Become aware. of life.

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3 Become aware of life. Majana Silvo Harderwijk, The Netherlands, 29 May 2014 revised version 23 May 2016 author : Majana Silvo facebook website _journey_through_my_unconsciousness.html

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5 why should we stay asleep if we can wake up

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7 CONTENT 1 : EVERY HUMAN IS UNIQUE 2 : HAPPINESS 3 : UNITY 4 : REALIZE DREAMS 5 : TOGETHER AS ONE 6 : BLACK HOLE 7 : NOW 8 : CREATE THE FUTURE 9 : COINCIDENCE 10 : AS UNCERTAIN AS CERTAINTY 11 : CONSCIOUSNESS 12 : THE MAGICAL FORCE LIFE 13 : WE ONLY LIVE TODAY 14 : THE REASON OF EXISTENCE 15 : TIME 16 : ETERNAL NOW 17 : THE UNKNOWN 18 : REMEMBER THE FUTURE 19 : THE LIGHT BEHIND THE CLOUDS 20 : SUPER HUMAN 21 : HUMANITY IS SEARCHING FOR HERSELF 22 : WE RUN AFTER OUR FATE 23 : IMAGENING 24 : DYING 25 : OPENING THE EYES 26 : DISCHARGE 27 : FORGIVE 28 : EVERYTHING IS A CHOICE 29 : INFINITY 30 : ENERGY VERSUS MATTER 31 : DAYS

8 32 : TITLLELESS 33 : I LIVE A DREAM 34 : THE ROAD 35 : THAT WHAT WE CANNOT SEE 36 : THE MUMMY 37 : A MINUSCULE SHIFT OF ETERNITY 38 : ROTTERDAM 39 : TOMORROW IT IS THE FUTURE 40 : THE LIFELONG BRIDGE 41 : THE MEANING OF WORDS 42 : STRUGGLING TO CONQUER THE STRUGGLING 43 : HUMAN WORLD 44 : DO SOMETHING 45 : THE MEMORY

9 1 : EVERY HUMAN IS UNIQUE I should not forget that every human is unique myself included I must not forget about all the coincidences that seem to happen that make me think what a world how is it all possible 27 Augustus 1996

10 2 : HAPPINESS a little moment for me alone for a moment no busy and noisy people surrounding me just the silence and the peace so I can relax for a moment no stress for a moment and no worries delicious for a moment I can live without the world and for a moment the world can live without me for a moment I can enjoy this feeling only for a moment cause soon it will be gone and I shall step back into the business of everyday reality 8 December 1996

11 3 : UNITY I do not know what happens to me it seems as from a source outside of me I am being filled up with thoughts and feelings that strike me like a lightning it seems that I leave this world for a moment as if my spirit slowly glides out of my body I almost feel one with everything surrounding me with the energies the colors and the lights I am being flooded with the wisdom with which I shall learn to accept life the way it really is 23 December 1996

12 4 : REALIZE DREAMS what makes life the way it is the sun rises and before you know it the sun is already setting again and another day has passed a month a year a lifetime to be able to realize your dreams you must reach out to every chance you get this sounds easier than it is but before you know it the chance is passed and then the dream will for ever stay a dream 26 May 1997

13 5 : TOGETHER AS ONE I feel filled up with light a warm glow deep inside of me with respect for everything in life with love hope and happiness I would rather share this feelings with everyone so that everyone would be as happy as I am together as one 13 June 1998

14 6 : BLACK HOLE the future is like a big black hole that can turn into everything or nothing I can take a leap of faith into the depth to explore the unknown if I dare to but I have realized that there is nothing in life I have to fear because fear hinders happiness so I am going to take a chance and try to do what I do not dare to do to be able to explore the black hole that the future is 14 August 1998

15 7 : NOW life is one long-drawn-out now I am aware that this moment is the present but over an hour this moment that I now call present is already past and the future is present 5 November 1997

16 8 : CREATE THE FUTURE past, present and future have a mutual connection what happens in the present has been determined by our actions in the past the present itself will again influence the future the passing of the time is a succession of occurrences that influence occurrences an endless series that keeps itself alive without knowing I already create the future right now 5 November 1997

17 9 : COINCIDENCE coincidence : is it an incidence that happens by incidence or is it a happening that makes me think what a coincidence I think that coincidence exists to shake me up it makes me think about incidences after which I realize that coincidence has a value and improves life it adds some magic to life I think that coincidence is predestined why else would it exist coincidence is not so coincidental 14 August 1998

18 10 : AS UNCERTAIN AS CERTAINTY is existence just an illusion made up out of our disorderly thoughts the way I think about life is how life will manifest itself certainty is something that is real but when can something be real when existence is an illusion how can we prove something to be real within an illusion nothing is so uncertain as certainty 4 March 1998

19 11 : CONSCIOUSNESS I must remind myself that I must become aware of my consciousness 20 March 1998

