion intellectually I'm aware intellectually, but I may still have lots of soul-based denial and I'll go through a process of even getting to the point where rather than listing everything that happens because it's in the outline that I did (see Relationship With God Divine Law, Sin, Forgiveness & Repentance); it might be down to point five or six or something like that I get to the point where intellectually I want to feel the emotion. Many of you are there, intellectually you want to feel the emotion, but it still isn't a happening thing. That's a very frustrating place, isn't it? Those of you who are there know that it's a very frustrating place. While all of that intellectual awareness and development is necessary for you to arrive at this state, it still isn't going to help you feel any of your emotions and that's a problem with our intellect. It's not powerful enough to shift our emotions Complete denial emotionally Then we go through a whole process emotionally. You could say this is point number seven really, but it's an emotional process now. There's the intellectual process that happened; we were in complete denial of our emotion. You see, the truth is that if you intellectually want to feel the emotion but you're not feeling the emotion, there's a truth you need to accept. And that is, I am still in complete denial of the emotion, emotionally. In other words, I even though I think I want to feel the emotion, I have deep emotional resistance to feeling the emotion. And that's what I have said to you are the blocking emotions. Remember, we've talked about those, and anger is one of those blocking emotions. Fear is another blocking emotion. Understand that we do need to feel our blocking emotions. We need to allow ourselves to go through the emotional process of our denial, emotionally. Not intellectually, emotionally. Doubt is a blocking emotion. There are lots of blocking emotions and we need to feel them. When we feel the blocking emotion, now we can go through a process of emotional growth, which is the soul expansion, the real thing that happens, emotional growth that ends up with us actually feeling the causal emotion Feeling the emotion Now I think there are about seven or eight steps to that, so let's put down about thirteen or fourteen, where we actually feel the emotion. Page 15 of 25

20 After we feel the emotion, we even have some more steps that happen to us soul-wise; we embrace the new truth at that point. Remember, it's the causal emotion that prevents us from embracing the truth. We've said that in this discussion Absorbing the truth If the causal emotion is preventing the embracement of truth, then once I feel the causal emotion, which is the block to truth if you like, that gets ripped out of me, gone. Now the truth can actually enter me quite easily. Many of you have experienced this with my example, the Law of Reincarnation. When you first heard me speak, "No, I can't accept that. No, I can't accept that." You've gone down the track of, "No, I don't want to see the guy again. No, reincarnation is a truth as I know it, it's the truth and that's the way it is." [00:58:06.16] Then a whole series of events occurred in your life; I wasn't even in your life for this time. Many of you have done this. A whole series of events started happening that started triggering that particular thought, "Maybe he's right, maybe he's right." And then I've found six months later, a lot of people come and say, "You know, I've worked through all of the emotions, and now I realise you're right." In fact many of you have come to me twelve or eighteen months later and said, "Oh, you know how you said that, nine months ago, or a year ago? It turned out to be right." I didn't expect you to take it on right there and then, just me stating it to you created an opening inside of your soul to actually investigate it, even though you might have a lot of denial to investigating it. And that's the beauty of truth, you see. 9. The effect of the presentation of truth The beauty of truth is that you can just say it to somebody and leave it there like a thing hanging in the air. And it just hangs there and hangs there. You know sometimes around the house, I don't know if you've had this, but sometimes you get a house where there's a little ledge that you always finish up banging your head on. Like, no matter what happens, you try to avoid it, but you finish up banging your head on it anyway, and after a while you decide to cut the whole thing out, you just get rid of it. That's often what happens with the truth. You see, the truth is just like this little annoying thing at the start. Like annoying sounds, like the dripping of a tap. If it's a real slow drip at night, you'll hear a slow tapping noise. You know what it's like after a while, don't you? You're just about at the sleep place and it happens again. (Laughter) Now this is very much what the truth is like to you, you see. You're just at the place of almost getting to deny that truth and there it is again. You're almost getting to deny it and it happens again. Why is that happening? This is the beauty of the truth you see. Page 16 of 25

