Nougat Henk Beerepoot May 7, 2010

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1 Henk Beerepoot May 7, 2010

2 Introduction Just a few hours ago I returned from my trip to Paris and I have started to write down the remarkable reason for my visit to this city. This reason reveals the wonderful implications of the current affairs in relation to the outburst of past cases of sexual abuse within the Catholic Church. It is my task, as a Judge, to witness of this Truth in order that anyone who may see this Door 1 may establish it and enter in, so that his, or her Witness, עדה edah (Idea), BECOMES. The Reason of my Trip For some time now we are making nougat which we sell in our tourist business in Chudleigh, Tasmania. As our nougat sales increased it became necessary for us to look for a machine that can cook a larger volume as well as one that can cut the cooled mass. France is the home of the nougat so these confectionary machines were to be on display at an international exposition called Europain 2010 in Paris. The Spiritual Description The physical events of our lives mirror the spiritual. So, in order to understand the spiritual reason of my trip I desired to look at the physical indicators. These are briefly summarised as follows: The manufacturing of, as the object of my trip. The details of my flight to Paris with a stopover in Doha. The Europain 2010 Paris My stay in the Hilton Hotel La Ville-Lumière The Machine Following, I will disclose the spiritual side of these indicators and, with the addition of some smaller details, this will then reveal the most wonderful true reason and purpose of my journey. A reason, which establishes a wonderful truth in this world wherein we live, in this realm of time and space. It is a reason of Revelation, coming from within, which in this time will be understood by those who are to be called the Firstfruits in Israel, those who are in pain and crave for. 1 I refer to Seeing the Door to my recent article The Two Witnesses. Page 2 of 31

3 Traditionally, nougat is made of two main ingredients, Honey and Almonds. In the Scriptures the symbolical meaning of the word Honey is enlightenment 2 and of Almond is Firstfruit 3. Putting this together we see that has the spiritual meaning of Enlightenment of the Firstfruit. A machine to manufacture this or Enlightenment of the Firstfruit therefore represents the mechanics of how this Enlightenment of the Firstfruits will come about and the nougat cutter shows the many coming out of that mass. So, in other words, this article will show how many of the Firstfruits will be brought into their Enlightenment. The Trip I left our home in Tasmania on the 4 th of March 2010 and flew via Doha, in Qatar, to Paris. This date indicates already a significant start as tells us: Spiritual Perfection (4+3=7) leading Good and Evil (2) into Oneness (1). The flight from Melbourne to Paris took 21 Hours (3x7), indicating that the road or the way to Europain 2010 in Paris was going to be complete (3) and Spiritual Perfect (7). Doha After about 14 hours of flying I had my stopover in Doha and needed to change aircraft. The word Doha is a beautiful name, for the name of this city ad-dawha, as in the Arabic language, means: Sticky Tree. Now, we are all participating of the Tree of Good and Evil (2) though we are divinely attracted to the Tree of Life (1). The Tree of Life is our life source, our Sticky Tree, our Doha. Some say that the name Doha is derived from the word dohat, which is the Arabic for bay or gulf, referring to the gulf on which the city is situated. A bay or a gulf pictures an entrance to the sea and, as the sea pictures life, the name Doha (gulf) means in this context therefore, the entrance or the Door to life. Both meanings of the word Doha, being the Sticky Tree / Tree of Life or Gulf / Door to Life confirm the phonetic explanation of this Arabic word which is D the door and H reveal or, Doha: The Door Revealed. Europain 2010 The exposition I attended was called Europain Of course the word pain is the French word for bread however, it is interesting to note that if we take the word in the English context it reflects a different meaning, it is pain ful, it hurts. Additionally, according to the Online Etymology Dictionary, the word Europe is based on a Semitic Akkadian word erubu meaning "to go down". So this year Europain 2010 has the connotation of going down in pain from the duality into Oneness or: to be brought down from a flesh illusion into spiritual reality through pain. 2 1Sam.14:27,29 But Jonathan heard not when his father charged the people with the oath: wherefore he put forth the end of the rod that was in his hand, and dipped it in an honeycomb, and put his hand to his mouth; and his eyes were enlightened. Then said Jonathan, My father hath troubled the land; see I pray you, how mine eyes have been enlightened, because I tasted a little of this honey. 3 The Almond tree is the first tree to wake up from her winter sleep with an abundance of flowers to give fruit. The symbolic meaning of the word Almonds is therefore: Firstfruits, representing those people who are called out ahead of the rest of Israel. Page 3 of 31

