سوجواپنے رب کی پیشی کی امید )یقین ) رکھتاہوتو اسے

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2 م ن م ا دب ۃ ہللا Respected Readers! In olden times the battles were fought only in battle fields but now a days the communication media with all its resources is playing a vital role in the war between truth and falsehood. Mujahideen e Islam are fighting a war against the taghhooti leaders of this world and their target is not ]الكهف: ]011 and pressed public is sick of their Pharoahnic oppressors ك - op ب ع ب اد ة poor ر ب ه أ ح that د ا{ the already oppressed public. The fact is }ف م ن ك ان ي ر ج وا ل ق اء ر ب ه ف ل ي ع م ل ع م ل ص ال ح ا و ل ي ش want to get rid of them at any cost. Either it is an up rise in Egypt against Husn e Mubarik عملor revolt نیک in Arab چاہیے کہ world سوجواپنے رب کی پیشی کی امید )یقین ) رکھتاہوتو اسے کرے اور اپنے رب کی عبادت میں کسی کو رشیک the نہ around بنائے all to throw away oppressive regimes, in short رشک کی دوقسمیں ہیں 1 رشک اکبر اور اس کو رشک جلی بھی کہتےthe of ہیں on behalf 2 رشک It is ignorance اصغر up. اور rising اسare کو رشک Muslims خفی world public that they are unaware of Islamic system of Khilafah بھی کہاجاتاہے اللہ تعالی کے ساتھ اس کی ذات صفات اور حقو ق میں کسی کو رشیک ماننے کو رشک اکبر کہاجا تاہے and hence they find peace and prosperity in democracy. It اور رشک اصغر یا رشک خفی یہ ہے کہ بندہ عمل تو اللہ کے لیے کرےthe of لیکن اس aware کا be made مقصد should لوگو ں public کو that دکھانا hour ور of the سناناneed ہو is اس کو ریابھی کہاجاتاہے blessings of Khilafah. Public should be introduced to the magnificent Islamic past. Muslim public should be made مثل کوئی شخص نیک عمل اس نیت سے کرتاہے کہ لو گ اس کی تعریف کرے جیسے : اچھی منا ز پڑھنا یا صدقہ کرنا یاذکر وتلوت aware of the tremendous sacrifices and struggles of muja- کرنا لوگوں کو دکھانے کے لیے تاکہ وہ اس سے متاثر ہو کر اس کی تعریف کریں a to see علامئے hopeful کرامare اس We آیت Islam. of کریمہ سے and mujahidaat استدللhideen کرتے ہوئے کہتے ہیں کہ ریا عمل کو برباد کر دیتی ہے very prosperous future of Islam just like its past. Magazine Sunnat e Khaula is a practical effort in this direction. نبی کریم ﷺ کا فرمان ہے :»أخوف ما أخاف عليكم الشك األصغر قالوا: يا رسول الله وما الشك األصغر قال: الرياء«سب سےزیادہ خوف مجھے Ansar and Muhajir sisters of Khurasan have put together متہارے بارے میں رشک اصغر )چھوٹا رشک ) کاہے صحابہ نے عرض be کیا can voice اللہtheir کے so that رسولeffort!رشکgreat اصغر with کیاہے magazine آپ this heard all around the world. ﷺ نے فرمایا : ریا کے چلنے We aim چیونٹی to raise یہ the کیونکہ flag of بچو La سے ila رشکha illallah اس. مصنف بن ابی شیبۃ میں ایک حدیث ہے کہ :آپ ﷺ نے خطبہ دیتے ہوئے فرمایا: لوگو! We aim to raise the flag of Jihad. سے بھی زیادہ خفیہ ہے پھر آپ ﷺ نےفرمایا کوئی یہ کہہ سکتاہے کہ اللہ کے and رسول!ﷺ ہم forward اس come سےto کیسے of Islam بچیں women حالنکہ یہ to provoke چیونٹی We want کے چلنے سے بھی زیادہ چھپاہواہے پھرآپ ﷺ نے خود ہی جواب دیتے ہوئے فرمایاکہ یہ دعاپڑھا footsteps کرو: follow الل ه مand إن ا ن ع وذ e Islam ب ك م ن أ ن ن ش mujahideen ك of ب ك ش ranksي ئ ا the ن ع ل م ه join of Hazrat Khaula r.a. و ن س ت غ ف ر ك ل ام ل ن ع ل م ) مصنف بن ابی شیبۃ : 733/01( Rabbana taqabal minna innaka antas sami ul aleem.

3 Once again there is an atmosphere of escalating tension between Pakistan and India. It seems that now India will not turn back and will attack Pakistan with full might. It s been evident from history that whenever a mighty power attacks a nation it spreads unimaginable destruction. Whenever Ganges Khan used to attack a nation he was known to make a tower of skulls. In past Russia was a known power and when it attacked a nation it destroyed it. America s nuclear attack on Japan resulted in unforgettable destruction in Hiroshema and Nagasaki. America with all its force so viciously attacked Afghanistan and Iraq that world has never witnessed something like this before. Alhamdulilla it was the right aqeeda and jihad Fi Sabilillah that saved Afghanis and made America accept its defeat. It has been a common knowledge that when a big force attacks a nation, the smaller force bows down to it. Like how Qaddafi s force could not stand before America, Saddam Hussein along with his army surrendered and army was dissolved. So the fact is that national army has almost never fought till end for the nation but it is always public who rises up and fights back, a recent example is public uprising in Syria. In Syria there is an example for Pakistan. Syria reached up to the maximum extent of secularism. Millions of believers were hanged only because they proclaimed loyalty to Allah Almighty. Jails were packed with muslims. But conditions never stay the same. After night there is day. The ones who oppressed poor people and governed them unjustly finally came under fire. Public rose up against this injustice and sacrificed their lives to get rid of oppressors. The country was on fire. Syria as a result got broken into pieces. The shiat s in Syria pledged allegiance with Russia and Iran, other groups got supported by Saudi Arabia, more were backed up by Jordan or some went to Turkey s block. Hence, under war condition everyone is busy getting its share. But poor public is at times faced with bodies dying due to poisonous gases, they are seen broken heartedly sitting on rubble of their houses, or sadly picking pieces of the bodies of their dear ones after an air strike. If analysts reviews came to be true and India did end up attacking Pakistan then what will be the response of Pakistan Army? And EDITORIAL: PAK-INDIA DECISIVE WAR

4 what will be the future of Pakistan? Well to start with Pakistan armed forces artillery power, it is nothing in front of a big power like India. In number India is much bigger. To talk about Pakistan s financial condition it is shamefully poor. If India strikes Pakistan s Industrial remains and foreign powers refuse to give Pakistan few pennies( which I think they will because they do not want to upset India and moreover Pakistan to foreign powers is a sinking boat), then in that case Pakistan will certainly become another Syria. One of the reason that Dictator General Musharaf told Pakistanis for bowing down to America and back stabbing Islamic Emirates of Afghanistan was that if America attacked us we will die with hunger (what a brotherly thought!), such an army who betrayed poor muslims of Afghanistan in the hour of need will for sure betray muslims of Pakistan as well. It is evident from our past that this coward army has been defeated several times by India. We have not forgotten the shameful defeat of 1971 in which we lost half of Pakistan and almost 90,000 army men (consuming 80% of country s resources) surrendered in front of India to save their lives. I wonder how come the ones who eat cow got defeated by the ones who worship cow! Then in Kargil Pakistan army ran away cowardly and humbly requested India to have friendly, peaceful talks with them. Now the question arises how will this war be fought? Obviously we are very less in power as compare to India. This war can only be won on the basis of ideology. In Ghazwa-e-badr companions of Prophet sws were only 313 in number while kuffar army comprised of 1000 men and still muslims won. In many other battles muslims were much less than kuffar but they won over them. The reason was belief, ideology with which they were fighting. It gave them strength to face huge armies and return victoriously. This was only because the help of Allah was with believers. Allah has promised victory to the believers only. Pakistan army will fight India on what belief? On what ideology will they raise up the nation against India? Will they again propagate the lie Pakistan ka matlab kia La ila ha illala? (what is the meaning of Pakistan? La ila ha illala!), will the nation again rise up under this slogan? Can army dare to call it a jihad? When Christian, Jew or Indian soldiers in Pakistan army will die fighting will they be entitled martyr? The truth is that Pakistan army is fighting this war only for their pay and they know they cannot stand against India even a day with this ideology to fight. How come such an army which has since the existence of Pakistan massacred the callers of tauheed, filled their jails with mujahideen, on a mere phone call bowed down to America, became America s foremost ally in dismantling Islamic Emirates of Afghanistan, sold out the nation s honour Dr. Afia Siddiqui in return for few dollars,

5 ignoring all the international laws handed over Mulla Abus Salam Daif to America shamefully, silenced the cries of Chechyn sisters with bullets in Kharot a bad, gave a blood bath to Red mosque, can be expected to stand for sake of La ila ha illala and fight jihad Fi Sabililla. Who will stand up for this army? Will that tribal old man stand up who received the dead body of his young son in a sack, will that poor mother will stand up whose son s body was disfigured with acid, will that sister stand up whose brother is slowly dying behind bars, will that brother stand up for this army who received the dead body of his little innocent brother after he was executed in army courts without a trial, will that wife be able to stand up for this army who got widowed by the hands of this army, will that father be able to stand up whose daughter was dishonoured by this army, will that father be able to stand up who is grief stricken lifting up body parts of his children after a drone strike? parts of his children after a drone strike? What is Pakistan s Future then? Pakistan is consisted of several nations. The only reason they got together was the slogan of La ila ha illala. Islam was a strong rope keeping everyone together. But regretfully this dajjalic army has ripped off Islamic roots so badly that hardly any one dares to rise up for La ila ha illala. Analysts are expecting that once India attacks Pakistan, it will be broken into parts. Shiat will surely lean towards Iran, Baloch will rise up for a liberal Balochistan, Sindhi will ask for a separate Sindhu dash, Pushton are Islam friendly and they may side with Islamic elements or parties like ANP may ask for liberation and formation of Pukhtonistan. It has been even said that there is a possibility that public sick of civil govt. and Pakistan army, may surrender to India willingly and accept to become its colony. To put it in a nut shell, the last hope for people of Pakistan are Taliban. Mindyou Taliban are not some kind of aliens but they are the sons of this very nation. They have the blood of this honoured nation. For them whole muslim ummah is like a single nation. If a balochi s blood is shed, Taliban feels the pain, if an innocent Sindhi is hanged Taliban feels rope tightening around their necks, if Punjabis are tortured then Taliban feel as if they are getting tortured, if a Pushton s house gets bombed Taliban do not sleep well in their houses, a drone strike in tribal belt is a drone strike on Taliban, every woman s honour is Taliban s honour. To Taliban the blood of a muslim is more honourable than Kaba. This selfish money hungry army will run away leaving behind the poor people of Pakistan at the mercy of India as has done in past, but Taliban the lions of Islam, Allah s slaves, Prophet Muhammed sws brothers will never leave their people alone as shown by their past record. This army has tortured mujahideen in the worse way possible but Alhamdulillah the soldiers of Allah have never been defeated. Because their call by action is La ila ha illala. Yesterday Taliban s call was shariat ya shahadat ( law of Allah or martyrdom) and today also their call is shariat ya shahadat.

6 BELIEVING WOMEN (English translation of the Pashto bayan of respected Ameer Tehreek e Taliban Pakistan Mulla Fazlulla Khurasani) In the name of Allah the most Merciful, the most Gracious. و رضب اللہ مثال للذین امنو ا امرات فرعون اذ قالت رب ابن عندک بیتا فی الجنۃ و نجنی من فرعون و عملہ و نجنی من القوم الظلمین Respected sisters, Allah is our Creator and our Sustainer. Our Lord, our ilah, our hakim. Our Rab has bestowed on us several bounties and blessings. Just look at how beautiful our body is and every joint has been created beautifully. Look at eyes, nose, hands, feet every part has been created with precision. This is a great blessing on us from Allah swt. Then look around you will see father, mother, sister, brother, husband all these relations are blessings from Allah. Out of all blessings the biggest blessing is belief/ eman. Quran, Hazrat Muhammed sws are great blessings as well. Then hijrat/immigration for sake of Allah, jihad, martyrdom are blessings with so much reward that we cannot imagine. We do not have that much understanding and foresightedness that we can comprehend the blessings and the reward hidden in these great blessings. The truth is we cannot comprehend any of the blessings of Allah. By pondering on Quran and hadith we can grasp the greatness of these blessings. The one who does not know the greatness of these blessings cannot appreciate them. Human being s knowledge about this universe as compare to Allah s knowledge is like the knowledge of a child. To a child everything is known to be a nanay (pushto word for bread), like this our knowledge about the universe is only nanay ; like the knowledge of a child. We cannot comprehend the reward behind the blessing of hijra. This path is the inheritance of Prophets, pious and righteous slaves of Allah. This is the inheritance of their righteous wives as well. Hazrat Ibrahim (a.s) did hijra along with his wife, wives of Prophet Muhammed sws did hijra. The wives of companions of Hazrat Muhammed sws who are popularly entitled as muhajirat (female slaves of Allah doing hijra for sake of Allah), did hijra as well. If we look at the magnificence of Allah Almighty and at the