21 [01:00:05.08] The way the Law of Attraction works and the way your soul desire works, if you have a real soul desire to experience truth, in the end the truth will just keep dripping at you like a leaking tap and after a while you won't be able to ignore it. That's the beauty of it. You can present the truth, just drop it in the air like that and six months, twelve months, eighteen months later, somebody comes to the realisation. That's the beauty of the truth; it's just like that dripping tap, letting you know that it's still there and there's still a problem inside of you. You're still attracted to this, aren't you? Yes, you are. It just happens like that all the time, where we can feel that soul-based attraction just drawing us in. Then we go down the track of going, "Oh I'm worried about this AJ character though." Then we work through a lot of those things, and we're worried about this cult thing. "What about the community? Gee-wiz, AJ, where do you get all that money to buy the community?" Like, what happened? I never bought anything, but they don't think of that. We go through all of those emotions and in the end we get to a point where, "Wow, I'm starting to see some of these truths now in my own life," and then it starts to gel with us and we start feel them inside of us emotionally. None of that process will happen if somebody didn't just drop the truth there and leave it there dangling in the air for us to come to terms with at some point. This is the beauty for you, now that you know some truth, just dropping the truth in the air and leaving it dangling for someone else to grab hold of. Those who feel the desire for truth in them will just be attracted to that. 10. Audience questions Truth and error cannot exist on the same subject in the soul at the same time (continued) I have something inside of me and I don't know even how to express it. I'll try and do it simply. You mean you have a feeling inside of you Jenn? I'm sorry, I'm in a joking state now; I've got to get out of it. [01:02:10.01] It's okay. (Slaps his face once or twice) That's better, now I'm out of it. (Laughter) It's like I feel truth, but I also feel my own soul damage and so it's like the two of them are co-existing. I get a feeling of truth, and speak it out, out of my soul damage, which dilutes it and I'm really totally confused as to whether I'm doing the right thing, or the wrong thing, or the right thing and the wrong thing all at the same time. Do you understand? (Laughs) Totally. Yes. Let's look at what's happening at the soul level because the important thing is always at the soul level, isn't it? What's happening is you've now got truth trying to enter you and error trying to leave you, and it's all happening at the same time. The beauty is that your soul can handle all of that at the same time, it's just your intellect can't. I feel that happening. Page 17 of 25

22 You feel it happening, that's right. I feel it happening at the same time. But there's a basic truth that we need to understand about the soul as well. And to be frank it's a basic truth about the Universe, but let's look at the soul. Our soul is getting real round now, a pudgy soul. It's getting real round now because our soul's expanding, pumped like a balloon. We're really expanding, emotionally expanding. [01:04:00.04] Now remember we've got those two influences; we've got error-based influences and the truth-based influences. Inside of our soul there's truth and error on different subjects. There are some subjects that I have the truth on inside of my soul, but there are other subjects that I have an error on inside of my soul. Truth and error both influence the soul One truth that we need to understand about the soul is that it cannot have the truth and error at the same time on the same subject. It can have error about a different or related subject, but not about that particular same subject. In other words, there's a basic principle of truth that's in the Padgett Messages one of the messages that you'll find there and it says that truth and error cannot co-exist in the same location at the same time. If there is an attempt made to hold onto error and accept the truth at the same time, all that eventually happens is an internal explosion of confusion that's what happens. Every time you are in a state of confusion, this is what you need to understand. Emotional confusion is created by your attempts to accept the truth when you've not yet released the error that prevents that truth from being accepted. So do you want me to say that again? I don't know if I can remember how to say that again, but anyway. The reason why we're not accepting the Divine Truth on any particular one subject is that the error on that same subject has yet to be released from us emotionally An example of a participant with an injury about needing to be listened to [01:06:01.12] So why then do I feel the truth and know it? And then speak it out of error? Look, can I just illustrate what's going on for some of your emotions? Let's look at what's going on for some of your emotions. There is an emotional truth that has entered you, to not destroy life. There's this emotional truth that's entered you and you really feel that quite strongly, but there's another emotional truth that hasn't entered you, or I should say, another emotional error that hasn't left you, and that is, People ignore me, ignore my desires. You know that one; you can feel that one. Can you see what's going to happen in any situation where life is getting destroyed and you speak up? My desires are being expressed and people are going to ignore my desires, because that's going to be my Law of Attraction. What's going to happen inside of myself? I'm going to be in this state where I'm feeling angry about people destroying life. Can you see? Page 18 of 25

