UNVEILING THE TREE OF LIFE

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1 Christ-Centered Kabbalah Sheila R. Vitale Pastor, Teacher, Founder PO Box 562 Port Jefferson Station, NY USA TRANSCRIPT OF MESSAGE #648 - Part 5 UNVEILING THE TREE OF LIFE This Message Has Been Transcribed and Edited For Clarity, Continuity Of Thought, And Punctuation By The CCK Transcribing and Editing Team. This is part 5 of Unveiling The Tree Of Life, and what the Lord is doing to the best of my ability to understand it is that He is bringing forth an increasingly more accurate idea of the maturation of Christ in us, and His ascension, the ascension of Christ, which the church calls the catching up. I am not prophesying it but it is in my heart that when we get this understanding correct, people that are believing the message are going to start having this experience. That is what I was taught years ago when I first came to the church, whatever is preached, the people who are receiving the message, they get whatever is being preached. If the preacher is preaching faith, the people get faith, if the teacher is preaching deliverance, the people get deliverance. We are preaching longevity, we are preaching the, what the Scripture is Joel describes as the return to Eden with a fire burning behind us, and the Lord is giving us a more and more accurate understanding of what that means. In part 4 of this message on Thursday, I do not know about you but it came out under the spirit of revelation and I did not emphasize it, it just came out so I do not know how many of you picked it up or not but I now understand what the catching or where the catching up is to. We are being caught up, or Christ in us is being caught up to the world of Beriah. This message is all about the spiritual worlds. I can only review to, I know we have people that

2 are really not well versed in this message but I can only review to a certain point. We are talking about spiritual worlds, and up until last week, up until last Sunday, I was pretty much just dealing only with the 4 worlds that we might be able to relate to, this world which is called the world of action, the Hebrew word is Asiyah, the world next to us we know as the astral plane, the Hebrew word is Yetzirah, and that is where all of the evil entities are, in the astral plane. That is the world that is right next to us, and each ascending world has authority over the world below. The entities in the astral plane have authority over the people or the beings which is humanity in this plane, and they have authority over us in the same way that human beings have authority over the animals. They are just higher than we are, and that is why we are in trouble, we are in trouble because we sinned, because our original ancestor sinned and died. A part of our jailed condition is that we exist under the authority of this higher world which feeds off of us and seeks to use us and hurt us and damage us for its own purposes. The 3 rd world, actually we are going from the lowest world up, it is really descending order but this is the way we are doing it, why? Because I am explaining it to you from the perspective or from our perspective, this is where we are down here at the bottom. The next world up has the astral plane, is called the world of creation, the Hebrew word is Beriah, that is where the garden of Eden is, that is where Adam fell from, and since Adam fell out of the world of creation, Beriah, it became a waste land. If you have read in the Scripture about the old waste places, or the Hebrew word that suggests the waste land or the desert or the wilderness, that is what it is talking about, the waste land, the world of Beriah, that was the garden of Eden, but the inhabitants of that world because of a lust for power, as is being revealed to us over these last few messages, because of a lust for power, fell down into the water world below which is the astral plane, so they abandoned more or less the place where they were supposed to be rooted, the world of creation, and they became the evil entities of the astral plane. It is Star Wars all over again, brethren, Darth Vader and all of that, the male Adam and the female Adam fell down out of the world of creation and they became the sons of God that we read about in the book of Genesis who looked upon all of the daughters of men and found them fair and took wives of them all, and intermarried with them and produced Nephelium, spiritual

3 entities that were extremely powerful. All of this is a review brethren. The garden of Eden, the world of creation is a waste land. When Jesus said, I go to prepare a place for you, what He meant was, He was doing what needed to be done for our, to bring us back to the world of creation, because that is our true home. Paul said that we are travelers and we are not citizens of this world, we are citizens of anther place, we are citizens of the world of Beriah, we do not belong here, at least our spirit. Our spirit or the soul that came from God is an inhabitant of the world of creation. Above that world is another world called nearness to God or the world of emanation, the place from which the power of God goes forth to bring forth creation into the three world below, and just a message or two ago, I started talking to you about the world of Adam Kadmon, which I had not really been doing previously, trying to keep this message as simple and untechnical as possible, but this is the way the Lord led me so I have to now start talking to you about the world of Adam Kadmon. The Hebrew word Kadmon means primordial. This is talking about the Adam that we read about in Genesis 1, the first Adam that was created, he is the most ancient of all human beings, he is the one that was created and who received the commission to go forth and multiply and fill the earth. Going on with our review. All of creation exists within the Ayn Sof, the Ayn Sof is the Hebrew word for the unlimited one, the unlimited one is infinite, there is nothing outside of Him, it is impossible for something to be outside of Him because He is infinite. All of creation, all of the worlds that I just named and all of the other worlds, because there are infinite worlds, but the worlds that we deal with are, the 5 worlds I am talking about now, all of creation, all of existence, all of the worlds are inside of Him. If you can think of creation as taking place in a circular spherical area that exists within the infinite one, this is where Adam Kadmon was placed, in this empty space that came into existence in the midst of infinity or the infinite one. This Adam Kadmon, this most ancient human being, he does not look like we look, he is not homosapien, we cannot even relate to what he looks like. He does not look like anything, he has no form, he is a spirit being, and he is a very high spirit being, because he is the closest being to the Ayn Sof, the unlimited one, he has direct contact with the unlimited one, and that makes, now this is the teaching of the Kabbalists.

