Manifestation Matrix Module 8 Stepping Into the Manifestation Matrix

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1 Manifestation Matrix Module 8 Stepping Into the Manifestation Matrix [00:00:07] Edward: Hello, hello everyone. It's Edward here. Welcome, welcome, welcome. Module eight of the Manifestation Matrix so working on level seven. Anyway, that's a little confusing having the module be the number eight but level were working on be number seven. I started to realize that one of the switch those the languaging a little around that. But anyway I'm really excited because we're going to be plugging into the Gaian Grid tonight and this is if you watch the video that I posted this is really the culmination. All the other work is the internal work, the internal work that you probably heard the phrase get the inside right and the outside will follow. Well that s what this is all about the work we've been doing in levels one through six are all about getting the inside right, getting the inside right. Even levels five and six which really are focus and focalized here in the physical world are really still about getting inside the right. Getting the internal getting your internal systems lined up and align and in resonance with what you want. So that when you come down here into the seventh level and plug into Gaian Grid what comes out what expresses, what manifests through you in this co-creative relationship with Gaia comes out in a way that you're really excited to see and experience and share. So that s what we're going to be doing tonight. I'm really, really excited about that. And let me just go ahead and give you kind of a heads up of where we re going. We're going to do after the prayer, the opening invocation and space setting and then will come back and will have Q&A time for exploring what you experience. Any questions you have, any places where you still feel block around the work we did last week with the emotional bridge level six. Really, really good stuff, it sounds like a lot of opening happened over the course of this week as you were working on that. so I'd love to hear from you, from some of you how that has impacted you and what you're feeling as you have had a week now to work with this level six the emotional bridge.

2 Transcript: Manifestation Matrix Module 8 2 The one with the clearing for the Gaian Grid and this is clearing out the beliefs that we are separate from the earth and the belief that the kind of that in the video I show you that little almost like there's a break between you and the earth. There's a separation, there's a block that prevents you from reaching down into it. We're going to clear out those blocks and then were going to activate the full body, full being, full essence connection and plugging in to the Gaian Grid. This is so much more than just grounding which is a great start. Grounding is a great start, the Gaia earth circuit is a great start. Roots coming down from your feet great start but tonight were going to actually do a full on system integration plug in to the Gaian Grid. I think you're going to like this one. And then we'll have some questions and check in to the end and I'll share your daily awareness practice and we will be good to go. All right, so let's go ahead and set up the space and get started. All right, if you're not already in your comfy place but too comfy, it was really nice I had someone on one of the small group call earlier in the week maybe you re here this week. Maybe you re here tonight. And she was saying how -- when she's on this call she's in a really comfortable position and can't type in feedback or give feedback. But she was sharing how much she enjoyed -- how much she wants to get feedback. I'm like oh that s good as long you don't fall asleep. It's nice to be in a comfortable position but one that doesn t -- isn't so comfortable that you actually go into such a deep trance that you move in to a sleep state. But if you do that okay too you still getting it the information, the insights, the energetic signature is coming through. Okay, so coming into resonance. Finding your way into your inner sanctuary and taking a moment to notice how your body feels. [00:04:59] We're going to be working on the level, the seventh level this week and it s really this is really about the physical. It's about your being plugged in to the physical world as about your taking action to physical world. So how do you feel in your body, how does your body feel begin to notice that. And notice it without judgment, notice it without judgment. Just being aware, becoming aware of the sensations both a positive and the what we might label as negative constriction pain, discomfort in your body. Just see if you can just notice without labeling, without judging and I realize that is a difficult one when especially when it comes to physical pain. It's hard not to say oh this headache and label it or judge it as bad or wrong or

3 Transcript: Manifestation Matrix Module 8 3 whatever it is, that's your noticing. And notice how you are setting in your body or how you are positioned. It was interesting the other day on the small call I did just beginning and maybe because we're coming into seventh level and it's all about the body but I was really noticing in a very visceral way just tuning into people their posture and could really feel how that posture was impacting the flow of energy. So let's take a moment to just become aware of where your head is, maybe pull it back most people tend to have their heads a little bit forward which puts a lot of stress and pressure and tension on the back of your neck. So pull your head back, draw your head back just a little bit so that its right straight above your shoulder. Put your shoulders back. It's such a forward facing culture, you know being on the computer all day round your shoulders forward, driving, riding you know, all of that. Reading and it pulled your shoulders forward. so just gently pull them back and notice how that opens up your chest and opens up -- oh there you go, opens up the energy flow in your chest and in your heart. Feel that tension beginning to release from your shoulders, from your neck as you rest your head gently. Sit up a little bit straighter. You don t want a deep straight back but you want a nice centered straight back. You don t want to be slouching. So if your slouching just -- oh, there you go. Can you feel how that just opens the flow of energy. It's amazing how just making some subtle shift in your body can have a dramatic impact on your energy body. Oh, so breathe now. Take a deep breath in and a relaxing exhale. And one more deep breath in and another gentle relaxing exhale. Good. And feeling your body connecting to the physical world. Feel the points where you are contacting, connecting, touching into the physical world, the world of forms. Feel that pressure. And accentuate your awareness of that pressure. Accentuate your perception of the connection point between you and the physical world. And as you accentuate that go ahead and pick out one particular place where you are touching into the physical world. It could be the bottoms of your feet or your butt on the chair or your arms on the edge of your chair. I'm actually kneeling right now, so I feel my shins and the tops of my feet touching the ground. Just big one point and really focus your awareness, focus your attention right in that place where your body touches the physical world. And begin to notice what's there. Begin to notice what's there.

