Fiat Redacted From the Journal of Luisa Piccarreta Book of Heaven VOLUME 20

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1 Fiat Redacted From the Journal of Luisa Piccarreta Book of Heaven VOLUME 20

2 September 17, 1926 My Jesus, I invoke Your Holy Will; let It come and write down on paper, with eloquent, penetrating words, whatever needs to said to make Itself rightly understood. These words must portray the most attractive features of the Kingdom of the Supreme Fiat with gorgeous colors and resplendent light. You must infuse a powerful magnetic force in the words that You will make me write, so that no one will be able to resist them. The readers must want to be dominated by Your Most Holy Will. Mom, true Sovereign Queen of the Supreme Fiat, don t leave me all alone. Take me by the hand; give me the flame of your Maternal Heart. Protect me under your azure mantle as I write, so I can finish everything my beloved Jesus wants me to do. I was possessed by the Supreme Volition. It drew me into Its immense light and made me see the order of Creation, and how everything stayed right where their Creator put them. My mind wandered in rapture at the beauty of all Creation, as I admired the arrangement of Its magnificent harmony. My sweet Jesus was right there with me. He told me: My daughter, everything that came out of Our creative hands was assigned its proper place, each created thing with their own role to play. They all stay where they belong as they glorify the Eternal Fiat with incessant praise while It safeguards those It dominates. It preserves intact and ever beautiful the new life It gives them. All movement is synchronized under the control of the Supreme Fiat within them. Man was also was assigned his proper place. His role: sovereign over all created things. There was one big difference, however. Everything else We created stays the same, without ever changing, neither increasing nor decreasing. My Will, on the other hand, gave man supremacy over all the works of Our hands. It wanted to show off the superabundance of Its love by making his role one of continual growth in beauty, wealth, wisdom and sanctity. It raises him up to the Likeness of his Creator, provided, however that he would always let himself be guided under Its control. He had to give the Supreme Fiat a free hand to form Its Divine Life within him, continually growing in goodness, beauty and endless happiness. Actually, without dominion by My Will, there is no growth, beauty, happiness or harmony. My Will is the source and beginning of the whole work of Creation, and Its master. Wherever It reigns, It has the virtue of preserving the beauty of Its work, just as it was in the beginning. However, where It does not exist, the source of vitality that preserves the work of Our hands is missing. So you can see then how terribly evil it was for man to withdraw from My Will.

3 All things, even the smallest, have their place. They are safe at home, where no one can touch them. They have an abundance of good things, because the Will that flows through them is the source of all goodness. They all exist in harmonious order and universal peace. Sadly, by withdrawing from Our Will, man lost his place and is now homeless and exposed to danger. He is completely vulnerable. Even the natural elements are better off than he is. They possess a Supreme Will, while he has a degenerate human will that can give him nothing but weakness, passion and misery. He s been alienated from his roots and has no place to call his own. Living in chaos and singing out of key with the universe, he has no peace of mind whatsoever. He is the only being wandering around in all of Creation who doesn t have any right to anything. We will give anything to someone who lives in Our Will however, because he is part of the family and should make himself at home. The relationship and family ties he has by living in It give him the right to whatever we have. Our house is his house. On the other hand, someone who does not live the Life of My Will has made a clean break in the relationship and no longer has any family ties. We don t have anything to do with him. If they only knew what it means to break up with Our Will. If they saw how far they would fall into the abyss, they would tremble in fear. They would climb over each other to get back into the Kingdom of the Eternal Fiat and take their usual place again, the one originally assigned to them by God. Now my eternal Goodness wants to give my Kingdom of the Supreme Fiat back to them again. Considering how man had so ungratefully rejected It, this is the greatest Gift I can give to generations of humankind. Up till now, not much has been known about My Will, so first I have to form this knowledge and then shape It. I must reveal this knowledge in a way that will win them over. Then, once they know about It, they will love and appreciate It enough to want to come and live in It. This knowledge will be a chain that binds them, albeit not something forced on them. Instead, they shall willingly let themselves be bound by it. This knowledge will serve as the weapons and arrows that will conquer the new children of the Supreme Fiat. The real import of this knowledge is the transformation of their nature into virtue and goodness. The result of this transmutation into My Will is that they will possess these virtues as their own personal property. I asked Him about this, Jesus, my Love, if this information about Your adorable Will embraces so much virtue, why didn t You teach Adam about it. If this knowledge had been left for posterity s sake, they would have loved and appreciated such great goodness a lot more. This would have prepared their hearts for the time when You, the Divine Mender, would announce the award of this great Gift of the Kingdom of the Supreme Fiat.