4 As I have told you many times, the Lord has led me to study Kabbalah and to share it with you, a lot of what I read if not most of what I read, I bounce it off of my spirit, a lot of it aligns up with the doctrine of Christ which the Lord taught me, and I have taught you. I believe it, unless it offends my spirit, as far as Kabbalistic teachings go, most of it witnesses to the Doctrine of Christ in me, when I get beyond my knowledge, most of it witnesses to my spirit, some of it does not, and almost everything that has not witnessed to my spirit to date, I have practiced what I tell you about, I practice what I preach, I put it on the shelf. I believe God has taught me to study this Kosher Kabbalah, because there is unkosher Kabbalah, I study it and if I find something that offends me and I have found teachings that have offended me, I put it on the shelf and I say, Lord if it is true and you want me to understand it, please help me to understand it. Almost everything that has offended me in these 6 or 7 years that I am teaching Kabbalah already, it has turned out that the Lord has witnessed to what they said, just that they said it in a way that was unfamiliar to me. What I am teaching you now this morning is what I have learned from the Jewish Sages and I believe that it is true, and I believe it until the Lord tells me that I am mistaken. This is the teaching. Adam Kadmon the most primordial ancient being, he has no form, but because of our carnality and our inability to conceptualize in any way an idea that we have never heard before, because of our weakness, the Lord lets us study this Adam Kadmon by perceiving him in the form of a human, but he is not a human, he does not have arms and legs, and a head like we do, but that is how we will perceive him so that we can learn something. We see a man, as we perceive a man in a spherical space because the Ayn Sof is not two dimensional, so he is a sphere in this empty space and we perceive him as a human being with two arms and two legs and a head, and he is in the midst of infinity, and his role is to be a filter for the light of God, for the light of the infinite one, because the light of the infinite one is so incredibly powerful that if it comes in contact with the created worlds, because the infinite one is not created, Adam Kadmon is not created. This is what they teach, he is not created, he is so close to the Ayn Sof, that he, I do not have the word, so I just tell you he is mediator, he is the mediator, he is so divine, he is so close to the Ayn Sof that he is not considered created, he is an aspect of the Ayn Sof that is in this empty space, that is a filter for the light of the Ayn Sof to go forth and descend into the lower worlds. The

5 light of the Ayn Sof must be veiled because it is so intense that if it comes in direct contact with creation, it will destroy the creation, which is us. The light of the Ayn Sof goes into Adam Kadmon. Think of yourself with an empty space on the top of your head and if you want to see this, if you have received the notes and the exhibits that Xxxx mailed out to you, those of you who were not here last Sunday, I guess we have to do this over. The drawings that I did have numbers on them. The exhibits that are copies from the book do not have numbers on them, so we assigned letters to them, and I will just go over those letters now, so anybody who was not here last week can follow me. The letter A, exhibit A, if you can see it, it is the circle with the needle going in the middle, can you see that on the computer, Xxxx? That is exhibit A, I will be referring to that as exhibit A, the circle with what looks like a needle in the middle. Exhibit B is the image that says figure 9 on it. Exhibit C is the image that says figure 8 on it. Exhibit D is the image that says figure 11 on it. Exhibit E it says table 2, parallel realities. Exhibit F is the only exhibit that has no identifying marks on it, it is a series of linear images. If you would look at exhibit F, you might get an idea of what I am talking about. If you look at the very top of exhibit F over here, this is signifying the light of the Ayn Sof going into Adam Kadmon. You can think of the light going into your head and entering into your physical body, and the way the Kabbalists teach this is that the light goes into Adam Kadmon s head and it comes out of his eyes and his ears and his nose and his mouth, and that light that originally came from the infinite one is filtered in the head of Adam Kadmon. The light or the breaths that come out of the ears, eyes, nose, and mouth, it is you might say is adjusted light, it is diminished, it is weaker, the light that comes out of the eyes is the most powerful, most unfiltered aspect of that light. Then as the light descends and goes lower and lower inside of his head, the light becomes breath, the breath that comes out of Adam Kadmon s mouth is the weakest or the most veiled. We have all kinds of messages on that from years ago. As far as our messages today goes, the Lord is giving it to us in a greater depth. This light that comes from the infinite one is perfect light, it goes into the filter, just like we know light can go into a prism and it breaks down into the colors of the rainbow, the light that comes from the Ayn Sof goes into the head of Adam Kadmon and breaks down into different attributes that are invisible