4 Transcript: Manifestation Matrix Module 8 4 [00:10:04] And see if you can actually determine, find, discover the point at with you, what you call you and what you call not you begins. See if you can find that point by focusing right at that point of contact between you and the world. See if you can find where you and what you consider to be you and the rest of the world begins. Hmm, I can feel that a lot of you are expanding your perception of who you are, what you are. An interesting little exercise there. hard to find that edge, hard to find that point which it's no longer you and it suddenly the rest of the world. That s because there is no it, that s because there is no end of you, beginning of other. That s what you're going to really discover and feel as we activate and get you fully plugged in to the Gaian Grid tonight. Let's go ahead and take another deep breath in another relaxing exhale. And give your body permission to feel safe, give yourself permission to feel safe in our circle. Feeling the elements to say come in to join the earth, water, fire and air coming in to waive their protective presence around us. Feel that safety net being constructed, being build. And feel the divine light as it comes and surround us. feel that divine light that ensure that only light and love, joy and abundance can enter into our circle that only transformation that is in the highest good of all which includes you, includes your highest good that only that transformation, that level of transformation is possible here within this circle. Let your body really feel and let your mind feel, that mind, that fearful mind, that mind that is so wanting to keep you safe is doing such, such a wonderful job that doing what it thinks it has to keep you safe. Give your mind the night off. Let it take a break here. Reassure it that your are safe within this circle surrounded and protected by the elements and the divine light. Let your mind relax. That fearful mind that loves you so so much that is willing to do anything and everything it can to keep you safe. Let that fearful mind, take a break it's been working so hard. And as you release that part of your mind let yourself drop even more fully into your inner sanctuary where your awareness, your perception, your intuition opens, expands. And you become more aware of who you really are. And so it is that we come together in this moment, in the sacred circle, the sacred safe circle we come together. We have come together, we are together here in this moment, in this now moment, this only moment that there is we are here together to awaken, to transform.

5 Transcript: Manifestation Matrix Module 8 5 [00:15:10] We are here to clear when no longer serve us to release and dissolve that which no longer serves us and to open, to awaken to activate that which is going to empower us that which is empowering us to remember who we are, to remember that we are emanations of the divine. That we are one with the divine one with all that is to awaken this knowing with and also that we can manifest, manifest what we are here to share what we have come here to express in this world. So that we can serve and share and offer who we are fully and freely and wonderfully brilliantly in the world and receive back, receive hope and open and allow and receive the amazing blessings of abundance that is our birthright to flow in, flow in, flow in. So that we can live the life were meant to live, the life joy and ease and wonder and awe and creativity here and now in this moment. And so we get great thanks for all the human participants here all the amazing abundant mystics who are here. Oh, here on this journey together to explore, to awaken, to see what's surprising adventure await us that we journey for. And we get thanks, give great thanks to all the non-human beings who are here, the light beings, the elements, the divine here, here, here to support, to protect, to witness, to guide, to mentor, to be our teachers and allies on this transformational awakening journey. We give great thanks, great thanks for your presence. Thank you, thank you, thank you. and so it is that we come here knowing, knowing, knowing that our intention is pure and clear and in high integrity, high integrity to be awakened to the truth of who we are so that we can serve more and so that we can receive more and so that we can experience the amazing awesomeness of this life here in this physical projection. And so tonight we awaken our capacity, we activate our connections and our ability to fully, fully, fully plug in to the Gaian Grid and we say yes to this. we say yes to this deeper, more intimate connection with the energy of Gaia so that we can become co-creative's with this amazing, amazing limitless creative force that is here. that is here, here, here to welcome us that wants to co create with us. And so we say yes, and so we say thank you and so it is. Okay. Oh, this is going to be fun tonight I can tell. all right, so tell me, tell me, tell me how has your week been? If you're on the webcast go ahead and type something in let me know what questions do you have about the emotional bridges which was a big one. last week was a big one for a lot of you, a lot of emotional energy hopefully we re working those of you who have work with the elements have been working with the element of water to keep those emotions flow and keep them flowing.