4 Jesus explained, My daughter, as long as he remained in the terrestrial Eden, living in the Kingdom of the Supreme Will, Adam knew almost everything pertaining to this Kingdom. The only limit to his knowledge was that he was only a mere creature, but nonetheless, the Kingdom was his. However, as soon as he left the Garden, his intellect grew dark until he lost the light of his Kingdom. From then on Adam could never find the right words to express the knowledge he had acquired about the Supreme Will. Before that, Divine Volition would hand him whatever terms and expressions he needed to explain to others what he knew. That s all gone now. What s worse, every time he thought about his withdrawal from My Will and the greatness he had lost, he was gripped by sorrow. He became introverted and engrossed in his lamentation over the loss of such a great Kingdom. No matter how hard Adam tried to fix things, the evil done was beyond repair. Only the very God he had offended could put it all back together. Adam got no help from his Creator by way of instruction after the fall, so he didn t have the wherewithal to teach anyone anything. After all, why teach something if it wouldn t do anyone any good anyhow? I wouldn t reveal anything good unless I planned on giving it to someone. Even though Adam didn t say much about the Kingdom of My Will, his life was an important lesson regarding many aspects of it. During the early years of the history of the world, up to Noah, these generations had no need of laws. There had no idols because they understood that there was only one God and there was only one way of experiencing Him, that is, through My Will. However, as they began moving farther away from It, idolatries arose and degenerated into even worse evils. God saw their need and gave them His laws as a life-preserver for these human generations. Those who do My Will don t need laws, because My Will is the law, It is life, It is everything for man. The Kingdom of the Supreme Fiat is immensely important and I love It very much. This undertaking is more than just a new Creation or another Redemption. During Creation, I pronounced My omnipotent Fiat only six times, to prepare It and issue It all in the right order. During Redemption, I spoke; however, I did not speak about the Kingdom of My Will or the infinite knowledge and immense goodness within It. I didn t have to use many words because, rather than being a broad subject area, It was rather limited by nature, and a few words were enough to make it known.

5 Making My Will known is more involved, because Its history is extremely long. It is eternal, without beginning or end, so however much I talk about It, there is always more to say, so much more. It is more important than anything else, so there is more to know about It. It greatness entails more wonder and light, so It requires even more words to express It. The task is compounded because the more I make It known, the more I expand the boundaries of My Kingdom for the children who will possess It. Everything I reveal about My Will becomes a new creation within My Kingdom, to be enjoyed and possessed by those who will be blessed by knowing It. You will have to pay very close attention to how you reveal them. September 20, 1926 I have finished filling up another notebook and I m starting a new one. The burden of writing was making me somewhat bitter and I let out a big sigh. My sweet Jesus moved within me and I could see Him shaking His head. He sighed and said to me, What is it, My daughter, what s the matter? You don t want to write any more? I started to tremble when I saw Him sigh because of me. I said: My Love, I only want what You want. It s true that writing feels like a sacrifice to me, but for You, I will do anything, because I love You. Jesus continued: My daughter, you still haven t fully comprehended what it means to live in My Will. When you were sighing, everyone, all of Creation, even Me, we all sighed together with you. For those who live in It, one is the life, one the act, one the motion and one the echo. They can t help doing the same thing together, because God is the Prime Mover. All created things have come out of this one Motion full of life, and there is nothing that does not possess His Motion. They all revolve around the Primal Movement of their Creator.

6 The whole of Creation is in My Will, it goes around incessantly, rapidly and in good order. The one who lives in It has her place of honor in their midst, revolving around It with speed together with everyone else, without ever stopping. Then your sigh of unenthusiastic resignation echoed in everyone. Imagine how they felt. It was as if a constellation of stars started moving out of its assigned place. It s out of order, no longer revolving with velocity around its Creator. Watching this celestial constellation going out from their midst, they were all shaken and distracted from doing their rounds. However, they were immediately restored by your prompt return and continued making their rounds with speed, all in good order. They are magnifying their Creator, who keeps them all in His loving embrace, as they revolve around Him. What would you say if you saw a star leaving its companions and heading down to earth? Wouldn t you say something like: It s out of place, it no longer lives together communally with the others; it must be confused to get lost like that. That s what it s like for someone who lives in My Will, but then wants to do her own thing. She moves away from her assigned place; she descends from the height of the Heavens and loses the Communion of the Celestial Family. She gets lost, so far away from My Will. She gets lost, away from light, strength and sanctity, from the Divine Likeness. She loses her way; order and harmony are lost. She loses velocity and trajectory as she revolves around her Creator. So pay attention, because in the Kingdom of My Will there is no stubbornness or bitterness; everything is joy. Nothing is strained; everything is spontaneous. The creature desires to do what God wants, as if she herself were the one who wanted to do it. My fear grew as I listened to my sweet Jesus telling me all this, and I understood a little better how evil it is to do one s own will. I prayed to Him from the heart to give me enough grace to keep me from falling into such grave evil. As I was praying, my beloved Good came back, however, He appeared with his arms and legs dislocated. He was in terrible pain. He threw Himself into my arms, saying, My daughter, these dislocated limbs that hurt Me so much are all the souls who do not do My Will. By coming upon earth, I established Myself as head of the human family. They are My body, my limbs. These members were formed, joined and connected by the circulating nourishment of My Will. As It flows in them, they are firmly connected to My body, each one where it belongs. My Will, like a compassionate doctor, makes Divine vitality and nourishment flow as needed between the head and limbs. It also bandages the limbs and the rest of the body perfectly in place and firmly attached under the head.