4 For an even deeper spiritual meaning we will look to the word Pain as the bread which we have eaten in Europe, as the people of Israel, during our flesh, or six thousand/ six years. We may consider Proverbs 6:26 For by means of a whorish woman (Eve/Israel) a man is brought to a piece of bread: and the adulteress (Eve/Israel) will hunt for the precious life. Now, we have all been whorish as, through our blindness, we have all given credit to an illusion, called self, and for this reason we have to till the ground, or to work, or to provide 4, so as to eat bread/pain in order to die. Contrastingly to our self consciousness, as we come into the 7 th year/7000 th year, we will look for Yahshua as our Living Bread and will hunt for the precious life. In that period of rest we will love to eat of His Bread and by eating of His Bread we will be healed. The physical bread that Yahshua ate, whilst on this earth, had caused Him pain and when He referred at His last supper to this bread, as His physical (six years) existence, He stated that He would not eat of that bread anymore, but would eat it new with us in our Seventh year. This eating it new with us was referring to the eating of His Bread, His Body spoken of in John 6. So we see within the context of bread that Europain 2010 also reflects the fall (Europain/physical bread) into Oneness (2010/His bread). Paris The exposition was held in Paris. The name Paris is derived from the Celtic word Parisii or Quarisii. Celts are a people of Israelite stock who, according to most historians, settled on the banks of the Seine from the middle of the third century BC. These Israelite people were commonly referred to as parisio which is derived from this word Parisii and means "the working people" or "the craftsmen. It is interesting to note that it is work, our 6 days, which will bring us into enlightenment, our Seventh (7) day. Hilton I stayed in the Hilton Hotel. The name Hilton means: fenced place(ton) on a hill(hil) and, as far as the Hotel chain concerns, one can see this symbolised on their logo as the H within a circle. The Spiritual meaning of my stay in the Hilton is symbolic for the presence of all Israelites on this earth and in particular, in the context of my address in this paper, to the small number of them who are called the First Fruits, they live protected(ton) as in a fenced city on a hill(hil). No one can harm them, no one can touch them. The word Hill has the biblical meaning of His Presence in the people of Israel and forms the basis of mutual Love or Unity yet without man s full awareness. It reflects the basis, the beginning of man s awareness of His sovereignty in him. The word Hill or Hills refers therefore to Father s dwelling place during the days of man s flesh consciousness, during his six years, or his period of flesh awareness. This in contrast to the word Mountain, which denotes man growing into accumulated awareness of Him wherein the Oneness of His Sovereign Power heals him into Spiritual Perfection at the end of his seventh year. The word ton comes from the old Norwegian word tun, which describes an enclosure, a word 4 To provide is to see (vide) before (pro) that is, to look before blindness lifted, which is a self -attempt destined to be raised into Life through the death of Self. Page 4 of 31

5 which later became the word town. So, staying in the Hilton has the meaning of: living in the protected place (ton / the earth / the body) wherein one is growing into awareness (Hill) of Him. I stayed 6 nights and indeed this characterises the darkness of our six thousand or six years existence. My abode was on the 7 th floor, showing that we have entered into our period of healing towards Spiritual Perfection (7). This was emphasised by my room number 715 which tells that the Father, the One (1), as the central digit, reveals Himself in the flesh through Grace (5) as Spiritual Perfect (7). La Ville-Lumière Matthew 5:14 Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on a hill cannot be hid. A well known nickname for Paris is; "La Ville-Lumière" ("The City of Light"). Yahshua was talking to the Firstfruits at the time of the Sermon on the Mount and told them, not the multitude, that they were the Light and a City on a Hill (Paris Hilton). The fact that I stayed at the Hilton in this city of Light is remarkable and a wonderful witness reflecting the Authority of the reason of my visit as is summarised below. The summary of the Spiritual Description of my trip so far If we bring this together, then my trip is going to show: The way (Machine) the Enlightened Firstfruits () go through the Door to Life (Doha) to become complete Spiritual Perfected (21 Hours) in a place where they, through work (Paris), fall into Oneness (Europain 2010), while all the time they live protected in His sovereign consciousness (Hilton). The way (Machine) emphasised The Clochards Memories of the few times that I have visited Paris in the past are marred with the sight of beggars, young and old, male and female. These clochards, as they are called, who are living on the fringes of our society, have always made an impression upon me. I believe they do to most of us. One of the first books I read in my younger years was about a man who impersonated himself as a clochard and lived amongst them. I remember that he wrote that it was not a romantic lifestyle, but a selfish existence having little respect for anyone or anything, least of all for themselves. As I was walking in the inner city of Paris on that cold Saturday, I looked at these lonely and miserable people with sadness and with love. At one time I was trying to get my bearings and was looking at a street map erected on the bank of the Seine. In the corner of my eye I saw a woman walking up to me, she bended over and picked up a golden ring which was apparently lying just close to my right foot. I had not seen this ring before and this middle aged lady, who did not look like a beggar or clochard, said: Oh Sir, did you drop this ring, is this yours? I looked at the ring and she continued: Look it is nice and oh, see... it is an 18 carat one! I was taken aback and told her that it was not mine, suggesting that she should go to the police. She told me that she could not go to the police because she was an illegal and she also could not wear a ring because of her religion. She pushed the ring into my hand and said: It is yours, now is your lucky day then she walked away. After a few steps she turned around and said again: It s your lucky day and she walked up to me with the words: you have the ring, have you maybe for me some Page 5 of 31