6 Transcript: Manifestation Matrix Module 8 6 What was it like for you to get into this place of allowing the ways of emotions to come in and allowing them to go out and not holding on to them, not holding them back which is letting them come in and letting them go out. What was that like, were you able to do that, were you able to feel that fluidity, that willingness that openness to let the emotions come and go without holding on to them or did you get stuck? And it's okay if you got stuck because this is a very advance practice, allowing emotions to come and go like that very advance. So I'd love to hear for you what happened, how many -- if you have questions, if you have comments or insights. And what you want to share, what you want to explore together. And let see I will take you on the phone, I think with this few, Joy, I'm going to go ahead and take on the phone because waiting for questions to come in. Do you have a quick comment or question? Joy: I just found it really interesting because my sister and I had started something a while ago with getting into the story of things. And so last week was really interesting when you had mentioned that. And when you're not getting in the story of things you don t tend to get hook into those things, things run smoothly. When I did the activation actually I did it this afternoon the last module there had been a lingering pressure sort of around the heart, the back. [00:20:04] And I just felt that it just dissipate and then I could both energy like running up and down like I've felt the energy was running up and down and my body tonight as well. So really interesting. Edward: Yeah, great great. Thank you, Joy. What a wonderful insight and reminder that the story, the story, the story of our mind builds. Our minds working stories and when you have an experience when you think about an emotion it's nothing more than just a theories, a sequence of physiological experiences. When you think about the anger, anger often is quickening of the heart, a constriction in around the solid plexus, tightening of the heart, tightening you, clinching of the fist. You know these are physiological experiences but until you get to into the story that's all it is. And when the anger, when the energy of the anger dissipates the physiological experiences dissipates so that wave of anger comes in you feel the quickening of the heart, you feel the clinching in your arms and shoulders. You feel the tightening in your solar plexus and maybe your stomach. And then that wave of the energy goes. Your heart rate slows down, you relax, your hands, your shoulders.

7 Transcript: Manifestation Matrix Module 8 7 The tightness in your solar plexus releases and it goes away. But what happens more often is that the anger comes and then we create a story around it because our mind make sense of things through stories. So we immediate -- and this happens instantly. You know it happens within seconds, less than seconds, milliseconds. So that the physiological experience kicks in and then we associate it with something it reminds us of something that happened, an experience that happened. So we associate it with that experience or we associate it with something its happening in the moment. And so instead of just allowing it to be a wave of energy that comes and go it suddenly has meaning. It suddenly has meaning attach to it. So now it's not just, oh, here s a wave of anger. Now it's I'm angry because blah blah blah. And that becomes a very different experience. Now your mind has something to hold on to. So instead of just letting that wave of emotion, that wave of energy go your mind holds on to it. I'm angry because and I'm going to be angry until they blah blah blah. And so when you can stay out of the story and just allow the physiological experiences to come, allow the emotions to come and allow them to go, allow them to go. Let them release. When you can stay out of the story that's when they can go. When you go into the story that's when they get stuck. So your work the big work around this is really allowing yourself to catch when you are in story, when you are in the story. And as soon as you catch that you are in the story, as soon as you catch that you're in the story see what you can do to step out of the story. You know I'm angry because, there's the story. I'm angry because Susie forgot to turn the heat up this morning, when I woke up it was really cold. You know, who knows it could be something as silly as that. We get angry at the silliest things. Our mind gets angry at the silliest little thing. And now I'm going to be angry until Susie apologizes to me. But Susie is at work so you're not going to be able to see Susie until later that day. So you're going to carry this anger with you the entire day because you're not going to let it go until Susie apologizes to you. This is your mind, you know, you're not consciously doing it but this is all happening in your mind. So at some point in the day when you feel this anger and you feel the weights hasn't released then that's when you kind of do a little digging, a little probing to see what s the story. What story am I holding on? What's story am I holding on to about that's causing this anger to get stuck with me. [00:25:03]

8 Transcript: Manifestation Matrix Module 8 8 And it can be a story about the present time, it can be a story about the past. It can be a story about oh you know I'm so angry because Susie did that and I remember when I was growing up and I couldn't have heat in my room because we were so poor and it made me so angry that I have to be shivering all night. Then you've got that added layer of the story from the past. But that's such a great opportunity where it is such a beautiful brilliant opportunity to let go, to let go, to get out of the story. What if I wasn t angry at Susie? What if I could just trust that Susie was just she got up late, she was running late, she's just got dressed and run out and forgot that we had made an agreement that she would turn the heat on before she left so the house should be warm before I got up. You change the story, you can get out of the story that you're in and change the story. When you do that then you can start letting the emotions go. Letting the emotions go and that's the practice. That's the beautiful, beautiful practice. So all right let see, Alberta says "I like the idea of the wave coming and out when emotions rise. Thank you. P.S. I really felt the oneness during the relaxation tonight." Oh great, well get ready for the activation your going. You felt within the opening tonight wait until you get the activation. And let see, Adela, "also found the things went much more smoothly because I was able to release uncomfortable energies much more easily and observe rather than get caught up in the emotion." Nice, beautiful. "Also received insight on how to work with the elements and source to clear unnecessary belief and reset intentions, belief." Beautiful. Yeah, that s great. Wonderful. All right, good, good. Wow I already half an hour and how did that happen? Were just, time is whooping away. My daughter when we were little I told her about time warps and so now we've taught our car, our car's name Silver Rose. She named our car Silver Rose. And so we taught our car how to do time warp so whenever were running late she'll ask Silvy if can do a time warp and so Silvy gets us there faster. It's really nice to have a car that knows how to do time warp. But we seem to be in a time warp where we just kind of get into it and time just goes away. Oh, let see one more here from Edoarda then we'll jump in. Let see, "So this is my week. It's been a sea of emotion often feel when and all that emotions spinners not doing enough. I have to say that I was able to just be with feelings with much less judgment. Dropping a story is a great tool that has been with me for a while now. And thank you Edward for taking me more into that divine presence and awareness."