7 lowliness of our selves we will realize that we sinful slaves have been granted a great blessing in this time of trials and tribulations. There are people present on this earth who better than me but still He chose me. There are much richer, much learned, much intellectual people present, then there are politicians, scientists, generals, famous and respected people present on earth but still He chose me. The matter of fact is that this blessing of hijra and jihad is not granted on basis of wealth, status, knowledge but is bestowed on the blessed, chosen slaves of Allah. Sometimes Allah opens the door for good deeds, a meter runs around the clock for good deeds and a person earns countless rewards. Hijra is an order from Allah, we say in our prayers; ایاک نعبد و ایاک نستعین We only worship You(Allah) and we seek only Your(Allah s) help. O Allah we only worship You, we only obey You and hijra is Your order. Just like we offer prayers and fast, hijra and jihad are also Your commands. Hijra is a form of worship. Jihad is a form of worship and do not forget we have promised Allah to obey all His commands. It is commonly seen that the kinds of worship which are hard on our nature we tend to ignore them and the ones which demand little sacrifice, in which there is no loss of wealth, no leaving off parents, siblings and no loss of life we tend to perform them happily. While the ones in which there is suffering and pain we tend to run away from them. I ask you have we promised Allah to offer worships of our own choice? The truth is that we are slaves and do as we are commanded by our Creator, Lord Allah swt. We have promised ایاک نعبد و ایاک نستعین We only worship You (Allah) and we seek only Your (Allah s) help. O Allah we only worship You, we only obey Your commands. We only want to implement Your law. If in our path of hijra and jihad there is a hurdle we only seek Your help. O Allah we will try our best and we seek Your assistance to achieve our goals and we ask You to steady our steps. Today the verse of Surah Tehreem that I recited talks about the pious wife of Pharaoh Hazrat Asia (a.s). In the example of Hazrat Asia(a.s) there is a role model to be followed both by men and women. It is an example for Hazrat Muhammed sws and it is an example for us as well. Allah asks us to offer obedience like that of Hazrat Asia(a.s) so that we can enter Jannat. Remember when this

8 righteous believing woman pleaded to her Lord; رب ابن لی عندک بیتا فی الجنۃ و نجنی من فرعون و عملہ و نجنی من القوم الظلمین O lord/ O Allah Pharaoh and his ministers are torturing me. Please protect me from their wrath and give me steadfastness on righteous path. O Allah if I have to sacrifice anything on this path then its fine, if I get injured its fine, if I achieve martyrdom its fine. In short, every news in Allah s path is good news. O my respected sisters, You have listened to the story of Pharaoh and Asia a lot of times. Pharaoh was a very oppressive ruler. The fact is that between this sky and earth a lot of disbelievers have passed away and a lot of believers have passed away as well. Pharaoh used to run Egypt according to his will. In today s time even there are Pharaoh s present who are running the states according to their own will ignoring the law of Allah. There is Pharaoh of Egypt, Pharaoh of Tunisia, Pharaoh of Saudi, Pharaoh of Pakistan. Any person who runs the government according to his personal will is known to be a Pharaoh. Democracy, government by personal will are all non-believing systems. Third way of government is governing by will of Allah and is known popularly as system of khilafah. Only this system is the right one and we struggle to implement Allah s law/ sharia. The only reason Allah has created man is to implement Allah s system on earth. To implement Allah s system no sacrifice seems to be a big sacrifice. Allah has been very gracious to us by bestowing on us these blessings of hijra and jihad and has enabled us to follow the sunnah of Prophets and righteous people and made us part of this blessed caravan. This is a great bounty on us from Allah swt and we throughout our lives cannot thank Allah. The Pharaoh of Egypt was very mighty but by command of Allah he was over thrown and revolution came. Allah Almighty is very powerful. He changes the condition of nations. There is not always prosperity and not always poverty. There is not always grief and not always happiness. Victory is not forever and neither defeat remains forever. Night does not stay forever and neither day stays forever. With patience comes help from Allah. After night there comes the day. This is the law of Allah, this is the Sunnah of Allah, whether one likes it or not. In Egypt there was Pharaoh s law in action. Anyone who goes against the law of Pharaoh he used to throw them in jail.

9 There were such hard jails that men and women were thrown down in the well to be stoned to death. At times a big rock was placed at the opening of well and the prisoners used to die slowly but painfully due to hunger. This was the will of Allah that his own wife in his own palace brought eman. Its Allah s will to whom He guides to His path. When belief enters in one s heart nothing matters at all. Wealth, property, family matters no more. The only centre of attention is the thought that love of Allah remains in heart. In front Allah s love everything else is meaningless. Hazrat Asia(a.s) the wife of Pharaoh told him to separate his bed from hers and stay away as long as he does not submit to one Lord and accept law of Allah and His Authority. Pharaoh was shocked. He thought how my own wife can betray me. She got pampered in my palace, I spoiled her, loved her, cared for her and provided her with every possible facility to think of and she now talks to me like this, she listens to Musa (a.s) and not me. Pharaoh threatens Asia and reminds her that do not you know the punishment I give to the ones who bring eman on the Lord of Musa (a.s), I fix long iron nails in the arms and legs. She replies confidently I know it and I have seen it as well. But we have been created by only one Allah and we obey only Him. My respected sisters, The ones who understand Islam always show greater degree of religious honour. Just think Asia is a woman, then a wife of Pharaoh, then a commoner while Pharaoh is the king of Egypt. Under all these three weaknesses she keeps her belief firm and maintains command of Allah. She agrees to sacrifice everything for sake of her emaan. Like Asia we all have to remain firm in our emaan until our death. After death there is no hardship. No fasting, no prayer, no jihad, no zakat. In Jannat everyone is young. My sisters! In Jannat you will be more beautiful than a hoor. Jannat is full of luxuries and pleasures. Jewels, fine dresses, palaces and above all meeting with Allah Almighty. There is prosperity and happiness everywhere in Jannat. Jannat has delicious food. Nothing is forbidden in Jannat. Restrictions of Halal and Haram are only for this worldly life. Pharaoh realized that Asia will not at any cost turn back from her decision. Pharaoh changed the policy. He handed over Asia to his army. He ordered the soldiers to take her to river Nile near a huge rock. When sun is at its zenith lie down Asia on hot sand and place the huge rock on her chest and leave her in this condition until sunset. O my sisters! Please think.

10 This is not a common woman. This is first lady, she is wife of a king, president. Can you imagine the kind of luxuries this woman possesses, imagine her ward robe, her huge palace full of slaves, the extravagant life style she was living. All this she sacrificed for sake of Allah. She gave up all this at a price of eman. What have we sacrificed? may be one of our cheap houses has been destroyed, may be out of multiple food dishes we have lost one or two, this is not a big sacrifice. In return this deen has given us honour. Sisters, to have religious honour is a huge quality, it is not a small thing. Peace comes only by having eman in heart. Coming back to the story of Asia, the soldiers of Pharaoh used to punish Asia every day by making her lie down on burning sand and placing a huge rock on her chest. It continued for 2 months. Imagine the burning sand, a weak woman on her bare back lied down with a huge rock on chest; a big test. But glory to Allah, she remained steadfast. She said I do not accept anyone s law, I only accept Allah s law on Allah s earth. Things were getting unbearable for Pharaoh. Until now public was unaware of this royal scandal. Pharaoh decided to announce this to people and punish Asia in public to make her an example. He announced a big public gathering. When everyone got together he ordered his soldiers to fix long nails in her arms and legs. He gave her a final warning and told her that he wishes to forgive her crime and even provide her with medical care to recover from wounds only if she gives up her eman. This brave mujahida made her connection with Allah swt firm and begged Him to give her strength and shower her with patience and perseverance. She accepted her weak state and feared that what if she deviates from right path, what if she humiliates deen of Allah. Allah s deen is full of honour and pride. The fact is that through the actions of weak, coward men and women deen gets humiliated. If you submit to taghoot than it is a humiliation to deen of Allah. I am surprised that human being does not fear Allah, Allah whose power we witness during floods, earthquakes, volcanoes, but he fears weak beings like himself rather than fearing The Most Powerful; Allah Almighty. Hazrat Asia(a.s) repeatedly begged her Lord; رب ابن لی عندک بیتا فی الجنۃ و نجنی من فرعون و عملہ و نجنی من القوم الظلمین Asia said that I do not need anything from this world. My only wish is to die on emaan. Today do you think wife of a minister, president would think to follow the footsteps of Asia(a.s). This is the wife of Presi-

11 dent would think to follow the footsteps of Asia(a.s). This is the wife of President of Egypt. In those days presidents were not for two or three years but for life time. When the fourth nail was fixed in Asia s feeble body she made the given dua, Allah honoured her dua so much that He even mentioned it in His book Quran to make it an example for people; و رضب اللہ مثال للذین امنو ا امرات فرعون اذ قالت رب ابن عندک بیتا فی الجنۃ و نجنی من فرعون و عملہ و نجنی من القوم الظلمین Hazrat Muhammed sws said that in Jannat Asia will become my wife. What a bargain! She gave up an evil man like Pharaoh for sake of Allah and in return she will be blessed to be the wife of best human being; Nabi sws. She gave up her palace in this world and chose eman in return she will find palaces in Jannat (if Allah wills). In short Allah is a very mighty and whoever struggles for honour of His deen, He blesses him with honour in this world and in the afterlife. My respected sisters, The reason Allah Almighty gave this example is for us to follow it. The female slave of daughter of Pharaoh s also accepted Islam and submitted to One Allah. Often she used to recite Bismilla.. when Pharaoh s daughter realised she asked her if she takes Pharaoh s name? But she replied in negative saying that I only take name of Allah, who is my Lord and Lord of Pharaoh as well. When Pharaoh came to know he punished her by throwing her in boiling oil. She said I accept this punishment for Allah s sake but I request you to bury me and my children remains together under the earth. This brave muslima was martyred before Asia(a.s). O Muslims, Believers have been through such terrible tests and by help from Allah they showed steadfastness. In Islam first martyr was a woman. A muslim woman s religious honour and pride for deen is exemplary. Believing woman are not frightened by accidents, hardships of life but they establish a firm, close connection with Allah. There only wish is that may Allah be pleased with them. How badly was Hazrat Sumayya (a.s) oppressed. The disbelievers only asked her to say that Hazrat Muhammed sws is a liar and this deen is a lie. She refused. Her one leg was tied to a rope and other leg was tied to a rope and then pulled in opposite direction and then cursed Abu Jahal shoved??knife in her vagina. Her body was divided in two halves and she got martyrdom but did not turn back from her belief. Such incidence

12 also happened to our fellow mujahid and he was martyred in the end as well (may Allah raise his ranks). To put it straight this religion cannot be established by enjoying burgers and fried chickens. With eman there comes hardship. If there is no hardship then there is no eman. O my respected believing sisters, First martyr in Islam was a woman; Sumayya, First sacrifice for sake of Allah was given by a woman, Hazrat Khadija, First to comfort Nabi sws was a woman; his wife Hazrat Khadija; First to spend for deen of Allah was a woman; Hazrat Khadija, First to whom Quran was recited was a woman as well; Hazrat Khadija. Allah The Most Merciful has given woman a very high status. Mujahida, muhajira then if father or husband or brother gets martyrdom then even a higher status. In this time of trial and tribulations you have been given a great blessing. Run to secure good deeds. Very less time is left. Any hardship for deen of Allah is in reality not a hardship. Why did Nabi sws asked Allah to prolong his days of hijra, because there is great reward hidden in it. Every day is a worship. In Islam women are given a vry high status. In Surah Nisa Allah has made her a queen of the house. A believing woman is a mujahida, a muhajira. She is such a woman who has religious honour and anyone who has religious honour will never be humiliated in this world and in the afterlife. There are women in American army, in Pakistani army, in Pakistani police. I ask them what honour do you have? Is it a matter of honour that you fight for kuffar? How will you be able to face Hazrat Asia (a.s), Hazrat Sumayya (a.s) at day of judgement. Such actions will make you fall in hell. I ask Allah to make us believing women, I ask Allah to give us ability to do hijra and jihad. I ask Allah to enable us to do good deeds and we make dua that HE accepts our good deeds. (Ameen).