23 You see, if I was in a loving state, would I be angry about people destroying life? No, I wouldn't be, would I? So what's happened is that this emotional truth, Do not destroy life, has entered you without resistance, but this emotional error, People ignore my desires, has not left you. That emotional error is of course going to affect many areas of other truths that have entered you because every time your desires get ignored, in harmony with truth, you're going to be upset. And you'll feel that emotion of upset. How do I process, "People ignore my desires?" I have been crying for days and I'm feeling it, AJ. [01:08:04.25] Yes. Well the problem for you is that you want them the truth is that you want them to listen to your desires. You have a demand coming from your soul saying. "Listen to me! I'm saying the truth. Don't destroy life! Listen to me!" That's the emotion coming from you. What's happening is that "Listen to me," is actually the error, not "People ignore my desires." That's the self-deception. "Listen to me" is the error. The error is that you want people to listen to you and you've got to give it up. So people don't need to listen to me? Different truth-based and error-based beliefs within a participant's soul No, nobody needs to listen to you at all. The truth is that you'll get to a point in your life where you don't expect a single other person to listen to you. Does that mean that I stop speaking up? At the moment it does, because you have this error, "Unless they listen to me, I'm not going to speak up." What I'm saying is that once you feel this emotion and release it you see this is a demand you are placing on the world around you. All demands are unloving, they are expectations, and whenever I expect you to act a certain way towards me and I demand it of you angrily, I'm now out of harmony with love, no matter what the situation is about. We could be talking about an issue where I know that you're being unloving, yet as soon as I'm demanding of you to follow what I'm saying to you, I am now unloving. I have just compromised my own truth. I've just compromised myself and God's Truth by demanding of you that you do something. Because what does God give you? God gave you free will. You're allowed to make a choice that destroys life. So the only way I'm going to get rid of this is for people not to listen to me? [01:10:06.17] which people are doing. That's your Law of Attraction. So people don't listen to me so I can heal this. Page 19 of 25

24 So that you can heal this. I mean this sincerely. That's right, spot on. So that you can heal this demand that's in your soul, "Please listen to me. Please listen to me," and underneath that is lots of grief that you need to release. Now what you've been doing is grieving the self-deception of "people ignore my desires" and not the "listen to me," the actual emotion. We do this a lot. We say, "People should listen to me! People shouldn't ignore my desires. Oh, my desires are being ignored." (Fakes crying) "Oh, my desires are being ignored." And we go into that space where we're crying for days and days about, "My desires being ignored," when the Divine Truth is, Why do you have an expectation that other people hear your desires? The only person that really has a right to experience your desires is yourself. That's the truth that needs to enter me, and it's not going to enter me while I'm demanding everyone listens to me, just to make this "listen to me" addiction go away. Okay, so that's what's going on inside of you, Jenn. What's going on inside of you is that there are some truths that you have certainly accepted in your soul emotionally, but then there are other errors that are not being released emotionally, and the reason is that a lot of times you're not looking at the demands you have of others. This is a common problem; so don't feel that you're unique. All of us often have very, very strong, intense demands of others, such as "listen to me," that actually cover over very unloving emotions. This is a very unloving emotion. If I demand that you listen to me, I am now impinging upon your free will, and therefore it's not an act of love. [01:12:02.20] So I'll get to a stage in the end where I don't demand that anybody listens to me. When you're in that state you'll have released the emotion. You'll still speak the truth and when somebody doesn't listen to you, "No worries, it's okay, I know they are not going to listen to me." Nothing else happens inside of you. You don't get upset, you don't get angry, you don't