7 However, if My Will is missing, there is no warmth or strength in the body, the blood does not circulate and the head has no control over the limbs. What good does bandaging dislocated limbs do if My Will is not there? Everything is lost. Yet, even though all links between the head and the limbs are broken, the appendages are still there on My body, making Me feel all their pain. It is My Will alone that keeps the Creator and the creature in accord, as it does the Redeemer and the redeemed ones, with the Sanctifier and the sanctified ones. Through It, they are all in communion; without It, Creation and Redemption are meaningless for them, because the source flowing with life and goodness is not there. The very Sacraments shall condemn them if they are without It. My Will is what unveils the Sacraments so mankind may enjoy their life giving fruit. My Will is everything. Without It, Our most beautiful works and greatest wonders are inaccessible to the poor creatures. It alone is the reservoir of all Our works; only through It can they become alive for creatures. I wish everyone knew what it means to do or not do My Will. Then they would all merge with It and receive every possible or imaginable goodness as they are infused with Divine Life. After He finished, I performed my usual actions in the Supreme Will until just before dawn. Then I said to Him, Jesus, my Love, the day is now beginning. While in Your Will, I want to make my rounds through every creature, so as they wake up from their sleep, they may all rise in Your Will. May every intelligence adore You, may every heart love you. May their entire being and all of their works rise up into the light this day will make shine over all generations of humankind. While I was saying this, among other things, my sweet Jesus moved inside me. He corrected me: My daughter, within My Will there is neither day nor night, neither sunrise nor sunset. There has never been but one day, always in the fullness of Its light. Someone who lives in It might say: There are no nights for me; it is always daylight. There is only ever one day for me. As She does My Will, living and operating within It, she forms ever more brilliant light within the day of her life. She lives in a day made ever more glorious and beautiful by doing My Will.

8 Day and night, dawn and sunset were made for someone who does My Will as her own. If she does My Will, she forms the day; if she does her own, she forms the night. Someone who lives fully in It makes the day everlasting. Someone who does not live fully in It, those who have to struggle to do My Will, form the dawn. Those who whine about Its demands and are tempted to quit form the sunset. For those who do not do My Will at all, the night is perpetual, the beginning of the eternal night of hell that will never end. September 23, 1926 I was fusing myself entirely within the Holy Divine Volition, my soul pierced by the absence of sweet Jesus. As I was trying to perform my actions within His Will, I felt a piece of myself being torn away, all because I could not feel His presence. I felt my puny existence being torn to shreds without Jesus, and I prayed that He would have pity on me and come back to my poor soul as soon as possible. After struggling for awhile, He finally came back to me; however, He was really upset by human treachery. There were so many nations brawling among themselves. They were filling up arms depots in anticipation of a big fight among them. They were planning incidents to provoke battle. Such madness and human blindness! They have lost sight of goodness, order and harmony; in their blindness, all they can see is evil. They are out of their minds and doing crazy things. Seeing Him so upset by all this, I said to Him: Stop this madness, my Love. Give them light so they will restrain themselves. If I need to suffer on their behalf, I am ready, just as long as they keep the peace. With great dignity and severity, Jesus responded: My daughter, I m keeping you all for Myself, to form in you My Kingdom of the Supreme Fiat; not for them. I have made you suffer so much just to spare the world. After all their treachery, they don t deserve it. I won t keep you suffering merely for their sake. As He was saying this, I noticed that He was holding an iron rod in His hands, ready to strike out at the creatures. I was frightened and I wanted to calm His anger.

9 I said to Him, Jesus, my Life, don t even think about it; let s get back to work on the Kingdom of Your Will. That will make You feel better. Tell me more about living in Your Will. I know You love to talk about It. It s your loving, passionate interest. Where were we? Your actions flow within me and my own actions so that they may permeate all creatures with the light of Your Will, which is greater than any sun. I want to match them, act for act, thought for thought. I will take ownership of all their actions and absorb them. I will redo them all as they should have been done, but have not. This way, You will find everything here in me and Your anger will depart from Your Heart. Jesus deferred to my desire and went around together with me. Then He said to me, My Will has such power, My daughter. It spreads everywhere, like light. It expands and lends Itself to every action, infinitely multiplying Itself. It does so many things and multiplies within each thing, yet It remains always One, as It is, holding all of Its actions together without letting go of any of them, not one. My daughter, the first level of action done in My Will in the name of all creatures, on their behalf, was accomplished by the Sovereign Queen. She obtained the ultimate blessing for all creatures by making the longed-for Redeemer come down to earth. This is how someone who acts for all, in the name of all, and makes good the debts of all, earns universal benefits that help everyone. The second level of action done in My Supreme Will was completed by My Humanity. I embraced everyone and everything as if they were all one. I gave satisfaction for all. I overlaid My Act in every single action of every last creature without missing even one of them. I did this so that the glory, love and adoration of My Celestial Father might be complete in each and every action of all creatures. This prayerful petition was answered with the fruit that grew out of My coming upon earth. It earned salvation and sanctity for all, and if do not take it, it s their fault, not the fault of the Giver. My Life requisitioned universal goodness for all; I opened the gates of Heaven to everyone. You are the one who shall complete the third level of My Will. That s why I make you act on behalf of everyone in everything you do. I have you act in the name of everyone on behalf of their actions, and then embrace them all. Your level must be on the same plane as Mine, and be merged with the plane of the Celestial Empress. This is how you will attain by prayer the Kingdom of the Supreme Fiat.