20 12 : THE MAGICAL FORCE LIFE the universe consists of matter matter consists of atoms organisms consists of cells cell consists of atoms but which force makes it possible that atoms that make up cells are alive and atoms which make up matter are lifeless 22 April 1998

21 13 : WE ONLY LIVE TODAY tomorrow shall never come and yesterday is gone forever because we only live today everything else is only memory and fantasy 30 May 1998 we waste our lives with memories and fantasies while all that is real is the experience of this moment many see reality colored with memories and fantasies and because of this they see not what is really happening right now they live a life wrapped up in illusions addition 12 August 2011

22 14 : THE REASON OF EXISTENCE is there somewhere a little bit of light in this world a little bit of hope and luck cause the darkness seems to feed the world with sadness and dissatisfaction life has become a big fight over power and might everybody seemed to have forgotten the real reason of existence to live life with happiness, luck, peace and love 14 June 1998

23 15 : TIME time is an illusion of our linear existence as a human if our human experience ceases we are for-ever August 1998

24 16 : ETERNAL NOW it is eternal now even the ticking of the clock second after second cannot take away the now not now not ever 26 August 1998

25 17 : THE UNKNOWN the unknown is as a faint twinkling light always a step to far away from me she makes me curious I can not wait to get to know which secrets she keeps that she can scatter around at any moment like little fuzzy feathers every time she makes me surprised and amazed life is such a experienced mysterious and fascinating 1 September 1998

26 18 : REMEMBER THE FUTURE restlessness conquers my heart I feel that something special is coming as if my life will turn around this makes me slightly confused is it the unknown that the future has in stall for me that makes me feel so restless I try to remember the future but all I can see are vague figures but I wish to know what the use is of the things I do right now I guess I have to have a little bit of patience and wait for the future to arrive to know whether the things I do now will have a purpose into the future 2 October 1998

27 19 : THE LIGHT BEHIND THE CLOUDS every day I thank the world that I may partake into her mysterious existence every time again I enjoy in silence the mighty beauty of live fascinated I observe all people with their head hidden beneath dark clouds of troubles if I only could help them to make them see through that the clouds are only that small in comparison to the light of love in a glance I wish to throw at them this knowledge even thought I know they will probably not understand me unfortunately

28 if they would only know how much light is shining behind every dark cloud no cloud would be able to continue to exist only light eternal light of divine love 6 October 1998

29 20 : SUPER HUMAN what keeps a human going their dreams to become better than the best to be faster than the fastest to be able to do more and know more humans wish to see themselves as super humans perfected into every cell in their body but what will that bring us if all our dreams have been realized where shall we then still dream about and is fantasizing about inaccessibility not much nicer than to posses it and what if we become super humans shall we then be super happy 29 November 1998

30 21 : HUMANITY IS SEARCHING FOR HERSELF the trees and the plants in nature are beautiful, intense, complete and harmonious they are what they truly are in comparison to that humans are only shining dim and fuzzy searching for something unknown to be able to reach the same state in which nature stays but humans are not yet succeeding hopelessly humans continue to search for themselves 29 December 1998

31 22 : WE RUN AFTER OUR FATE fate is faster and smarter than we could ever be we try to escape from it but wherever we go she is already there where we are going to waiting for us to arrive we think and hope to be free but in fact we only run after our own fate and we do not even notice this 3 January 1999

32 23 : IMAGENING is it possible to imagine something that is absolutely impossible if something cannot be possible if also cannot be possible into our imagination so whatever we imagine how impossible it may seem it contains some reality otherwise the imagination could not exist not even into our imagination 28 January 1999

33 24 : DYING dying with a careful pace crossing the border between life and death to enter a whole new world that no human being knows the end or the beginning or just a continuation of an eternal path 1 March 1999

34 25 : OPENING THE EYES in a moment of awareness I see the clouds in their peaceful state of being astonished watching people people stressed out with their eyes closes running past their own happiness and in the end they smash themselves against illusions of a disastrous nature projected by themselves the clouds cast a smile of sunlight to the few humans that open their eyes after which the clouds continue to live into a their true state of being to be happy 16 May 1999

35 26 : DISCHARGE I am a little bit jealous unto the thunderstorm she can so easily with might flashes and a lot of rumbling discharge herself if I only could thunder for a little moment to be able to discharge myself from all stored tension 29 May 1999

36 27 : FORGIVE I forgive someone as many times as there are second into infinity 13 August 1999

37 28 : EVERYTHING IS A CHOICE there is nothing in life that is required and obliged everything is a choice even life itself 20 September 1999

38 29 : INFINITY now the moment on which we observe our surrounding is only a moment in infinity just like a droplet of water in an endless sea but without the droplets there is no sea and without moments there is no infinity 27 September 1999