6 money for a meal? I am hungry. Now it was my turn to push the ring back into her hand and, hardly realising what was going on, I hoped to end this confrontation by saying: No, no, it is not mine, you have it now and you can go to the police or pawnbroker and that s it. After that she pleaded again with the words: Ah sir, but could I have some money? I am so hungry. I trusted her and I drew my wallet and gave her some. When she had the money in her hand she wanted to say something more, though she hesitated and uttered the words: Thank you. Then I looked her into the eyes and started to realise that I had been deceived, because her eyes were evil. It was only a short time later on the Place de la Concorde that a man bended himself just right next to me and, pretending to pick up a same size golden ring, he said: Here Sir, you dropped something. I told him to go away and by that it was confirmed to me that the lady before had broken my trust, she had defrauded me and she was, like the people of Israel homeless, a clochard, who, like them, were without nourishment to keep themselves alive. It is by defrauding that Israel lives, and this by relying on self, which is not theirs 5. Existing (means literally: stand outside ), much like the clochards in Paris, while they do not realise their enormous grand potential because they are blinded. It is their subconscious Power of Life, present within them and creating their hunger, which keeps them defrauding..., which keeps them begging... The Louvre On that Saturday I also went to visit the Louvre museum. It is the largest museum in the world and attracts by far more visitors than any other museum. It is housed in beautiful buildings which formed for many centuries the Palace of Kings who ruled the people of Israel. I spent most of the day looking at the expressions of the culture of Israel during the many centuries of her history. Seeing all day so many amazing pieces of art, most of them religious in character, I was contemplating not so much as on the impressive workmanship rather than on what had moved these artists to paint, sculpture or design this all. I was considering their spiritual drive. I surmised that all the grandeur and magnificence that they expressed in their work, all their ideas, hopes and expectations which they made visible in their different forms of art and which they, through their work attempted to establish, has not been built upon by later generations. Their gods and strong men, or their images, which they so artistically made, had let them down. Many of their works displayed men in their nakedness which shows the desire of the artists to bring forth and although the curators had done their best to preserve the lustre of these works, deterioration towards death, instead of the bringing forth of life, had set in long ago. Most of the themes of their work reflect virtues which the artists must have anticipated for themselves and future generations, but it is vice what has been the outcome of their culture and which is visible in the morality of many of the visitors who at the present time come to see their works. 5 1Cor 6:19 Know you not that your body is the temple of the Hoy Spirit...which you have of Elohim, and you are not your own? Page 6 of 31

7 Summarised, The Louvre displays a Hope of Life in the works of art produced by a culture which has not lived up to these Hopes. It is the culture of the people of Israel displayed within her buildings and on her grounds at this present time which displays the evidence of Death. It is therefore that Death Works can be seen inside the Louvre 6 of a culture which has fallen. This is the destiny of Israel as the woman, or the wife, of YaHWaH out of whom we came. We have been blinded for who we are. As Eve, our mother, started her fall through blindness so we will fall as individuals and as a people. We fall because through our blindness we trusted on self and defrauded Him who is Life. When our humanity, our six years or six thousand years, has been made complete we come to the point that we in our life of duality, eating from the tree of Good and Evil, realize that we could not bring ourselves to rise and as a result we die, our illusion of self dies 7. Self dies because the reality, to who we really are, touches this illusion of Self. This is the fall of man. However, as it is written, Life will swallow up Death in victory, it is therefore the realisation that Father is The Sovereign in man which will complete man and kills his self consciousness. This is Israel s Hope of Life as expressed in the Louvre and this Hope of Life in the Louvre is ad-mired by well over 5 million visitors per year. Consciously most visitors may think that they are attracted to the ability of the artist, though subconsciously, they are attracted to the Spirit, to that which defines, not the artwork but, the beauty of the artwork and that is the substance of Hope, which will eventually make them see their Life and Kills them. This, I found, is a most joyful time in his-story, this is a time of having seen the birth and the decline of the people of Israel, this is a time when all hope seems to have left them, this is a 6 1) According to the French Larousse encyclopaedia the etymology of the Louvre Palace shows it to be a Wolf s Den or Wolf House (derived from lupara, which means: "she wolf"). The people of Israel are His sheep, we can consider the artwork housed in the Louvre, or the wolf in the house, to be deadly for Israel, because all artwork pictures duality and duality kills. It is interesting to note that the word wolf is the Hebrew word זאב zeeb and has the pictographic meaning of the (ז) weapon of the.(אב) Father This reflects that what is in the wolf house (Louvre) causes Life through Death, because it is His weapon. This is confirmed in the Testament of the 12 Patriarchs 11:2-5 where it is said: The light of knowledge will mount up in Israel for her salvation, seizing them like a wolf coming upon them, and gathering the gentiles (the tribes of Israel). Until the consummation of the ages he shall be in the congregations of the gentiles and among the rulers, like the musical air in the mouths of all... he shall fill up what was lacking of your tribe. Another point of interest is that the Zayin (ז) has a numeric value of 7 so, the weapon is spiritual perfection and the total word value is 10 ב + =1 א + 7 = ז) =2) which marks a new beginning. (from: The Festival of Lights page 27) 2) The Louvre Palace can also be seen as a place behind a shutter (louvre), a place where direct sunlight (Father) and rain (Life) is kept out, indeed a place like the life on this earth, where Death is present. 7 As we step into our duality, by embracing the illusion of self, adhering to the images displayed in the Louvre, and, being blinded for who we really are, we walk away from our One consciousness in Him. In reality we move from the First Commandment into the Second. Indeed by having other gods before Him we violate the Second Commandment. As a result of this our Father will kill our flesh after our sixth year / flesh life in order that we will never murder our fellow man again. He fulfils thereby the sixth commandment. Page 7 of 31

