Road To Murdering Beach - Majella Cullinane. I ll let you in on something. I ve never dreamt of being a bird,

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1 Road To Murdering Beach - Majella Cullinane I ll let you in on something I ve never dreamt of being a bird, see only the shape of myself plunging through water, a fish flecking its tail, fins stroking waves in the charcoal sky of dusk beneath the sea. Nights I have dreamt this, and come up to breathe in a room curtained in darkness. By a window I have watched headlights stream down the road, sunlight hide behind the old villa next to us, heard the pledge of autumn in the sigh of another leaf the wind sashay the green orange pines on the hill, and in the skitter of grey-pink clouds polishing waves I remember what you said to me once there are few who can feel the shadow of the murdered behind them at twilight, can hear the swing of hatchets, the thrust of spears the last murmurs of the dead. There are others who listen hard, like a child holding a conch shell to their ear, but hear only the tide s exhalation, the plaintive kāhu, the flap glide flap of wings.

2 Finding Billy Collins in the fiction shelves - Ruth Arnison He was leaning against Jackie Collins with Tamara Cohen peeping over his shoulder. I whipped him off the shelf hissing, you ve taken Aimless Love too far. There s no point in going ballistic, said the assistant, we ve always had trouble with poetry. Billy, I said, shelving him next to Emily, you ve got to stop this sailing alone around the room. I think he got my message. Next week he was still there, Taking Off Emily Dickinson's Clothes.

3 Bridge - Carolyn McCurdie I search down an alley for 10 Riversdale Lane, the Glasgow address I d sent my letters to as a child. Dear Auntie May and Granddad, thank you for the presents. I m sorry this letter is so late. So late. My first return in sixty-four years. I was here, aged two, weeks before emigration and never saw them again. Now no one of family is here. They died years ago. All I have is a memory, remnant, perhaps not a memory at all. Being lifted to a window to watch a train go by. In this, no noise or shape of train, a vague sense of window, but significant that I was held up by a person who was Granddad. No face, no voice, just arms. I never trusted it as true. Memory so misunderstands itself, claims fact when each re-visiting adds, subtracts, borrows, gains layers, becomes story, becomes myth. And I was two. The lane is quiet, empty. I take a photo of the door marked 10. Some pegs on a clothes line.

4 Then I return to the street, walk round the corner to look at the front of the building on the main road. Above the traffic, is a railway bridge, iron-clad, outside the windows.

5 Lumb Bank - Sarah Grout All day, I have been forced to wrack through words recalling the death of my father. At Lumb Bank, we cauterized Sharon Olds and her race a race I have run too fast, too slow I sat and squirmed, looked out the window, as the long poem was read twice; discussed other's pain, other's trauma while mine, a wound that will not heal, drained me of impression. Later, the walk to Heptonstall I stood and watched the red tulips wave to no-one above Sylvia Plath s grave. And felt the sun in the tin-white sky a ball of burning kelvinite ice too bright, too bright; and thought there is breath and another

6 Notes from a refugee - Ruth Hanover Look at me... Am I not black enough in pain enough in loss enough of brother, country am I not poor enough un-housed enough for you to look at me?

7 Cambodia (a deconstructed country) - Susan Howard This path I cannot walk again. Beneath my feet their bones would slice my soul. Here this tree weeps the blood of children snatched and smashed. Monuments are not enough. Stillness settles in the valley among the watchful trees. This schoolyard hides the unacknowledged screams of innocence. Barbed wire kept them in. Here this children s swing presents a paradox for brave visitors. Photos are not enough. These gardens cannot contain their loss, our tears. This now un-layered country houses the enemy still, and waits for the justice of forgiveness

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