6 when you look at the simple light, He is called a simple homogeneous light, perfectly blended and benevolent. The truth is that he is an integration of both negative and positive qualities that are so perfectly blended that if we could look at the light of the Ayn Sof it would be simple and peaceful and perfect, then it goes into the filter of Adam Kadmon s head, and it comes out into attributes that, at least what we can call attributes, that are still very high but again we are looking at it in a matter that we can understand it. We are told, and this also with regard to exhibit F, it is showing you all of the worlds below, this top world here is the world of Adam Kadmon, and the reason you see all of these levels is because each world has ten vessels in it, and those vessels are called Sefirot. These are vessels that contain the light of God. This top world has ten vessels and the light from the Ayn Sof that starts at the top, flows down through all of these vessels and eventually appears or brings forth the world below. When we talk about 5 worlds, we are talking about 5 worlds, each one that emerged out of the higher world, we are not just talking about 5 worlds that happened to exist, the highest world brought forth or you might say gave birth to the world below, which is the world of emanation, the world from where the power of God goes to bring forth creation, and then the world of emanation, out of the world of emanation emerged the world below which is the world of creation. The Kabbalistic teaching is that the world of Adam Kadmon and the world of emanation are so close to the infinite one, that they are not considered created, they are considered a part of the divine one. The 3 worlds that come forth below are considered creation, and those 3 worlds are, the world of creation where the 2 Adams were placed, Eden, if you will, paradise if you will, and the world of forms, the Hebrew word Yetzirah or we call it the astral plane emerged out of the world of creation, and out of the world of Yetzirah, the astral plane, emerged this world. There are 3 worlds called creation. Beriah, the world of creation, Yetzirah or the astral plane, the world of forms, and this world, the world of action, 3 worlds collectively called creation. The two worlds above, the world of emanation, and the world of Adam Kadmon, are considered to be divine because they are so close to the Ayn Sof. The purpose of creation is that the Ayn Sof wants to appear in a visible form. Once creation is fully formed and

7 all of the 5 worlds are functioning, the Ayn Sof again will enter into the top of Adam Kadmon s head, and not only flow in to his face and come out of his eyes, his ears, his nose, and his mouth, but actually will flow in a straight line directly down through Adam Kadmon s ten Sefirot, this is the intention okay, to flow, for the Ayn Sof to flow all of the way down through to the lowest world and abide in the lowest world in a form that will not destroy us. Each of these worlds, this is a linear explanation, it is not realistic but it is necessary or I do not think any of us could ever understand it, at least I needed to see this linear image of it. Each of these worlds are one inside of the other, each of these worlds are each inside of the other, and all of these worlds exist in us. There is a microcosm and a macrocosm, there is a world out there, a planet is a part of it, our universe is a part of it, this whole universe brethren, the whole universe, not just our planet, not just our galaxy, but the whole universe is Malkhut, this whole universe is here at the bottom of the chain, the lowest Sefirah called Malkhut, that is our universe. That is why Jesus called it outer darkness because all of these lines that looked like, you can see, it is one vessel inside of another vessel, they are really spheres inside of spheres, inside of spheres. This world is the outermost sphere. Jesus called it outer darkness because at the innermost point is the Ayn Sof. Try and visualize this brethren, think of all of these worlds, ten levels in each one, all inside of each other and you can see, you can get a better idea of that by looking at the exhibits B, and C, you can examine them more and D, D really shows it very nicely, all of these worlds are all inside of each other. Actually exhibit D shows it very well, and it shows you the light of the Ayn Sof going into the innermost point in the narrowest point and from that entranceway, descending down to the lowest point, and abiding in the midst of all of the circles including the outermost circle. All of these circles are inside of us, and they are all insulation, they are not layers of our physical body, our physical body is just one layer and all of the other layers are spiritual invisible bodies that dwell in our soul, they are soul, that is what they are, they are layers of soul, so we cannot see them. The ultimate end of this whole creation is that a thin line of light that comes from the infinite one, that surrounds everything because everything is in the midst of him, a thin line of light will come from him that will descend through all of the worlds and his resting place, the lowest place that he descends to, will be these physical bodies and he will be insulated, because he will be surrounded, that light, that thin light, will be surrounded by all of the thin worlds, and this physical body is the outermost circular world that will

8 surround him. From that innermost point he will be our brain, he will rule over us, he will be our consciousness, he will be our brain, he will be our motivation, on every level, and because of that, we will live, we will cease to die and we will live. The reason that we die brethren, is that human beings this world is cut off from the divine worlds. The divine worlds are the world of emanation, the world of Adam Kadmon and of course the Ayn Sof Himself. The whole purpose of salvation, the whole definition of salvation is re-connection to the divine worlds. When we are reconnected to the divine worlds, which we actually are a part of, there really is only one, there is only one Adam, Adam Kadmon in the midst of the Ayn Sof, the one Adam Kadmon, the one who is so close to the Ayn Sof that he himself is considered divine. We are all aspects of his being. This is the explanation of that mysterious Scripture in the book of Acts that says, In Him we live and move and have our being. We are a part of this supernatural being called primordial Adam, the most ancient human being, we are cells in his body. Through him, through reconnection to him, we attain to immortality. The reason we die is that the worlds, the 3 worlds that I just told you are called creation, the world of Beriah, the world of forms, the astral plane called Yetzirah, and this world, the world of action, the Hebrew name of Asiyah, those collective worlds are called creation, and creation is a reflection of the higher worlds which are, as far as our study is concerned, the world of emanation, and the world of Adam Kadmon. I also explained to you recently, that this very reality is replicated in our humanity. The human head, talking about our physical bodies now, the head through our neck, the base of our neck, is likened unto the divine worlds, the world of Adam Kadmon and the world of emanation, and the, now of course, let me back up, our true existence is our nervous system brethren, everything else our arms, our legs, is just hanging on a frame to be the slave or the servant of our nervous system, so actually we are talking about the brain, and the brainstem is the reflection of the divine worlds and the rest of our spinal column going from the base of the brain or the brainstem down into the last disc on our spine is a reflection of the worlds of creation. We see a replication in the lower worlds of what is in the head. Let me say that again. This came out on Thursday I believe because I had a question for the Lord. Sometimes I get questions when I study, and sometimes I get questions when I preach, and I tell you as soon as I get the answers. I saw

