Come to my Heart. However Our Blesséd Mother returned into my Heart, and on Her return She said to me;

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1 Pray for me O Holy Mother of God, that I, your Humble Servant, will carry out, Your requests, with True and Unfailing Faith in You, and Your Blesséd Son, Jesus Christ. No.3 Come to my Heart My Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ, During the period from 14 th December 2003 to 21 st December 2003, Our Blesséd Mother had, once again, during my Bush exercises, Visited me in my Heart 3 times, during which She revealed and then expanded on the first Messages that were to form the foundation of my task, as Our Blesséd Mothers Messenger. It is important to note, however, that it was some days after the Revelation of these first Messages that I was eventually to accept this Mission, the reasons for which I will explain a little later on. Some 10 days had passed since Our Blesséd Mother had come Directly to me in my Heart, but in spite of this, I would always Feel Her Divine presence during my Bush exercises. However Our Blesséd Mother returned into my Heart, and on Her return She said to me; I, your Heavenly Mother, have been calling you for 51 years of your life, but you have not been Listening, and you have not been Hearing Me. This statement, although so most wonderful to receive directly from Our Blessed Mother most puzzled me, as I couldn t remember or recall to memory any specific occasion in my life where I could identifiably interpret a Calling from Our Blesséd Mother. However, unlike on the occasion of Her Second Contact with me in relation to the Suffering that I was to endure, this time Our Blesséd Mother was so Gracious as to offer me both an explanation and illustration of this Puzzling statement. This is what She said; I, your Heavenly Mother, stand face to face with Satan, but with you and every one of My Children on Earth positioned between Satan and Myself. When you or anyone, has their back turned to Me, they are at that point, facing Satan, and with your or their backs to Me, neither you nor they can Hear Me, as your ears face forwards. Page/1

2 But when you turn to face Me, your Heavenly Mother, your back is then turned to Satan, and now in facing Me, you are able to Hear Me. That is why you are now able to Hear Me, because you are now facing Me, your Heavenly Mother, and not Satan. Furthermore, when you are facing Me, your Heavenly Mother, and your back is turned to Satan, I am still facing Satan, and I, your Heavenly Mother, on your behalf, am able to deal with Satan, who now cannot be Heard by you. Then at this point Our Blesséd Mother painted a visual image of how I have been, most of my life, positioned in between Her and Satan, but in such a way that I was effectively facing Side-on to both Our Blesséd Mother and Satan, so that in this position, I was effectively positioned, where one ear was Side-on facing towards Satan, and the other similarly Side-on, facing towards Our Blesséd Mother, which in effect would have enabled me to only partially Listen to, or Hear Satan whilst at the same time partially Listen to, or Hear, Our Blesséd Mother. This enlightenment, of how I have been positioned in relation to Our Blesséd Mother and Satan, enabled me now to understand more clearly what She meant when She said, that on calling me I did not Hear Her call. After all, if I have not been facing Our Blesséd Mother full on, then how could I possibly be able to Hear Her clearly? Then Our Blesséd Mother did a most extraordinary thing, and showed me, or more accurately, took me back to various events in my past, an experience, which can probably be best described as similar to, although probably not exactly the same as, what is called, near death experience. This is an experience, that even though I personally have never experienced, but others I know have, where one s entire life seemingly flashes before them. In this Manifestation, however, Our Blesséd Mother showed me, how at key points in my life, when I was experiencing particularly difficult times, and at which point I Prayed to Our Blesséd Mother for help, which was my usual practice during difficult times in my life, She did indeed answer my Prayers. Our Blesséd Mother showed me how, during these Difficult times, She would Pick me up in much the same way as a mother Picks up her little toddler who is starting to learn to walk, when in that learning process the child stumbles, and if after a few more steps the child stumbles again, the mother once again will Pick the child up onto his or her feet to attempt the next few steps, and so the process goes on with the mother always ready to pick up the stumbling child. Page/2