13 MY JOURNEY FROM IGNORANCE TO GUIDANCE By Dr. Khaula Bint Abdul Aziz Airport was over flowing with people. Everyone was rushing to reach a specified destination. As far as I could see there were people who seemed like walking dead bodies with white faces, golden hairs, blue eyes moving like a robot. Every passing moment was getting longer and longer. I had finally said my farewell to dar-ul- kufr. Though I was stricken with fear what if angels take away my soul in this dar-ul-kufr before I could do hijrat. There was another fear hidden in corner of my heart what if the secret agency of this country has noticed me. The warning of my religious teacher was in my mind. She said to me, be careful while leaving the airport, the kuffar are chasing believers like wild dogs anywhere they smell a bit of emaan they attack brutally. Alhamdulillah I got through immigration safely. As soon as I got on the plane I messaged my teacher, very soon I will be out of dar-ul-kufr, I pray to Allah to reward you according to His majesty. May Allah make your dream come true and we meet for jihad in battlefield and if not then we meet at the day of judgement under the shade of the thrown of Allah Almighty. Insha Allah. The aeroplane spread its wings to commence flight, I felt my heart racing, my eyes started overflowing with tears. Head unintentionally bowed down to Allah The Majestic Lord. How to praise the gracious blessings of my Lord; a sinful soul like me was leaving dar-ul-kufr and doing hijrat all by myself for the sake of Allah to the blessed, honoured land of jihad; The Khurasan. I closed my eyes, I felt peace inside, outside all around me. The nine long years I spent in this dar-ul-kufr went in front of my eyes like a movie. After I finished M.B.B.S from Lahore (Pakistan) I went overseas for further studies. Like many others I was also impressed by the pomp and glitter of western civilization and in this dar-ul-kufr went in front of my eyes like a movie. After I finished M.B.B.S from Lahore (Pakistan) I went overseas for further studies. Like many others I was also impressed by the pomp and glitter of western civilization and that s why I all alone took a long trip from one corner of the world to the other corner. My ambition was clear; to get highest education so that I can earn maximum worldly benefits and also to serve Pakistani people and especially Pakistan Army to the best of my abilities. To understand why I thought like this? You have to take a glance in to my past. I was born and brought up in an army household. My father was an officer in Pakistan Army. Most of the families of Pakistan army are leading an un-islamic and western way of life and why not when their education syllabus is based on Islam enmity and friendship of taghoot. Since I was a child I thought of prayer, fasting, hajj as the only deen. When I noticed injustice, oppression, and class system in the society I was restless and my eyes looked for a system of life that can take humanity out of this plight and give a respectful way of life. Regretfully, I instead of reading and understanding Islam thought of it as a deen comprising of only some forms of worships and rituals, hence I rejected it completely and as a result I missed out on the blessings which I could have enjoyed otherwise. I embarked on a journey of exploring different civilizations, I was locked up on western civilization. I thought that the solution of all the problems faced by my beloved homeland and other muslim countries was hidden in following the footsteps of kuffar and following

14 this dajjalic civilization. Sadly and very sadly I took my enemies as my friends. So that s why I flew overseas. I saw this british created army very closely. I got my education from Army Public School. I have no doubt that these schools with their education system based on secularism are actually factories to produce enemies of Islam like Musharraf, Kiyyani and Benazir. The secular teachers in these schools ripped me off from the remnants of Islam and made me more detached from Allah and His commands. The free gender mixing in the school played a major role in my and other students moral destruction. Moreover the army way of life in which class system plays a major role was engraved on our minds from day one. Teachers used to treat students according to their fathers ranks, higher the rank of your father more luxuries and respect given to that student even we used to treat each other like that.in short, prideful thinking gains its roots from day one in the minds of students. In short, Pakistan Army was portrayed as national and Islamic heroes. We were taught in these schools that western countries like America, Australia, England are nurturing exemplary societies and their characters (like Helen Keller, Darwin,etc )are also to be followed. From day one we are trained to accept greatness of kuffar and to offer complete submission to kuffar and their ways. We are made to believe that the only way of survival in this world is to bow down to the disbelieving powers. Whatever thirst I had for Islam was quenched with so called lessons of Islamic Studies. I still remember my Islamic Studies teacher was a female and she never did proper hijab and she never inquired from us about our salaat, fasting and other obligatory duties. Later we grown up girls were taught Islamic studies by a Maulvi from army (you can understand well what Islam we learnt from an army Maulvi). Aeroplane was quickly covering vast distances while my mind started covering the distances of my past. Why was I for such a long period under the false impression that Pakistan Army is fighting for Islam and Pakistan, this question tears me apart that why did I think of Pakistan Army as an Islamic, high character and???ba gharat army. Since 2001 the way Pakistan Army has played a vital role in ripping off Islamic roots and supporting enemies of Allah; it would have been clear to a wakeful mind that this is a dajjalic army. So, why was I so ignorant? I like many others thought of soldiers of Pakistan army as mujahideen and took mujahideen as terrorists. May be because anyone related to Pakistan army in any way gets brain washed and is made to believe that what dajjalic media says is true. The secular syllabus in army schools, in army academies will obviously bring out such people who are believers and followers of falsehood. In outside world the media makes one to believe that Pakistan army is fighting for Islam and mujahideen are agents of India and jews. This was my upbringing in secular schools and colleges of army (civil schools and colleges are more or less the same).my house was in army cantt. One getting in the cantt from civil cities finds himself in a new world. There is marked difference between the two sides. Army cantts which were supposed to be the centres of army training and planning have been turned into centres of enjoyment, luxuries and western ways. At day time there are cries of yes sir, yes sir in the units and at night time there are club parties, musical nights (where exactly those juniors who are saying yes sir, yes sir are danc-

15 ing on foreign beats with the adult sons and daughters of their officers) then there are tambola nights and many more activities mimicking kuffar. What surprised me the most was that the army who calls itself mujahideen-e- Khurasan is the one leading a full blown life of kuffar. Moreover, what made me more detached from Pakistan army was the class system. The status of a sepoy in army is no better than a pet dog. A Taliban Commander once said, In Pakistan army the officers are treated like barhamans and sepoys are treated like shudars. The toilets of officers are better than the barracks of sepoys. Sepoys are the most dumb creation on earth, they lose their world and after life for few pennys. They suffer the most and are rewarded the least. To put it in a nut shell, because of all these shortcomings I lost my trust on Pakistan army. But the truth is that since I could not find any uprising around me against this system of kuffar,i kept quiet. Also, if anyone did try to raise a voice than it was considered as Islam enmity, an attempt to destabilise Pakistan and was harshly quietened. Even when in 2001 this army openly allied with America and helped to dismantle Islamic Emirates of Afghanistan, I still continued to be its firm supporter. Why I and many others acted this way and why still many are acting this way? To answer it I would like to shed light on the role of dajjalic media. Before Americans set foot on Afghanistan soil they went on a fierce media war against Islamic Emirates of Afghanistan and started character assassinating Taliban and their leaders. They characterised Taliban as enemies of humanity, barbaric and brutal killers. Islamic Emirates of Afghanistan was made to appear like a centre of terrorism and a hide out for terrorists. Again and again security council in united Nations started passing bills supporting a powerful strike against Afghanistan. A state of emergency was announced, attack on twin towers was made to look like attack on humanity. Although the simplest Pakistani knew America was an enemy to Islam but still through talk shows, current news it was instilled in the minds of people that America is an invincible power and all other nations are nothing without America. Our life and death is in the hands of America. To put it right, American statue was erected in National Assembly hall and all Generals and politicians bowed down to it. Under this atmosphere of terror the lower class in Army and public in Pakistan unthinkably followed Generals and politicians and submitted to the biggest taghoot of our times ; America. I have no doubt that after what happened in Afghanistan, in Lal masjid( Red mosque) there was any doubt in Pakistan Army s anti-islamic role but still many including my sinful self, kept on praising and supporting Pakistan Army. I think the fact is that in every period difficulty is not in recognising the haq (truth) but the main difficulty is in following it! The most frequently asked question from me is that how did I journey from ignorance to guidance. In fact I was looking for this U turn for years. As I said before, I was looking for a way of life that can free humanity from the clutches of injustice and oppression and provide with a society full of justice, a peaceful heaven where human beings can use their abilities in constructive way. Very quickly I made a remarkable progress in the land of kuffar. After entering into physician training( final exams before heading to become a specialist in any particular field) I soon completed it successfully. Most of my training was in heart. From day one I was impressed by the working and structuring of heart. Most of the times

16 standing in cath lab (a place to perform angioplasties) I used to ponder on heart s functioning and millions of blood vessels surrounding a small lump of meat we call heart. How it pumps blood throughout the whole body. The thought of Creator of this heart at times made me shiver with fear of His magnificence. At that time I was unaware of its role in Islam. How as per a hadith if this small lump of meat is right on taqwa then whole body is directed on the righteous path and if it is spoiled then all deeds are spoiled. It is true that current medicine is unable to fully understand human body, its diseases and various cures only because it is devoid of true knowledge; Quraan and hadith. Does the One Who Created know not? Moreover whenever I used to see disbelievers on death bed my heart trembled. Hopeless, dark eyes, fear of death, sad that the world they did everything for left them alone facing death, also the dear ones walked away from them. This was a pathetic, miserable end of disbelievers on death bed. A patient of mine was admitted in blood cancer ward. As per his blood reports and health condition we gave him few days to live. Every day when I used to enter his room for regular check-ups he used to say, doctor, nine days left. Then next day he said, eight days left and finally he died miserably. His hopeless, fearful eyes made my heart tremble with fear. Since then while driving, often the hopelessness and fear in his eyes used to come in front of me, sinking deeply down my heart and in those dark moments I had an irresistible urge to drown myself in the river. Then in those dark moments I used to remember Allah swt in my heart and beg Him to take me out of the darkness of ignorance into the lights of guidance. I am sick of this deceitful, worthless world. But more and more world and its luxuries were coming to me. Due to my extraordinary performance I was given P.H.D scholarship in which I was meant to do research on heart and its cells. The world was in my hand, wealth, respect, fame you name it I had it all. The mission I left Pakistan for seemed to be accomplished better than I expected. But still there was some other thirst left to be quenched. I felt empty from inside. There was something missing, day by day the darkness inside my heart was getting more and more. To make myself happy I decided to go on a world tour. My goal was to seek peace and happiness. But alas! In every corner I found greed, immorality and desire worshiping. Human being was worse than an animal. Today those who are running after the world and have forgotten the afterlife, they should learn a lesson from my story. At that time my one hand bag was about 2 lakh rupees, my shoes were worth 1 lakh rupees, my clothes used to be for 1 or 2 lakhs, by air trip for me was like a trip on bicycle. White men and women used to stand outside my clinic respectfully waiting for their turn to be seen. In short, if the life of this world was the source of happiness I should be the most happiest person on the entire planet. But reality was quite opposite. I was the most miserable, morally shallow, restless, unhappy person on the entire planet and the main reason was the continuous mind battle between evil and good. Day used to pass while treating disbelievers while my nights were occupied by high class dinner parties and night clubs. But the thought that I am leading a purposeless, below humanity level life never left me. My colleagues and friends around me seemed to be very happy and content with this purposeless life, may be because they had buried their consciousness. Finally, I decided to return back to Islam my parental religion and I turned towards mosques.

17 Actually I was looking for a living practising character who can be an example for me to follow. But as Our beloved Prophet Hazrat Muhammed sws warned us the worst creature on earth in last times will be the miss guided scholars, I found them more in love with the world and away from true spirit of Islam. Desperately I started jewish and Christian scriptures but soon found their teachings unacceptable to a sound mind and impractical. I in utter desperation turned to Allah Almighty, The Listener, The Knower. I was on my knees and begged, I know in my heart you are the Creator and Owner of everything please guide me to the path of your pleasure, guide me to the life which is in true sense a life and take me out of this miserable life. Here I would like to mention few more incidences which resulted in my repentance. Once a woman got admitted in my ward, she had blood cancer. Her face was terribly dark and terrified. As per me and my team s analysis her health was getting better. One day like usual I entered her room for regular check-ups and found her trembling with fear. I asked her the reason for fear. She said they have come to take me away, time of my death is near. I was surprised because there had been no one in her room since morning, I inquired who came to take you away. Don t worry as per your medical reports you are getting better. But she screamed no they will come again, I am dying and no one can save me now. I gave her anti-psychotics and sleeping pills. That night she died and I was told by the doctor on-call that she had a terrible end time, at the time of death there was froth coming out of her mouth and she kept on choking for hours. This disbeliever lady as witnessed went through an excruciatingly painful sakra( time when soul is leaving the body). I was going crazy thinking who was in her room? and what did she see? How she was so certain of her death? I had no answer. But the torture on death bed, hopelessness in her eyes, fear of unknown, loneliness, it all made me think! Now I was continuously under fear of death. Then I also noticed that as soon as a disbeliever dies, a filthy stench comes out of dead body which is unbearable for the doctor and even for dead body s relatives. Sakra (when soul leaves the body) goes on for days at times. I also worked in Psychiatric department. The suicide rate is very high in disbelievers. Mental illnesses, depression are very common. Apparently normal looking individuals turned out to be big psychopath, depressive personalities. They looked happy from outside but they poured out their hearts to me, telling me how unhappy, depress, hopeless, restless they are in their lives. They told me that they find life very purposeless, living just like animals, fulfilling their needs and that s all. At last I was able to see the real horrible face of this modern civilization. I was shocked to realize that I was running after this garbage. Actually this capitalistic system made by dajjal s followers is meant to make rich richer and poor even poorer. If you have power you own the world and then there are no rules, no morals to be followed. This current system is designed to give the control of world s resources to a few monsters. They want to enslave the humanity. Democracy is a statue built by these evil souls and they make humanity to worship the statue of democracy just as Laat and Uzza were worshiped by Arabs centuries ago. Democracy is used as a tool to keep these evil humans in power and constitution is used to give security to the government of these evil dictators. I knew deep down that if I can read all those humongous medical books then

18 reading and pondering on Quran is no more difficult for me. Quran is book of Allah, that s why only Quran and Hadith (sayings of Prophet sws) can direct us to a good life and good ending. Here I would like to mention that with older age Allah swt gave my parents ability and strength to repent and revert back to their Creator Allah swt. They started continuously asking me to repent and read and understand Quran, but may be my wild conscious needed a kick! I did try many times to leave the satanic, godless, moral less, purposeless, soul less life I was living but every time my rising career and ignorant friends pulled me back. At last my mental sickness appeared in the form of physical illness. I became extremely sick with some kind of intestinal disease. Diagnosis was hovering between cancer and crohn s disease. In short I was too sick to work. I wrote to hospital that I cannot come back to work for an unlimited period of time. Ironically, this sickness came to me as a relief from my crazy routine of life. I left work I left all my friends, and made myself alone only in Allah s company. Hence, this illness was a help from Allah. The night I was taken for a small surgery I humbly bowed down to Allah and prayed, O my Lord, O Ar Rehman, O Ar Raheem I beg you to please take me out of this desire and satan worshiping life and make me to only submit to you, O The Highest, O The Majestic Lord. In extreme pain I did a sajda ( bowing down head ), to tell you the truth I never before felt this much peace and pleasure in my life. I did bow down to Allah but look at my height of ignorance I could not remember the tasbih ( subhan-a-rabial-alah) a muslim does in sajda. May be my readers are surprised to know this but the truth is, the children of politicians, generals, industrialists in muslim world are all like me or even worst, and why not when their main goal is to destroy Islam and become prime supporters of army of dajjal. This is a punishment for them from Allah for betraying His Message and Messenger. Alhamdulillah I did realize how I betrayed Islam and hence kept on asking for forgiveness from The Most Forgiving Lord. I repented to Him again and again and begged Him to accept my repentance. You would not be able to imagine that after only few days of my repentance I was re-examined in the hospital to know extant of disease and my physicians were shocked to know that my almost 90% of ulcers were healed, a miracle! But I knew why my ulcers healed so soon. So I was certain that my repentance has been accepted The Most Merciful Lord. This is the sunnah of Allah swt that whoever is looking for the right path ( sirat-ul-mutaqeem), Allah shows him the right path and helps to guide him to the entire truth. This is only to make truth clear for the guidance seeker and to a hypocrite it will be an evidence against him on day of judgement. I put on a small head cover and a tight long abaya (gown) thinking this is the right hijab. I continued work in the hospital, offered prayers regularly in a small mosque in my hospital. I kept on being very nice and kind to non-muslims thinking this is the right deen and this is the right way of dealing with kuffar. I disliked Taliban and thought they are extremist, terrorist group with some horrible motives. Whenever I went back to Pakistan, I found army officers thinking on the same line as I was. They used to tell me the terroristic, barbaric activities of Taliban (later I came to know they all were lies made up by them to destroy the image of mujahideen of Islam). In deep ignorance I was thinking like them, such as, by our kind treatment and dawah inshallah all kuffar will one day accept Islam. Musharraf became an