get annoyed, you don't get frustrated, you don't give up, you don't stop speaking the truth, because you are allowed to have your own desires. And that's a really good place to be Working through feelings of jealousy I have a desire to do, and I feel people go and jump in their desire; I feel I want to do that too. And the flipside I have is jealousy. This week a lot of jealousy. I'm so happy about what people are doing, living in their passion. I think, "That's beautiful," but on the flip side I m jealous; that's unloving. But again, go into it emotionally. Accept I'm jealous. Firstly, when I accept I'm jealous I go through all this intellectual stuff of, "I'm jealous, I can see I'm jealous," and then I start to go down into feeling jealous. Like, really feeling it, which is where you are, you're feeling the jealousy. Okay, so what does this feel like? Yucky. What does it feel like? It feels like I'm missing out, doesn't it? Like, That person's got that thing going on, isn't that wonderful? It's great for them, but I'm missing out here. So go into that "I'm missing out" emotion. I'm missing out. Go deeper and deeper and you'll actually find that jealousy covers over a lot of things. [01:14:01.13] Yes. I don't know what s underneath, unworthiness or anger? Page 20 of 25

25 Yes, don't try to work out what's underneath. When you experience the emotion of jealousy fully, when you really feel the jealousy that's inside of you, feel the rage of it and the terrible feelings about it, it s then you'll start to settle into what's underneath it and you won't have to work it out. It'll just come up in you. This is the thing; you see, most of us are still trying to work out, "Oh yeah, this emotion is... and that emotion is..." and we're trying to sort of work through it, and it's really confusing. In the end we just end up confused and we throw our hands up in the air and go, "I give up," when in reality all we need to do is just feel the emotion that's with us right now, right now. The jealousy is with you right now, so feel the jealousy; let yourself really go into the jealousy. Get out the boxing bag with the baseball bat that you've got and actually feel the feelings of, "Why have they got it and I haven't got it," and all that emotion. As that emotion comes up, what's underneath, the grief of the emotion will rise in you. I'm getting it, thank you. Thank you. Don't try to get away from the jealousy, don't say to yourself, "Oh the jealousy's not loving, I shouldn't be in this jealous state." All that does is get you out of it. This is your pathway into the deeper emotion. It's like your anger is the pathway into the deeper emotion; if you allow your anger it'll come up. So allow these emotions to come up. What about your shame? Allow your shame to come up. You feel shame rising in you, so let yourself feel the shame. Don't try and get away from your shame. Like, you're carrying the emotion around in your soul, you can run all you like; you're not going to get away from it. You see this happen a lot where people go, "I'm going to move house. That's going to make me feel better." Move house. "No, not better." "Oh, I'm going to change men; that's going to make me feel better." So I change my relationship. "No, I don't feel better." [01:16:14.27] We are always constantly trying to change something externally, running away from the emotion inside of us. Instead we just need to embrace the emotion that's inside of us, without judgement. If the emotion is jealousy, go with the jealousy. Just go with that; that's your gateway to the deeper emotion. What are you jealous about? Why are you jealous, what are you feeling? When I feel jealous, that's where I go, deeper into the jealousy and what am I feeling? For me it gets down to a feeling that my soulmate is never going to be able to love me in the end, and she doesn't want me. It gets down to those emotions and obviously there are even deeper emotions underneath that. Allow yourself to feel them; let yourself get to those. 11. Stages in the acceptance of God's Truth into the soul (continued) Participant Male: With the list you had up before you got to number six, where you want to intellectually feel the emotion and then the next step was complete denial of the emotion. Is that because the intellect is actually getting in the way of feeling the emotion? No. The intellect can certainly get in the way of dealing with the emotion, but firstly when we start on the process we sort of go through where we expand intellectually a bit before we can actually expand emotionally, because our intellect has been used as a powerful way to suppress our emotion. We need to go through this intellectual process of, "Yes, wow. I have emotions. What are those emotions I'm having right now? I have anger," and we notice these things intellectually, but even though we get to the state Page 21 of 25