3 It is in this fashion that Our Blesséd Mother had shown me, how She Picked me up, as I stumbled along the path of my life, straying from Her and Her Blesséd Son, Jesus, from time to time, and at my request to Her, through Prayer, particularly the Rosary, that She Picked me up and led me on the correct path, until once again when I would stumble, when at which point She would again Pick me up, and so it continued and has continued throughout my life, to this very day. This beautiful experience and explanation of my past life, began for me, a total transformation of my understanding and perspective of my life to date, and was the beginning of a far deeper understanding of both my life, and role in my life, for the present, and hopefully for the future. Then Our Blesséd Mother revealed to me something which made me feel both Humbled and indeed extremely Honoured, when She said; The first time that you began to Hear Me, was through the Holy Spirit, with the Music that I, your Heavenly Mother, have been giving you over the Years. This most beautiful Revelation was particularly pleasing to me, as whenever I would play this Beautiful Music throughout the years, I would always tell everyone, that this music was not my music, but that it was Our Blesséd Mothers music. Not because I had been told so by Our Blesséd Mother at the time, simply because I had not been told, but because I know that the music and words were way beyond my own natural level of, dare I say, talent. But now, after all these years, Our Blesséd Mother had confirmed to me, what I had always felt in my Heart, to be the case, namely that this Beautiful music, was indeed from Her. However, Our Blesséd Mother then continued, by saying; It is only now, that you Know, Me, your Heavenly Mother, and only now, that you are both Hearing Me and Listening to Me, intently. With this, I told Our Blesséd Mother that I thought I had always Known Her throughout my life, and indeed as She Herself confirmed to me that it was to Her that I turned to, during my troubled past. In fact Our Blesséd Mother was an integral part of my childhood years, where, as a family unit we would, children included, Pray the Rosary with Our parents, both in a home setting, and in a Church setting, although as a child my understanding, indeed my Devotion, to Our Blesséd Mother could never in truth, be described as deep and meaningful. Page/3

4 As, when praying the Rosary in the family setting, in particular, it was more of a Chore as other home duties would be looked upon in a child s mind, than a meaningful Devotion to Our Blesséd Mother, but nevertheless, Praying the Rosary to Our Blesséd Mother, was a part of my life as a child, both at home and in the Church, which then carried on through to adolescence, and eventually into adulthood. However, Our Blesséd Mother then explained to me, by saying; Throughout the years, in the past, you only Knew of me, and it is only in the past 5 years that you have actually got to Know me.. Through this explanation from Our Blesséd Mother, it now became clear to me that it was through the fulfilment of Her wishes to pray the Rosary on a daily basis, that I began to develop an Intimate relationship with Our Blesséd Mother and eventually got to Know Her. Having helped me to see where I personally stand in relation to Our Blesséd Mother, She then went on to say; I, your Heavenly Mother, have been, and am continuing, to call you and all of Mankind into My Arms and My Heart, and I am asking you and all of mankind to open their hearts to Me, so that I can enter into your hearts and fill all of you with My Love. I reach My hands out to you, and all mankind, in order that I can lead you, and mankind to My Belovéd Son, Jesus, who Loves every one of you, so Dearly, in order for you to Get to Know His Love more Intimately, and in order to prepare you, during this Journey, to reach Eternal Salvation and happiness with Him, in Heaven. Please remember, that your lives on this earth, are only a Journey, a Journey of preparation for Life Eternal, where, My Belovéd Son Jesus, wants to be sharing His Sacred Love with all of you, together with His Heavenly Father in Heaven. This Journey, however, is not an easy Journey. The path along which you have to travel in order to reach Eternal Salvation, is pitted with many Hurdles, many Potholes and many Pitfalls, and that no Human Being, whoever they maybe, will ever traverse this path successfully, on their own. Please believe Me when I, say, no-one can reach the Kingdom of God without help, simply because of the Weakness, of your human nature. From the very highest, in Man-Made terms, to the very lowest, in Man-Made terms, not one person can reach the Kingdom of God, without Divine Help. Page/4

5 Even wonderful people like the late Mother Teresa, and the present Holy Father, both of whom had and have, accepted My Love, would not, and could not be able to successfully attain Eternal Salvation without Divine assistance. It is for this reason, therefore, that I, your Heavenly Mother, reach out to you and all of mankind, to offer you My help, the Blesséd Wish of My Belovéd Son, Jesus, who Loves every one of you, so Dearly. You and all of mankind, are All My Children, and as any earthly Mother would want the best of happiness for all her children, I too, as your Heavenly Mother, want the Best for All of My Children too. Please Hear My Call. Please open your Hearts to Me, your Heavenly Mother, so that I may fill you all, with My Love. With this Our Blesséd Mother then totally filled me with Her Love, as I had, during Her Message, Totally and Unreservedly opened my own Heart, to Her. My Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ, try as I might, I simply cannot find the words that could sufficiently describe, the Peace, the Beauty, the Tranquillity, the Joy and the Happiness that Our Blesséd Mothers Love gave me at that moment. Suffice it to say, that I simply did not want it to leave me, not even for a moment. Then Our Blesséd Mother continued on to say; To enable you and all mankind to travel along this extremely difficult path to Heaven, you have available to you, two very important tools, The Holy Rosary, and The Blessed Eucharist. The Holy Rosary, a Gift which I, your Heavenly Mother, gave to all of you, My Children, and which I have asked, through My Dear Faithful Children at Fatima, for all of you to Pray Daily, is the Key to My Heart, and My Dear Children, I can assure all of you, that in Praying the Rosary, you Truly reach My Heart directly, and I will always listen to, and answer, your requests and Prayer intentions, and with this Beautiful Prayer, you will be able to Open My Heart, thereby enabling you to reach My Love, that I so much want to give you. The Blesséd Eucharist, My Dear Children, is The Blesséd Sacrament, Given to you, by My Belovéd Son, Jesus, in order that He may enter into your Souls through the Graces present in The Blesséd Eucharist, and through which you are able to gain an Intimate relationship with Him. I implore you, My Dear Children, to please receive The Blesséd Eucharist, as Often as you can, but most, most importantly, with the utmost of Reverence. Page/5