9 a contradiction in what I was teaching, and the answer came forth, so let me repeat the contradiction for you so you can follow me. Years ago those of you who have been studying with me for a while, or who are reviewing the older messages, you might now that I taught for years that Adam had to ascend into our heart center, and when he ascended to our heart center, he would find that, that heart center was covered with water, we have another message called Water Over The Heart, something like that, and that, that spiritual water has a personal name, which is Satan, so that Satan in most human beings is possessing the heart center. In those days we were talking about energy centers before I never even heard the world Sefirot, we were talking about energy centers, so I really do not want to get into the names of the Sefirot with you because I know there are people here that would not be able to follow that, so I am trying as best that I can to not be too technical. The heart center is likened unto one of the Sefirah called Tiferet, so I just want to put that in there, if you cannot follow it do not worry about it. The ten layers or the ten vessels or the ten Sefirot that contain the light of each world, are applied to areas of our body. I will just say that again, we will just try that again, according to the teaching before I knew anything about Kabbalah, and I only knew there was one Adam, today I hope you all, if you do not, I will tell you again, there is more than one Adam, there is Adam Kadmon, the most ancient of beings, then there is Adam of the world of creation, then there is fallen Adam in the astral plane, who is really manifesting as Leviathan, and then there is the Adam of this world whose name is Abel, because he is a truncated Adam because each of these Adams is a tree, and the Adam of this world is just the root of the tree that has been cut down. We see that there are many Adams, I did not know that years ago. I thought there was just one Adam, and I taught that he was the Adam that is in our lower centers which we know to be Abel, I have taught him as Abel, the truncated Adam who had to be regenerated and fight with Satan and Leviathan until he ascended into the heart center, at which point he would smite the waters of the heart center just as Elijah and Elisha smote the Jordan, and the Jordan dried up. Then that Adam would stand in the heart center, ruling all of the powers and principalities existing in the lower centers of our spiritual being until Jesus came from above and carried him up, I did not know where he was being carried up to, but at the time the message satisfied me. Then more recently the Lord started teaching us that Abel is held captive in the cerebellum, the lower part of the brain. Again without getting too technical, we will talk about

10 the upper brain, the midbrain and the lower brain. Abel, the truncated Adam is captive in the cerebellum the lower part of our brain, where if you look at the pictures and we had a couple of messages with a lot of pictures, it is just amazing that cerebellum, first of all is wrapped in tissue that looks just like a serpent which we know to be Cain, so Abel is under Cain s ground, completely wrapped over is if you would put a head covering on you, and then the midbrain and the forebrain are completely spread over him, he is completely captive, he has been pressed down into the south, the lower part of the brain, which is back here in the neck. The Lord also revealed to us that there are two, the scientists have named olives in the brainstem, right here in the brainstem, by your throat, and that this is the mount of olives that the Scripture is talking about, so that Abel that is completely in bondage under Cain and under the whole cap of Leviathan, has to be regenerated, Abel has to be regenerated into the fullness of the power of Adam, that Adam was given in the world of creation. He has to throw off Cain, he has to overcome Cain, the regenerated Adam, who is still under the dominion of that Serpent Cain, and that Serpentine upper and midbrain, he has to overthrow that power of Cain and walk across from the neck, from the cerebellum which is in the neck, to the two olives in the brainstem. In order to get to the two olives in the brainstem, my understanding, I may have the wrong anatomical word, but this is what my understanding is right now, that is the 4 th ventricle that he has to cross over. He has to cross over the sea of spinal fluid that is in the 4 th ventricle that is right here flowing from the brainstem, from the spinal column to the brainstem up into the brain. When the regenerated Adam stands over here on the two olives, he will now be lined up, he will be aligned with the light of the Ayn Sof that is entering into. There is a spiritual aspect of us brethren, that I am using our own head to demonstrate this spiritual point, he is not coming in from the top of our head he is coming in from a spiritual plane which is within ourselves, but so that we can understand I am telling you that, that thin light of the Ayn Sof, that source of immortality, that source of eternal life is entering in through the top of our head, this is just a metaphor brethren, entering into the top of our head and is going to descend to this place in our brainstem, it is going to be lined up. The top of our head or the crown energy center is lined up with the two olives, it is not lined up with the cerebellum back here in the back of the brain. Adam