19 ally to America and did agreement with America just as Nabi sws did treaties with kuffar in his time. We are going through the Makki period and now dawah has a major role not jihad by sword. Taliban are agents of hindus and jews and enemies of state and they are using word sharia to fulfil their ulterior motives. These were regretfully my thoughts. Moreover, I was convinced that Taliban ill treated women and looked down upon them, it is widely propagated through media and ISPR that Taliban treat women worse than they treat animal. Taliban s wives are dumb and illiterate and they have accompanied their husbands on this path of hijrat and jihad only because they fear them and not for the sake and love of Allah. I used to listen to the false stories of taliban s barbaric actions and atrocities, all this propaganda against Taliban made me hate them and sparked a desire inside me to help Pakistan army and destroy Taliban. At that time I thought of Pakistan army as the only messiah; however, there was a continuous battle going on in my mind and I was not satisfied with what I heard in army circles and in media. Just by having a superficial glance on teachings of quran and sunnah I came to know that I have not completely submitted to Allah. I did not feel like a believer from inside but like a hypocrite. Then I have closely seen the un Islamic way of life of army officers. I could not come to believe that Pakistan army in any way is standing for sharia. I was surprised that how Taliban with very scarce resources, poor condition and insignificant in number, fight against the sixth biggest army of the world and even after pouring out all their resources and carrying out several operations this army is still unable to wipe them out. I kept on thinking that what is the real power behind the high spirits, strength and steadfastness of Taliban on this mission. I also ended up witnessing the bombardment of Pakistan armed forces aircrafts in Waziristan. Secondary to drone attacks almost 400 children got martyred in tribal belt. I soon realized that Pakistan army and politicians are busy in promoting and implementing democracy. They have not tried to implement law of Allah but instead they have always tortured and silenced the supporters of sharia. I found army officers and wives of army officers saying in their private gatherings that sharia has become old and impractical and we should bring in laws and ways of kuffar in our lives in order to bridge the gap between east and west. Meaning that our aim is to please kuffar and not to please Allah. I was in a confused state once again. The path that I considered to be the right one turned out to be deviated somehow. I found myself prostrating to Allah again and begging, O The One Who shows the right path, O I call you the One Who is the Knower of Seen and Unseen please I beg You to guide me to the path of the righteous and show me the way to earn Your Pleasure, bless me with the knowledge that can enlighten my path and take me from ignorance to guidance. Allah The Most Merciful Lord sent a very pious, practising religious teacher to me in midst of ignorance. I not only found her practising Islam to its fullest but also propagating the implementation of sharia in the lives of muslims. She taught me from the littlest thing like cleanliness up to the biggest thing like jihad; peak of emaan. For two consecutive years not only I learnt quran and hadith from her but all praise to Allah I saw a practical example in her character. The fact is that even before my respected teacher came into my life I was on the path of truth but still a bit

20 confused about some serious matters and through her Allah cleared all my confusion. Just to wind up the story of my flourishing career I ended up losing it completely for good, because I started doing proper Islamic hijab (covering face) I was no more welcomed. Alhamdulilla! My feet trembled down the way and I felt going back to ignorance at times, shaytan tried its best, my lower self also pulled me back to the life of sin but may Allah be pleased with my respected, dearest teacher who triedwww her best effort with me and patiently and wisely stayed beside me. Apart from learning religion I was busy with my teacher in serving local muslim community, especially helping the muslim women to learn religion and bring it in practise in their lives and the lives of their families. In short what really inspired me the most is the status of women in Islam. Allah swt is our Creator and only He knows best what is good for us. Man has been given a status higher than woman but as a family leader he is the one answerable to Allah. Contrary to this woman is like an assistant to a man in household affairs. The heavy burden of responsibilities of earning livelihood, providing the family etc, has been taken off from her shoulders. Duties are less and hence in accordance to that she is given less rights, balancing them both. Man has more responsibilities and hence given more rights over wife. Woman has been kept with all sorts of luxuries. Before marriage she is under her father s strong shade, after marriage in her husband she finds a strong supporter and protector. In short love and protection is what she finds throughout her life in an Islamic household. To talk about actions, it is clear that man and woman both are equally responsible for their actions and they will be answerable in akhira. The one who has done a good deed will be rewarded according to that and the one who has earned evil will for sure see it in end. For that reason the wives of apostates should think before they follow blindly their husbands because they will be punished for their actions by Allah, The Reckoner. Apart from learning religion I was busy with my teacher in serving local muslim community, especially helping the muslim women to learn religion and bring it in practise in their lives and the lives of their families. In short what really inspired me the most is the status of women in Islam. Allah swt is our Creator and only He knows best what is good for us. Man has been given a status higher than woman but as a family leader he is the one answerable to Allah. Contrary to this woman is like an assistant to a man in household affairs. The heavy burden of responsibilities of earning livelihood, providing the family etc, has been taken off from her shoulders. Duties are less and hence in accordance to that she is given less rights, balancing them both. Man has more responsibilities and hence given more rights over wife. Woman has been kept with all sorts of luxuries. Before marriage she is under her father s strong shade, after marriage in her husband she finds a strong supporter and protector. In short love and protection is what she finds throughout her life in an Islamic household. To talk about actions, it is clear that man and woman both are equally responsible for their actions and they will be answerable in akhira. The one who has done a good deed will be rewarded according to that and the one who has earned evil will for sure see it in end. For that reason the wives of apostates should think before they follow blindly their husbands because they will be punished for their actions by Allah, The Reckoner. In western soci-

21 ety woman has become only a money earning machine, a sexual object, and a product to be sold in the market. For a quite long time I kept on praising western society thinking that it has taken a woman to some high status but soon I realized that freedom of women in reality is enslavement of woman. All this is done to make woman an active part of the society who can bring in maximum capitalism. I while working in that money driven society felt that I was forced to work like men, there was no gender respect. Woman has become like a football kicked in and out by men, or society, she has lost her natural personality and is trying to fit in a mould as designed by the society. As a result she has lost all her pride and dignity and why not so, if she is trying to please the society at the cost of displeasing Allah, then this is her miserable fate; losing this world and the after world. Although in western society I was part of their elite class but still I never got real respect. Eyes full of greed and lust kept on following me. Alhamdulilla only a niqab (face cover for muslim woman) gave me respect in the eyes of muslims and kuffar. On one side I saw the shallow baseless western culture and on the other side soon after I started doing niqab I saw hate in the eyes of kuffar for me. Their treatment with me was derogative. In shopping centres I was openly given titles like O sister of Osama, O terrorist, O bloody muslim. Once a white old man shouted at me in the middle of grocery store, you bitch, go back to your country. People around me heard it but remained indifferent. I would like to give this message to my muslim sisters and brothers residing in kuffar countries that they should stop day dreaming. If they are under the false impression that they are practising Islam and kuffar are still very pleased with them and they can bring kuffar to Islam by their kind treatment a, then they are absolutely wrong. Because Allah says in quran to Hazrat Muhammed sws that kuffar will never be pleased with you unless you give up your deen and follow what they follow. Muslims in western world have actually given up part of their deen to please kuffar. To work a muslim woman has to give up niqab and compromise with gender free mixing. Above all they have to give up not even physical jihad but stay from talking about it. Jihad; a must obligation just like prayer and fasting. A man once came to Hazrat Muhammed sws and said I will do everything but I cannot give zakat and perform jihad. Nabi sws replied that then how will you enter Jannah. As per honourable Sheikh Anwar Al Awlaki (r.a) soon darul kufar will become concentration camps for muslims. So think before it s too late and migrate and do jihad. Coming back to my story, it were not only lands of kuffar that became centre of abuse for me but I was also not welcomed in my own country. In the name of security check I was forced to take off niqab in public, on Malaysian airport same thing happened. There were many women in front of me with face cover. They were with their husbands. They easily took off niqabs in public and showed off their faces to the security officer. When my turn came I refused and asked to be taken to a private room with a woman officer. They simply said to me, we are muslims and those women who went before you are also good muslims. You consider yourself more pious than others, you are following wrong version of Islam. I was in no position to argue but I did not compromise on niqab, she wanted to humiliate me anyway, so asked me to sit down under her desk and then take off niqab. I did it telling her at least no man can see me here.

22 Very soon I realised that while residing in dar-ul-kufar I cannot fully practise Islam. I decided to follow the practise of Prophets of Allah and do hijrat to an Islamic country, at that time dumbly I thought of Saudi Arabia as a fort of Islam. Today entire world knows the hypocrisy of family of Saud and their betrayal of Islam. In my ignorance I spent all my efforts making sure I immigrate to Saudi Arabia for good. In my prayers for hours I used to pray to Allah to make this dream come true. Allah says in Quran that human being is by nature hasty. In his hastiness he makes wrong decisions. My Islamic teacher used to tell me to be patient, she told me sister, listen a man is hasty and in his hastiness he asks Allah swt for some small blessing because his vision is narrow, while Allah wants to bless him with something better and greater. So true! I at that time did not know that Allah due to His extreme Mercy and Grace wants to bestow on me something very great. JIHAD! Allah wants to take me to the peak of Eman jihad. The peak where one gets after years of sacrifices and struggles, Alhamdulilla I was very blessed to get there so quick and so soon. He is The Majestic Lord, The Powerful it is His will to grant a jew with such a guidance that as soon as he proclaims qalima ( la ila ha illalla), he runs in the rows of kuffar and becomes a martyr. The magicians of Pharoah accepted Islam in an instant as soon as they saw miracle of Musa (a.s) and prostrated to Allah. The truth is that a true repentance and tears shed in that state of regret and grief can take a person to the vastness of Jannat. I in my ignorance and with little knowledge thought doing hijrat to Saudi Arabia is best for my emaan, but in the heavens the decision of my hijrat to the land of jihad was already taken. The last two Ayas of Surah Al Ahzab changed my life : Trust is the law of Allah that is sharia. We have been asked by Allah to first implement law of Allah in our lives and then on this earth. The mountains were asked to lift this trust but they refused. Human being due to his ignorance took up this trust considering the reward but not the punishment inflicted as a result of not properly carrying this trust, in haste and in ignorance man lifted up this trust. But due to mercy of Allah Holy Books and Prophets were sent down so that humanity can be guided. The ones who follow the guidance will be rewarded and the ones who are hypocrites will be punished. Realization of this fact brought a hurricane in my life. O my Allah, forgive your slave. I am carrying such a huge trust and I promised you before being sent down on this earth that You are my only Lord and I will only obey/ worship You. At the day of judgement I will not be asked whether I finished my medical degrees or not but I will be asked about this TRUST! I with a trembling figure stood in front of Allah swt. I offered nafal s for repentance. I accepted my sin, O Allah I accept my negligence in carrying this trust. I betrayed You. I am Your sinful slave and I seek Only Your protection from the punishment destined for hypocrites. I in my heart promised Allah that I will from now onwards will carry this trust with full sincerity and ability. In the light of sayings of Hazrat Muhammed sws I knew there is a group called Taif-a-tul mansoora ( the victorious sect) who will always carry the message of La ila ha illala and raise the kalima and fight to make it supreme. I with a trembling figure stood in front of Allah swt. I offered nafal s for repentance. I accepted my sin, O Allah I accept my negligence in carrying this trust. I betrayed You. I am Your sinful slave and