10 You will do something universally good, which means that nothing must escape your attention. This is how you will bind all creatures to this goodness you want to give them. To make up for all that was left undone, actions carried out in My Will form double chains; the longest, strongest, unbreakable chains of light. No one can break a chain of light. It is even more indestructible than a solar ray, which no one can shatter, much less prevent it from going wherever the length and width of the ray want to reach. These chains of light bind God, obliging Him to give universal goodness, and compel the creature to receive them. September 26, 1926 I was totally immersed in the Supreme Volition, and my poor mind was admiring all Its wonderful effects. My always lovable Jesus said, My daughter, the brief words Will of God contain an eternal promise without equal. These words embrace everything, both in Heaven and on earth. This Fiat holds the font of creativity, the wellspring of everything good. By virtue of possessing My Will, you will rightfully acquire whatever this Fiat has. She attains the right to the Likeness of her Creator, thus acquiring the right to Divine Sanctity, His Goodness and His Love. By right, Heaven and earth are hers, because they all came into existence by Fiat. It is right and just that her privilege extend over everything. The greatest Gift, the greatest grace I can give to the creature is to offer her My Will. Every possible or imaginable goodness is rightfully bound to It, because everything belongs to It. Later on, my sweet Jesus appeared as He came out from within me. He was looking at me, and His gaze was so piercing that it was as if He were engraving His own image on my poor soul. When I saw this, I said to Him, Jesus, My Love, have pity on me; don t You see how ugly I am? I turn uglier every day you are away from me. I m a good for nothing. I can just barely make my rounds in Your Will. I fall so badly. Your absence burns and consumes everything within me and robs me of life as I try to do good. All I have left is Your adorable Will that binds all to Itself so that I want nothing but Your Fiat. I don t want to see or touch anything except Your Most Holy Will.

11 Jesus resumed speaking: My daughter, wherever My Will is present, everything is love, holiness and prayer. Its fountain is within you. Your thoughts, as you gaze at me, your words, your heartbeat as well as your movements, everything is love and prayer. It is not the words that form prayer; no. My Will, as It operates, dominating all of your being, makes each one of your thoughts, words, gazes, heartbeats and movements into little fountains that spring from the Supreme Will. Rising up to Heaven, some pray in their silent language, some love, some adore and others bless. My Will makes the soul do what is holy, what belongs to the Divine Being. The soul who has the Supreme Will as her life is the true heaven. She silently narrates the Glory of God and announces herself as the work of His creative hands. The soul is so beautiful to see when My Will reigns in her. Her every thought, every glance, every word she speaks, every beat of her heart, every breath she takes, her every movement forms another star to adorn her heaven. This is the narration on the Glory of He who created her. My Will inhales everything in one breath, and lets nothing of all that is good and holy escape the soul. September 28, 1926 I was feeling depressed, crushed under the weight of being so deeply humiliated. I have just been told that, not only what I wrote about the Will of God is to be printed; everything my lovable Jesus has told me will be made public. I am speechless with pain. I wish I knew how to talk them out of it. I couldn t even move myself to pray that my beloved Jesus would forbid it. Silence overwhelms me inside and out. Then, my lovable Jesus moved within me; He gave me a big hug to encourage me and give me strength. He said, My daughter, I don t want you to look at what you have written as your own. Look at it as Mine, as something that does not belong to you. Don t think about it at all; I will take care of everything. Entrust it to My care; and as you write, I want you to give it to Me as a gift so I can be free to do whatever I want with it. There s nothing to concern yourself about except living in My Will. Every bit of information I have revealed to you is a precious gift. The least you could do is to give Me a gift. I replied, My Jesus, forgive me; I don t mean be like that. Just thinking about others knowing such personal details between You and I makes me uncomfortable. I can t explain how it hurts me so much. I abandon myself in You. Give me strength, and I will give You everything I ve got.

12 Jesus said, Good, My daughter! It is My Glory, the triumph of My Will that requires all this. It wants; It demands that you be Its first triumph. Aren t you happy to become the victory, the triumph of this Supreme Will? Wouldn t you make any sacrifice so that this Supreme Kingdom can be known by creatures and possessed by them? I know how much you must be suffering after so many years of secrecy between you and Me. I have jealousy kept you hidden for so long, and now our secrets are coming out. I can understand why you have such strong feelings about this. However, when I want something, you must want it as well. We both agree on this point, so don t worry about it. Then He made Reverend Father appear. Jesus was there next to him and He placed His holy right hand on Father s head to infuse him with a strong willingness to help. He said to him, Hurry My son, there s no time to lose. I ll stay close and help you, so everything will go well, according to My Will. I have taken great care that My Will should be known, and I have dictated the Writings about the Kingdom of the Supreme Fiat with paternal goodness. I will help with the printing the same way. I will be right there with those who will be busy with it, so that everything goes according to plan. So, hurry, hurry. October 2, 1926 I was feeling as bitter as could be because of the absence of my sweet Jesus. I felt so bad, I just couldn t take it anymore. Then, right when I thought the pain couldn t get any worse, He moved inside me. He appeared, looking troubled. He told me, My daughter, I am looking at how much I have to expand the boundaries of the Kingdom of My Will, so the creatures can take possession of It. I know that they are unable to grasp how endless the Kingdom of My Will is. Most creatures don t have the ability to reach across and embrace a Will that fills a Kingdom that has no boundaries.