11 has to escape, he has to cross the sea of spinal fluid, he has to stand on the two olives which would put him in a perfect position of alignment with the light of the Ayn Sof that is coming down, it may not even be the light of the Ayn Sof, the aspect of the higher world that is coming down is going to click in to space. Have you all seen that advertisement that is all over the tv lately where they are all clicking in, did you see that (chuckle), they show a mountain climber clicking on his belt and baby in a seatbelt clicking in, it is like 4 or 5 different clicks, do you know what product, I do not recall what product it is, so there is all of these clicks, that is our example brethren. The aspect from the world above that is designed for this specific purpose is going to descend into our spiritual being, this is an individual experience, and click on to the regenerated Adam who has escaped from Cain. What is interesting is that if you see the picture of the brain, Leviathan is like a cap, like a serpentine cap over the cerebellum where the regenerated Adam is. At this point the regenerated Adam is not fighting upwards, he is not fighting to overtake Leviathan who is the forebrain and the midbrain, he is not fighting upwards, he is going across. He just has to escape Cain who would stop him from going across that sea, and of course Leviathan, that cap of the forebrain is exerting influence on him and strengthening Cain to not let him go, but Adam at this point is not going up, he is not going to go up until he first stands on those two olives. I saw a Star Trek episode years ago, where there was an ancient nation of Amazons that had been absolutely brilliant and they lost all of their brilliance and the women, they were still all women, a society of all women, they were simple as simple as could be, like childlike simplicity, but one of them was the high priestess and once a year she would go into their temple and stand on these two spots on the ground and put a cap on her head, and she would become brilliant. There is so much in science fiction brethren, but it really takes the edge off of the heaviness in this message anyway. The regenerated Adam is going to walk across the sea of spinal fluid in the 4 th ventricle and put his two feet which he does not have, this is a metaphor, he is going to put his two feet on the two olives on our brainstem and he is going to click in to the one who is coming to the higher world which is actually, I do not want to get into that now because if I confuse myself, I will surely confuse you, the one who is coming from the higher world, and they are going to click together and our

12 spiritual nervous system will be reconnected, our spiritual nervous system. Spiritually speaking the brain is Adam Kadmon, and we are along the line of what would be our spinal column. Let me say that again, Adam Kadmon, primordial Adam, he is a giant being, think of him as a brain and having a spinal column, think of him having a nervous system. He is the brain, we exist along one of the discs of the spinal column, and his spinal column has been disconnected from his brain. When Adam in you and Adam in me overcomes Cain and crosses over that sea of spinal fluid, and stands with his two feet on the mount of olives, the brain of the whole man, of the whole Adam Kadmon in which we are cells is going to click into place and we will be restored, fully restored to the whole of the nervous system of the creator. Adam Kadmon is the creator, he was told to go forth and reproduce and fill the earth, he is creating us, just like all you women have had babies, from that point of view you are the creator of that child. I know that your husband had something to do with it, but it is your flesh, your blood, that produces the child, your body that produced the child. I said to the Lord one day, as I was preaching, it came out as I was preaching, I said, Lord, What happened to poor old Adam who is on the heart center, that valiantly ascended from the lower parts of our spinal column, or the energy centers associated with the lower parts of the spinal column with great victory, great power, and great fortitude, ascended fighting Satan and Leviathan, and the flies, all of those entities that we were studying about in those days, and ascended into the heart center, smote the waters defeated Satan and was standing valiantly in our heart center, occupying, fighting all of the forces below and occupying until Jesus came from above and caught him up, what happened to poor old Adam down there, these two stories do not match, these two metaphors do not match, and this is when the Lord said to me, Yes they do, that our humanity is a reflection of the higher worlds, and the head, our physical head and our brainstem, and the Adam who is in our cerebellum, he is a reflection of Adam Kadmon and the world of emanation, and the rest of our spinal column is a reflection of the worlds of creation. From the base of the throat down, which is pretty much of the spinal column is a reflection of what is happening in our head. If Adam is in our cerebellum, and he is escaping from Cain and coming over into the throat, that reality is reflected in the lower worlds within us. There is an Adam in our cerebellum that is escaping into our throat center, and there is a counterpart of him in the heart center, just like there, going back to the worlds of creation now, just