9 Transcript: Manifestation Matrix Module 8 9 [00:30:04] "But also help was not to judge so overall shift are definitely happening like peeling of any layers whatever feeling hastily." Yeah, beautiful Edoarda. It really is true and this is -- we talked about last week and actually we did some clearing around the first paradigm of emotion where you just couldn t have emotions. Emotions are just bad period that was kind of that first paradigm emotional paradigm that we cleared. And if any of you were in that emotional paradigm as you are opening more to your emotional body and the sixth level of the Manifestation Matrix this is going to be a little bit -- there is going to be a lot of stuff coming up. And you know I encourage you to take care of yourself. I encourage yourself -- I encourage you to really do what you need to do to take care of yourself if you are someone who its coming into an awareness of your emotions for the first time or is coming into you know a place where you have permission to finally allow your emotions to flow and to be with your emotion. It's really, really important that you take care of yourself then and that can means several things. It can mean getting yourself support locally. You know someone who knows how to work with emotions. I think I've mentioned yes, tea is great, and also somatic experiencing even a therapist. You know they can be a really really helpful when you are first opening to emotions and I remember way way back when I first after having lived several decades without having permission to experience emotion it was really difficult to know what to do with them. And so having support, having a support system was really important. So I encourage that, also encourage lots of water, lots of water. Get to water, take showers, take bath with Epsom salt or sea salt and really support yourself that way showers. When you're in the shower really feel like the water is showering through you not just around you but the water is showering through you and clearing out your emotional body. Really really important. And get out to the ocean, get out to the water and I went out to the ocean this weekend and it was -- its always also cleansing and clearing to be there. So if you live inland to get lake or pond or river. If it is raining out get outside and let yourself dance in the rain or sing in the rain. Singing in the rain. So yeah, just take of yourself. If this is new to you for some of you this will be kind of old news for you this emotional stuff but for some of you this could be pretty new and I want to make sure that you have the support you need to take care of yourself. Okay, let's go ahead. We are at thirty minutes until -- let's go ahead and talk about the Gaian Grid. So this is as I said the point at which all of the inner

10 Transcript: Manifestation Matrix Module 8 10 [00:34:48] work that you've done now comes into a culmination. This is where where you really start to see the manifestation in the world. None of what you've done before was actually about manifesting out in the physical world. It was all about getting the inside lined up. And when you think about it, think about it how much of the work of manifestation is internal work. I've done manifestation models the last manifestation model was sort of a four step model where three of the steps were internal and one was external. In this case its seven steps with six internal and one external so it's quite about the same, you know it's about three quarters, 75% to 80% of what you do in the manifestation process is internal. It's internal it's getting the inside right. And then only %, 25% of what you do in the manifestation process is actually externally focused. Only the action piece they actually putting what you are -- the actual taking steps making -- taking action getting out there in the world, that's only like 20%,25% of the manifestation process. Get the inside right and the outside follow. But this 20% this action step, the seventh level of the Manifestation Matrix is where a lot of the fun, the juiciness, the energy, the exploration, the adventure, the surprises that s where this level is we're all that stuff comes in. and talked way way back when we were going into the first level. And we were talking about your higher purpose and remembering who you are and how you are so much more than what you perceive yourself to be, how you are so much more than your problems here in the physical world. And when you get so caught up we tend to have it backwards in our culture you know this percentage you know if anything we feel like it's got to do 80% action and 20% sort of resting and you know getting the inside right. And in some cases for some people I know it's actually more like 99% action and 1% tuning in to what's happening inside. And that doesn t really work for us, as mystics because we know that we are so much more. You know that you are so much more than what you see and what your perceive with your physical senses. You know that you are so much more than your body. You know that your even so much more than your mind that s for sure it certainly your fear based mind. So when you start to take action ask someone who is aware of the Manifestation Matrix, you want to take action that is fully aligned with the bigness of who you are. The expansive nature of who you are. You want to take action that aligns with your essence. The essence, your divine essence.