13 They are created beings, so they are always limited and restricted. Nonetheless, even though they are limited, I prepare good things for them, more for some and less for others. I extend the expanses they have to possess according to their ability. I am also looking at posterity, and at what attitudes future generations will have. Consider the current generations and their attitudes. Those in the present must petition the Kingdom of the Supreme Fiat with prayer while preparing the new generation and those following. I must balance preparations for posterity with the interests of those living now in the present, as I keep expanding the boundaries of My Kingdom. All generations are so inter-linked with one another that some will be praying while others prepare the new generation. Some will plead for the coming of this Kingdom so that posterity may possess It. That s how it was with My coming upon earth to form the Redemption. The generation that was alive then were not the ones who prayed, sighing and cried, imploring Its blessings; that was done by those who lived before My coming. The generation that lived at that time were the ones who enjoyed the blessings that were given them. I expand the boundaries of Redemption s goodness according to the attitudes of those in the present, together with the prayers and inclinations of those in the past. After all, I only give good things to creatures if they will do something good with them; if these gifts are useless then there s no sense giving them anything. When creatures are ready, these things will be given them for their use. You will know when I am expanding its boundaries, because that is when I reveal more information about the Kingdom of My Will. Before teaching you anything new, I cast a glance over all the creatures to assess their attitudes, to see whether new knowledge will do them some good. Sometimes when I reveal things, it s as if I haven t taught them anything at all. When I see that, I want to expand My boundaries even more so I can give them more goodness, happiness and joy to have and to hold. However, they are not prepared and it makes Me sad. So I wait for your prayers, and the pains you suffer on behalf of everyone. I wait for you to make your rounds in My Will. You do this for those alive in the present as well as for the posterity of future generations. Then I will return with new surprises as I reveal My teachings about My Will.

14 This is why I get sad when I m not talking to you. My Word is the greatest of gifts, a new creation. When I can t deliver it from within Myself, because creatures are not ready to accept it, I carry the weight of the gift I want to give still within Me. When I m unable to give it away, I get upset and become cold towards them, and My pain gets even worse when I see you suffer because of Me. I wish you could know how much I feel your sadness, how it all pours into My Heart! My Will brings it deep into My innermost Heart, because I do not have two Wills, just one. As a result, because It does reign within you, It pulls your suffering deep inside of Me. So pray and let your flight be non-stop in the Supreme Fiat. Plead that creatures will prepare themselves, so I may return to teach them once again. After that, He was silent, and I was even sadder than before. I felt all the weight that Jesus felt because of the creatures lack of cooperation. At that point, I was afraid Jesus wouldn t be talking to me for awhile, so He tried to cheer me up a bit, and Himself as well. He said, Courage My daughter, do you think that everything that goes on between Me and you will become known? No, My daughter; I will only make known what is necessary, only what has to do with the Kingdom of the Supreme Fiat. In fact, I will be even more generous, considering what creatures will accept of this Kingdom of Mine. I will give them free reign to advance more and more, so they can expand their holdings in the Supreme Fiat. That way they will never be able to say: Enough, we have gone as far as possible, there s no place else to go. Oh, no, I will give such an abundance that humans will always have something more to take to help them extend their journey. However, in spite of such abundance, not everyone will know our secrets. What's more, not everyone knows what Me and My Mom prearranged between Us to bring about the Kingdom of Redemption with all Its amazing grace and innumerable favors. They will know them once they are in Heaven, where there are no secrets. Meanwhile, here on earth, they only know what I give them superabundantly for their own good. That s how I will do it with you. When I look around, it is for those who want to come to live in the Kingdom of My Will. However, for the little daughter of My Will, for the one who has formed this Kingdom together with Me with so much sacrifice, will My Love ever be able to say Enough? Would I ever deny My Word to you or stop pouring into you the continuous flow of My Graces? No, I could never do that, My little daughter; it would go against the nature of My Heart. It would deny My Will, which holds one continuous Action that can never interrupted. It is always giving Itself, replete with new surprises, to someone who knows no other life but the life of My Will.