8 time that they are dying in order to be-come and to be-loved more than ever. Life through Death is represented in the Louvre or the Wolf House, a place where we Come to Life. The summary of the Spiritual Description of my trip Through Defrauding (Clochard) we Die to be made Alive (Louvre). This is the The way (Machine) how the Enlightened Firstfruits () go through the Door to Life (Doha) to become complete, Spiritual Perfected (21 Hours) in a place where we, through work (Paris), fall into Oneness (Europain 2010), while we live protected in His sovereign consciousness (Hilton). The Spiritual Reason In understanding the Spiritual Description of my trip, we have now come close to the Spiritual Reason for my journey. Because the Spiritual description leads naturally to the Spiritual reason and is always Life and this Life, when so understood, is the establishment of Spiritual Perfection in the Flesh and on this earth. This Life will come therefore, for all of us, from the inside. At this time in the history of the people of Israel this revealed knowledge will enter into the consciousness of the Firstfruits. And this entering of Life in the flesh marks their passing through the flaming sword towards the knowledge that they ARE the Tree of Life. So, the remainder of this article will be dedicated to address the issue of Defrauding in order that within those who are attracted to read this paper the reason will be revealed that indeed it is them who are the and it is them who know that they too have stayed in the Hilton in Paris. Defrauding in the Catholic Church During the time of my stay in the Hilton Hotel I enjoyed the luxury of starting the day with a lovely breakfast such as croissants and orange juice together with reading a fresh newspaper The International Herald Tribune. From the first day that I read in this paper about the many sexual abuse cases, committed in the past by the clergy of the Catholic Church, I knew that this subject would become the very reason of my visit. As I have given the Summary of the Spiritual Description of my trip, based upon the unique indicators of my visit, it may become clear that Defrauding marks the way for the Firstfruits to enter into the realm of Oneness with our Father. This Defrauding is played out and has come to its accumulation in the Catholic Church, an organisation which has dominated the people of Israel in different forms and under different names as a system of faith from the outside. A blinded Church believing that it could lead people to come into Oneness through per-formance. Page 8 of 31

9 This Catholic or Universal Church is said to be the Mother Church and indeed she is, as she follows her blinded Mother Eve, who could not see and, not having access to the Tree of Life, partakes of choices; Good and Evil. The present leader of this church the Pope Benedict XVI expressed in the beginning of his pontificate as his central project; The desire to bring Europe back to its Christian roots. Often people, unbeknown to themselves, prophesy, so also did this Pope with the theme of this project. Our roots are where we come from and the Word, or our Christ, said in the beginning: for dust thou art, and unto dust shalt thou return (Gen.3:19). In Dust lies our Christian roots, it is there where we started. Therefore Pope Benedict expressed the desire to bring us back to dust and this, as the head of an outside belief organization, he will do. Pope Benedict will be instrumental in more than that. He will give the coup de grâce to the faith of the last remaining believers, destroying the belief in the ability of self, a belief based upon the tenet that one is separate from his Maker and that the separation has power to con-form to His Will. This faith is an illusion and this illusion will be brought to dust. When therefore Pope Benedict has brought himself, as his last remaining disciple, to his root of dust, we know that it has come to pass that Babylon is fallen 8, the ability to reach to Him is destroyed and the people of Israel are healing. Pope Benedict spoke on Maundy Thursday during the yearly Via Crucis (Stations of the Cross) in the presence of thousands of people, and referring to the current saddening events, the following remarkable words: Our failing, our disillusions, our grief, which seem to be the signal of total collapse, will become relieved through the hope. How wonderful is the sound of these words and spoken by a man who epitomizes all the people of Israel s belief systems in this year, the year 2010, the year of healing. Whilst failing, disillusions and grief signify the defrauding of man, our Father speaks through the mouth of Pope Benedict who prophesied of the spirit of hope which marks Faith or Trust and this Trust is not the trust of the Pope or of man but it is His Trust, His Faith. This hope is His substance and indeed is His Faith/Trust which will fill to the former state or re-lieve our failings, disillusions and grief into His Glory. The question arises, who then is the author of this collapse this power of destruction whereof the Pope spoke? This power of destruction is the dissolving of an illusion, because that Power is Not in the Will of the Pope nor is it in the will of any man, on the contrary this is the Power of Life of the Father. It is Him who causes the defrauding through blindness and through circumcision He re-lieves or re-lives the deception into His Trust, His Faith. It is the Power of Life which reveals His Faith, His Trust, for us to partake of the Tree of Life, knowing that we are the Tree of Life. This Is the very substance of things hoped for, and this Faith destroys man s ability. Through the Power of Life man s ability is made complete. Life of His Separation made Holy. 8 See appendix 1 for a disclosure of the identity of Mystery Babylon. Page 9 of 31