11 Transcript: Manifestation Matrix Module 8 11 And so when you find yourself taking actions that are coming from fear then you know you are in this trance of scarcity. And so let's talk about actions trance of scarcity actions versus divine matrix action because there is a big difference in how they feel and this is your barometer and this sort of feeds back into that emotional bridge that sixth level. When you are taking action that is aligned with a trance of scarcity. I want you to just feel into that for a moment. Just feel into the inner experience when you're taking an action that is being catalyzed or motivated or is aligned with a trance of scarcity. What is it feel like? What do you notice? I'm sure that you took a trance of scarcity action today or yesterday or the day before. We all do, we all get sort of brought back into that. So see if you can find an action that you took recently that was clearly a trance of scarcity action and notice what it feels like. What did it feel like? Yeah, so that in tuning into the field a lot of what I'm noticing is constriction in the throat. So not -- you weren t speaking your truth you are holding your throat, a lot of constriction in the solar plexus. So it was based in past time or based in fears about the future. I'm seeing a lot of tension. There was tension when you took this action. It didn t flow from a relaxed space. It didn t come from a place at ease. It feels like for a lot of you it came from a place of constriction like a place where you felt a phrase its coming and it feels like some of part of thought you didn t have any choice. There was not any choice, you had to take this action. So this were all trance of scarcity experiences. These are all symptoms and clues that you can use to become aware of when you are acting within the trance of scarcity. And no matter how will you have your inside lined up if you are still acting from the trance of scarcity that is going to overrule and override the internal alignment. And it's actually going to feedback into your system and cause your internal alignment to shift and head back towards the trance of scarcity. So you really want to be aware of when you are acting from the trance of scarcity. And here's an interesting thing. You can shift to acting in a way that's aligned with the divine matrix and still take the same action that you were planning. Here's what I mean, let say that you got a traffic violation, you know a speeding ticket. And it s very expensive you know it's like a $180 and your insurance is going to go up and so there's a couple of ways you can approach this, right? Here in California we can go to traffic school and we get that ticket removed and you know we have to pay the ticket but we don t have to pay

12 Transcript: Manifestation Matrix Module 8 12 [00:40:04] the increase on our insurance which can be hundreds and hundreds of dollars over five years. So you can go to traffic school but you can do it with an energy of fear, you can do with an energy of I have to do this because I don t want to pay that several hundred dollars on my insurance. And you can be grumbling and grumpy the entire time you're going through that traffic school. Now, that s obviously trance of scarcity experience because you are feeling you have no choice. You know I don t have any choice, don t want to pay this money, I have to do this and I don t want to do it and this pisses me off I got this ticket. I can't believe I wasn t paying attention and blah, blah, blah. You know that s a trance of scarcity and your creating the stories so it's staying with you. as soon as you catch yourself doing this, as soon as yourself like you know finding yourself going to research the traffic schools online and your feeling grumpy and frustrated and irritated that s a good sign. That it's time to stop. Take a break, step away from the computer and let go of the story whatever the story is. In this case it will be a good time to let go of the I don t have any choice. There are actually few things to let go of the, I don t have any choice because you really do have a choice. You could choose not to do the traffic school. You know paying a few hundred dollars over the course of four, five years it's not the end of the world. So you could choose not to do the traffic school. But when you're in the trance of scarcity you don t have the bandwidth, you don t have the expansiveness to see that s a choice. You just gotten into this sort of vortex of energy that says I don t have any choice, I don t have any choice, I don t have any choice. There's no place like home, there's no place like home, there's no place like home. And your also in this situation your also the place itself judgment. You're judging for getting the speeding ticket. You've made up a story that you did something wrong, I wasn t paying attention. I was driving too fast, I was late you know I know that there's often a cop in place and I always slow down there and I didn t. I'm such an idiot. You know that kind of talk is so damaging. And when you have the opportunity to catch yourself and just stop that is so beneficial. You know you can still have a sense of okay, now I got it, got it not going to do that again. You know I got a ticket years ago my daughter was little little we were going to an appointment and I was driving fast through