15 If you see Me aloof, it s not your fault. You and I don t need words to understand each other. For us, just to see each other is to understand one another. You and I pour ourselves into each other. When I pour Myself out, new graces flow into you and you take them. What is necessary for you, who must be the primary cause that forms the Kingdom of the Eternal Fiat, will not be necessary for those who only have to live in It. With you, it s not only about living in It, it s more about forming It. So it behooves your Jesus to give you everything, especially the raw materials for the formation of a Kingdom so holy. That s how it happens in the lower, physical world as well. Anyone, who has to build a kingdom, needs so many ways and means, includes lots of raw materials, while someone who has to build just one city needs much less. On the other hand, someone who is only going to move there to live doesn t need all that much. All the hard work and sacrifice required to build a kingdom isn t necessary for those who simply decide they want to live there. I just want you to work on the formation of the Kingdom of the Supreme Fiat; your Jesus will take care of everything else. October 6, 1926 I was totally immersed in the intense pain of being deprived of my sweet Jesus. I said to myself, My Jesus, how can You not have compassion for this little daughter of Yours who pines for You so much that she feels like her very life is being snatched away from her. It is not just the pain, that would be more bearable, but it seems that life itself is missing. I m a weakling. If for no other reason, You should have compassion on poor little me, simply because I am way too little for this. I feel like I am continually losing my life, taking it back, and then dying again. Jesus, my Love, this kind of martyrdom is new and unprecedented. What s going on? I seems like I die over and over again, yet I never actually die. My life is a void without any hope of flying back to my Celestial Fatherland. As I was thinking about this, my always lovable Jesus moved inside me. With a tender tone, He said, Be brave, little daughter of My Will. You re right about that. You sense that life is missing in you because you sometimes feel like I ve left you. When you sense the Life of your Jesus missing, you think that It has died within you. There s a good reason why you feel that way. As little as you are, you must surely feel like this life ending within you is hard martyrdom.

16 You know that My Will is life. Whenever creatures don t follow It, it means they are rejecting It, and when they reject My Will, they reject Divine Life, thereby destroying It within themselves. Pain from the continual martyrdom of My Will is nothing trivial. With great kindness, It wants so many acts of life to arise in creatures, while they cut themselves off from It with a deadly sword. When that happens, this Divine Life cut off within them leaves a void they try to fill with a sinful life of passion, darkness and weakness. By not doing My Will, creatures lose Divine Life. In your case, It does reign within you. That s why, when you feel deprived of My presence, you share the pain of losing one Divine Life for every single creature who cuts themselves off from It. It is up to you to offer reparation and compensation for every act of Life lost to My Will because of them. You should know, that to form this Kingdom of Divine Fiat, It must find in you one of Its actions for each one It has lost. This is why you have to experience the alternation of My presence and My absence. Every time it happens, you perform more act of submission to My Will. You take these acts of Divine Life others have rejected and make them your own. Do you remember when I revealed to you your mission regarding the Eternal Fiat? I asked you to make the sacrifice of suffering one death for each creature who would come out into the light. That is, to die once for each creature who would reject the life of My Will. Yes, My daughter, by not doing My Will, each creature rejects another Divine Life. It s not at all like practicing the virtues, where they reject gems, precious stones, costly ornaments or fine clothes. Anyone can do without these if they don t want them. Rejecting My Will, on the other hand, is to reject the means to live, to destroy the font of life; it is the greatest of all evils. Anyone who does such great evil doesn t deserve to live; he deserves to die to everything that is good. Someone has to compensate My Will for all these lives creatures have cut off from It. To do this, you must suffer, not mere pain, but the deprivation of Divine Life due to My absence. To form Its Kingdom in you, My Will needs to find in you every satisfaction that creatures have denied It. You have to account for every life that has failed to rise within It. Otherwise, this Kingdom would have no foundation. It would be unjustly denied Its rights without due reparation. Remember, your Jesus will not leave you for too long, because I too know you cannot live under the duress of such painful martyrdom. It upset me further when the Reverend Father came; He is the one who s busy printing the writings on the Most Holy Will of God. He wanted all the writings handed over to him, including the copies of what he already had, leaving nothing for me to reference. I was tormented by the thought that the most intimate details concerning me and Jesus were now public. Now I couldn t even go over again what Jesus had told me about His Holy Will.

17 Then Jesus came back and asked me: My daughter, why do you torment yourself so much? I ve told you before that what I made you write on paper, I Myself first wrote in the depth of your soul, and then I made you put it down on paper. Besides, there s still more written inside you than on paper. So when you feel the need to go over again what regards the Truths on the Supreme Fiat, just take a look inside yourself and you will immediately see what you want to go over again. Just to be sure of what I am telling you, look right now into your soul and you will see everything I have dictated, in the exact same order as I have revealed them to you. As He was saying this, I looked within myself, and with a single glance, I could see everything. I could also see what Jesus had told me that I neglected to write down. I thanked my beloved Good and, with resignation, I offered my own problems as a sacrifice to Him. In return, I asked that He give me the grace to help make His Will be known, loved and glorified. October 9, 1926 I was making my rounds in the Supreme Volition as usual when my sweet Jesus conjured a globe of light inside me. As I repeated my actions in the Divine Fiat, it became larger and the rays that came out of it grew longer. My always beloved Jesus said, My daughter, the more often you go around in My Will repeating your actions, the larger this globe of light becomes. As the sphere grows, its light increases in power and its rays extend farther so it can better illuminate the Kingdom of the Eternal Fiat. Your actions fuse together and dissolve in My Will to form the singular sun needed to illuminate a Kingdom so holy. This sun shall possess the Creative Power. As it extends its rays, it will leave the mark of its sanctity, goodness, light, beauty and Divine Likeness. Those who will let themselves be illuminated by its light shall feel the power of new joy continuously created. They shall be content with endless blessings. As My Will regulates all the actions of those who live in It, the Kingdom of My Will shall be continuously created. The creature will be subsumed within an ever new and continuous Action of this Supreme Volition. It will keep her so absorbed that there will be a total cessation of activity within herself. I would love so much that the Kingdom of My Will be known, for the great blessings that creatures will receive, and for the unencumbered field of action It will have.