39 30 : ENERGY VERSUS MATTER everything flows everything is a moving wave of energy from which matter is condensed as long as energy moves there is life and when energy condenses and stop waving only dead material will remain also the human is made up of energy partly condensed into matter as long as she keeps waving she shall life on but the moment comes that the wave extinguishes 10 October 1999 addition : 28 May 2016 and matter returns to dust and energy returns to infinity out of where it once came

40 31 : DAYS I go back to yesterday in search for tomorrow but all that I can find is today the days go by too fast soon I lose them and then I get lost into infinity 14 December 1999

41 32 : TITLLELESS I condense the thoughts that create the reality that already exists into the future I worry to much about tomorrows concerns while I only life today I get lost into illusions while searching for the truth fiery emotions remind me that I am alive 19 December 1999

42 33 : I LIVE A DREAM I wake up into reality in which I dream about life but unfortunately it only last a while soon I lose my awareness and life becomes a dream 30 January 2000

43 34 : THE ROAD we are on our way from yesterday to tomorrow from memory to fantasy from and back to eternity 11 May 2000

44 35 : THAT WHAT WE CANNOT SEE people often say seeing is believing but do they then think that what they cannot see does not exist maybe there is an obstacle in the way that keeps us from seeing beyond it but that what is beyond the obstacle does really exist even though we cannot see it 30 May 2000

45 36 : THE MUMMY today I did met someone that almost looked like a mummy a kind of a walking dead thought all layers of illusions life barely shone through that someone can cloak herself into so many veiled layers and then still can try to walk the path of life does she knows that she is alive or is she too much imprisoned by the thoughts be as it should in a world of I have to be like everybody else I feel compassion for her real Self that is so locked up beneath all the veiled layers how miserable shall her real Self feel but she probably does not know suddenly I feel so much freedom knowing that I devote my life to peal away all the layers of illusions even thought there are many layers slowly I approach the core slowly I approach my Self 26 May 2001

46 37 : A MINUSCULE SHIFT OF ETERNITY I rather would like to stop the time but the seconds fall from the sky and change into dust and when they reach the ground nothing remains but a minuscule shift of eternity 11 June 2001

47 38 : ROTTERDAM no Earthly home, just a place to be ROTTERDAM you taught me that there is no place on Earth that I can call my true home there is only a place to live and a place to work wherever I would go I can only take everything as temporarily an intermediate station to continue my travel after a short break ROTTERDAM wherever I go in my life the memories of you and the lessons you taught me are now mine your imprint remains in my memories and my imprint in yours 12 June 2001 (tribute to Rotterdam, the place I lived for 1 year, from September 2000 until September 2001)

48 39 : TOMORROW IT IS THE FUTURE I live from day to day and count the 24 hours and in the evening I celebrate the conquest of another day because of this daily combat the future seems so far away almost unreachable but after many days and many conquests the future is almost here tomorrow it suddenly becomes the future 15 June 2001

49 40 : THE LIFELONG BRIDGE I am on a bridge between what once was and what soon will be I only have to cross the bridge but the bridge is long lifelong 15 June 2001

50 41 : THE MEANING OF WORDS to translate thoughts with words is almost impossible the words circle around their true meaning they tell a nice tale but what the words are meaning to tell they tell in silence 2 July 2001

51 42 : STRUGGLING TO CONQUER THE STRUGGLING what is the purpose of live to build up an existence to have a job and a social life to have a sweet little house with nice movables but all this has only one purpose to try to become happy but what is being happy to have everything your heart desires but can you ever fulfill everything you wish to attain you shall always be susceptible for desires they shall never let you go as long as you see life as a fulfillment of your desires you shall never reach true happiness it is up to you to let go of your desires to stop the struggle for attaining happiness in exchange for satisfaction to learn to be satisfied with the things you got and with being the one you are

52 could this be the purpose of life the path to freedom being free from desires to be free from the struggling to obtain distinction and might life is a struggle to conquer the struggle 4 July 2001

53 43 : HUMAN_WORLD humans complain about the world they created which their own hands they blame God of all the misery but God did not made this human world that we consider with our human eyes God only give us the raw material God gave us life and the choice is ours what we do with it and we are the only ones to blame 10 July 2001

54 44 : DO SOMETHING do not stay in front of a river if you can take the bridge to cross it do not stay in front of a wall if you can climb over it do not stay in front of a closed door if you can open it do not grope in the dark if you can turn on the light do not walk around in circles if you could take the right turn do not nothing if you can do something be not dead while you can life 19 July 2001

55 45 : THE MEMORY once I came into this world I came from somewhere else but where I came from I could not remember because the day I arrived my memory was empty who am I what am I supposed to be doing here I once knew but unfortunately these memories are left behind over there I feel homesick I lost my way back home the place I came from so I am going to start and search for a way back my way back home the way back to the ONE the way back to the universal consciousness the way back to God the way back to myself (add : 24 May 2016) 22 Augustus 2001

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