6 It saddens Me so much, when I see so many of My Children, receiving, My Belovéd Son, in The Blesséd Eucharist, with little or even no Reverence at all. Please understand and reflect, on the fact, that it is My Belovéd Son, Jesus, Himself, that you are receiving, and most importantly accepting, into your Hearts and Souls, and that My Belovéd Son, Jesus, made the ultimate sacrifice for you, through His Crucifixion and His Resurrection, in order that you can receive His Most Sacred Graces, thereby, providing you with the Hope and Promise of Eternal Salvation. All too often these days, I, your Heavenly Mother, am witness to so much lack of Reverence shown to My Belovéd Son at Holy Communion, during the Celebration of the Holy Mass, both in the act of Delivering and of Receiving of My Belovéd Son, in The Blesséd Eucharist. Please remember, My Dear Children, you are being Invited, by My Blesséd Son, Jesus, to share in a Holy Banquet, at Holy Communion, so it should be with the utmost of Reverence that you should be accepting, this Holy Invitation. After all, if you were invited to a Banquet (or to a Dinner), by an earthly dignitary, such as a member of Royalty or a President of a country or perhaps a Prime Minister of a nation, would you not dress appropriately, turn up on time and behave with appropriate decorum, showing Respect to the Host? Of course you would. Why then is it, My Dear Children, that so often the same manner of Respect, is not afforded to My Belovéd Son, Jesus, who Himself has Invited you, with so much Love to His Altar, and who is far more Worthy and Gracious than any Human dignitary, and who Ultimately is your Heavenly King, this, during the Holy Mass and at the Receiving of Him in The Blesséd Eucharist? Have you forgotten, My Dear Children, that My Belovéd Son, Jesus, is Ever Present in the Tabernacle in your Churches? Why is it, that so often I, your Heavenly Mother, witnesses so much lack of Respect, even lack of Recognition of His presence in the Tabernacle, when My Children either enter, or when they are present in the Church? Do you not realise that this lack of Respect so much Offends My Blesséd Son, who Loves you so Dearly, which in turn, makes My Heart Bleed? I ask of you again, My Dear Children, please receive The Blesséd Eucharist with the Reverence that is most Deserving of My Belovéd Son, your Saviour and furthermore, as Often as you can. Please, also Pray My Rosary as Often as you can, and please open your Hearts, to Me so that I can Fill your hearts with my Love, and if you should choose to do this, I, your Heavenly Mother, will be able to help you, to Get to Know My Belovéd Son, Jesus, your Saviour, more Intimately, on your Journey through this life. Page/6

7 Then Our Blesséd Mother again reiterated to me, for me to open my Heart to Her, which I had already done during this Message, and again She filled my Heart with Her Love, and then momentarily, although seemingly simultaneously, She made me feel Her Sadness, then continued with what was a Personal Message to me, saying; Sadly, most of Mankind, that is of course, My Children, are NOT Listening to Me or Hearing Me, yours and their Heavenly Mother, in much the same way as you had not been Listening or Hearing Me, and this, in spite of My continuing Calls. It is this very Rejection of My Calls, and the turning of their backs on Me, their Heavenly Mother, that Hurts Me and Saddens Me, so much. But, if just one of My Children should Hear or Listen to My Call, as you EVENTUALLY did, then the Happiness and Joy that this gives Me is so overwhelming, that I will, as I have done with you, Engulf them with My Love. These Messages, that I, your Heavenly Mother, have given to you, have been given, not only for own benefit, but for the benefit of all mankind All My Children throughout the world, and this regardless of Colour, Creed, Nationality or Position in Life, or society. Every Human being that ever was born, is now alive or yet to be born, are All My Children, and as their Heavenly Mother I Love them all, and so I Reach out to everyone, with these Messages. It is for this reason, therefore, that I Invite you, to be My Messenger on earth, in order that you might pass these Messages onto My Children. In carrying out My request and passing on My Messages to My Children, I will not let you do this on your own. Wherever you are, and with whom ever you are, be it one person or a group of people, I will be with you, by your side and in the presence of those to whom you are passing My Messages onto. You cannot do this on your own, but then, you will not be on your own I, your Heavenly Mother, will be with you Always. Also, whenever you pass My Messages onto anyone, please Invite them, in turn, to also pass them on to their friends, family and people they know, so that My Messages can be spread and eventually reach All My Children, that are willing to Hear them. Please remember, that these Messages are for All My Children on Earth, whoever they are or where ever they may be. Page/7