26 where we want to feel the emotion, where we think we want to feel the emotion, that doesn't mean we're going to feel it. It's only when you feel you want to feel the emotion, that you will actually feel the emotion. [01:18:16.10] Participant Male: Still just a little bit muddy. When you feel that you want to feel the emotion, that is when you will feel the emotion. If you think you want to feel the emotion, but the emotion is not being felt, then you do not want to feel the emotion. (Laughter) And I need to accept myself, or say to myself, "Is that all confusing? Yes of course." It wasn't confusing for me, anyway I can't even remember what I said, but it didn't feel confusing. (Laughs) Blockages are feelings that keep us from underlying causal feelings We need to understand that these are all feelings; all of our blockages end up being feelings. They are feeling blockages to deeper emotion. The reason we construct feeling blockages is that they are very powerful. They are a very easy way for us to construct inside of ourselves usually it's our environment that constructs them that prevents us from us from feeling underlying painful causal emotion. What happens is a that layer of painful causal emotion enters us, and then the feeling blockage enters us and the feeling blockage might be, "I m not allowed to feel that my parents don't love me." Intellectually I say, "Well it didn't feel like love. When they belted me it didn't feel like love, but I won't emotionally accept that." Until I understand that violence is not loving, there's a blockage inside of me. When I realise that violence is not loving, that releases the blockage to actually feeling that my parents didn't love me, which is a causal emotion. When I release, "My parents didn't love me," I'll get to the point where I finish up loving my parents and forgiving them, ironically. But it won't happen until I feel these emotions rather than just think them. [01:20:04.29] Many of us get into the trap of trying to think our way through our emotions. This is why women have it a little bit easier than men when it comes to actually feeling causal emotion, because many women think less about their emotions and they allow their feelings to be more present. This is an advantage you have, my lovely sisters, over the male. Of course that's a generalisation, because who knows what little emotional intricacies we've created through all of our lives that block us from feeling our emotions. We've got to deconstruct them, just the same as anyone would. When you feel all of your emotions, that's when you'll be feeling them. When you're thinking about them, you are not feeling them, you are still blocking them. Participant Male: So, would it be an idea perhaps for me, particularly in a relatively early stage, to just let it go a bit? Yes. Let go of the intellectual process of discovery and just concentrate on focusing on what you feel at any moment. If the feeling is anger, feel the anger and really go into the anger. Stop condemning the anger. Feel the anger. Don't project it at anyone else, because that's an unloving act, but feel it. Really own it. Get out with the bag and the boxing gloves and really go for it and swear and scream and carry on and do what you want. Really get into the anger, but understand right at that moment that the anger is the choice to get away from what you're afraid of. [01:22:11.10] So when you've finished releasing all of that anger that was in you, sit down if you haven't connected with any other emotion, and many times, by the way, if you do that you will, but if you haven't, ask yourself, "What am I Page 22 of 25

27 so afraid of about this particular thing that made me angry?" Firstly, allow the process of intellectual awareness to expand so that at least some of the emotions can become present. It's the denial; it's the emotional denial of the causal emotion that creates the blocking and self-deception emotions An example of a participant with an injury about needing to be listened to (continued) In the example we gave earlier with Jenn, when we talked about this emotion within her, of "don't destroy life" that has settled within her as an emotion of truth, this other emotion, "people ignore my desires", was her selfdeception actually. The real emotion she needs to work through is her demand that others listen to her. That is unloving and she needs to look at what's underneath that demand. That's the real causal emotion. So the important thing to understand is that with all of these things, most of the time when we're in this state, "people ignore my desires," this is an anger state. When Jenn's in that state she gets angry with everyone. "You didn't listen to me! You're destroying life. I'm right! You're wrong!" In that state we say, "I'm right, you're wrong." We don t just say it, we generally feel it with all this intensity of anger and rage, "I'm right and you're wrong." [01:24:04.02] Now in that state, we're in a state of self-deception. Allow yourself to get deeper than that and look at the demands you're placing on other people, and then ask what emotions underneath that would create that demand, because that's the emotion you need to feel. When you feel about that you'll feel some causal events and so forth, but initially most people intellectually try to work all this out, rather than feeling their way down. Jenn can feel that emotion, "people ignore my desires," but she was unable to feel her demand. If she could