10 The Concepts of Sin and Lust Sin Many have written about Sin and have not come further in their understanding than that Sin is breaking YaHWaH s law, as if Sin is an action. We have even made a verb of this word. However Sin is a state of mind, a state of mind which falls short of the fulfilment of the Law and if we want to use the word sin as a verb, describing a motion, then we are remaining in the state of mind of Sin. Because of our blindness to who we really are we have been put in the realm of choices and indeed we are therefore eating of the fruits of the tree of Good and Evil. In our illusion that we are separate flesh beings, we think that by making choices between good and evil, we can obey the Law or, in the words of other Christians, accept Christ, and so enter into Life. In that manner we expect, by tilling the ground or cultivating the mind, to partake of the tree from which we were cut off, the Tree of Life. This surely is impossible and reflects the very blindness of our mother Eve. In all our doing, be it Good or Evil, we cannot come to Life, we fall short of the Glory of YaHWaH. This falling short is Sin. (Rom. 3:23). Summarised, it is our mindset of ability which fixes us to the realm of Sin. Strong s Concordance gives the following meaning of the word חטאה chatta'ah Sin: חטאה Strong s 2403 chatta'ah {khat-taw-aw'} Meaning: 1) sin, sinful 2) sin, sin offering 2a) sin 2b) condition of sin, guilt of sin 2c) punishment for sin 2d) sin-offering 2e) purification from sins of ceremonial uncleanness Let us look at the word picture. chatta'ah; Sin חטאה fence. Chet, Symbolic meaning: private, to separate. Literal meaning: ח surround. Tet, Symbolic meaning: to be around. Literal meaning: snake, ט Bull. Alef, Symbolic meaning: strength, leader, first. Literal meaning: Ox, א Presence. Hey, Symbolic meaning: the, to reveal. Literal meaning: Behold, ה The word picture shows the word Sin to be: around the fence where the presence of the leader is. Our state of mind is around the fence where the presence of the leader is or, outside of the Tree of Life, in the realm of Good and Evil. Because Good and evil are outside the fence they are both perceptions and so, they both fall short to the Glory and therefore, both perceptions are Sin. Lust The dictionaries give the following meaning for the word Lust : obsessive sexual desire; strong desire, intense craving; enthusiasm, great enjoyment. When we look at the Word Picture of the Hebrew word for Lust, we learn a much deeper meaning. Page 10 of 31

11 The word Lust is חמד Strong s 2530 chamad {khaw-mad'} (מ) of water, chaos (ח) chamber חמ door ד The word picture for the word Lust illustrates: The Chamber of Water before the Door. This refers to our existence inside the womb. The two letters חמ also refer to Passion both good and evil, as together they cause friction. Thus both passions are hot, like a boiling pot or a chamber of water/chaos, which these two letters indicate. Truly within the chamber of water, or the womb, we are all conceived and it is there that our passions are developed, as Passions are the demonstrations of the mind or, as Noah Webster states, Passions are the expressions of the sensible effects of impressions. It is in the womb that we learn the feelings of our mind, our passions. As the womb is the world of the unborn child so is our realm of time and space our world, our womb. The Passions of the unborn child are all it knows but these passions cannot open the matrix. Our Lust, the chamber of water before the door, is all that we know and this too cannot open our matrix, the Door to Life. When all our Passions are completed, when our Lust is made full, then we come to realise the identity of the one who gives birth, then we come to realise that we are the feminine side of the Father, that we are the flesh Mother, and that we give Spirit Life in pain realising that New Life comes forth through the death of self, this is our pain. This pain is not caused by the Lusts or limitations of us in the womb..., how can it...? This Pain is caused by the victory of Life over the limitation of the womb and this Victory of Life has made the womb/mother/lust subject to it... and fulfilled it...! As this Life is the Creator of the New Life in Us and of Us. This is the Expression of the Dynamics of Life and this is the very road to the Inner Room where Lust and Sin are made full. The Road to the Inner Room The road to the inner room, or the pathway to Life 9, is best explained as the frequency of our Father or the drive of the Heart. It is the inner desire to be made whole, the inner desire to make flesh and Spirit ONE. The word de-sire is such a good word, because this word does not reflect an ambition of man but it indicates the power of Father. He sires and flesh answers de. Because we are blinded to our Spirit identity, we assume that our mind is the seat of our individuality this assumption is incorrect, in reality our true identity is our in-dividual Spirit, who has Sovereign control of our mind. Our mind cannot comprehend this and this is our blindness and this is purposely so. 9 Dan pictures the Pathway to Life. (For a more detailed explanation of the word דן dân, please see the article The Judge Dan. It is interesting to know, that although the New Order Judge Dan will lead his brothers on this Pathway to Life, all of Israel will walk Dan because they, as דן dân, (the Pathway to Life), will precede Life itself just as Dan, in history, had already departed in ships to his destiny. Page 11 of 31

12 Our mind, which is part of the created or flesh realm, needs to be made subject to the realm of Spirit Life. The flesh mind can do nothing towards this aim of Spirit Life, on the contrary the mind will show itself at enmity to Life, to become subject to it and to be made full with that Spirit Life. The Mechanics As the pathway to Life, or the road to the Inner Room, is led by the frequency of the Father or, the drive of the Heart or, in other words, the inner desire to be made whole, we come to identify with that inner desire..., we come to know that in reality we are that drive, that we are that Spirit power. The fact that we, as a flesh being, begin to feel attracted to that Spirit Power is the sign of the awakening of the mind. Although this awakening is the first sign of Life to us, the Spirit Power has always been present with us, and indeed has made / formed us from within the womb. It is this Spirit Power which is the only force behind what we, in our illusion of self, call our will. It is this Spirit Power only which drives us, though without our awareness. This Spirit Power is therefore the driving force of everything we think and undertake and this driving force is the only real energy and power there is, as it is the Force of Him which will make us whole. Life in the flesh is the Uniting Force of the Spirit Father with the flesh which came out of Him. He has separated Himself to that flesh in order to establish Himself into that very realm which came out of Him. This establishing is what may be called healing, because this Power makes whole. For flesh man however, this Love or this Uniting will come at a cost. The process of making whole, or this Love, or this Uniting, is deadly for the flesh. In this process the illusion of self will go down in much pain and purposely so. Only out of worthlessness, out of nothing, He creates Himself, as it is His Work of Rest, a healing work, performed by Him through His revealing Power in man and of man, resulting in the dissolving of the perception of self and thus dissolving Sin. As stated earlier, this is the power which has created us and this is the power forming our inner desire to be made whole, to make us partake of the Tree of Life, so that we will realise that we are the Tree of Life. Summarising, while we perceive ourselves to be separated, partaking of the Tree of Good and Evil, all our works are energised by Him without our awareness. Whatever we do in our life, whether our ideas or ideals are grand or small, whether we pursue vice or virtue, the drive is His. It is because of our blindness that we fall short, indeed that we are and live in Sin, and it is that perception that deserves to be killed and will be killed. Because when we see His uniting power in our crimes and accomplishments, or in our Sins, we see Him. Then we recognise who we are and we do not live in Sin anymore. For the mind this is horrifying and impossible to comprehend and so it should, but for the Spirit Father He is accomplishing His purpose because He establishes Himself through Rest in the Flesh. Page 12 of 31