23 I seek Only Your protection from the punishment destined for hypocrites. I in my heart promised Allah that I will from now onwards will carry this trust with full sincerity and ability. In the light of sayings of Hazrat Muhammed sws I knew there is a group called Taif-a-tul mansoora ( the victorious sect) who will always carry the message of La ila ha illala and raise the kalima and fight to make it supreme. Now to find out where is this victorious sect? It is very easy. All over media this sect is considered as disbeliever s first and foremost enemy. I firmly decided to do hijra and join the victorious sect no matter how far I have to go. My thoughts were interrupted by telephone bell. I took up the receiver. On the other side a man in Arabic accent told me excitedly, Your documents have been accepted by the Saudi Prince. You can come to our country to work as a doctor and also study deen in the best university. You will be given high standard facilities. I replied peacefully but firmly, I no more aspire for this job. The man on the telephone surprisingly inquired, but why?. I said, what I aspire to do cannot be done in Saudi Arabia. I hung up. I decided firmly to immigrate to Khurasan. I prayed to Allah to help me to join victorious sect. There remained no doubt in my mind that Pakistan army in reality is American army. The only difference is of uniform and pay. Taliban are army of Allah whose only mission is to implement sharia on earth and make deen of Allah superior to all other beliefs. They are waging war to wipe out the followers and supporters of shaytan whose only mission is to enslave humanity for their worldly gains, misguide humanity and make it a fuel of fire. I was under extreme mental stress thinking that how I will all by myself do this hijra to an unknown land, land of unfamiliar people, unfamiliar culture and unfamiliar tongue. It has been a long time since I left Pakistan, I could not even remember address to my parents house then how would I be able to immigrate to Khurasan all alone and join the ranks of mujahideen. All these and many more questions drove me crazy. Then by mercy of Allah swt my respected teacher comforted me. She told me that in Ghazwe-a-tabooq Prophet sws was short of animals for transportation and it was a long tiresome journey. Some companions of Prophet begged him to take them also. But Prophet sws refused as he was unable to provide them with animals. These companions in their despair went back home shedding tears. Allah loved their tears shed sincerely for sake of Allah, He mentioned in quran that although they did not join but their reward is due with Allah. So she explained to me that if I am unable to get to my destination still for my intention I will be rewarded inshallah. Moreover, if Allah can bless me with Islam in midst of kuffar than its easy for Him to take me to the land of Islam. One day listening to the report of a news channel I found out about the respected leader of Tehrik-e-Taliban Pakistan; Mulla Fazlullah Khurasani. The kuffar in that report called him an iron man. A man who wishes to run the valley of swat by an iron fist. They characterised him to be harsh for kuffar and soft towards terrorists (mujahideen). I thought in today s time anyone who stands up against kuffar and stands for mujahideen, can only be a member of victorious sect. I prayed to Allah swt that, O my Lord, make me soft for mujahideen and harsh for kuffar. Help me to join the caravan of Mulla Fazlulla Khurasani; the seeker of truth( subhanallah with in 1 year of doing hijra I met Mulla Fazlulla Khuraasani and gave him pledge of allegiance). My father back in Pakistan was quite worried by my dras-

24 tically changing life. Due to fatherly affection he was concerned that what if I would leave the circle of Islam as quickly as I entered it. But there was something else that was bothering him. I started asking him frequently regarding the anti-islamic role of Pakistan army and the oppression in tribal belt on command of America. Then one day while I was doing research on internet, I saw the videos of Pakistan army s shameful Lal masjid operation. I read and saw the brutal cold blooded murders of underage girls and boys. I remember for days I could not stop crying looking at pictures of my muslim sisters in black abayas and niqabs with nothing more than thin sticks in their hands facing tanks, machine guns and helicopters belonging to no other than their own muslim army. I was ashamed at myself for not knowing about this tragic event for so many years. I with kuffar, with Pakistan army (their killers) continued enjoying my life while my sisters were getting bombed, gunned down, raped, imprisoned; and why? Because they demanded implementation of law of Quran and sunnah in Pakistan; the very country which was liberated in the name of La ila ha illala. I immediately called my dad in Pakistan. I asked him, dad, is this true that army attacked innocent students of jamia hafsa and bombed them because their only demand was implementation of sharia?. My dad went silent and after a long pause sternly replied, darling daughter, this operation did happen but I have no details. I said salaam and hung up! I was very confused regarding the role of Pakistan army in Lal masjid operation. I was going crazy to find out the truth. I had this silly desire to interview a girl who was actually present in jamia during this whole operation. I knew it was nearly impossible but still I continued asking Allah for it. I even asked my sister who was in Pakistan to find out the truth for me. But she bluntly refused telling me to give up this crazy thought. She said jamia hafsa is a terrorist hide out and they are enemies of the state, my relationship with them can be harmful. I did not believe her at all. How can be the ones who love Allah and His Prophet sws and only demand sharia in Pakistan, become enemies of the state. I prostrated to Allah swt again and begged Him to guide me to the truth. With passage of the time I started feeling isolated from rest of the family. They thought of my jihadi thinking extremism while I thought of their secular thinking anti-islamic. The gap was wide. In those days I was under lot of stress. I knew my mission is to fight taghoot and support hizbullah(army of Allah) but I was too scared to go back home. I was afraid that love of my parents could distract me from my mission. Shaytan laid down different traps for me. He scared me that what if army knows about my mission and arrests me, the way they kidnapped sister Afia and others. I was tired. I begged Allah swt to guide me to the right path and show me truth and falsehood clearly and help me to follow the truth. But my emaan was weak and trust in Allah may be a little shaky. Shaytan made me give up this plan. But I really wanted to fight the taghoot and help free mankind from slavery. So I decided to do hijra to Syria; which was a newly started battlefield with lot of young muslim blood pouring in. My best friend s husband was in Syria. I asked her to contact him to arrange for my hijra and find a hospital where I can treat wounded women and kids. My respected teacher was not really happy with my decision. She insisted that I should immigrate to Pakistan as they are my own people and I can do jihad there better. Also where ever there is jihad

25 today, somehow the roots come from Khurasan. I simply told her that I am too scared to go back home and also I have no one who can take me to Khurasan. I told her my plan is to eventually move back to Khurasan when I am able. After lot of effort plans were finalised and all arrangements were done for me to immigrate to Syria, I was told even about a well-equipped hospital to work in. But then I was told that I have to marry an arab mujahid who is my friend s husband s mate. I was shocked and simply refused to go ahead. I was afraid to spoil my intention. I wanted my intention purely for sake of Allah and not for marriage. Apparently all my plans looked impossible. But honestly inside my heart I found peace and tranquillity. The more difficulties and problems I faced the more sweeter emaan tasted and the more steadfastness I felt in my path. My heart found peace in remembrance of Allah. Allah says if you fear me, obey me and observe patience I will guide you and make your steps firm on truth. My intention was to do jihad with life and wealth until I get martyrdom or Allah s law becomes established. My efforts were exclusively for the sake of Allah. Today while residing in land of jihad and actively participating to raise the flag of La ila ha illa la when I look back and remember those times I feel immensely thankful to Allah The Most Merciful Lord and feel my heart full of His Love. On suggestion of my respected teacher I drowned myself in Islamic literature, when mind is full of knowledge and heart is full of words of Allah then shaytan and ones lower self hardly find a way to bring in doubts. Empty mind and heart are devil s workshop. Alhamdulilla I also got introduced to respected Sayyid Qutb s( may Allah accept his martyrdom)work. The way he lifted up the curtain and showed the real ugly face of western civilization hardly anyone had been able to do it. He emphasised on the vital need of going back to the basics of Islam and finding examples in the character and life of Hazrat Muhammed sws. He established that the only survival of humanity is in implementation of law of Allah on earth. Such a leader, scholar, thinker is a great blessing of Allah swt on us. It comes in a hadith that a person eagerly prays for something but if the prayer is not listened he loses patience and becomes desperate. Although Nabi sws said that Allah was about to accept the prayer but the person loses heart and gives up praying. I sitting, standing, lying kept on praying to Allah, begging Him to take me out of this land of kuffar to the land of jihad. On internet when I used to see the videos of Taliban s successful attacks on American soldiers I felt more inclined to fly to Khurasan. Keeping in mind saying of Hazrat Muhammed sws I never stopped praying to Allah. My respected teacher had to urgently fly overseas for some reason. After her I left alone. No one to talk to. I locked myself up in the room fearing that if I went outside a trial can inflict me. Moreover, I had not worked for almost 1 and a half years, hence, my pockets were getting empty. Living with in the boundary of sharia I found it impossible to find a job. At times of desperation I felt like contacting my family back in Pakistan but then gave up the idea that my family does not understand my thinking. My parents due to natural love for me were worried about my current state of poverty, they could not come to terms with the fact that I have given up my thriving career, if they knew my plans of hijra, they would surely have a heart attack. I did not tell them my plans of hijra and jihad. A Pakistan army officer s daughter in the ranks of Taliban this heading for sure would have resulted in my father s

26 embarrassment and defame. I think our lives run under the main heading what will people say, everything we do we strive to impress people, to please people, I wish if we can be worried about what Allah will say, what is the pleasure of Allah, this is the heading that should be encompassing our entire life and escape from it is impossible. Anyhow my emaan was weak and decision shaky, but He is also a Loving Lord to people like me. Allah swt answered my prayers and a telephone call fixed my problem. Still I am not sure that whether it was a real person or Allah sent angels and helped me in a miraculous way. What happened was that I received a phone call. The girl on the other side told me that she is calling me from Pakistan. She said that she is teaching quran to sisters on skype. I was surprised that how come she called me from Pakistan to the other corner of the world and knew I am Pakistani. God knows what I was thinking, I quickly asked her, do you know an alima(qualified teacher to teach Islam) from Jamia Hafsa? She said, Of course I know a very nice teacher from Jamia Hafsa. I insisted that I want to study only from her. Soon on the other side I heard a polite Asalam O alaiykum sister. She told me she has spent good long years in Jamia Hafsa. I lost my patience; and went on with my inquiry. Sister, please tell me what really happened in Jamia Hafsa when Pakistan army attacked in cold blood? She without hesitation gave me more than what I expected. She said, sister, the bombardment of bombs, showering of bullets from every direction, rivers of blood in the jamia, the humiliation of Book of Allah in the house of Allah and on the earth of Allah is what actually happened in those long, dark days of oppression. Sister, this unimaginable oppression was not done by holders of cross but by so-called Muslim army who prayed, who gave zakat, who performed Hajj. What was our crime? We raised voice to implement sharia on the earth of Allah. The fact is from day one Pakistan army has stood in opposition to the call of sharia. Sister, disbelievers are not against our fasting, performing Hajj, offering prayers but they cannot tolerate when we struggle to implement law of Allah on earth of Allah because it threatens their empowerment of entire humanity, we want to implement law of Allah because we want to free humanity from the slavery of taghoot and take humanity back to the submission to their Creator, Lord, Allah swt. I told her that I at times feel weak and unable to walk down this path. She reminded me, if we both man and woman would not work to implement law of Allah and make qalima of Allah supreme according to our abilities then in that case I am afraid that our eman would not be acceptable by Allah and we may become hypocrites. Remember, hypocrites will be in the depth of hell. Alhamdulillah, for few days I kept on talking to her on skype and it raised my eman and made me realize my responsibility as a muslim. I one day told her that my father is an army officer and I am quite afraid to go back home. She laughed and said, sister if we could survive the bullets for continuous 7 days then I sure you would survive too. She gave me her telephone number and address and asked me to call her when I get to Pakistan (SubhanAllah I did contact her after getting to Pakistan and looked for the address she gave me, but found no one there!!). I called my father and just told him that I have decided to come back to Pakistan for good. He was happy to know that I will be back in his strong arms, but worried about my future. My respected teacher came back and felt extremely

27 joyous on realizing that I am doing hijra to Pakistan and eventually to land of jihad; Khurasan. I met her briefly and next day flew back to Pakistan for good. Alhamdulilla. Today when I ask myself that what was the spirit that provoked me to do immigration for sake of Allah and leave behind glitters of the world I for sure would reply,???ghairat e deen. I know it is not obligatory for me to do hijra and jihad but how can I survive with kuffar when I know they have waged war against Islam. When they are massacring innocent children, women, men in Palestine, Iraq, Afghanistan only because they say our Lord is Allah and we only obey him. They are openly calling it a crusade to wipe out Islam. Then Pakistan my homeland has very sadly become a first line supporter in this war against Islam. How can I live in that country whose children although unintentionally are even involved in this war against Islam and acting as allies of America. It was part of my love for deen of Allah that I made jihad and hijra an obligation on myself when it was not the case. How can I live under the flag of Pakistan when my sisters are being dishonoured and brothers are being slaughtered under the same flag? In short if a sinful soul like mine can have so much love for her Lord then imagine the love, and mercy of the Most Gracious Merciful Lord for His slave. Today I would like to give this message to women belonging to Pakistan Army from any angle that they should think why their dear ones are part of this dajjalic army. Does the dollar bill has that much attraction that one can be patient on burning in hell fire for ever. America is Allah s enemy and enemy of Allah can never be our friend. Alwala wal bara (friendship for sake of Allah and enmity for sake of Allah)is part of our aqeeda and compromise on it can destroy our aqeeda and akhira. When everywhere muslims are being tortured, children are being slaughtered, so many Fatima s are being raped in Abu Gharaib and have got tired begging muslim brothers to help them rescue this miserable plight, ones whose tongues are wet with qalima of tauheed are being burnt alive, honourable are being dishonoured, mosques and quran are burnt, beloved Prophet of Allah SWS has been insulted, entire world got together against us; our only crime was that we proclaimed there is no god but Allah and we only obey Him and we are sent on earth to implement law of Allah even if kuffar hate it. For this crime we were so brutally punished. Even now we will not rise up against this oppression and fight against those who fight us and oppress us then when will be the time for fighting? Women of Pakistan armed Forces you should think that blind following of your husband, son, father when you know that they are part of anti-islamic front, can lead you to hell fire along with them. At day of judgement no excuse will work in Allah s court. Today if your husband (in armed forces) fail to bring home monthly salary you will surely ask why? But if he on orders of kuffar capture mujahideen, torture them and hang them in cold blood you do not ask why? Regretfully your first why only effects your temporary worldly life but next why destroys your eternal life in akhira and you seem least bothered about it. My dad s car speedily entered army cantt. Everywhere there were armed sepoys/ guards on alert. It seemed we are on war. I thought sadly and told my father that we did not establish sharia law in Pakistan for all these years and as a punishment Allah took away our peace and security. I deep in my heart prayed for Taliban, O my Allah please accept the sacrifices of my brothers and make them dominant on