13 Transcript: Manifestation Matrix Module 8 13 [00:45:02] town. We have a little town here and the police here are very very aggressive in giving tickets. And I know, I know to drive the speed limit in this town. But we were late and I wasn t paying attention and I was just driving too fast through town and I pulled over got a ticket and my little girl from the backseat, "Duda, what's happening?" "I'm getting a ticket. I'm an idiot and so it was a great opportunity to stop and to shift that experience but also it was a great opportunity to really remember and that I locked that experience in so that now I just know when I'm going through town I'm going the speed limit no matter how late I am I am going the speed limit through town. It's just not worth it to get another ticket to save five minutes or two minutes or how many minutes I'm going to save. So it's okay to lock in that learning, it's okay to lock in that learning but not in a way that you make yourself wrong or bad or you judge yourself or you know hold on to this story that your stupid or an idiot. And there so much self judgment, you know there just so much and so easy to go into that place itself judgment. And when you catch yourself in that, when you have the opportunity to shift to that is such a powerful moment. And as you get into the seventh level and you start taking action that s where all of these opportunities come up. Because you're out there in the world, your taking actions. And every time you take an action there's with the opportunity for the inner judge to show up and say, oh, that one wasn t so good or oh, you did a good job on that one or oh that one is you really miss that one up. We all have that inner judge and so you know it s the opportunity for you to really become aware and you the thing is making it conscious, making it conscious makes a big difference. It makes a big difference when you become conscious of that inner judge because so often that inner judge is acting in the shadows. You're not aware of it, you're not aware that you have this voice as you get that ticket that says, "Oh, your such an idiot. I told you you should slow down." You get this little voice whispering in your ear but you don t hear it, you're not aware of it. And that s like this insidious you know energy that drains you, that saps your strength. So you want to make it conscious, you want to make it so that you can hear it, so that you're aware of it. And then it can be into shifted shift into the divine matrix. Then it can be into shifted so that your actions align with all the work you done inside on the other level the six levels leading up to this one and then you can take action even if it s the same action.

14 Transcript: Manifestation Matrix Module 8 14 [00:50:00] Even if you decide that yes, I do want to do this traffic school. It's going to take me two hours to do this traffic school and that s going to save me $600. So like, yeah, I'll do that. I'll do that. I can do this thing online and kind of multitask and do stuff and take the test a few times if I need to. But if it's going to save me that you know $500, $600 I'll do that. And so you make the choice from a place of choice. You make the choice consciously rather than feeling like you don t have choice. That s the divine major making a choice consciously means that you're in the divine matrix. Feeling like you have no choice means that you're in the trance of scarcity because you always have a choice. Your always at choice in your life no matter how much your mind wants a create a story that you're not at choice you are. Even if the choice is only how you respond internally you still at choice. And when you remember that and come into that place of choice then you are stepping into you are living into the divine matrix. So that is the biggest piece that you bring with you as you come down from the inner work now into this place where you're stepping out into the outer work. Is that you can remember that you are at choice. Then you can remember that you are the one taking the action in a co-creative way. You can remember that you are not doing this alone. So often we take action taking that were on our own, taking that I have to do this myself. There's no one else supporting me, there's nothing else supporting me. That is as a far this thing from the truth. There are so many forces aligned to support you. There are so many beings and energies here waiting for you to open to receive their support. When you feel like you're doing it alone that s another sign that you're in the trance of scarcity. When you feel like you have no support you know you are in the trance of scarcity. Opening your perception, opening, expanding your awareness, expanding your willingness to receive support to allow support, to allow the blessing, to allow the presence of the divine. To come into you and through you out into the world that if you stepping into the divine matrix. That is you plugging into the Gaian Grid. You realize how potent a creative force Gaia is. Just take a minute, take a minute see if you can tune in, see if you can kind of feel into the creative potential within Gaia. Can you feel that? Yeah. And when you try to do it yourself, when you try to manifest on your own, when you try to create an isolation, when you try to make things happened

15 Transcript: Manifestation Matrix Module 8 15 on your own, you are cutting yourself off from this incredible infinite -- I mean, literally infinite source of creation, of creative power. Why would you do that? So it's time, it's time to open, it's time to step into the divine matrix to open to the support that is here for you, to step into this place where you are at choice, where are you moving forward, taking actions that you choose, taking actions that you choose because you are guided, because you're open to the guidance, because you feel the flow of life moving through you and you choose to move in that direction, in a co-creative direction with life. You're stepping into the divine matrix where you have access to this incredible infinite, creative force that is Gaia. You are saying yes to this, yes, yes, yes to this creative force. Gaia wants to create with you. She wants to cocreate with you. Your job is just to open to allow the co-creative relationship to blossom. And that's what we're going to do with the clearing and the activation tonight. So let's go ahead. Let's take to see if there are any questions, comments, before we go into the clearing. We will do the clearing and then we'll come back for a short check-in and then we will come back for the activation. But if you have any questions right now go ahead and type those in or any comments, anything you notice. What did you notice when you tuned into the creative potential of Gaia? What did you notice when you felt into, you know, some action you took, some steps you took in the last week that was in the trance of scarcity? What did you notice? What was the energy? What are your clues? What are your clues or cues that tune you into being in the trance of scarcity rather than being in the divine matrix? Edoarda says, "I think that was a tiny time work via computer." It could have been, could have been the time work. All right. Let's see. Anyone? Let's see. All right. I don't know why I'm feeling open to taking calls, callers tonight. So if you have your hand up, go ahead what did you notice. Who's this by the way? Michelle: Edward: Michelle: Edward: Michelle: Michelle. Hi, Michelle. Welcome. Oh. Hi. Hi. This sure is spending. Okay.