feel her demand, she would realise that the demand was unloving. But she was blocking that demand with this emotion of "people ignore my desires." That became her blocking emotion to feeling the truth about the real thing and that is, "I want you to listen to me and if you don't listen to me, I'm going to get angry with you." That's the real thing and there's something underneath that. That's just an example Praying is emotional Participant Male: Would one strategy be, rather than wanting to feel the emotion intellectually, to just pray to God and ask for Him to bring appropriate Laws of Attraction, when appropriate and... What's a prayer, David? Isn't a prayer an emotion? Participant Male: Yes, for me at the moment a prayer is an intellectual thing. Okay, it needs to become an emotion, (laughs) because a real prayer is an emotion. At the moment, when you have an emotion "I don't want to face my other emotions," that's the prayer. That's the prayer you're saying to God and the Universe. You're saying to God and all of God's creation, you're saying, "Help me to not feel this emotion;" that's what you're saying. [01:26:02.03] So you can say intellectually "Help me feel this emotion, help me feel the emotion," and in your heart the real prayer is, "Don't let me feel this emotion, please don't let me feel this emotion." And why would you do that? Because you re afraid of feeling the emotion and you need to be honest about the truth. If you re not feeling the emotion right now, you need to say to yourself, "I don't want to and I'm allowed to not want to." And that's true, isn't it? "I don't want to feel this pain, sadness, grief," whatever and I'm allowed to not want to. The other day Mary and I were talking. We were in a really emotional situation down in one of the tents and Mary just said, "But I'm allowed to not do this." Within about two seconds, she was in the emotion. It was even Page 23 of 25

28 just the acknowledgment that she was allowed to deny the emotion that allowed the emotion to come up. And that's happened to me hundreds of times. State the truth about the emotion. 12. Audience questions An example of a participant who is afraid to share her horrific past experiences with others I have a problem in that I am very sensitive. I am very emotional all my life, and I have a fear. For example, if I tell my husband, my kids or everybody who I meet about my feelings, or about some situation where they had the same feeling, and because of that feeling that they can feel what I feel, I feel horrible, in a circle. [01:28:12.11] Then I have to, for example, hide some situations, because I am afraid to tell them to others, because if they feel what I feel, that horror what I have in my body and in my mind, I want to stop everyone from knowing about the situation, to stop them from feelings the feelings I feel. Yes. What you're really doing is avoiding one of your own emotions. See, you feel some horror inside of you about the stuff in your past; that's the emotion. Now that's related to some terror; you have some terror to work your way through with regard to that group of emotions. But instead of letting yourself feel that by just speaking the truth about it, come what may, you start going down the track of, "I want no one else to feel this," and so when they ask you how you feel, you don't tell them about your horror. You deny it, or even just say, "No I don't want to tell you about it, it's too terrible for you to consider." What you're actually doing though, is using that as a tool to suppress your own emotion, the real causal emotion. You re using your terror, and horror is a sub-set of your terror, you're using that to suppress what you really feel, the grief that you have about all the things that happened. You need to stop doing that and just tell the truth to somebody about what happened. The instant you do that, this pathway will open up inside of you and you'll release the horror that's still inside of you, wrecking you. [01:30:12.25] Just the speaking of truth with another person will actually release that emotion. So my suggestion is, instead of avoiding the horror that's within you, to actually start saying the truth to another person. Now one of the errors in you, a belief that's an error, is that if you tell this horror to someone else, they'll be horrified. That's not true. The only people that are going to be horrified are the people that have had exactly the same thing happen to them, who have also not dealt with that emotion. You see, in the end, unless something has happened to another person, they cannot know the feeling of what happened to you. Unless a very similar event has happened to them and even if it has, it would be their Law of Attraction to hear you say your event, to help them work through their event. So stop trying to modify who you are and stop trying to control your emotions so that other people can benefit, because they're not benefiting and you are actually being harmed by it. It's only when you allow all of your emotions to flow that everything will actually work through for you. Yes, thank you. Page 24 of 25

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