28 Your enemies. This time my house did not seem to me like my own house. I felt very uncomfortable there, it was hard to breathe and everything was suffocating. I day and night had only one struggle how I can reach land of jihad. My parents also looked worried, from first day they seemed worried about my future. They forced me to start my clinical practise. I also got stubborn and announced that if there is a work with in the boundary of sharia then I have no objection. SubhanAllah in this so-called muslim country Pakistan I could not find one public or private hospital or clinic where I can observe complete parda and avoid gender mixing. Alhamdulilla my parents supported my decision and prayed for me, but also warned me that I should not turn back on my steps and be steadfast on the righteous path no matter how difficult it becomes. They like any other simple Pakistani loved Islam. I decided to gain Islamic education. My father contacted a famous scholar who is well known throughout Pakistan for his understanding and practising of deen. I along with my father went to meet him. The room was small with very thin mattress and a pillow lying in one corner, on three sides of the room the walls were full of books. I was told that this particular scholar knows many books by heart. I was impressed. Soon he came in. I without hesitation went on, I want to learn Islam so that I can become a good muslim woman and also I can play an active role to implement sharia in Pakistan. He smiled and looked at my father who smiled as well. He went on confidently, well sister we understand the importance of sharia, that s why every now and then we organise demonstrations to make government understand the urgent need to implement sharia. I disliked his answer and thought that if it was through demonstrations that law of Allah could be implemented on earth then why our beloved Prophet sws took so much pain and fought so many ghazwas/ battles against kuffar and even himself got injured. Any ways he requested me to visit his wife living in upper story. I went to see her. She knew about my arrival and welcomed me warmly. After a nice chat she quickly changed the subject and asked me bluntly that do I have foreign nationality? I was very surprised but said yes. Then she went on and said, I am sure along with my son you can work for projection of Islam in the foreign country. I could not speak and left quietly. Later my father told me that this particular scholar said to him, make sure your daughter does not do anything that can lead to the suspension of her foreign passport. When I informed him of his wife s plans he became very sad and said, if our scholars are running after world like this then who will guide us to the right path. There were more battles to be won; house used to be full of my father s army friends. Some of them used to return from Waziristan operation, some were part of military intelligence. I knew their hands were full of blood of mujahideen. I did not want to see them. I had no choice but to lock myself up in the room. My mother one day shouted at me that I am doing unnecessary measures and while living in this world I should try to mix with everyone. I lost my mind and cried back saying, then I do not want to live in your world. One day an officer s wife came to meet me. I knew her since my childhood. She started blaming Islamic scholars in this country for rising terrorism and Pakistan s destabilisation. Then she arrogantly went on to abuse the women in jamia Hafsa, stating that Lal masjid is a terrorists hide out. The girls in the madrassa are actually meant to provide pleasure to arab sheikhs and terrorists. I got extremely up

29 set asking her that how come she knows all this? Was she inside the mosque? She said no but military intelligence gave this true report. I said if there were so many terrorists hiding inside then they would have responded to the bullets and bombs. But what media witnessed were innocent armless women and children. Lal masjid authority kept on insisting the government to send an unbiased committee of religious scholars to settle the matter, but to no avail still army attacked and killed in cold blood. I asked her to tell me honestly if now military intelligence reports her that her daughter had been kidnapped by army along with her little kids because America ordered them to do so, then would she still continue supporting this kidnap? She went silent. I felt one more thing; Pakistan army s fighting spirit is way lesser than what it was before. Because they are fighting to save their job. Allah has instilled the fear of Taliban in their hearts so much that they and their wives are unable to sleep at night. The uniform which was a source of pride for them in past has now become a source of embarrassment. They now prefer to go out in civilian attire, they have taken off their army number plates from cars and prefer not to be recognised as army personals. Due to open following of kuffar they have lost their respect in the society and due to running after dollars like dogs they have become immoral and shallow. For sure the enemies of Allah and His Prophet sws are destined to be humiliated in this life and in the afterlife. I became a prisoner of fear; fear that I am too sinful to go to Khurasan and join Taliban. Allah loves His slaves. He does not want to punish us in order to destroy us but through trials He aims to clean up our hearts and purify our tauheed from any signs of shirk. He wants to take our characters to such heights that in future we are able to lead the world and be the Imams/leaders of the entire humanity. Hence enabling us to lift the trust with full honesty. I kept on asking Allah to keep me steadfast on right path and shower me with patience. Alhamdulilla soon I ended up meeting a pious religious scholar, who explained lot of important things to me. He removed my suspicions. He proved to me that constitution of Pakistan is un-islamic. I came to conclusion that Pakistani politicians and army do not want sharia in the country but are biggest hurdles in the path of sharia implementation in Pakistan. Law of Allah is against their personal interests. I informed him of my decision to immigrate to Khurasan. He got worried and said, daughter, the life there is not easy. Hijrat brings with it lots of difficulties. You may have to light fire, live in caves at times, run for your life, Allah will test you with loss of life, wealth, lack of food, fear. Also, your own family will become your enemy and you may not be able to come back home rest of your life. In front of you is either sharia or martydom nothing less! That night I could not sleep and just begged Allah, O Turner of the hearts! Please set my heart firm on Your deen. One day in the midst of this testing period I came in contact with my respected teacher on skype. She soon realized my worry. She gave me excellent piece of advice from Quran and sunnah and encouraged me to continue and not to lose heart. Then she told me her dream. She said she saw me appearing out of a thick bush. I was in Afghani burka. I was loudly saying ALLAH O AK- BAR. I knew my departure to land of Khurasan is near. Pakistan which used to be my homeland now has become a safe haven for the enemies of Islam. I alone could not bring any change, rather I would be an easy target for

30 them. I reached to the conclusion that this oppressive system cannot be changed only by sweet preaching rather it needs to be fought and removed by force. Now is the time for jihad Fi Sabilillah. I once again re-evaluated my goals. The people of Pakistan love Islam and wish to live in a peaceful, prosperous country where there is no oppression, no injustice. All current systems have caused disasters to humanity. Islam introduced the world to a system based on justice, peace and the entire world witnessed a role model as in time of Hazrat Muhammed sws and all four pious caliphs. Now world at the brink of destruction hopes to see such a system back, the only hope for humanity. I want to be the saviour of humanity. I thought what a woman can do? Islam s first martyr was a woman, first to accept Islam was a woman, first to spend for sake of Allah was a woman, first to support Nabi sws was a woman, first istashhadi was a woman. Although I studied medicine for all wrong reasons but now after repentance by working for mujahideen I can show practical evidence of my repentance. I also aspire to support the holy cause by pen. If I am not able to do anything at least I would increase the number of Taliban. Before setting on my journey I decided to pay a final visit to my family. My father knew of my plans and was so upset that he stopped all conversation with me. Mother s heart beats for their children. She was sad but kept on asking me why am I doing all this? I showed her different videos and gave her books to read, finally she realized the truth. But still she was not in favour of me leaving. She kept on asking me, dear daughter, will you really leave us forever? Darling conditions are very bad in Khurasan I fear for your safety. I just said mum we surrender ourselves to Allah s will. My siblings were also very angry at me. But SubhanAllah they knew the real face of Pakistan army and what Allah demands from His slave, they could not even say a word. Everyone was wondering would I really do hijra and jihad. Leaving the house for good, I for the final time said Salam to my dearest mother. She said, darling your father was crying last night he was saying if my daughter leaves I will die without her, so please change your mind. I said, mum then please convince him and my siblings to come with me and leave this oppressive army, we will together struggle to make word of Allah supreme. She kept silent. Then went on saying, darling, your father loves you a lot. I replied with tears pouring down my face, wetting my niqab, mum, dad s heart is full of my love, but my heart is full of Allah s love.he loves me but at day of judgement my love will not save my father from wrath of Allah, but I am sure for sake of Allah s love what I am leaving behind will save me from His wrath. I still remember for long time my dad kept on chasing me in his car (I was with my brother in the car). Once he came in front of our car and stopped the car. Then rolled down the window and in a sad voice said, my kids please drive safely there is lot of traffic on G.T road. He was about to cry. I looked away fearing my heart will tear apart. I was afraid if he tried to stop me but Alhamdulilla he did not dare to. I thought in my heart that when I was leaving for sake of world to the land of kuffar he did not stop me, how can he stop me now from leaving for sake of Allah. But I was determined if he did try I will not at any cost turn back from my path. Finally around midnight I along with my girlfriend sat on a public bus and embarked on this holy journey; the hijra. Just like women companions of Hazrat Muhammed sws who did hijra by foot, on camels and travelled all alone from Mecca to Medina, because they loved Allah and His Messenger sws more than their own selves, because they felt that their eman is in danger in Mecca, because their religious honour did not let them live under the shade of enemies of Islam, because somehow they felt the urge to help believers against disbelievers, because they wished to live and bring new generations in a society submitting to only Allah Almighty. Allah Almighty says in Quran; surah Al ankaboot

31 COME LET S DO JIHAD WITH LITTLE MUJAHID OMAR Asalam o Alaiykum! My name is Omar Mujahid. I am 6 years old. I am in class 1. My father s name is Abu Omar and he is a mujahid. When I will grow up I will do jihad like my father. I will fight kuffar. I study in madrassatul-sharia in Khurasan. I study English, Maths, Urdu, Islamic study. In the evening I study Quran and Hadith. I everyday do physical exercise so that I can become a good, brave mujahid. I also serve mujahideen in my spare time. My mother cooks meals and I take it to mujahideen in hujra (man s sitting room). I feel very happy when I look after mujahideen because it makes Allah pleased with me. My friends today I will narrate to you the story of my dearest friend Osama. My dear brother Osama Osama was my best friend. He used to live with us. He was a very brave mujahid. Baba (father) told me that brother Osama s parents live very far away and he has done hijra for sake of Allah. I asked brother Osama what is hijra? He replied, to please Allah when we move from one place to another then it is called hijra. I asked him, brother do not you miss your mum? If I come home late from madrassa my mum gets very worried and you have not went back home for such a long time. Osama brother answered me, little Omar, we are muslims and we love Allah and his Prophet Hazrat Muhammed sws the most. I have come here because hijra and jihad is an order from Allah. At night I asked baba that why do we do jihad? Baba told me that we do jihad so that there remains no fitna on Allah s earth, bad people can be removed from earth and we can live peacefully under law of Allah and that is sharia. When I woke up the next morning I told brother Osama that jihad is a very good thing to do, from now onwards inshallah I will do jihad with you. He laughed at me and asked me to lift his pistol. I did but it was so heavy that my hands started aching. He laughed at me and made fun of me teasing me that I cannot do ji-

32 had I am very weak. I got upset and ran away from him. He came after me but I refused to talk with him. He then to make me happy brought lots of sweets. I took the bag of sweets and ran home. My mother saw the bag and asked me to just get one and put rest of the bag on the shelf and eat one toffee every day also asked me to share it with my friends, sharing will put blessing in it and Allah will be pleased. I gave some to my friends, then when I came home I ate one toffee. Later when at noon mum and baba were asleep I woke up quietly and got hold of the bag of toffees. I started eating them one by one. Surprisingly very soon bag was empty. I saw someone standing near me when I looked up it was my mum. She came to beat me up. I ran towards the door and went straight to hujra where brother Osama was sleeping I got under his bed. He got up and asked me what happened. I told him the truth, he laughed so much. Brother Osama looked really beautiful when he laughed. He hugged me and asked me not to go back home until late hopefully by then mum will forget what happened. Next day when I got up baba was not at home, I ran to hujra and did not find brother Osama there as well. Mum told me that early in the morning baba an Osama went to perform a task as commanded by their ameer. I then went to school, when at noon I came back home they were not back yet, then I got ready to go to madrassa. When I came back home in the evening they were still not back. I got very sad and I told mum that Osama brother is not a good friend of mine, why did he leave me like this I told him to take me with him for jihad. Mum kissed me and asked me not to get sad he will be back very soon. That night I prayed to Allah to please bring back brother Osama, I will never annoy him again. When I came home from school that day I saw my baba s jeep outside. I ran into the house and saw baba there. I said him salam and quickly asked where is my dearest brother Osama. He said not to worry he will be back soon. Then he gave me a small toy gun and told me brother Osama sent this gift for you. Baba put cells in my pistol and I went outside to do training with my best friend Ahmed. I enjoyed so much and thought when

33 brother Osama will come back we will together play with my new gun. I anxiously started waiting for him. So many days went by and he did not come back. I every day asked baba that when brother Osama will come home? Baba replied that he has gone to perform a very important task. I asked baba what that important task is? He said that he has gone to fight with Pakistan army. One day I was sitting with dad watching a video. In the video Pakistani army officers were shown shaking hands with Americans. I got really worried and asked baba that American s are disbelievers, they do not believe in one Allah and they fight mujahideen then why Pakistan army officers are shaking hands with them and hugging them. My friend Ahmed said that Pakistan army says that they are muslims, but then why do they befriend American s who hate Islam. I asked baba why they look so happy with American s but they dislike mujahideen and put them in prisons. Ahmed s father is also in prison because he is a mujahid. I said to baba that I think Pakistani army men are lying when they say we are muslims. Baba said this is true they are not muslims but apostates. How someone who disobeys Allah, obeys kuffar and kills mujahideen can become a muslim. I in my madrassa after my Quran class prayed to Allah to make all men of Pakistan army muslims and enable them to do jihad. I asked Allah to finish off all kuffar from Khurasan. When all men of Pakistan army will become muslim then I will go to Pakistan with brother Osama. He will meet his parents and they will be very happy to see me and brother Osama. Next day when I came home from school I saw mum crying, I got sad and ran to hujra to see baba. He was crying as well. I started crying and asked baba that why everyone is crying. Baba hugged me and told me that my little mujahid,son brother Osama has achieved martyrdom and if Allah wills he is in Jannat now. I looked up to the heaven and asked baba if Osama brother is in jannat, he said if Allah wills he is. I told baba that then its really good because he used to ask me to make dua that he achieves martyrdom. Then I asked baba if Osama brother will ever come back to meet us. He said no he is happy in jannat and we will not