18 As it is now, the Supreme Will is hindered by their own so-called self. However, as It becomes known, Its vivifying rays, penetrating with the fullness of such vivid light, shall blot out the human will, dazzling it with Its brilliant light. When the human will sees the great good that comes to it, it will give complete freedom of action to My Will, giving It total dominion. In this Kingdom, a new era of continuously renewed creation begins for My Will. It will distribute everything that It has provided for creatures, had they always done Its Will. It had to keep these things within Itself for so many centuries, placing them in storage until It could release them for the benefit of the children of Its Kingdom. After this, I continued to pray. However, as I was praying, I saw that Jesus, my highest Good, was hurrying out in a rush from deep within me. He was pushing a bundle of light above Him, which hid Him in its glare so I couldn t see Him under it, still inside me. He gave it a final push and made haste to come out for me. I asked Him, My Jesus, why are You in such a hurry? Is it about this Kingdom that interests You so very much? Jesus answered: Without a doubt, My daughter; it is indeed what interests Me the most. Even from inside you, I could hear the Father, who took our Writings with him, talking about My Will to some of the other creatures who surrounded him. He spoke with so much love that I was wounded deep in My Heart. So I wanted to come out of you and eavesdrop. He was using My very own words; the same ones I used to reveal My Will; they resonate as I listen to them. I hear My own echo. Listening to him is so delightful. You must be delighted too, considering how much you have sacrificed for it. That s when I saw a ray of light coming out of Jesus. It reached all the way to where the Reverend Father was standing. The light pervaded his body and made him speak. Hearing the Reverend Father talking about His adorable Will was very consoling to my Jesus.

19 October 12, 1926 I was immersed in a sea of pain brought on by the absence of Jesus, my highest Good. I went all around Heaven and earth, asking for Him, but I couldn t find the One I longed for so much. This sea of pain was rising and swelling more and more, drowning me. It was a pain that only Jesus can give. Only He knows how to give it to a poor little heart that loves like I do. It s because it is so little that it cannot survive in this immense sea of bitter water brought on by the pain of His absence. It drowns in its own depression, waiting for Him, the one I yearn and long for so much. I was thoroughly depressed when my always lovable Jesus appeared inside me in the midst of a cloud of light. He asked me, Firstborn daughter of My Will; why are you so depressed? If you think of how very fortunate you are, your depression will depart from you. Do you know what being the firstborn daughter of My Will really means? It means being the favorite daughter of our Celestial Father. Among all the others, you are the first one He turns to with His the love. It means being the first-born daughter of grace and of light, the first daughter of glory, the heir to her Divine Father s riches, and the favorite daughter of Creation. As firstborn daughter of the Supreme Will, she enjoys all the bonds, the relationships, all the rights that a firstborn daughter can expect. She has the benefit of these parental bonds; she shares in all the thoughts and feelings of her Celestial Father. She is the rightful heir to all His possessions. But that s not all. Do you know what it means to be the first daughter delivered by My Will? It means more than being the most beloved heir to everything belonging to her Creator. She enfolds within herself all the love and everything else the rest of the children might come to possess. Whatever the others have individually will collectively belong to the firstborn daughter of My Will. This is right and just, because My Will entrusted her with everything as her own; she has within herself the origin of all things. Creation was made for her. She is the reason Divine Action and Love entered the playing field. Even before her birth, the firstborn daughter of Our Will was the primary purpose for all the works of God. Hence, all good things are derived from her. Ultimately, everything comes from her, and everything return to her. So you can see how fortunate you are, even though you cannot fully comprehend what it means to have your Creator s love and all His possessions centered within you. On hearing this, I said to Him, My Love, what are You saying? What good does any of this do me? This great fortune You are talking about is abject poverty if You deprive me of Yourself. All good things turn bitter without You. I ve told You so many times that You are all I want; You alone. You are enough for me; You are everything I need. Even if I did have everything, without You, it would still be an indescribably painful martyrdom for me.