8 In the process of passing on My Messages, I also ask of you, to be prepared to open your own Heart and Soul to those that you would be talking to, by which you can become both an Example and Instrument of Mine, on My behalf and that of My Belovéd Son, Jesus. Will you do this for Me? Now My Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ, it is important for you all to know, that even though I have been able to recall everything that took place, and all the Messages that Our Blesséd Mother relayed to me at the time, it so happened that the day prior to the beginning of this series of Messages, my wife had taken so seriously ill, that I had honestly thought that I was about to lose her. In fact she had been hospitalised briefly during this period of the receiving of these Messages, and I was so distraught over my wife s medical condition, that during this period I was totally and utterly confused within myself. Then to compound the situation, towards the end of this period of receiving the Messages, with my wife s condition still very serious, I myself, fell quite ill, although my condition was very much less serious than that of my wife s, and very much shorter lived. Nevertheless, this added to my confusion, and with the timing of these Messages occurring so soon after the events of the Memorial Mass request and its subsequent painful difficulties, all in all, I found myself in such a state of confusion, that I have to Shamefully admit that I was Doubting everything that had taken place. I was even, I am utterly Ashamed to admit, Doubting that it was even Our Blesséd Mother, Herself, contacting me, and also, if only for a short period of time, I even thought that I was going insane. This state of utter confusion carried on through the Christmas Period, right through until shortly before the New Year. So, with the backdrop of all this confusion that I was going through in my mind, I did not give a reply to Our Blesséd Mother to Her request for me to be Her Messenger, at the time of Her asking. As a result of this failure of mine to give Our Blesséd Mother an answer to Her Request, She returned to me several times during the Christmas period seeking an answer from me, but with me failing to give Our Blesséd Mother an answer. Thankfully, however, with my sincerest and loving thanks to Our Blesséd Mother and Her Belovéd Son, Jesus Christ, my Lord and Saviour, my health problems began to ease soon after Christmas, and with my wife s condition although still serious, but stabilising, the state of confusion that I was going through, was very much abating. Page/8

9 With this improvement of my situation, my mind became so much clearer, to the point that I could clearly see that it was I, who was creating the state of confusion, albeit as a result of the circumstances that I have just outlined. For this reason, I was now able to absorb very much more clearly the events and the Messages that Our Blesséd Mother had relayed to me, so that by the time that Our Blesséd Mother came to me after the Midnight Mass on New Years Eve, I was totally Unconfused, and then when Our Blesséd Mother once again sought from me an answer, on 2 nd January 2004, I was both Humbled and Honoured to accept Our Blesséd Mothers Invitation. Although this occasion was undoubtedly the most wonderful and Blesséd moment in my life to date, it was very much tinged with a feeling of Shame on my part, for having in any way, Doubted, Our Blesséd Mother during that difficult time, but in spite of that, She still placed Her Faith in me, something which I could never thank Our Blesséd Mother enough for, but which also, showed me the depth of Love that She has for me. So My Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ, the very acceptance of Our Blesséd Mothers Invitation to me, did not take place without the very Hurdles that Our Blesséd Mother had pointed out, that we have to Climb, along the Path to Heaven, and this First hurdle in the Mission that Our Blesséd Mother together with Her Divine and Belovéd Son, Jesus, have clearly mapped out for me, itself, in fact, needed Our Blesséd Mothers help, for me to overcome. I would like to add personally that, I truly feel immensely Honoured, but, also I truly feel, totally Undeserved of the Honour, and indeed Blessed by Our Blessed Mother, for being Invited, to be Her Messenger, However, I feel it important to let you know that I am most aware that with it, comes an Awesome responsibility, which I Pray and hope I will be able to carry out with Sincerity and Love in my own Heart. It is to this end, that I ask all of you, My Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ, to Pray for me. Therefore, I, on behalf of, and in Our Blesséd Mothers name, Invite you to absorb these wonderful Messages, and if you feel it in your Hearts, then to pass them on, to whoever you feel that you would like to share them with, and be mindful that if any of those people wish to talk to me that I will, as was requested by Our Blesséd Mother, be willing to make myself available, to speak with them. May God Bless you all, My Dear Brothers and Sisters in Christ. I pray, O Holy Mother of God, that those who choose to Read or Hear Your Messages, will receive them with Your Blessings, and that their Heart s too, will be filled with Your Graces and Love. Page/9

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