34 see him again. I got sad when baba told me that brother Osama will never come to us again. At night time I asked mum to pray to Allah that I become a martyr and then I can go to Jannat and live with brother Osama. Mum said not to worry inshallah one day we all will be together in Jannat. I started crying that I want to go to Jannat now. Baba was reciting Quran in next room he came to me and asked why? I said that I miss brother Osama and want to meet him. Baba kissed me and made me sit in his lap. He said that my little mujahid Omar you know why Osama died? He gave up his life for sake of Allah s deen. He achieved martyrdom fighting jihad Fi Sabilillah. I asked baba that Osama brother was such a nice man why did someone try to kill him? He said that he got martyrdom in a drone strike. At the time of attack he was offering tahajjad prayer. He was in prostration when he was martyred. Disbelievers are Allah and His Prophet sws enemies and hence they are our enemies. I said that you are right kuffar are very bad people they do not believe in one Allah and men of Pakistan army are also very bad people they are friends of disbelievers and they fight with mujahideen. I ran and got my toy gun, I shouted to baba, baba I am ready to do jihad just like brother Osama. I will fight enemies of Allah. Baba laughed at me and said that I am little and I cannot do jihad now. I said baba but my teacher in madrassa told me a story about two brothers Hazrat Maaz and Hazrat Mauz. Together they killed the leader of kuffar; Abu Jahal. I will become like them inshallah. Baba I will inshallah one day make a big gun by which I will gun down drones and inshallah one day like brother Osama I will become a martyr. Baba and mum felt very happy and hugged me and made dua for me. So you see my friends! What a great mujahid was my brother Osama. You all should also work hard in school and madrassa. Do regular exercise so you can become strong and fight kuffar to make this world a peaceful place to live. Friends do good deeds. Obey your parents. inshallah a day will come when all bad people will be finished from earth and everyone will obey only one Allah. So get up my mujahid friends, Say loudly, ALLAH O AKBAR.

35 Interview of the respected wife of Ameer Tehrek-e-Taliban Pakistan Mulla Fazlullah Khurasani (may Allah protect him) Alhamdulilla the team of Sunnat-e-Khaula is delighted to have an emaan strengthening opportunity of meeting the respected wife of Ameer Tehrek-e-Taliban Pakistan Mulla Fazlulla Khurasani. The team of Sunnat-e-Khaula is first of all thankful to Allah Almighty for providing us with the opportunity of doing jihad in the leadership of seeker of truth, man of piety Mulla Fazlulla Khurasani. We are then thankful to respected Ameer sahib who despite of all difficulties allowed his wife to give this interview aiming only to spread the mes- sage of Allah. Alhamdulil- lah, Allah has not only blessed Ameer sahib with a high status in Islam but Allah has also showered Ameer sahib with numerable blessings of this world. Ameer s a h i b once said that whoever turns his back from this world and looks only for the pleasure of Allah, Al- lah Almighty becomes pleased with such person and showers on him with lots of blessings of this world so that he can be a thankful slave to Allah and can use these blessings to make word of Allah supreme. Allah from His treasures has blessed Ameer Sahib with three pious wives. In order to establish deen of Allah, Ameer sahib has been blessed with lots of sons and daughters. Today the team of Sunnat-e-Khaula will introduce you to the first wife of respected Ameer Tehrek-e-Taliban Pakistan Mulla Fazlulla Khurasani (may Allah protect him). Sunnat-e-Khaula: Asalam o Alaiykum respected muhajira, mujahida and wife of Ameer Tehrek-e-Taliban Pakistan Mulla Fazlulla Khurasani (may Allah protect him). Wife of respected Ameer: Wa aliaykum salaam warahmatulla hi wabarakatahu. Sunnat-e-Khaula: May Allah bestow His Mercy upon you, we are very happy that you chose the magazine of muhajirat of Khurasan for your first ever interview. Wife of Respected Ameer: Alhamdulilla, I am thankful to Allah Almighty Who enabled the women of Khurasan to support the mujahideen in establishing khilafa. My sisters we are blessed to follow the sunnah of mothers of believers and wives of the companions of Hazrat Muhammed sws. Sunnat-e-Khaula: ربنا تقبل منا انک انت السمیع العلیم To start with can you please introduce your family, especially tell us something about your father? Wife of Respected Ameer: My father s name is Sufi Muhammed (may Allah hasten his release). His name needs no introduction. Allah has honoured him. His only mission in life is to spread the message of Allah and to pave the way to khilafah. He was one of the first few who called for implementation of sharia in Pakistan. He went in streets and made people understand the importance of living under sharia law. To achieve his aim he opened a huge madrassa in Swat valley. He never feared his enemies. My mother was a very religious, kind hearted woman. She went to college and later got married to my father who supervised her religious education and she learnt Islam from him. Sunnat-e-Khaula: Mashalla so you are the daughter of respected Sufi Muhammed. Can you please share with us your up brining? Wife of Respected Ameer: As you know, my father provided us with an Islamic environment. My father was a very soft man but he never compromised on commands of Allah. Since my childhood

36 I received lot of affection from my father. Whenever my mother used to get angry at me my father always came to comfort me. Out of all children my father loved me the most. He could never see my sad face. Out of many memories of my childhood I will never forget one thing. There used to be always lots of people in my father s hujra. The topic of discussion was always sharia. They used to say that we got Pakistan because we needed a homeland where we can live under law of Allah. My father used to say that we should raise this awareness in the minds of people of Pakistan that the solution of all the problems of Pakistan is in implementing law of Allah. He also said that in Pakistan there are some powers who are proving to be biggest hurdle in implement- ing sharia in Pakistan because it is against their interests. May fa- ther faced heaps of difficul- ties in this path but he still only by the help of Al- lah continued spread- ing the message of Allah. He promoted same thinking in his mad- rassa as well. Sunnat-e- Khaula: It is so sad that such a preacher is be- hind bars for so many years. What is his sin? Wife of respected Ameer: So true! This is nothing else more than the disregard of a pious preacher, a brother of Hazrat Muhammed sws, a man who cares for his ummah and wants best system for his people and that is the system of Khilafah. He never lifted up a gun, never organised an istashhadi operation. But just continued the movement of implementation of system of Khilafah through preaching. Out of many memories of my childhood I will never forget one thing. There used to be always lots of people in my father s hujra. The topic of discussion was always sharia. They used to say that we got Pakistan because we needed a homeland where we can live under law of Allah. My father used to say that we should raise this awareness in the minds of people of Pakistan that the solution of all the problems of Pakistan is in implementing law of Allah. He also said that in Pakistan there are some powers who are proving to be biggest hurdle in implementing sharia in Pakistan because it is against their interests. May father faced heaps of difficulties in this path but he still only by the help of Allah continued spreading the message of Allah. He promoted same thinking in his madrassa as well. Sunnat-e-Khaula: It is so sad that such a preacher is behind bars for so many years. What is his sin? Wife of respected Ameer: So true! This is nothing else more than the disregard of a pious preacher, a brother of Hazrat Muhammed sws, a man who cares for his ummah and wants best system for his people and that is the system of Khilafah. He never lifted up a gun, never organised an istashhadi operation. But just continued the movement of implementation of system of Khilafah through preaching. Then what was my respected father s crime that he has been behind bars for more than fifteen long years? Well his crime is that he calls for implementation of sharia law and this call annoys the generals and politicians of Pakistan. It is unbearable for the slaves of America to have a person who talks about implementation of system of Allah on the earth of Allah and on top of that if that very person loves his nation and makes this a mission of his life then he is a target to be removed urgently. But people knows that Alhamdulilla my father s emaan has not gone down and he is more determined to fight taghoot and struggle to establish system of sharia in Pakistan as he and we all have been ordered by Allah. I have no communication with him for a long time but I pray to my Gracious, Merciful Lord to make him steadfast on this path, bless him with freedom and make us fortunate to live under the blessings of sharia. Sunnat-e-Khaula: Can you please enlighten us about the relation-

37 ship between your father and Ameer sahib? Wife of respected Ameer: Ameer sahib used to study in my father s madrassa. Ameer sahib was a very hard working and intelligent student. My father was impressed by Ameer sahib s high morals. The main point of agreement between my father and Ameer sahib was that the solution of Pakistan s problems lies in implementation of sharia law in Pakistan. They used to believe (and still believe) that it is an obligation on them from Allah to struggle to establish khilafah and to fight the oppressors. Sunnat-e-Khaula: How was your marriage arranged to Ameer sahib? Wife of respected Ameer sa- hib: I am very dear to my father. My father s fame was spread all around the world. There were lots of men who came asking for my hand in marriage. Some were rich, others were high- ly educated, there w e r e students of my father from ma- drassa as well. But my father refused everyone. As I men- tioned before my fa- ther had a strong like- ness for Ameer sahib due to his high morals and piety. Ameer sahib always have a very down to earth, simple nature. He not in his dreams thought that Sufi Muhammed will ever choose him as his son in law. May father himself offered my hand in marriage to Ameer sahib. Ameer sahib considered it a blessing from Allah and happily accepted my proposal. The envious did object on my father s decision but time proved that he was right. A leader like Ameer sahib is a blessing of Allah on this ummah. Sunnat-e-Khaula: Please share with us some memories of early days of your marriage with Ameer sahib? Wife of respected Ameer sahib: At the time of marriage my age was fourteen years only. Soon after marriage we moved to a small house near my father s madrassa. I had no cooking experience before and did not know how to manage house chores. Also my father requested Ameer sahib to make sure that I finish my religious education. Ameer sahib never got angry at me for not cooking or properly cleaning the house, on the other hand he tried his best to do house chores, he used to do cooking, washing and cleaning and never burdened me with his demands. Ameer sahib never tolerated any laziness when it comes to matters of deen, for instance if my prayers without any reason ever got late he used to be very angry at me. He was my religious teacher as well and made me work hard. I was young when I got married and used to miss my parents and siblings. Ameer sahib often dropped me at my father s house and I used to spend there as much time as I wished. Sunnat-e-Khaula: When you got married your age was fourteen. What do you think about Pakistani politicians and human activists who are trying to pass the bill by which they will be able to ban underage marriages( below eighteen years of age) in Pakistan. Wife of Ameer sahib: We got Pakistan under the call of La ila ha illalah and it was a historical betrayal of the poor people of Pakistan in the name of Islam. Until now in Pakistan the system of Quran and Sunnah has not been established. So many times the sharia bill has been rejected by national assembly. Can you digest this fact that the very nation that was built on the foundation of word of Allah, now after more than sixty years has not been able to implement law of Allah. Not only we have been failed to implement the law of Quran and Sunnah in Pakistan but have also brought in laws of disbelievers/british in our courts. For instance, take this law of underage marriage. Allah and His Prophet sws says that marriage of a girl under eighteen is allowed but you say following the laws of kuffar that it is disallowed. Now not only you have refused to submit to Allah s law but have also brought

38 a new law against the law of Allah. This is double crime and it makes them worse disbelievers than kuffar. I ask you why now everywhere there is hue and cry about underage marriages. We are living in a consumer society. Parents are keen for their children to get higher education, then they can live off their money. They can marry off their sons and daughters in a richer, high status family. We have to understand that mature boys and girls if left unmarried for too long can become a source of moral destruction of the society. Also, higher age woman have less chances to bring children, while our Prophet sws has told us to marry young girls so that they can bring lots of children. Sunnat-e-Khaula: Can you please share with us some memories of Ameer sahib s initial days of dawah in Swat? Wife of respect- ed Ameer sahib: Ameer sahib from day one made the struggle for imple- mentation of sharia in Pakistan as his life mission. Initially there w e r e few hundred men and women who listened to his talks l a t e r there were mil- lions coming to Imam dahray to listen Ameer sa- hib s biyans. Ameer sahib while recalling those days says the deen of Allah has given me lot of respect. Initially I was known only to few hundreds so after my jumma talk I used to shake hand with all of them. Then I got a bit more respect and recognition hence thousands came so I could not shake hands with all of them and ended up waving at them from a distance. Then Allah gave me more respect and millions came, they were too many so I could not shake hands anymore and or wave hand, so I got a horse and used to ride it through a huge gathering who came to listen to my talk. At this point Ameer sahib laughingly says that a time came when I became so respectful that I could not be contained inside Pakistan, so I had to move out of Pakistan. There were always crowds of people from every walk of life around Ameer sahib. Women also moved by Ameer sahib s talks came to Imam dahray. Ameer sahib has a craze to spread dawah. He is always looking for opportunities to convey message of Quran to people so that they can return back to one true Lord. He was in mosques, in streets, in schools, in colleges calling people to struggle to bring law of Allah in power. There were heaps of women visiting our house. Ameer sahib following the sunnah of Hazrat Muhammed sws used to talk to women. There was a huge number of men, women, young boys and girls who after listening to the talks of Ameer sahib repented to Allah and started practising Islam to its fullest. In short, it was all Allah Almighty s mercy on Ameer sahib that he was and is still able to do this righteous work. Sunnat-e-Khaula: What was Ameer sahib s attitude towards women? Wife of respected Ameer sahib: In Swat valley due to Ameer sahib s efforts there were huge number of women who repented and came back to practising Islam. There were women from every walk of life. There were doctors, nurses, engineers, school teachers, businesswomen. Educated women especially used to understand Ameer sahib s dawah and gave good response. They in turn went and spread the message of Islam in their work places and homes. Most of them were working without observing proper parda. They Alhamdulilla gave up life of sin and Allah gave them respect and all the blessings of this world. Moreover, most of them did hijra and jihad for sake of Allah. Sunnat-e-Khaula: We have heard that you were also running a big women madrassa in Swat valley? Wife of Ameer sahib: I am thankful to my Most Merciful Allah that He blessed a sinful soul like me with the opportunity of doing work of dawah. Ameer sahib taught me deen and when I was able enough he opened up a madrassa so that I can spread the