20 Love, grace, light, all Creation, speaks to me about You; they tell me Who You are. When I can t find You, I go crazy; I fall into a delirium of mortal agony. These firstborn rights to primacy, give them to whomever you want; I don t care about them. If you want to make me happy, stay with me, just You alone; that s all I want. Jesus responded: My daughter, there s more to it than just being alone with Me. That s not enough. I don t want to hear you saying that you don t care about everything else. No, it is not enough for Me to give you Myself alone without giving you everything I have. If I care so much that you have primacy as the firstborn daughter, you must care about it too. You know the reason why I come around to see you so often is because of your being My firstborn daughter. As long as Adam was still the firstborn son of My Will, having primacy over everything, I visited him often. As long as My Will dominated him, It coached him in the protocols necessary to be with Me as the son who is the consolation of his father. Then, I spoke to him as to a son, and he to Me as his Father. As he withdrew from My Will, he lost his preeminence, his rights as the firstborn; he lost every good thing I have. He no longer had the strength to withstand My Presence, and I no longer felt drawn by a Divine force and Will to go to him. His entire relationship with Me was broken, so he no longer had a right to anything. After rejecting the light of My Will, he could no longer see Me unveiled amidst the lightning. He was blinded by the glare of My Light. The privilege that Adam lost as firstborn son of My Will has passed on to you. Before he withdrew from My Will, I was ready to enfold every good thing within him, so now I must enclose them in you. As far as I am concerned, you are the first creature to be have been made by Our hands, because the one who lives in My Will always takes first place before her Creator. The fact that she was born later in time is irrelevant. The one who has never gone out of Our Will always comes first. The fact that I have come reveals the irresistible force of My Will drawing you to Me and preparing you. You must show Me the highest gratitude for being made the firstborn daughter of My Will. You must care about everything. I was so confused that I didn t know what to say. In my inmost soul, I said, Fiat, Fiat.

21 October 13, 1926 I was fusing myself completely within the Holy Divine Volition, going all around and acting within It. Then my beloved Jesus moved within me and said, My daughter, everything you do, each prayer you say and pain you feel in your soul enters into the light of My Will. Each one, as it becomes light, forms an additional ray in the Sun of the Eternal Volition. These rays compose the most beautiful glory that a creature can give to the Divine Fiat. Then, seeing Itself so glorified by Its own light, It fills these rays with new knowledge that gives voice to more surprising things about My Will that reveal themselves to the soul. My revelations to the creature blot out the human will. The stronger the light, the more rays there are, and the more strongly the human will is dazzled, lost in the glare of the light of My knowledge. It is rendered impotent to act, thus giving the light of My Will the freedom of action It needs. The human will becomes so engrossed in the action of My Will, that it has neither the time nor place to act on Its own. It is like the human eye when it stares at the sun. Strong light fills the pupil and dominates it so much that it is unable to look at anything else, even though the eye has not lost its vision. The strength of this light has the power to remove everything from its sight. It cannot see anything but light. I will never undermine the freedom of the human will. It is a great gift that I gave man when creating him that gives him the option of being one of My true children, or not. I use the light of this knowledge regarding My Will to form rays much stronger that sunbeams. Whoever wants to look at them and understand shall be filled with this light. Hidden in Its glare, the human will delights in the sight and looks at it with love. It will be thankful that this light acts to takes the place of its own. It will forget about loving other things and no longer delight in them. That s why I talk so much about the strength of this light of My Will. The stronger it is, the more other things are hidden in its glare, invisible to the human will.

22 Look at the sky, a perfect example of this. At night, it is studded with stars. However, they cease to exist for the human eye during the day, even though they are still in their proper place in the sky, just as they are at night. What has the strength to make the stars disappear in full daylight, even though they are still there? The sun. It hides them in the glare of its strong light; however it does not destroy them. You can see the truth of that when the sun begins to set and they come out to be seen in the vault of the heavens. It seems like they are afraid of the light, and they hide, leaving the light of the sun free reign. They understand, in their silent language, that the sun, in its goodness, has a better effect on the earth. They know that it is right and just to give way for the great action of the sun. They pay homage to it by allowing themselves to be hidden in the glare of its light, and when the sun sets, they are back in their proper place, to be seen by all. That s how it is with the Sun of knowledge about the Supreme Fiat. It s about those human wills that let themselves be illuminated by these rays of light emanating from My knowledge. Seeing great good in the action of its light, as Its rays hide the human will in Its glare, they will feel ashamed and afraid to act. As a result, the human will gives complete freedom of action to the light of the Divine Will. Then, the more you pray and suffer in It, the more knowledge you receive as revelation, and the stronger the light becomes, the sweeter it is to be hidden in Its radiance. This is how I will establish the Kingdom of the Supreme Fiat. October 15, 1926 I continued my usual rounds in the Supreme Will. I thought, My Jesus, Your Will embraces and encloses everything. In the name of the first creature to come out of Your creative hands, up to the very last one to be created, I intend to compensate for all willful human opposition to Your Will. I will take within me all the actions of Your adorable Will that creatures have rejected, and repay You for them in kind, with love and adoration. It is my intension that there shall be no action on Your part that does not have a corresponding action on my end. My little acts will be bilocated in each one of Yours, because Your Eternal Fiat needs the support of human action for It to rule. I hope this will satisfy You, so You will come and reign triumphantly on earth. Thus, in each one of your actions, I offer You Mine as the ground on which You can lay Your Kingdom.