16 Transcript: Manifestation Matrix Module 8 16 Edward: Michelle: Edward: Michelle: Okay. Go ahead. What would you like to share Michelle? Oh, you're beeping. I can't hear you I think you might be muted. Oh, are you there? Yes. I'm here. Yeah. Okay. So in the trance of scarcity it's really constricting and we were talking it helped me bring back my awareness which it's so easy to leave and thinking about -- are you okay? Hello? [00:55:14] Edward: Michelle: Edward: Michelle: Edward: Yeah. I don't know what the beeps are. I don't either. Okay. So with the awareness it's very easy to shift when the trance of scarcity into not trance of scarcity but to the Gaian Grid to the walls to what is there. And I mean, they want to take something that happened today and I was in a trance of scarcity mode and turn it around and look at it as a way for me to learn and grow and approach everything from very different view point once that is exciting and one that can give me an opportunity toward and send me forward. So thank you. Oh, beautiful. Yehey. Thanks for sharing Michelle. That's great. You're welcome. Okay. Okay. Good. Yeah. It's interesting. That's one of the reasons why I sometimes hesitate to take calls just you never know what's going to happen. But I'm glad to get that feedback Michelle, really beautiful. Let's see. Claudia right, "I felt the relief and the sense of ease not being alone." Wow, awesome. Yeah. That's what -- we're going to do the clearing now to clear out the energies that have kept you feeling separate from this earth, from this Gaia in the Gaian Grid. So let's go ahead and do the clearing now and then we'll come back and have a little more time to share. So go ahead and get yourself comfortable. Again, most of you it looks like you're still nice and comfy. If you're asleep wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up. The other morning I went out to the ocean, some of you got that and got up early and went out the poem that came in with Rumi s poem which is beautiful. And it really it's interesting to think about how it relates to the trance of scarcity and to the world of spirit, the world of form, the trance of scarcity,

17 Transcript: Manifestation Matrix Module 8 17 [01:00:19] the divine matrix. I don't actually know if it has a name but it's this one, the breeze that dawn has secrets to tell you. Don't go back to sleep, you must ask for what you really want, don't go back to sleep. There are people moving back and forth across the door. So with the two worlds touch that door is wide and open, don't go back to sleep. So this work that we're doing it's about waking up and staying awake. And I think half the battle, half the work is about staying in the wake from this that we have awoken. You know it's easy that that bed if you will is very seductive if you've ever gotten up really early and have been really tired, you know, how seductive that bed is, the warm, comfortable cocoon, it feels nice and welcoming to go back there. And sometimes when we awakened and we have a moment of awakening the problem is not the awakening the challenge is the not going back to sleep, the challenge is not going back to comforting cocoon, that comfortable bed, that warm bed. Because the awakening feels a little uncomfortable, it feels a little new. It might feel cold and distant and I know it's scary at first but the work is about not going back to sleep. So the work that we're doing here is about awakening and staying awake. So let's go ahead and clear out the blocks that keep us from feeling completely connected to this amazing, beautiful, wonderful earth and the force that is Gaia. So coming back into your inner sanctuary, coming back into that quiet place where your mind is soft, your thoughts drift by the distance, fears, doubts, concerns, worries, anxiety they all move into the distance, into the background, leaving you in an open aware space. And again feeling your body, becoming aware of your body, becoming aware of the sensations of your body. Maybe you can feel the clothes touching your skin. You can certainly feel the pressure of your body in this physical world maybe you can even feel the air as it moves in and out of your nostrils, of your mouth. Maybe you can open out and feel the beating of your heart, the pulsing rhythm of your heart, feel the blood moving through your veins and arteries. And tune into your feet and your legs, your lower body. This is where we normally feel our connection to the earth. Our feet have the most intimate connection with the earth because they carry us around. All the time we walk

18 Transcript: Manifestation Matrix Module 8 18 on our feet and our feet touch the earth more than any other part of our body. So feel your legs, feel your feet, feel -- ho, bring your attention, give your feet some well deserve attention. It's amazing to think that your feet carry you around all day long. They carried the weight of your entire body all day long. I mean, it's a little bit of attention, a little acknowledgment, give them a little acknowledgement, a little gratitude. Thank you, feet. Thank you for carrying me around. You are such a good feet. I love you so much, feet. It's okay to smile. That was my little foot gratitude voice, "It's okay feet I love you." But seriously it's nice to give your feet some attention and some validation and acknowledgement and appreciation. But really what I want you to do is I want you to tune into what your feet know about the earth, tune in to what they know about your connection with the earth. Do they feel like they're connecting with the earth? They feel like there's something holding them back from the earth. Do they feel like they really are walking on the earth or is there something blocking them, holding them back from really connecting to the earth. And let's go ahead and clear that out. I'm seeing that for a lot of you there's a little layer, there's a very sneaky energy there that's right in between where your feet connect to the earth and the presence of Gaia. It's like it tries to camouflage itself to look like the earth. But it's not quite if you look really closely and feel really closely you can see that it's not quite the earth and it goes wherever you go. It's like when you take a step it's just sneaks up right under your foot to prevent your feet from having a full, full connection to the earth. So that's the energy we want to release. And I can feel there's energy coming up in you around this. So let's go ahead and clear this energy out. Ho. And this energy just some of you are asking what this energy is and it's actually an old, old collective energy around that it looks like it came in around the time that we move from sort of hunter, gatherers, you know, very close relationship more indigenous relationship and, you know, earth-based spirituality. We move to a more industrial culture that this energy came and it's almost like that mind energy is trying to protect us, it feels like it's protecting us. Because a fear came in as we move into industrial cultures and we move to indoors more and spent more and more time indoors with locked doors and lights to keep out and to keep the wild animals out. [01:05:26]