13 like there is a world of Adam Kadmon, and then there is an Adam in the world of creation, two different Adams, an Adam in the world of creation is a reflection of Adam Kadmon. The Adam in our heart center which is standing guard over all of the worlds below in the lower part of our spinal column, which I hope you all know this is our spiritual body, that we are talking about, this is all spiritual, Adam in the heart center who is guarding everything below, he is a reflection of the Adam who is in our cerebellum. Just like there is an Adam Kadmon and there an Adam in the world of creation, and there is an Adam down here. Is everybody okay? All of this is review brethren, and I know you all know this and you are all going to stand up and teach this right? You are all laughing. What came out in the preaching on Thursday which really exciting me, was that I now have an idea of where we are being caught up to. We who are trapped down here in this world, our spirit is joined to Jesus, our soul loves Him and longs for Him, and if you have been at the ministry for a long time, you may recall my earlier drawings of how Adam was caught up but Adam s ox was still stuck down at the base of the, in this world, do you remember that? Xxxx do you remember that, you did all of those drawings. The ox was down here in the world. I could be flying in the spirit, this happened to me, I am flying in the spirit and I am getting a pain here, and I am getting a pain there, and I am getting a pain there, and I got mad because that is a curse, you know. He could not get in over here, so he came over here, I rebuked it over there, so the pain came over here. Finally I got mad and I yelled at it, well it is gone today. I said, How dare you, how dare you come in and attack my body when I am this high and the spirit bringing forth this revelation, how dare you. When we get to this place, it is a whole different world from Pentecost, where you go as a child and you say, Lord please heal me. I do that too, please do not misunderstand me, I do everything that I can do, and then I say, How dare you. I do everything and if it did not go away, then I am saying, Lord, what are you willing to do for me? He wants us all to try. We are not babies anymore, we have to start to grow up. It is all a state of mind. Who are you in your mind? Again, I am not putting anybody down. There are Christians of all ages. Brethren, please understand, I do both, I do both. I do all I can do

14 and when I do not see any result, I say, Lord please, what are you willing to do, and then if nothing happens, I go back to doing the first thing again, I do both. You have to start believing that you have power, even if you pray and it does not happen, it is a state of mind brethren, that we are growing into. I believe the Lord would not let us die if we are called, but He could let us suffer, if the Lord makes a judgment that this is something that this is something that we could chase, and we have not stood up against it, an infirmity, we have not stood up against an infirmity in our body, He would let us lay there for a while, until finally we say, Lord, how come you are not answering my prayer, what is wrong here? Brethren, we have to grow up. Back to today s message. I have reviewed the worlds for you, I was telling you, I found out in the preaching Thursday, it just came to me, it should have come to me sooner, but it did not, I do not know why not, that we are being caught up to Beriah, that is where we are being caught up to. Let me explain that to you. We are down here, our bodies are down here in this world, and we have a level of soul called the Nephesh, because there are 5 levels of soul, and the level of soul called the Nephesh is in our blood. The Scripture says the life of the flesh is in the blood. That is the level of soul, the lowest of the 5 levels of soul that animates this physical body, and the other levels of soul dwell in this body. It is actually the Nephesh that is being saved, it is the level of soul that is the animation of this body that is being saved, because the Nephesh is attached to the higher levels and either the higher levels are going to fall down and lay in the ground with the Nephesh and be consumed, or the Neshamah which is the higher level of soul is going to bring the Nephesh up. This is a conflict that is manifested in every aspect of our lives brethren. We are challenged to abide in the spirit continuously. Let me take the most obvious source of challenge for all of us, our families, we love our families, we have no desire to leave our families behind, but we have a great need, a great spiritual need, we are challenged to minister to our families, and engage in family affairs without our spiritual soul called the Neshamah collapsing on our Nephesh. How would you know if your Neshamah collapses that means come down? You say something to me like somebody said to me recently, I am as dead as a doornail, what happened to me? Your Neshamah crashed, fell down from its high spiritual place and is now laying on top of your Nephesh, which is the level of soul that animates this body.

15 We have to find that happy medium, the answer is not to run away from the things of this world, that is not the answer. Of course we are not going to, well that is our family, we are not going to run away from our family. We cannot be twenty four hours a day in spiritual things, and if we spend too much time with our family without our higher soul being refreshed, it collapses. The technicality of this brethren is that, we are not yet reconnected to the eternal worlds. I have just given you, I just spent 15 or 20 minutes or longer giving you a description of the re-connection that we are waiting for, remember? The regenerated Adam has to get his two feet standing on the olives, and waiting for the re-connection that is coming from the higher world of Adam Kadmon, so that we are continuously flushed and flooded with the life of God even when we are doing carnal things. We are not re-connected yet, you see. We are not on automatic yet. We have to find that balance, and for everybody, it is a personal challenge. It is a personal challenge that continuously changes as Adam in you, which is Christ, the resurrected Adam in you becomes stronger and more mature. I find that I can stay away from my spiritual studies for longer periods of time without damaging the Christ in me. When your Neshamah crashes that is the damage of the Christ in you. Everybody has to get that answer for themselves, and we have to be filled up. When I was in the church world, I use to hear the phrase, Are you prayed up? I never knew what the pastor was talking about. I need to have so much of an interaction with the Spirit of God that it sustains me when I go out from that spiritual place, when I go out from this house. If I have not been with the Lord enough to build me up or fill me up, in the church world it is prayed up, and I go out into the world, even if going out into the world is going into the next room where there is a family gathering, if I am not filled up enough, my Neshamah is going to crash. We all have personal challenges, we have to get before the Lord, find out who we are, where we are, what we can tolerate, and then we have to do whatever we have to do to be filled up with enough of the Spirit of God before we go out. Sometimes when that happens, I pray it does not happen for any of you, I do not have those problems anymore, but if it does happen to you, that you have a challenge from a family member, that you are spending too much time, whatever you are doing, reading your Bible, listening to messages, whatever