39 message of Quran and hadith. We had lots of women and little girls. They used to travel a long distance to reach my madrassa, their parents only aim was to make their daughters good muslim women. I must say that people of Pakistan have a deep love for Islam and they wish to see the law of Allah in their homeland, it s only few corrupted souls who are proving to be the biggest hurdle in the path towards implementation of sharia law. I was in a habit to finish house chores early morning and later in the day I was free to run madrassa. Ameer sahib never burdened me with extra duties but always lend a helping hand. My beloved mother in law was very kind and although she was a sick woman but still helped me with the kids. Sunnat-e-Khaula: You mentioned about your mother in law, we do understand it is still a very painful topic for you to discuss but we request you to tell us about the harsh treatment of Ameer sahib s moth- er by Pakistan army so that people will be able to see the real u g l y face of this army? Wife of re- spected Ameer sahib: My heart still weeps remember- ing my beloved mother. She always treated me like her own daughter. She had a serious renal prob- lem. She was always sick. Ameer sahib also took pains to nurse her, he was a very obedient son. She was a keen worshipper and a generous lady. She did not know much about Ameer sahib s activities. She was just happy sitting with little girls in madrassa. When Pakistan army entered Swat valley we had to leave urgently at that time she was very sick and could not even move out of bed. We had no other way out so we requested our neighbours to look after our mother until we make further arrangement of her evacuation. What happened later was told to us by a little girl of our family who was accompanying our mother. Pakistan army entered Ameer sahib s house and got hold of his mother, then they took her by a helicopter to a jail. There they started harshly questioning her about Ameer sahib s whereabouts. Her condition started deteriorating and they did not care. I was very worried so I asked one of the men in army uniform to please call a doctor. At this he got angry and slapped me across the face with full force. I started crying, later another man said okay we will call the doctor. I got happy but did not know these enemies of Allah have nothing good for mujahideen. Soon a doctor came, I did not like what was happening but was too scared to protest. He injected her with a drug and as soon as he did it my beloved mother s head felt to one side. She was killed by this evil army through a poisonous injection. Alhamdulilla she died as a martyr and we pray to Allah to accept her martyrdom and give us patience. (to be continued)..

40 RISE! Oh Daughters of Hazrat Hawwa Time of Martyrdom has come When an enemy attacks a muslim country then jihad becomes an obligatory duty on all its people. It becomes a compulsion on men, women, old and even children to defend and fight back. The one who has to pay back debt goes out without finishing off debt and wife goes out without asking permission of her husband. If the people of that country are weak and cannot defend themselves then it becomes an obligation on nearby muslims to come to help their brothers. Similarly this circle enlarges and includes all the muslim lands of the world. All the scholars of Ahlus sunnah wal jama agree upon it. Today the condition is that not even one but many muslim countries are under the attack of kuffar. Or if not directly then indirectly the reins of power are in the hands of kuffar and the leaders of these muslim countries are like puppets running the government as directed by America and jews. The attack is not under planning but the attack has been initiated. Blood has been spilled. Honours have been dishonoured. Mosques and Quran have been disgraced. Our beloved Prophet sws honour has been ripped off. In short, from every direction Islam has been attacked. The apostate leaders of Pakistan and Generals are not only opposing the implementation of sharia law in Pakistan but are trying their best to run the country by law of kuffar. Openly they are promising the public to protect democracy and sadly people are giving them vote for this reason, resulting in strengthening the taghoot enabling it to fight supporters of sharia. Humanity is at the verge of destruction. Cursed devil is attacking us from front, from behind, from right and from left as the devil promised Allah swt that he will mislead mankind from the right path. He also said to Allah swt that He will find most of men ungrateful to their Lord. Allah Almighty also told him that the ones who follow devil will end up in hell fire along with him. Allah has promised to protect His righteous slaves. For sure the ones who believe in what have been sent to Hazrat Muhammed sws and struggle to make word of Allah supreme, they are the guided ones. Surat Al ankaboot Oh daughters of Amma Hawwa! Rise up and answer the call of your Lord. Struggle in His path. Struggle and fight the ones who have enslaved you, the ones who have made you a mere doll being sold in a shop. Fight against the ones who have taken off clothes from

41 you in the name of fashion and modernism, the followers of dajjal who have turned you into a man, if modernism does not work then they use names like culture. In the name of culture sometimes the poor daughter of Hawwa is being married to Quran, sometimes she is disgracefully killed in the name of honour killing. The right in inheritance given to her by Allah has been snatched away. What more to say, on one side she has been lifted up so much that she is being made head of the state and on the other side she has been oppressed so much that the right Allah gave to her in inheritance has been taken away from her and treated worse than animals. Oh daughters of Hawwa! Cursed Iblees has been doing more to ensure your destruction. As per saying of Prophet Muhammed sws there will be more women following dajjal than men. In the name of progress you have been forced to join armed forces. You have been promised a prosperous future. But this is all a web of deceit. You wear men s dress, look like men, act like men and hence shaytan has changed the creation of Allah and regretfully Iblees and his followers makes this change look good to your eyes because he has distorted your nature. Allah and His Prophet s curse be on those women who change Allah s creation and mimick disbelievers and men. This is demanded from us by our aqeeda of Alwala wal bara (friendship for sake of Allah and enmity for sake of Allah) to enter into the ranks of mujahideen and wage war against taghoot and its supporters to make deen of Allah supreme. Oh daughter of Hawwa! I feel extremely sad to say that cursed shaytan has deviated you far away from the right path and you have reached up to the extent of apostasy and shamefully you have no sense of the gravity of this great sin. Who is a woman? Listen! Allah Almighty has blessed woman with high status and great respect. The first martyr of Islam was a woman. The first to accept Islam was a woman. The first to support Hazrat Muhammad sws with his dawah was a woman. The first to spend for sake of Allah was a woman. The first to whom Hazrat Muhammad sws recited the revelation was a woman. The first to offer prayer with Nabi sws being Imam was a woman. Allah Almighty sent down His salam from the heavens to a woman. Allah listened to a cry of a woman and revealed Quran for her from the heaven. Surah Al Mujadilah, aya-1. The one who stood up and proclaimed Oneness of Allah and rejected all other gods in front of a tyrant like Pharoah was also a woman. She brought up Prophet Musa (a.s). Allah not only made her an example for believing women but for believing men as well. Now turn your eyes towards battlefield.

42 Our beloved Prophet sws is surrounded by kuffar, believing men are getting martyred or wounded and Nabi sws is left alone, kuffar are heading towards our beloved Prophet sws. Suddenly a brave mujahida named Ummay Ammara (r.a) appears. She like speed of light on her horse moves towards the battlefield, she is holding a heavy sword in her hand. Soon she reached near Nabi sws, she starts waving her sword and disbelievers started falling down like withered leaves. Nabi sws smiles at the bravery of this pious woman. Then she endures a deep laceration in her shoulder. She is taken back home. She is being nursed, wounds are deep and she bleeds heavily. Soon Prophet of Allah sws announces that enemy of Allah is about to attack again and orders the Muslim army to march forth. This female slave of Allah hears the call and answers back. She gets up to join the army, but then blood starts flowing heavily and she faints away. To remind you she is that brave, pious mujahida who along with her son fought against Muslima Kazzab (a man who falsely claimed to be a prophet) and her one hand was martyred in that battle. Hazrat Khaula r.a when realizes that her brother is imprisoned by disbelievers she could not stand behind. She gets up holding a sword marches to battleground and fights with such bravery that Hazmat Khalid bin Walid could not stop appreciating the fighter s bravery. Finally she joins the army and fights until her brother is set free. Egyptian mujahida Zainab Al Ghazali name needs no introduction. Wherever you see name of Sayyid Qutb, the name of Zainab Al Ghazali shines as well. She stood up against dictator Nasir; the Pharoah of his time and proclaimed message of tauheed and rejected the rule of Nasir. In Jail she was brutally tortured but nothing could deviate her from righteous path. She was not even herself a symbol of steadfastness but continued to support young mujahideen. On the other hand look at wife of Abu Lahab. She was at the fore front of waging a war against Hazrat Muhammad sws. As a result she was told in Quran that she will be punished with hell fire. She was with her husband in torturing Nabi sws in this world and hence will be with him in hell fire. So they were together in this world and will be together in hell as well. Similarly wives of Prophet Lot and Prophet Nuh will be fuel of hell fire because they supported disbelievers and helped them. Oh daughters of Hawwa don t be ignorant of your obligation. It is your duty to fight taghoot. If parents are obstructing your way then leave them, if husband s love is keeping you away from haq then sacrifice his love and you will receive love of Allah in return. Higher education, degrees, high status jobs all these are glitters of this temporary life and a mere deception but what is with Allah

43 is more lasting. If you want to be accepted and loved by your Rab then follow the footsteps of sahabiyat (female companions). If your religious honour over takes you and it becomes impossible for you to live under the rule of taghoot then rise up and migrate to the lands of jihad. In khurasan and all around the world there are areas where mujahideen are in dominance and where sharia rules. Inshalla you will be blessed with such a mother that will make you forget the sorrow of abandoning your our own mother, Allah will bless you with such a loving and caring sister that will make you forget the love of your own sister, Allah will bless you with such leaders that will make you forget the love of your own father. Inshalla my sisters you will find such pious, loving husbands that will make you remember the love of Hazrat Ali and Hazrat Fatima. Then I am and numerous sisters like me are already waiting here to welcome you. If it seems impossible for you sisters to do hijra then donot worry it is from the plans of Allah Almighty. For a believer there is good in everything from Allah. Sister, you can perform following tasks: 1- Help to publish and distribute jihadi literature. 2- Jihad by pen. Write essays supporting cause of jihad. 3- Organize religious gatherings at home. Try to preach right aqeeda/ belief, true meaning of tauheed, emphasise on the necessity of leading life as per dictated by Quran and Sunnah. Invite them to ponder on Quran and Sunnah and preach the necessity of struggling to implement law of sharia in Pakistan and all around the world. 4- Organize secret gatherings at home and invite like-minded jihadi sisters. Distribute literature reflecting on the obligation of jihad, arrange physical training classes for sisters. Learn how to operate simple weapons. Learn the use of grinades. 5- Very cautiously preach your family members the obligation, the duty on every muslim to struggle to implement law of sharia. Explain them what is jihad and its obligation. Enlighten on the aqeeda of Al wala wal bara, tell them who is taghoot, why it is obligatory on every muslim to fight taghoot. 6- Create public awareness about the oppression of political rulers and generals. Support mujahideen to fight off oppressors. 7- Help the cause of jihad with money. Provoke like-minded people to support jihad by money. 8- Support mujahideen in their secret hide outs away from cities. Take food for them, help to transport weapons, fidayee jackets and other requirements. Arrange to keep weapons, money, other devices at a safe place and when needed be able to transport them to the mujahideen. 9- In case of danger of attack by army

44 or police on a specific jihadi centre immediately inform mujahideen. 10- To plan martyrdom operations, help mujahideen. Provide them with the security information of army and government institutions, hide their weapons, provide them with money. Also, point out to them the possible men, women and institutions to be attacked. More than anything, sisters I ask you to prepare yourself practically for jihad following the footsteps of Hazrat Khaula, Hazrat Ummay Ammara. Train yourself in weapon handling, self-defence. Make sure you keep a pistol and grenade in custody. Daughters of Hawwa will not stay away from sons of Adam in earning reward and pleasure of Allah. First martyrdom operation was done by a girl. I ask you sisters to prepare yourself for martyrdom operations. There are lots of mujahideen working in Pakistan please help them in achieving their aim. In the end, I would like to tell?? the women of Pakistan army that they have a precious chance to repent and revolt. Do remember that many years ago some lion hearted believers in Pakistan Air Force revolted and waged jihad while being in army, moreover they were brave enough to pledge allegiance with Ameer ul Maumineen Mulla Omer and perform jihadi tasks. They were even able to attack head of taghoot Pervez Musharraf. As per destined and Allah is the best disposer of our affairs they were captured and some of them were even executed, Alhamdulilla achieving martyrdom. But SubhanAllah look at their steadfastness they gave up their lives and never bowed down to taghoot. Recently some brave Pakistan Navy men performed such a successful operation against Pakistan and American Forces that reminded us of the braveness of Hazrat Maaz and Hazrat Mauz. It is a golden chance for women of Pakistan army to repent, revolt and plan such martyrdom operations. If they cannot do it by themselves at least lend a helping hand to mujahideen by providing them with the maps of highly targeted places, provide them with internal security information. Provide mujahideen with the security information of top officials so that they can be targeted in martyrdom operations. Ghazwa-e- 11 September has passed away but the mujahideen who took part in this operation achieved martyrdom and departed to Jannat ul Firdous. This Ghazwa was such a success that Pharaoh of our time America shattered apart. The brothers who took part in this operation were not any Islamic scholars, they did not have a very religious upbringing but rather they were common lost folks like you and me. They simply repented and revolted against taghoot asking help only from Allah. When the guidance came from Allah Almighty they did not reject but followed it, holding the rope of Allah tightly.i believe now that daughters of Hawwa will rise up to perform such or even bigger tasks resulting in a harsh blow which will crush the pride of enemies of Allah. And why not we are Khadija, we are Ayesha, we are Khaula of this time!!!

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