19 Transcript: Manifestation Matrix Module 8 19 And so there's this energy of fear that this earth is the dangerous place, that Gaia is a dangerous force. And so this energy thinks it's protecting you. It thinks it's keeping you safe. But it's really just holding you back from connecting to this beautiful, infinite creative force. So we're going to release your connection to that collective beliefs system about the earth being scary, the earth being a dangerous place. Ho, you're already starting to let go of that. Nice. And we're going to really just clear out that energy so it doesn't, you know, follow you around and drop in between your foot, your feet and the earth every time you take a step. Ha, okay. So just taking a deep breath in and a relaxing exhale. And I am just opening to see how this energy wants to clear. Oh, well, this energy doesn't want to clear but see how we are going to clear this energy. Ho and just opening to the beautiful presence of the earth, feel the presence of the earth. You can feel it in so many ways. Feel it through your heart. Feel it through the air on your skin. Feel it through the sound if you can hear bird sounds or the wind blowing or if it's raining where you are just open to hear and feel the presence of the earth in that way. Ho, okay. Good. So it's good to know. This is actually a fairly large job that we're doing here. So just relax and breathe. And we're doing some really, really powerful collective work here because this is a collective energy. So as you release your connection to this collective energy you are actually helping to diffuse its presence in the world and the impact it has on other people. So this is work that is going way beyond you right now as we do this release. All the work that we've done is very much having an impact beyond our circle. But this I'm seeing is very, very -- you're going to have a very profound impact on the people around you and on the energy in the world. So let's go ahead and release. So the first thing we're going to do is I'm going to bring in another layer of protection energy around our circle and this one is very specifically going to go down underneath us. So it's going to -- oh, there we go. So it's going to create a really strong, clear, protective field that is underneath us, underneath our circle. And it's going to actually exclude the energy, that collective energy now cannot get in, that collective energy that sets with the earth is dangerous, it's scary, it's bad that we need to protect ourselves from the earth, that we need to isolate ourselves from the earth, that we need to dominate the earth and tame the earth.

20 Transcript: Manifestation Matrix Module 8 20 [01:10:28] All of those kind of energies, all those thoughts and beliefs are kind of tied up in this energy that we're clearing right now. So take another breath and relax as you let it out. Ho. Good. Okay. We are going right into activation. Because the activation that is actually going to open you to the truth of your connection with Gaia and is going to create the energy within you and the openness that leaves no room for that collective energy to come back. So right now we've excluded that collective energy from our circle. So you should be feeling some freedom. You should be feeling some relief. You should be feeling a deeper connection to the earth through your feet. But now we're going to actually activate the Gaian Grid, we're going to plug you into the Gaian Grid. And then this plugging into the Gaian Grid that creates so many points of contact between you and the earth; between you and Gaia that this energy just can't work. It can't exclude all those points of contact. It can't block all those points of contact. So that's why this Gaian Grid, plugging into this Gaian Grid is so powerful because even if that energy comes back and tries to block your feet you're still connected everywhere else. So that's really what this Gaian Grid is when you think about the way that you connect to the earth mostly you connect thinking downward, you think of your feet, you think about that downward connection to the earth like roots going down, there's a beautiful, beautiful imageries, the beautiful connection. And in fact let yourself feel right now because that exclusion energy is now gone. So you can actually drop your roots from the bottom of your feet down into the earth. Go ahead and let yourself feel that, let yourself feel that connection from your feet down into the earth. Let yourself open. Oh, there you go. Do you feel how your body just kind of drops in when you don't have that blocking energy, that fear energy in the way. Oh, yes, beautiful. And the whole space, the whole space just drops down in octave but also it's actually expands, it expands down on octave. Wow, beautiful. Really nice. Now so you have that foot, you know, that grounding anchor, those roots that drop down from your feet, those grounding connection point that drop down from your feet. Drop that grounding anchor down from the base of your spine, feel that energy, that grounding energy coming down from your