16 you are doing, you are going to have a choice, either you are going to, with the help of God, and the grace of God, you will do it in a godly manner, respond to your family member and explain to them that you just have to do this, and you just have to do it, and that you will be with them shortly. That is your personal challenge and new level, new devil. That was happening to me for a while. My conflict was the office work and the spiritual work, but somehow I cried so much that the Lord got so tired of hearing from me that He did something, so these days when I work on the secular work, it is such a creative process, the things that He has me doing, that I am getting anointed from that too, but I still have to get into my spiritual studies. Back to the depth of the message today. We are being caught up to Beriah, because our, we have a level of soul here that is attached to ox, that is attached to the human person, and this humanity that we have, because it is more than our body, you know, it is the Nephesh level of soul, it is our body, it is our emotions. Brethren, do you realize how very needy the part of us that is in this world is? We need physical food, we need emotional food, we need spiritual food, we need to be comforted all of the time. Maybe you do not realize that, or maybe you do not think that because maybe your surrounded with people all of the time, maybe your family meets your needs, maybe you do not realize that you need all of these things, you try going into isolation. The Lord had me in isolation for more than 13 years, you try going into isolation, and you will know how needy you are, just for human contact. You may be fighting with your husband, every day 10 times a day, you try going it alone. It is a whole different problem. If you are fighting with your husband 10 times a day and you think the answer is to leave, you have no idea what is waiting for you when you leave. It is not going to be perfect when you leave, because now you have the problem of isolation and loneliness. When you are married you have the problem of fighting with your husband. The answer is to stay right where you are. Is that not what Paul said? If you are married, be content with what you have. If you have a wife or a husband, do not try to get out of it, and if you do not have one, be happy with what you have. Every lifestyle has its pain, because we are so, so needy! This is what the Lord said to me this morning. He said, If there is anyone that has the slightest doubt that human beings, physical males or physical females are spiritual female, if there is any doubt, that humanity is spiritually female, you are not looking at the reality of your condition because the overriding quality of the female, and this is a spiritual definition.

17 It is for the whole world, only a lot of men think it is just for physical women, but the whole definition of being female which is this whole world, physical males and physical females, is neediness, that you need somebody to meet your needs. Look at the starving people, they are female, you are hungry, if you do not have enough food to eat, you are female. If you are suffering in your emotions because nobody is loving you, you are female. If you are suffering physically from lack of someone, they did studies on babies that were in orphanages, nobody, the children were hardly touched enough and they just withered and died from lack of contact. Are you withering and dying because nobody touches you, nobody kisses you? When you come, you do not have a meeting like this to come to, someone to put their arms around you, and say, I am glad you are here? You have no contact at all, you are withering, you are needy. You need physical contact, you need emotional contact, you need spiritual contact, you need food, you need society. This whole of humanity, we are so female! The toughest person out there, the toughest man, the toughest woman, you are so female! You cannot even make it in this weather without clothing or some covering over you. We are down here in this world, female, Adam s ox, and our Neshamah, our intellectual soul of God is up there, it is at least in our throat, the Neshamah is in our throat. The Adam in our heart center is the ascended Nephesh, the consciousness that is in the blood, the soul that is in the blood can only get as high as our heart center I think. Once you get into the neck, you are dealing with the Neshamah already, the whole intellectual soul of God. That is what reconnects to the world above, the Neshamah, the intellectual soul of God, not the Nephesh, the soul that is in the blood. The intellectual soul of God that reconnects to the higher worlds on the one hand and on the other end connects to your Nephesh in your blood. The neck bone is connected to the hip bone, and the whole thing, it is a chain, just like the discs of your spinal column, it is a change. Here we are down here, our intellectual soul is up there with God, and the rest of our emotions are down here and our physical body is down here. Our human needs are down here. We have a world of darkness laying over us called the astral plane, the Hebrew name is Yetzirah, it means the world of forms, it is where all of the, not only the demons but all of the entities are there, they are not just demons, they are actual species living in the dark, and our natural example is all of the species that live in the sea, they live in the darkness of the astral plane, and they are forms, they are not human,