13 The Act of Uniting The Act of Uniting is the Marriage, which is the very moment man and wife become physically one. The emotions leading up to that moment, which we may call attraction or, a feeling of being in Love, is the Spirit Power or, the inner desire to be made whole. The woman came out of her husband, a unity they had before time began and for which they are blinded, and they return back to each other to give Life. This is the power of attraction and this is the very power of Life itself. Everything and all that our Father has created has been, by the fact that it was created, a separation, His separation 10. Because He separated, all creation contains His Life which will return unto Him after He has run the full course of His separation which is ex-perienced by the separation as something called death. However, Life is thus the ultimate outcome of separation. The separation itself is Work ; the attraction is Rest. These are not two forces, as the separation, or man, imagines, but ONE. All will return to Him in the order he has separated it. First the Word, our brother Yahshua, then the Firstfruits followed by His people, the people of Israel, then the other nations and last but not least the rest of His separation or His Creation. The Return to Him is the dynamic of Life, the only dynamic of All Life. This Return to Him is pictured and enacted in the Marriage Act and is described in more detail in my papers The Sexual Drive and Love and Marriage Explained. This attraction is the marriage act which, for the descendants of Adam and Eve, is pictured in the return of Eve to become, once again, one flesh (Gen 2:21-24). We are Eve and we, as His wife, desire His Life to bring forth a child who is like Him. This is pictured in this realm through our Sexual Conduct. 10 The Word dabar דבר (word) is the separation. All references to dabar in the Scriptures indicate the separation and the separation is the cause of therefore the dictionaries also give as a meaning for the word dabar : because of. The Word belongs to this realm of Good and Evil. Some dictionaries claim that this word means: harm but that is deceptive because the Word indicates expression though that means all expression, ranging from Good to Evil and sure in the strictest sense all expression, without the Spirit consciousness, causes harm. Yahshua is the Dabar, He Is the Cause of (because of) all there is in this realm of Good and Evil. He is the dabar דבר (word) or, the Door (ד) of the House (ב) as the Highest (ר) and He became Flesh. The cause of All the passions is Him and so All passions will be made to Life, will be made full, from the inside through the death of All the separation/expression. As the manifested Father He did that for us and as He, Yahshua, said: John 10:17,18 Therefore doth my Father love me, because I lay down my life, that I might take it again. No man taketh it from me, but I lay it down of myself. I have power to lay it down, and I have power to take it again. This commandment have I received of my Father. He laid it down and took it again, from within Him, from the inside! Some, mistakenly, claim that the word דברה (Deborah) means an evil word because of the Hey (ה) at the end of the word. However this is far from the truth. The Hey (ה) indicates the feminine of the word and indicates that which comes from. So, in this case, דברה (Deborah) means: that which comes from the Word or, that which comes from the Cause and indeed דברה (Deborah) is translated as: The Bee. The Bee indicates work (see the article: Why the Bee ). Therefore, it is through Work (Bee) that we come, to the Word, to the Because of, so that our Passions or Lusts will be made full into Life from the inside. Page 13 of 31

14 The People of Israel as Fathers Feminine Side In the marriage act the Male pictures our Father and the Female, that which came out of Him, pictures us as the people of Israel. A man loves his wife because she came out of him thus be-longs to him. For this reason our Father loves us, His people of Israel, because we came out of Him and were ONE with Him before time began. In the marriage act the husband seeks to possess his wife, he seeks to own the womb. The moment he owns the womb, he gives all he has; he gives His Life (sperm) to the womb. His wife desires Unity with Him or His Love, in fact she desires His very Life in order to recreate Him through caring and nurturing. Therefore she surrenders all her power (self) in exchange for His Love (unity) to receive this Life. This is the act of Love between a husband and his wife, this is the Love of our Father who unites His Wife, Us, His people Israel 11. Although there are many forms of blindness or many harlots (forms of religion/sexual orientation), this is the only Love there is, there is no other Love. Our Father has chosen us and, as we came out of Him, we subconsciously desire Him and through this desire, this power within us, we will come to know Him. When we are getting to know Him we see that our perception of power, our self, was an illusion and thus our will is surrendered. As we are so circumcised of our blindness, we become re-united with Him to receive His Life in exchange for our power and His sperm/life unites with the awakened man sprung forth in His womb. Then the man-child is conceived within us to be cared and nurtured by the Life within the womb. In the natural as well as in the spiritual the woman will tend and nurture her unborn child and He, who gave Himself to her for the sake of the child, will care so that, as the one body, she will come to her potential to give birth to a Son. Though not without pain, because through the caring and nurturing, issue or self, which so called sustained her during her 9 months of supposed apparent separation, has emanated out of her becoming a nutriment unto the child and when she is in heavy labour, she is dying because all she has and ever had is birthing from her into the fullness of the unity of Life. This Dynamic of Life is seriously compromised in the present understanding of our Sexual conduct. However it is this Dynamic of Life which will bring forth and by bringing forth our present Sexual Conduct will be made full. Then we know that all our Sexual Conduct, all our passions were His manifestations, his desires to the Life behind the door. Then, as our Sexual conduct/lust has been made full, we know that we have lost ourselves to become united with Him. 11 In this process of surrender Power and Life one may want to meditate upon an old and simple Chinese proverb which is short and goes as follows: You only own something once you have given it away. Page 14 of 31