18 and they are in torment all of the time, because they are in an in-between place, so they want to manifest in you and me. We have a whole world of darkness lying over us, I think Paul said something like that did he not? The whole world lieth in darkness or wickedness, and above that wicked world is the wasteland. Does anybody remember what the wasteland is? Beriah is the wasteland. Beriah is the world of creation where the garden of Eden is supposed to be, where it was, where it is, you know in principle, that is the world that Adam fell out of because instead of looking up to the world above, what is the world above the world of creation, anybody? Emanation, and the world of emanation is considered divine, it is close enough to the infinite one to be considered divine. The two Adams, the male and the female Adam, instead of looking up for their sustenance, became intoxicated, it has been revealed here recently, with a desire for power. If you look brethren, you have to humble yourself and bend your knee to the higher worlds, but if you look down, then you become the god of the world below, so the two Adams thought, and they sojourned down there and they took wives of all of the inhabitants that they chose, and what they did not know was that wherever a female is, there is a male. They took wives of all of the female inhabitants of the world of the astral plane, but there was a male element there that attacked them and captured them. I have all of this on another message for you, how that male element got down there, it is on a recent message. The male and female Adam, they did not expect to find a power in the world below that was stronger than them. Brethren, we have a natural outplaying of that in this world. One of the problems with the political correctness that is going on in this country today and again, I do not really know what is happening in other parts of the world, so I speak about this country all of the time, because that is my sphere of knowledge, one the aspects of political correctness that is extremely dangerous is thinking that those of us that have attained to a certain level of spiritual safety in this world, can befriend or minister to people who are on a lower spiritual world and not get hurt, that you can walk out into the street and talk to a homeless person, well you can be kind to them. I have bought homeless people meals, I will not give them any money, I prayed for them, I buy them food, but to think that people that exist on a lower plane of consciousness, literally in another world, we are all in this same

19 physical world, but spiritually, they are in another world, to think that they are helpless, especially you men, you find some young girl that you think you are going to help because she is in trouble out there, some young drug addict or alcoholic, and you think you are this big strong man, you think you are going to save her, you better watch out because there is a spiritual element in that weak person that if they can do it will capture you and drag you down into her world. So you better not, and this is the example in the book of Proverbs does it not? It talks about the harlot. It does not have to be a woman, it can be a young man whose is in trouble, in a lower spiritual world than you that they are suffering in this world, and you think that you are going to be able to help them, and maybe you can, but maybe you will get trapped by the spiritual male that has brought them down to that place and is feeding off of them, and he wants you too. Does anybody not know what I just said? If you feel God is telling you to help somebody or if your kindness wants to help somebody, you help them, but you remember they are in different world than you are in, and there is a male element that is going to try and capture you if you get emotionally involved, be careful. Those of us that are ascending, we are more vulnerable than the average person, Satan is after us if we are ascending, why? She wants your energy. That was just a side message. Here we are, our intellectual soul is ascending, we are being fed this glorious message, and yet we are suffering in our emotions, we are suffering in our body, we have to get up back into the next world. We have to get past that astral plane, Adam in us, the regenerated Adam in us which is associated with our Neshamah, the intellectual soul that comes from God, is communing with the principalities, not the negative principalities, the principalities from the kingdom of God, in the world of emanation. Jesus said, Where I am, you too shall be. Our Neshamah is in continuous communion with Jesus who is in the higher world. He is the head of the world of emanation. Remember there are ten layers in each world. Jesus is ascended to the highest level of the world of emanation, and we have a continuous communion with Him, or least depending on our degree of maturity, we have access to Him, we may not have a continuous communion with Him, I do. You have access to Him, if you do not have a continuous communion with Him, whenever you turn to

20 Him however you turn to Him in prayer, through reading the Scriptures, through playing your music, however you reach for God, we have a continuous access to Him. That is our intellectual soul, but our body is still down here, our emotions are still down here and that Neshamah, that intellectual soul that we all have, that is in union or in continuous union or to whatever degree, I keep saying continuous, maybe it is continuous, I do not know, your potential is continuous with Him, it is not strong enough to bring relief and promised peace and contentment to our physical bodies, to our emotional body, and to our intellectual body. The Neshamah, the intellectual soul that we receive from God, that has a potentially continuous connection with the Lord Jesus who is in the highest point of the world of emanation, is not strong enough to relieve our physical needs, our emotions needs, and our intellectual needs, and that is why we suffer, that is why we are sick. Once again, our Neshamah, our intellectual soul which is associated with Adam, with the regenerated Adam in us, is underneath this world of darkness called the astral plane, and this world of darkness is typified in the Scripture by all of the lands that the Hebrew children had to cross through when they came out of Egypt, Og, and Sion, and all of these powerful kings that said, No you cannot pass through. Moses said, We do not want any trouble with you, we will pay for anything we take, or if you do not want to sell us food and water, that is okay, we just want to walk through, just let us walk through. They said, No, you cannot walk through. The Hebrew children then had to fight their way through, that Scripture is a type of our spiritual reality. Our Neshamah associated with the regenerated Adam is coming out of Egypt and he wants to go back to the world of creation, which is his world, that is the world that he is a citizen of, not only is he a citizen of that world, but he is king of that world. Adam is king in the world of creation, and he is king of the two worlds below. Adam is king, he is king of the three worlds of creation. Remember I told you at the beginning of this message there were three worlds of creation, the world of creation, the world of formation, the astral plane, and this world, collectively called creation. The worlds above these three worlds are called divine. They are so close to the unlimited one that they are called divine. Adam is the king of creation, the king of the three worlds. Right now he is a fallen king. Even in us, where Adam is regenerated, he is still a fallen king because he has not regained his country. He is living in a foreign land, and the physical body which you and I are, are the fallen land that he is living in,