15 YaHWaH Who then is our Father? As from the moment our true identity is revealed to us, we learn to know Him. The first acquaintance we make with Him is when He introduces Himself to us. That intro-duction took place in the beginning, when we first met Him. A name describes that which it characterises or portrays. This applies to our Father s name first, because He was the Word as from the beginning and the Word brought everything into יהוה being. Therefore His name describes all there is of Him. He reveals Himself as YaHWaH and with this Name He covenanted Himself with man through His Breath Covenant 12. In other words, this is the name which He intro -duced Himself with as Breath in the flesh and the Breath or Life in the flesh became His identity and naturally this took place and is described the very first time this name was used in the Scriptures. Genesis 2:7 And YaHWaH (יהוה) Elohim formed man of the dust of the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living soul. According to the pictographic meaning of the Hebrew letters this is the meaning of the word: YaHWaH : יהוה yood י power) His Presence (His manifested Hey ה Heart) His Breath (in the middle of a word reveals the Vav ו Him) The Union; (He in You/You in Hey ה Your Breath as His Breath (as the last letter indicates the feminine of the word or, that what comes from Him). Together the name יהוה YaHWaH describes; His manifested power or, His Presence.(ה) Your Breath (ו) which is (ה) is His Breath (י) or, that what IS Or: יהוה YaHWaH, My Breath is Your Breath. Or: יהוה YaHWaH, I am You selah 12 His name is not God because the word god is merely a title. We can also not change His name into another as much as we can t change any word into another. His name is YaHWaH.(יהוה) Any other name will not reveal who He is. Page 15 of 31

16 Defraudment We are all eating of the Tree of Good and Evil. We live our six days within the spectrum of Good and Evil and we work our six days, subconsciously energised by the Dynamic of Life and blinded by it. Not knowing who we are, we trust the only one thing we are aware of through our senses, and which we learn to know as Self. We ascribe therefore ability to the illusion of Self. When the Dynamic of Life enters into our awareness on our seventh day and we come into the realm of the Tree of Life, it is our ability, our trust in self, which will be crushed so that we come to know who we really are. This Trust in Self is for us a reality and we treat it like it is the ONLY tangible thing we, as flesh men, want to preserve. This Trust in Self controls and determines our knowledge of the things we are confronted with, it forms our ideas about laws and, most importantly, it elevates us into a false sense of security. However, this Trust in Self is insufficient to come into Life and it will be crushed on man s pathway to Glory. This crushing of the Trust in Self will be experienced by all of us through defrauding, as we travel on our road to be made full. As I have stated before, all our thinking, all our deeds in this flesh life are energised by the Dynamic of Life in order for us to become united with our Father. It is His Siring of Himself in man, for which we are blinded. This process is typified by the marriage act, of two becoming one, and act it is, and this act defrauds and purposely so. The Imperfection of Marriage comes to Perfection We are driven towards our union with Him and we all need to go through the pain of circumcision to bring forth Life. Because we are living in this realm of Good and Evil we all need to go through the healing, or through the flaming sword, to come into the realm of Life. Even the embodiment of the Union, the marriage act of husband and wife, though it will bring forth Life in the form of a child, cannot bring the loving man and his wife into the lasting Union they desire. Their embodiment itself is insufficient; indeed it belongs to the realm of Good and Evil, to the realm of Sex (6). The love they express for each other in the marriage act is energised by the Dynamic of Life however, in their blindness they cannot see through the door (sin) or over the fence (lust). They are stimulated by their feelings which seem to simulate the surrender of power of the wife and the giving of Life by the husband but, because of their blindness, these feelings are merely ex-perienced as emotions. For this reason the flesh man and wife will only feel the excitement but after the culmination of emotional pleasure this feeling ebbs away and even in the best of marriages this short time of joy makes place for a feeling of slight disappointment. Although they love, they are not able to hold on, to establish. The Union of flesh man and his wife is thus reckoned to be insufficient. This is in essence a defrauding, they defraud their Trust in Self, they will not deliver, they will not become One, it will not bring them into Glory, because they trust in ability. Finally, after a lifetime of trusting in their ability, though, not being able to realise that which they longed for as from the beginning, death de-parts them and the grief of the survivor is Page 16 of 31

17 caused by his/her realization of this lack of ability to become One during their lifetime. The grief they experience is therefore the evidence of the defrauded Trust in Self. The entrance into Glory starts when one is revealed to from within that one belongs to each other, that one was One before time began and has returned in the flesh to become One again. That one has indeed become One flesh, prophesied as from the beginning (Gen.2:24). When this is realized then the culmination of physical and emotional pleasure of sexual intercourse has entered into the realm of spiritual healing, and then their inter-course enters the realm of sufficiency. Then they come to see that their inner desire, the Dynamic of Life makes all their attempts full and kills them into their Oneness, into the Glory of Yah. By virtue of their Inner Desire to become One they have travelled through defrauding into Love, from Separation into Union, from insufficiency into sufficiency, from the tree of Good and Evil into the tree 13 of Life. The Desire to become One or the Dynamic of Life will seek to bring us to Oneness, to Life. This is a way, it is a pathway which is kept for all of us, a pathway we must travel and this pathway runs through a flaming sword. The Flaming Sword is the sword which purifies us of the notion of self. Genesis 3:24 So he drove out the man; and he placed at the east of the garden of Eden Cherubims, and a flaming sword which turned every way, to keep the way of the tree of life. Sexuality of the Priests leads to the Awareness of His Calling What we presently read about the sexually abuse of children and especially in the Catholic Church, is not what there really is. Most of Israel read the effects in blindness and call out for measurements to curb the behaviour of would be offenders to protect the vulnerable, while failing to see the spiritual Desire to become One in the so called abuser and in his victim. For some in Israel this subconscious Desire to become One, or this Dynamic of Life, comes abundantly and forcefully strong. Father decides for them to follow a deeper path, even a pathway following the intense darkness of selfishness, to the depths of the most sinister of all wickedness which indeed is present within this spectrum of the realm of Good and Evil. Father within them determines a defraudment which will cut deep into their souls and into the souls of those who gave their trust to them. Their Desire to Become One witnesses of a task to fulfil of unknown beauty, though their way to get there must run through the extremes of selfishness. The depth of their 13 After a blind man is touched, as in Mark 8:22-25, he sees men as trees walking. His blindness being healed he sees clearly that fellow Israelites are the Tree of Life, the Manifested Father. The disciples in Yahshua s time were waiting for outside signs, so too are His disciples in this present time waiting for Him to come to them from the outside... until their eyes are washed and they are touched, then they will see that they are, like unto the healed blind man, like unto Yahshua, Trees of Life. Page 17 of 31

18 defraudment is thus deeper than most mortals experience. In this way they follow close the footsteps of the Man who was despised of all men, Yahshua Messiah. Those who, subconsciously, connect with the Dynamic of Life of these men and thus trust them, find themselves through defraudment on that same pathway. They become defrauded to the extremity which ruins their life and kills their soul in the darkest corners of their being, to bring them to Life. These people, whether they are called perpetrator or victim, and all of them are both 14, are being brought to the deepest echelons of Evil in order to be raised to the highest level of Truth Awareness. It is therefore that many of these deeply fallen men will belong to the First Ones to enter into the Kingdom of our Father in order that the Last will become the First. Through their Desire to Become One, their Self has been defrauded in ways deeper and more intense than most of their brothers in Israel. They finally loose themselves in order to surrender their Self, their Power, to Him so that they become a faithful wife, united with Father, truly ex-periencing His Love. This spiritual process of a total surrender of their deepest Self consciousness is a surrender of Power which He initiates, exercises and authorises into the Fulfilment of their Desire to become One, their Dynamic of Life. Indeed He marries them through the Power of His Love within them. He kills their idea of Self through defraudment to establish His perfect marriage, His Glory in the Flesh. The Catholic, Roman, or Babylonian church is the fundamental organisation which has attempted to lead the people of Israel, throughout her history, to Salvation. Indeed upon her system all of Israel s present religions are based, as a system of precepts, teaching that from man s outside, through his abilities, his origin and the way to his destiny is to be found. This church is, as is said before, the Mother church, sprouted from her mother Eve who was blinded. One can thus say that the Roman Church as the Mother of all churches has the spirit mindset of Eve. Until this present time she and her many daughters are still building their; tower whose top may reach unto heaven (Gen. 11:4). They aspire through their good works to come into the realm of the Tree of Life. Why do they still want to do that? For the very reason, as in past times, that they want to make us a name שם) shem) (Gen. 11:4), which means: they want to (ש) Destroy the (ם) Chaos though on the accord of their will, through their choice of doing Good. In other words, they want to become One with Him, to destroy the chaos of their mind through their expression of Self will. They want His Name שם) shem), because with Him there is peace. However..., as He is the only One Name in heaven above and on the earth below, they cannot and will not make themselves a Name on the accord of Self, they cannot שם shem, they cannot (ש) Destroy the (ם) Chaos and Live. For as long as they remain in their Self -will they cannot see Him and live (Ex. 33:20). Yet, because they, as Eve, are blinded, they feel the Dynamic of Life, the inner desire to become One, to Destroy the Chaos and in their blindness they want to build their; tower whose top may reach unto heaven, ex-pecting to become, which they will, though through their fall. Genesis 11:3 And they said one to another, Go to, let us make brick, and burn them throughly. And they had brick for stone, and slime had they for morter. 14 In the flesh the terms perpetrator and victim are easily understood. In the Spirit both are defrauded by their own Self consciousness. Their Self is brought down, they both are killed, to be made alive. So the victim is also the perpetrator and the perpetrator also the victim. Page 18 of 31